Holy smokes, that really is a crazy schedule! :O I feel exhausted for you omg xD Isn't it a lot of pressure to have audition after audition? Or are you pretty much a pro at that by now? Nah, we don't visit them very often since they live on the other side of the country, and it would be too expensive for all of them to fly out to meet us. We always have to go to them (which I like because I [i]love[/i] California, and airplane trips). We don't have too much in common with them since their lives are very much wrapped up with the church and ours aren't, and yet our personalities and humor are like exactly the same. I don't really even know that much about Mormonism except what I've read on Wikipedia heh. When I try to pry info from my parents about it, they put up a wall lol, which I expect from my dad but it baffles me when my mom does it. I mean, she's the type to tell some random person in the grocery store our family's deepest secrets and life history, but she gets weirdly defensive when I ask about her religious past. But...it's not like I'm an open book about everything either, and it's obviously a sore subject, so I should probably let it go. I do love spending time with my extended family though. The last time we visited them was this past Christmas actually, so pretty recently. They're really fun to be around. Mormons are all about big families and harmonious community, so they always plan games and feasts and special outings and there are always like five newborn cousins each time, who's names I have to try to remember xD Mostly its just weird when they want us to go to church. No joke, my dad always plans our trip so that we're not there on a Sunday for that very reason x) I'm sure it will too x) I bet he's secretly looking forward to it, even though he's dragging his feet to get ready for it. Oh yeah, I didn't even think about the toll that must take on your body. It does look really cool though. You're probably like crazzzy flexible compared to the average person though, right? x) Yeah, I'm like that too, about not wanting to be pitied. It makes me not want to let other people know when I'm dealing with some issue, because the last thing I want is to look like I'm asking for special treatment. I also just tend to be a little protective of my inner self. I feel like I make friends really easily, but on a superficial level. And I can talk to basically anyone about anything (and I do all the time as a cashier lol) especially [i]their[/i] personal stuff, but it's more rare for me to really open up about [i]my own[/i] even when the other person considers me a close friend. And it's mostly because I know people don't really care, like you said, but I think it's also because I'm better at, or maybe more interested in, understanding other people's feelings/motives than my own sometimes. Hah, that's funny x) And I'm glad your best friend liked it! Yeah, I really did enjoy your blog, and the music too! I forgot to mention that. Anyways, I feel kind of honored or something that you showed it to me, so thanks. x) INFP, I can so see it! And sort of similar to me, INFJ, but more like a compliment than a twin. That's not to say that you can be put into some box or cookie cutter category, just that those characteristics might be relatable to you. I read that an INFP score is really rare, like less than 5% of the population. I confess, I'm sort of weirdly into this personality stuff x) Don't roll your eyes or anything, it's pretty interesting! xD I stumbled across a couple personality profiles for INFP, like this one about being a [url=http://www.personality-type.net/dreamy-idealist/]Dreamy Idealist[/url], and this other one that [url=http://swc.edu/blogs/new-thoughts-from-president-nolan/myers-briggs-tales-it-is-not-easy-being-an-infp/#.U3FPp-ZdWfI]made me laugh[/url] xD It'd be silly to take the results too seriously, but it's still freaking accurate sometimes, like you said. Oh wait, does dressing up like a zombie from the Walking Dead count as cosplaying?? Cuz I've done that!! I won a zombie costume contest with it too!! My boyfriend at the time and I won as a couple xD It was too fun. He was an artist too so we went a little overboard with special effects type makeup x) It was gory and amazing. I love dressing up, I should do a real cosplay sometime. Like, Halloween is my second favorite holiday x) So you're gonna be Sansa huh, man I feel so bad for her in the series. That was heart wrenching when she was trying to convince her creepy aunt that the even creepier Little Finger hadn't done anything with her. Yeah, you're right, I don't know why I feel so much pressure to be more mature and adult-like lol, I have the rest of my life to do that x) I think I'll feel like a kid forever on the inside. Plus, one of the last times I hung out with this girl, we had a hand standing contest and then made a blanket fort in our apartment living room, haha so I think I can relax xD She'll be here tomorrow night and then she's leaving Friday morning and going to another friend's place and then soon after that she's going back up to far away Canada ;_; Too bad we don't have poutine at McDonald's! I totally get it, and yeah you're right, it's too early for her to change just yet. She's yours and so of course you should be the one to call the shots as far as how her character evolves and when. That's funny that you say she's literally you, because I definitely pour some of my own self into Mila's personality - not that I'm quite as graceful and stunning as she is heh ;) but the slight desire to be the one in control, maybe be a teensy bit manipulative, somewhat just a little arrogant/proud...jeez all the bad things xD Also empathetic. And uh, we both have dark brown hair too xD Haha, but also feeling guilt for letting someone you care about down in some way, or feeling guilt because they thought you were one type of person and you're really more awful and selfish than they realize. Obsessive tendencies, better add that too x) Moving around a lot, leaving people. So yeah, we can certainly wait on Charlie changing. I think you made a good point about it becoming a little boring if we jump the gun on that. Having her go through that sort of emotional trouble you mentioned would be really interesting. I'm also attracted to the idea of a "Romeo and Juliette"-esque love story. But do you mean... like, she dies in Mila's arm or something? That would be so sad though x) My ridiculously optimistic heart shudders... But I guess, from the beginning, this story could never have a happy, skipping off into the sunset ending. Have you ever ended an RP before? I never have xD Let's see how this direction goes and if it starts to get stagnant, we'll just shake it up again x) I hate knowing that eventually, all good things come to an end, but I want to keep this alive in the best way! It's far from the end. [b]EDIT:[/b] Heh, I also found this hilarious blog post, the [url=http://zombiesintelligently.com/non-fiction/myers-briggs/]Myers-Briggs Asshole Index[/url] x) It has a short paragraph for each type that exaggerates their not so good qualities.