I actually lied about the nutcracker auditions DX I thought they were this weekend but they're actually at the end of the month... this weekend is the deadline to sign up for auditions so they can make the schedule. These auditions aren’t even that bad, though. I mean it is my dance teachers who run them and they all know how we dance so it isn’t that bad. I auditioned for the Royal Winnipeg Ballet earlier this year and [i]that[/i] was terrifying. During the master class the choreographer started yelling at the pianist. But I am far from a pro, haha! I get so nervous before things like this, and not at all before I go on stage, it's weird. 

It’s really sweet that you guys all get along so well. It must be nice that just because your parents left the church, they aren’t shunned like with Amish communities. Although I can kind of understand them being defensive about it, I feel as if, and I mean this with absolutely no disrespect, religions like Mormonism have very extreme beliefs that aren’t for everyone. I have nothing at all against religion, I’m just not big into it myself. I tried to be, because my family are all very catholic, church going people, but it wasn’t for me. One thing that I do really like that you said about Mormonism is that they value big families. My mom has five siblings and each one has at least two children; so there are twelve grandkids in total and then six great grandchildren already. But that must be tiny compared to your extended family... I don’t think I’d be able to remember a bunch of names without seeing them all the time, heh. Just out of curiosity, though, do they celebrate christmas?

Depends on what your take on crazy flexible is, I guess! :p I mean I have my over split on my right leg but my left split has been teetering between there and not quite there and my center is okay. Although all of this is probably a foreign language to you.. heh.

Exactly how I feel! When my cousin found out about my issues she forced me to tell my parents, her exact words were “You tell them or I will” and then she texted me later that night “I’ve been in bed crying ever since I got home”. Who in the fuck does she think she is for saying something like that to me? She thinks she knows shit about shit because she’s 25 and lives by herself, but she honestly knows nothing and every time I see her I can’t help but see the pity in her eyes and it makes me just not want to be around her where we use to be really good friends. I get that about making superficial friends, I feel like to an outsider I look like I’m really cool/popular because I can get along with a lot of people but honestly there is maybe three people who I would consider my true friends and I can’t even really talk about how I feel with them because they have their own issues that they’re dealing with. So yeah, I get you. I think the only reason that I’ve been able to open up so much to you is because I don’t know you in real life and it is easier to say stuff over a computer screen and without fear of it coming up in face to face conversation. 

Wow, [i]I[/i] feel kind of honoured that you liked it so much XD It makes me super duper happy... 

Now I feel special... it’s rare? Ooh! Hehe! I don’t think that is weird at all, you’re talking to the person who is excited about cutting up dead things remember? (holy that sounds creepy if you didn’t know the context) But yeah, personalities and stuff are really cool. The dreamy idealist so totally related to me until it hit the part about them “not falling head over heels in love”... yeah that one isn’t me. *Sighs* Tbh though I didn’t read that other one yet because I was too lazy, haha. I will eventually! Yeah, it really is kind of silly to dwell over an internet rating of what “type of personality” you are, but it’s just so gosh darn cool!

That so totally counts omg I love it! That must have been so much fun... especially winning the award because winning things is super awesome.. but all of that about over the top make up/costumes is amazing! Did you guys buy all your stuff or make it? Oh my god, I love halloween too! Next year I am wearing this leather bodysuit I wore for my jazz routine this year (it is so sassy, oh my goodness) with a tail and ears and going as catwoman >.< It works so perfectly, but I so swear I am not one of those girls who wear low cut tops and little ears and say they dressed up when really they’re just looking for attention. Anyways, yes! Sansa! I’m a ginger so it works really well, haha. 

uewfgeurfge Don’t even get me started on Little Finger! He is such a creep, and I know his motives are borderline rape.. *profanity* I hate him. 

Everyone feels the pressure to be grown up and mature, if I had it my way I would sit around all day watching cartoons and cracking childish jokes whilst eating pop tarts and kraft diner but y’know... I don’t even think that one would be okay at all... But you know what.. you’re right! We do have the rest of our lives to pay bills and go to work and drink wine, so werk. That’ll be super fun, I love getting together with old friends and just catching up! It’s great. And, hey! We aren’t that far away... only y’know up there with the polar bears in our igloos and stuff. 

Phew, glad that you understand! I don't see anything wrong with those personality traits... not at all. Then again, I like people who aren't super flighty and uppity all of the time, 'cause that's not how I am. Wow... okay that took a spin, you all cool? I may be over analyzing the situation, but if you have anything to say, go for it. No judgment here, you should know that one, heh. I usually pour all of the bad stuff into my characters too, a lot of my thoughts/feelings about cutting can be seen through the subtle things that Char does. And she is really broken, in her life a lot of people have fucked her over and that kind of portrays how I feel a lot of the time. Also I am really distant, and lonely. She is so, so lonely, oh my goodness. I don't know if I'm doing a good job showing a lot of personality, and I know that I've barely scratched the surface with her family (did you know that she has two older twin brothers named Michael, a substitute teacher who is married with a baby on the way, and Morgan, a stud-muffin med student who doesn't want to settle down? There is more, too, but I think I'll stop myself for fear of going overboard). But she is honestly the deepest character that I have ever created.

Woah, yeah I wasn't think about going [i]that[/i] far.... although it is certainly an idea. Okay, no, we can't do that but tbh the temptation is real. I'm the type of writer who likes to shake things up and kill off their main character, it's my edge XD I just meant more of the forbidden love, knowing that they really shouldn't be together, that in some sense it is wrong, so I guess more like modern day cliche stories, but Romeo and Juliette just sounds so much more romantic and tragic and this certainly shouldn't have a happy ending, happy endings are for losers :p No! I've never ended a RP, can we make that our goal? As sad as it sounds, I think that every great story should have some kind of an ending, and I will admit that I have briefly thought about it... not that I want this to end any time soon!

I agree, I like how so far this has been kind of telling itself with minimal planning from us, it makes it more interesting and a lot less predictable. I think that this could go far, and honestly it is already the best role play I have ever done so y'know I'm glad that this isn't the end, so soon! Haha 

Oh my goodness, that was hilarious! I loved it XD