Anastasia closed the book, they were a few chapters further but she was done with reading. The babies had calmed, no longer tumbling in her stomach. She placed the book on her lap and sighed a little. She looked out on the scenery beyond the balcony. She looked at field and sighed. She missed her old life. Being able to do whatever it was that she wanted. Being able to see her parents every day. Being able to trust what it was that they said to her. She sobbed, feeling horrible again. She couldn't think of how she could say that. Despite everything that Samsul did... She loved him and without him the little ones in her stomach, wouldn't be possible. She stood and walked over to the bed and lay down under the blankets. It wasn't long after mid day and yet, she was so drained that she managed to fall asleep.