Addicted to Orange is the New Black?? Mwahaha!! >D Mission accomplished ;} Oh oh gotcha xD Speaking of Amish and reality tv shows, have you ever heard of the show Amish Mafia? Haha, I watched it once at my parents house and it was pretty interesting x) A very unexpected combination. Isn't that name just adorable? It fits him perfectly x) Ooh I love both Emory Jack and Erma Grace! Beautiful names. I wonder if our parents sat around when they were teens/young adults and thought about what they wanted to name their kids? x) Woah, so like, when you watch Black Swan you'll actually be able to [i]name[/i] all the moves they're doing and stuff! Are those positions basically second nature to you now? Put their foot behind their heads huh, man that [i]is[/i] impressive. Reminds me of a Cirque du Soleil performance I saw last year where these three Russian female gymnasts did absolutely insane contortions with their body and you're right, beautiful and maybe eerie/unsettling is how I'd describe it! But awesome. So is your goal to put your foot behind your head one day? x) Ok so fullback is just a position on the field, there are usually three and their main job is to defend the goal. Dead ball just means the ball is no longer in play. Wall-pass is kind of weird I guess, no walls of any kind involved - it would be if I had the ball and then passed it to a team member to avoid a challenge by the opposing team and then she quickly passed it back to me again. So it's a quick one-two pass. Nah, of course I don't think you're a freak, kiddo! Heh, I also don't think of you as a kid either, I forget to since your writing is so good x) Ah, man, that would upset me too :/ Not the best way to word that I guess, even though of course she cares about you. I think...just think of it like this great talent that you have that not everyone is as good at - listening and understanding I mean. It's not easy to be the one that everyone comes to share their emotions with and even if they're careless about showing it, you can be sure that they are grateful to have you there for them. I don't know if this is too forward of me, but if you are ever feeling like you just need to get something out to someone and there's no one responding to you, you can feel free to message my Kik account, username: L_Christine. I just mean as like a lifeline sort of thing, rather than a casual chat thing, like if there comes a moment when you need something more immediate than a day or two long ooc post. If you never end up using it, it's cool, just thought I'd toss it out there x) No profile picture or any of my real life info on there, just so you know. I mean, you seem like someone who can keep it together long enough to vent some other way, but you know, just like, if there's ever a time when you want a quick response or an ear to talk to or something idk. Aw man, that sucks! I would absolutely die outside if I couldn't wear shorts these days, it is unbelievably hot and humid during the day xO Speaking of violence always being the answer, I felt extremely [i]violent[/i] to several customers today who were being more idiotic than usual x( I had the dreaded 3pm to 11pm and I have it AGAIN tomorrow night. Shoot me. This one woman freaked out because her pizza had defrosted by the time she got to check out and she acted like it was CLEARLY [i]my[/i] fault somehow. We also had [i]three[/i] teenagers try to buy alcohol with either fake ids or for their underage friends. Making my life harder, those little brats. And then this one guy lingered in the store [i]forever[/i] and I had to make the "attention shoppers the store is fucking closed" announcement twice before my manager finally had to go over and tell him to go check out. Gahaahahjdksfhljsda. I hate people. Heh, yeah over thinking is one of my talents too Dx Sometimes I think if I were just a little less "in-tune" to other peoples motives, maybe things would be easier.. Let it all pass under the radar instead of in my face. Hey, it's ok to admit that it puts stress on you too to have someone you love feel sad/want to hurt themselves. And you're even conscious of not putting yourself at the center of it but wanting to put her first instead. That is so mature, I can't even.. More people should be like you. More grocery shoppers to be specific. Lol jk, but seriously don't be hard on yourself for feeling sad on her behalf, it's a beautiful thing. Ha! Thanks! xD I think primal instinct is a great way to describe it. And I think I gravitate toward people who are little willing to bend to my will to some extent, rather than other alpha types. But here's so many things that I'm really less self confident in than I pretend to be outwardly, sexuality being one of them. I don't know, maybe some of that come with age/maturity whatever. Speaking of flirting and leading people on, I really despise being accused of "flirting" when I have to be polite to some dude at the register and he just shamelessly flirts with me and all other female employees D< Grrrrr. I am NOT one of those girls who's all "I hate when guys flirt" but really they're just bragging about getting attention. I would gladly do without it, those perverts. I have to stop before I sound too bitter. There really are so many sweet customers and the "regulars" who make the day go by faster x) There's one woman with the same name as me who always says hi to me even when she doesn't come through my line, she's so sweet. Anyways, yes, you will be my evil sidekick and together we will destroy self-entitled pricks and obnoxious grocery shoppers across the US and Canada. Oh wait, that wouldn't be evil since we'd be doing everyone a favor. Hmm, we'll have to think of more nefarious schemes... Yeah look at us, putting all our conscious and unconscious fears/desires into the RP. We are PROS. Thank you! I love making my characters' motives realistic too. Ooo, I love your background on Lisette, it's very fitting. I had not anticipated her fascination with Mila until it emerged in the RP and it's just so natural and intriguing, I love it. Jealousy mixed with some sort of attraction is enough to make someone like her extremely possessive, especially since she also craves power/dominance. You've spoiled me, just so you know, as far as finding RP partners in the future who put all this thought and effort into their characters. Totally spoiled. I'll judge everyone to your standard without a second thought. You said earlier that Lisette is harder to write for, but her responses are always great. So are Charlie's. I especially like that you don't make her a push over and that she fights for some kind of control of the situation even when [i]everything[/i] is stacked against her.