Elliot shook her head as he tried to calm her down, asking her not to cry. She couldn't help it, he was dying that wasn't going to be news she took lightly. She leaned into him, still crying, "I don't want a few years with you! I want a life with you.... Three years of knowing you wants enough the first time around... It isn't going to be enough this time."

She sniffled, "I so badly want to imagine growing old with you... Having kids with you... even just marrying you..... But none of that is going to happen.... none of that can happen... and I can't handle that...." She looked at him, "It isn't fair...."