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6 yrs ago
Current To anyone who cares, I will be taking a break from rpg. I don’t know if I am coming back.
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6 yrs ago
Going to a dark place again... Trying to claw my way out is getting harder...
6 yrs ago
I am getting very tired of being blamed for things that are not my fault
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6 yrs ago
When you are so emotional you are close to dropping from every rp you are in just so people won't have to deal with you anymore
8 yrs ago
When a character that meant something to you gets torn down and thrown away like trash... 😢
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Elsa murmured her understanding. Do what you are told and survive. Wasn't that what prisoners did? Wasn't that what she had done all those years in foster care? People made a big deal about pride, about things they just wouldn't stoop to do, they'd rather die than do certain things.
But pride and sensibilities were worth nothing in the long run. The end game was survival. To wake up each day still alive and able to move. That was what life was about. Survival at any cost.

So Elsa walked. She followed and she remained silent.
During the journey the humans in their group started chatting, some to each other and some to the fae around them, but Elsa stayed mute. She only spoke when she had something of value to say.
The trip wore on her though. The constant travel was tiring. Her feet bled inside her shoes and she began to limp. Still she stayed silent. Enduring pain in silence was what got her through her childhood. Oh it had always angered her foster mother that Elsa developed the ability to take her beatings silently. The quieter she was, the angrier her foster mother would grt. But she always made Elsa screaming the end...

Elsa's fingers worked absently during the trip, moving along invisible keys as she stared into space, her lips moving soundlessly as her favorite songs played through her mind. She longed for music as a parched man longed for water. The only time she cried was at night when no one could see, and she wept for music. Only the most sensitive ears would hear her tears, the slight catches of her breath and the beat of her heart.
The rest of the time she appeared detatched from everything. Elsa was quiet but anyone who studied her would see her eyes taking everything in, analyzing, processing, retaining.

She was going to survive this. And she was going to thrive.
Worked by today but will have a post up tonight
Oh my gosh guys I'm at work right now and they gave Ginger, our baby Walrus, snow to play with and she is LOVING it!! She's already so big and she's only 3 and a half months old!!
Elsa swallowed hard. So it seemed she would be serving the... Fall Court? From the little information she could gather from the bits of conversation between the fae she concluded her new place was better than she could have hoped for. And if the jealous looks she received were any indication she was envied her position by others, even a few of the fae.
She could only pray they had a piano. Otherwise she was screwed. Unless they considered singing music and even then her true talent lay in the ivory keys. In this area she was fully confident she could at the very least satisfy them.

The King vanished and Elsa let out the breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding. It was as if a great tension in the air had suddenly lessened, allowing everyone to relax a little more. Elsa sincerely hoped she could avoid catching the King's notice. Even if he was sinfully attractive...

She shook her head sharply, knocking the foolish thoughts away. Since when had she cared about such things? Never.
You'd have to be dead not to notice and feel attracted to the otherworldly beauty of the fae, but Elsa prided herself on being very practical. She was not a romantic and didn't believe in love.

Clearing her throat slightly, she looked at the wolf-man. Hesitating only briefly, she approached him carefully.
"What should I do?" Elsa asked. "I'm not certain how things work in this world. You seem to be of high rank. What is the best way to keep my head attached to my body?"
@LadyRunic Your posts are amazingly wonderful. :P


Agreed!!
@LadyRunic oh and You are one of the BEST GM's I have ever had! Your posts, your story telling, your characters... and you stood up for me against not one but two cyber bullies! You are amazing and wonderful and I will join any rp you create!

Edit : Thank you *hugs*
Oh m god I am so angry/depressed you guys! I took my mom to the doctor today and they told her she had to pay out of pocket because her insurance was canceled. She called her job to find out she had been terminated. For not working. During a doctor ordered medical leave. And they didn't tell her.

I don't know whether to scream, cry or throw something. At them. I wanted to go down there and take their heads off but my mom wouldn't let me. She is just numb and hasn't spoken since this afternoon.
@BlackPanther@Demonic Angel
I'm sorry. It's my low self esteem and self-doubt talking.
@LadyRunic I'm not certain what to do. The people who interacted with Elsa immediately moved on to something else before I could reply to them. And I can't find where she was mentioned to be going to Fall.

*is sad* I feel like my posting must suck since I can't seem to hold anyone's attention for long. I feel like I'm dragging the rp down.
@BelleMama!?

I'm OLD!!!! q-q


Your my rp mama in that I love you, look to you for guidance and don't want to disappoint you :D
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