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6 yrs ago
Current To anyone who cares, I will be taking a break from rpg. I don’t know if I am coming back.
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6 yrs ago
Going to a dark place again... Trying to claw my way out is getting harder...
6 yrs ago
I am getting very tired of being blamed for things that are not my fault
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6 yrs ago
When you are so emotional you are close to dropping from every rp you are in just so people won't have to deal with you anymore
8 yrs ago
When a character that meant something to you gets torn down and thrown away like trash... 😢
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Amalia Solair

Wife of Wilhelm (@Saltwater Thief), Sister-Bride of Onyx (@Vesuvius00)
Interacting with Wilhelm


Amalia woke from a long hard night plagued by bad dreams. She stayed abed, her eyes closed, wanting to pretend that if she didn't open her eyes morning would not really have arrived yet.
It seemed strange to wake as a married woman. She didn't feel that differently but that could be because her new lord and husband had not taken her or Onyx. She pondered the significance of such restraint. Did he not find them attractive perhaps? She had heard of males who enjoyed the company of other males only. Was Wilhelm perhaps one of these men? If so, mayhap he would find it distasteful to be around the women.
The thought should have brought her happiness, but oddly it didn't. Rather, the Earth Gem found herself secretly hoping that that was not the case. Maybe he was tired? Maybe he didn't like travel? Would things be different once they reached his land?

Land... The word conveyed images of green grass and flowers, teeming with life. How she longed to feel rich earth between her fingers once again. The soft, life-giving soil. It made her heart ache for it. To simply sit in her parent's garden, the sun on her face and warm soft earth in her hands... she would give so much for one more day there.
Was it terrible that she missed the garden more than her parents? They had never been close, always polite but distant to keep themselves from becoming attached to a daughter they would ultimately lose. While Amalia understood their reasoning, it didn't mean she didn't resent it at times. She had once asked her nursemaid if her parents loved her. 'They do not dare,' had been the reply, followed by a muttered 'cowards'.

Lost in her thoughts Amalia was startled by Wilhelm's deep voice telling them to wake. Dressing and fixing her hair to be presentable, Amalia left the room and entered the dining area. She winced slightly at the sight of the meat on the plates. Other gems had seemed to like it. It must just be an acquired taste. Amalia's stomach turned at the smell of it. How long would it take her to get used to this?
The bread was a godsend. Amalia sat and ate delicately, using the perfect table manners she had been taught her entire life. She ate slowly and moved the meat around on the plate, hoping it would look like she was eating more of it than she actually was. To be fair she did try. Amalia winced at the taste. She had to do this. She had to get used to it.
The second bite was worse than the first, now that her mouth knew what was coming and could anticipate it. Swallowing it was like having a stone go down her throat. By the third she was uncertain if she could keep it down.

Through all of this she never complained. Water helped her force the meat down so she drank liberally from the cup provided.
A cramp in her stomach signaled that it had taken it's limit of meat for the moment. Instead she focused on the bread, finding it harder than she was used to but still good. Amalia ate all of the bread on her plate. Who knew when they would be eating again or how long the trip would be?

"Forgive me for questioning milord, but I am curious. How far away is your home?" Amalia asked. "What is it like? I was raised in a coastal area, so I have always wondered what snow is like. Does it ever snow in your land?"
She hoped she wasn't being too inquisitive. But she found asking others about themselves was a good way to get them to talk so she wouldn't be expected to.



@LadyRunic I’m sorry I couldn’t help more. I simply ran out of things to do. After screwing up and screwing over my character several times I was afraid to initiate anything. I would try to write and be constantly second guessing myself as to what could potentially happen to my character depending on which action I had her do.
So I figured I would wait to have her be told what to do or to meet Falk.
I have been in several iterations of this rp and I enjoy it every time because you are an amazing storyteller. (I am and will forever be in love with Falk).

I am very sorry for any and all parts I played in stress or drama. It was not my intention to cause you any sort of grief. I hope to be in another rp of yours in the future. You are one of, if not the best GM I have seen on this site and it is always an honor to rp with you.
@Fallenreaper Yep. There’s not really much for her to do until they are told where to go
@Vesuvius00

I’m so sorry! 😭
Amalia

Bride of Wilhelm @Saltwater Thief and Sister-Bride of Onyx@Vesuvius
Interacting with: Onyx, Wilhelm


When Onyx let go Amalia felt like a child that had lost it's mother for a moment, not certain of how to proceed. She stayed rooted to her spot as Onyx climbed into the bed on one side of the Drakken. Amalia took a deep breath, willing herself to move. One foot in front of the other. One step at a time. One day at a time. One... night at a time.

She didn't like the feeling of separation she had with Wilhelm between them. What was his motive? Was this how they were to sleep from now on? If he had another wife then how would that work, unless he had a very large bed at his keep. Amalia winced at the idea of sharing a bed with three other people. Having had her own bed her whole life, this was a change and one she wasn't certain she could get used to.

Since she didn't want to make him angry Amalia got into the bed a minute or two after Onyx did. Her sister bride offered good night wishes and Amalia returned them. "May your dreams be blessed," she said.
Amalia laid on her back, staring at the ceiling. How was she to ever go to sleep? After everything that had happened that day she felt overwhelmed and incredibly nervous. She felt very exposed in her shift, feeling the heat emanating from Wilhelm's body even though they barely touched.

Amalia focused on controlling her breathing, trying to get her body to relax naturally. Breathe in. Hold. Breathe out. Repeat.
Throughout the night she was plagued with nightmares of monstrous creatures devouring everything in their path. But they were not Drakken. They were something else entirely. Something much, much worse...



Alrighty would you like to make a new plot with me?


What did you have in mind?

@Artmonkey

Yes, we would rp over PM one post at a time
Do you do medieval stories?


Yes I do. I am fond of medieval fantasy GOT-style stories.
Hello there

I have a wide variety of interests that I would like to use for rps. This will be my list of ever changing and evolving 1x1 rp ideas. If you don’t see anything that interests you in the list, feel free to suggest! I am open minded and don’t mind trying new things if they catch my attention.

Some things to know : I only play female. I am fine with adult themes (gore, sex, dark themes, etc) but it must serve a purpose.
I reply within two days unless something work or family related is going on, but then I will let you know. If I do not hear from you within a week I will message you. If you do not reply for another week I will assume you have lost interest and will no longer pursue the rp.

Now on to the list. Check back often because it will change.

1 - Predator : set in a desolate colony on a remote planet a predator finds the only survivor of a Xenomorph attack is a little human girl. Impressed that she managed to survive for so long on her own he takes her in, first as a pet but then as more of a daughter. Possibly could evolve into something more with either him or his son. Romance, if any would be later, this rp would focus on the little girl being raised by Predators.

2 Strangers Like Me - a genderbent Tarzan story. A group of treasure hunters / scientists / explorers come to a jungle and meet a girl who has been raised by gorillas. I have various ideas of how the story could go but would love your thoughts as well.

3 Based on a dream I had a group of teens/college kids sees something they aren’t supposed to and, in escaping run into a young woman who is a witch. She agrees to protect them. It turns into a stand-off between modern weapons, nature magic and human ingenuity.

5 Pack Doctor. A female vet nurses a dog back to health not know he is actually a werewolf who then proceeds to have his pack what over her business and her. Eventually she finds out what they are and becomes their doctor. But, as they get wrapped up in human things she becomes wrapped up in werewolf things. And those are waaaaaay more dangerous.

Remember to check back!
When you are waiting for the pain meds to kick in...
So I can accept friend requests on Discord now and I can read the messages but I still can’t post.

But it’s progress I suppose...
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