~My Social Media Accts~ Crafting Insta NyxKnax | Drag King Insta Nyx. i. am | Drag Facebook Nyxiam Themperor | Twitch PastelScoops
~My Fam~ I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.
~My Interests~ I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have 15 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only 35 tattoos. I plan on getting a lot more. ~My 1x1 Thread~ https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894 ~My Quotes~ Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^" "You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott "There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate "So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH. "Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. Translation: Temper Tantrum." Me in an OOC. "The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind. ~My Obsession~
~My Poetry~ All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.
Fushigi karasu, spread your wings, I shall spread mine too. Misuteru zasshu, stay with me, I will never leave you. Shitsubo shita, do not run, I have the love you need. Kurushii tenshi, come to me, I can set you free.
A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English. Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven. Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel
As the rain pours down my window, In blurry streaks, In heavy sheets, I examine my wrists In silence, Seeing where his fingerprints Once did exist.
And I'm crying, Trying to forget everything; The hidden abuse, The reason for my overwhelming anxiety.. What happened?
I can hear the echo of A desperate scream. A think fog of confusion, Thoughts of a memory.
People say In time it will all go away; The bruises, The scars, The pain.
No matter what people say, They'll never know the truth. They never heard my hushed cries.
Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same, But what about the tragedy That will never go away? My emotion, My devotion, MY LIFE That will never be the same
The image in the mirror, So shattered I can barely see. Looking for a face of hope, The person I wish I could be. Suffocating me. And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...
Maybe it's time to change.
All you see Is the plastic me The fake smile That I give to everybody.
I'm sick of all these masks Hiding my emotions Letting nothing show Nothing but my fake smile
One day you'll realize That my smile is fake But too late I'm already starting to break
Somebody, anybody Wake me from this dream Nothing is what it seems All I want to do is scream
I hate it when people Say that I'm so strong You're wrong I'm just barely getting along
My stubborn pride Makes me hide All the pain I feel Every emotion I keep inside
Don't let anyone know What I want to show The longer I hide it The more it will grow...
Alrighty nerds, I'm going to get right into it and scare as many of you away as I can. I'm most comfortable with MxM for mature themes, but can do any pairing if there's no romance or we fade-to-black. Don't ask, because I dont know why either. I can play seme/top, uke/bottom, or switch. I'm genderqueer so idfc what your character identifies as. Femboy, trans, cis. Doesn't make a difference. I'm 24 and a military veteran, so I cuss and I like M+ themes (but not without plot). I don't typically fade-to-black because I'm a dirty deviate, but we can if you insist. I don't have any triggers, but if you do I will respect that boundary.
I am a casual RPer. I've been improving lately and can do a little more in depth, almost high-casual, so I'm excited about that. But I'll go off your posts more than likely. I'll try to at least stay active in the OoC chat to let you know I'm not dead, because I do have a crazy life as a military spouse, and I do have depression. Every now and then I'll have to take a few days off to collect myself.
None of these are requirements, but I like adventure, action, angst, slice of life, apocalyptic, fantasy.. really anything except sci-fi. I was raised a fantasy child; my mother never even exposed me to Star Wars, so sci-fi is super unfamiliar terrain.
I think that's it for all that. I suck at these. Below are my ideas for those still interested, and all are open to interpretation. Such as the merman idea, it can be medeival or modern, and it can be a merman that turns human on land or a merman that can't leave the water. Whatever. That's the beauty of Roleplay, yo. I'm not attached to any of the roles, so you can choose the pairing and who takes which role. I just want to RP. Also, feel free to mix up my pairings. Hell, if you want to do merman/vampire we could make it work. That.. would actually be kind of cool. MOVING ON.
Vampire x Hunter Demon x Angel Demon x Human Fairy x Mermaid Renown thief x Royalty Guard x Royalty Pirate Captain x Deckhand Pirates x Prisoner (royalty, navy, or civilian) Rehab Patient x Rehab Worker Street Racers or racer x cop Villian/sidekick x Hero/sidekick Prisoner x Prisoner Cocky high school junior x Shy Freshman
Fantasy Steampunk Medieval Future Cyberpunk Pirates - past, present, or future S&M Creepypasta Collaboration Current or Post-Apocalyptic (zombies, robots, nuclear fallout/war)
I can't do cannon characters justice, but if you want to try then go ahead.
Xmen OC x OC Nightcrawler x OC DCU Black Mask x OC Joker x OC
Rise of the Guardians Pitch x OC Pitch x Jack Jack x Bunny Sandy/North (ok not really guys) Disney/Pixar/Dreamworks in general Harry Potter Almost any male character x Almost any male character OC x OC
If you've made it this far.... Don't be afraid to share your ideas as well! I'm not really craving anything right now.
Make the title of your PM your favorite breakfast item, just for fun. Or your favorite gift you received this past holiday season.
@TiredKhajiit Thank you for not taking offense! I'm a very blunt person, and online it's hard to be blunt without coming across as rude ^^" Welcome to the guild noobnerd you beautiful human
@TiredKhajiit Are you aware that the Characters tab is typically reserved for only Character Sheets, not for discussion ABOUT character sheets? It's much more tidy if you post only character sheets there, because now if I wanted to reference your CS or DrGerbils, I'd have to sort thru all the BS about changing the weapons and blah blah blah. Ever. Single. Time. It's just a minor inconvenience, it's not a huge deal, but it'll just make things a touch neater.
Also, next time you might want to let people on the Interest Check know that you have the OOC up, I had forgotten about this RP because you said that you were going to make an OOC but then didn't post the link. If my husband hadn't mentioned it, I wouldn't have thought to go to your profile and find the OOC from there. Just a tip to help you make sure that everyone who mentions interest in the IntCh gets notified so they can join in the fun. Also, you should post the OOC link on the first post in the IntCh
I was interested until the dice. If I wanted to play with dice I play craps.
Also if it is a year into the zombie apocalypse no character should have just their fists as weapons. Any character that survived that long has a weapon.
A year in anyone stuck in the middle of a city as big as DC is not very intelligent, Cities=Death.
Dude, firstly, you don't know how it would actually go down. It's a fictional disease/disaster. Being in a city when shit hits the fan doesn't necessarily mean you'll die. Secondly, if you are already in a city when it happens, it would be harder to get out because of everything going on, road blockages and zombies everywhere, so it's actually extremely realistic to have people stuck and holed up in a city. Third off, It also depends on what type of zombie you're dealing with, which would depend heavily on how the virus is spread, or if it's even a virus. AND LASTLY, make your own damn RP if you have so many complaints about this one. There is a vast difference between criticism and bitching, and your post falls under the latter category.
I was wondering why I was getting 0 PMs, and then realized I didn’t post this in the IntCh forum.. -sigh-
Hey guys, I am back once more. Everything has finally settled down in life, we are settled into our new place (for the most part), and I am ready to start role playing again! I just got back from a Wizarding World convention, so I am really craving some Harry Potter-themed roleplay!
Firstly, I’m open to all HP related ideas. This is just what’s currently floating around my brain space.
I suck with plots, so all I’ve got is one of two characters relationships. Two students, mine being a Slytherin and yours being whichever house you wish. Preferably year 4 or older. The second thought I had was your character works at the ministry of magic, as an auror or investigator, and when my character is assigned to your unit straight out of school (Hogwarts or a secondary training), your character is assigned as my mentor. Either because the person that was supposed to be my mentor is unable to suddenly, or your character is being punished, or whatever. You decide.
I can play any gender, and you can play whatever gender you desire, but I’ll be honest, I will always choose M/M over everything ever. That being said, romance is not a must, although I welcome it with open arms. I’m fine with most themes, my favorites being angst, adventure, suspense, and romance. And smut. I am very ok with smut. Speaking of, if our characters do become intimate, I’m terrible writing a dominant character. If you force me to dom, you have to suffer through whatever I come out with. I am ok if there’s some form of intimacy with our characters without a build up, as long as it fits with who our characters are and the story (I.e. if they’re both adults, they’re more likely to have a one night stand than a virgin 4th year).
So yeah, PM me and let's see where it goes from there! I have a few character sheets for my character,and supporting roles if needed. Let me know your thoughts!
Make sure to let me know these things!
Just so we’re on the same page right from the start.
Hey guys, I am back once more. Everything has finally settled down in life, we are settled into our new place (for the most part), and I am ready to start role playing once more. I just got back from a Wizarding World convention, so I am really craving some Harry Potter-themed roleplay!
Firstly, I’m open to all HP related ideas. This is just what’s currently floating around my brain space.
I suck with plots, so all I’ve got is one of two characters relationships. Two students, mine being a Slytherin and yours being whichever house you wish. Preferably year 4 or older. The second thought I had was your character works at the ministry of magic, as an auror or investigator, and when my character is assigned to your unit straight out of school (Hogwarts or a secondary training), your character is assigned as my mentor. Either because the person that was supposed to be my mentor is unable to suddenly, or your character is being punished, or whatever. You decide.
I can play any gender, and you can play whatever gender you desire, but I’ll be honest, I will always choose M/M over everything ever. That being said, romance is not a must, although I welcome it with open arms. I’m fine with most themes, my favorites being angst, adventure, suspense, and romance. And smut. I am very ok with smut. Speaking of, if our characters do become intimate, I’m terrible writing a dominant character. If you force me to dom, you have to suffer through whatever I come out with. I am ok if there’s some form of intimacy with our characters without a build up, as long as it fits with who our characters are and the story (I.e. if they’re both adults, they’re more likely to have a one night stand than a virgin 4th year).
So yeah, PM me and let's see where it goes from there! I have a few character sheets for my character,and supporting roles if needed. Let me know your thoughts!
Make sure to let me know these things!
Just so we’re on the same page right from the start.
[center][color=ed145b][h3]Real name is Nyx, 27 y/o pansexual, medically retired Coastie. Born and raised in Florida with a Boston accent and southern twang.[/h3][/color]
[h2][url=https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10223309608222706&set=a.1502007544391]This is my adorable face.[/url][/h2][/center]
[color=00aeef]~My Social Media Accts~[/color]
[color=39b54a]Crafting Insta[/color] [color=8882be]NyxKnax [/color] | [color=39b54a]Drag King Insta[/color] [color=8882be]Nyx. i. am[/color] | [color=39b54a]Drag Facebook[/color] [color=8882be]Nyxiam Themperor[/color] | [color=39b54a]Twitch[/color] [color=8882be]PastelScoops [/color]
[color=00aeef]~My Fam~[/color]
[color=39b54a]I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.
[Hider=Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them]
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[color=00aeef]~My Interests~[/color]
I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have [s]15[/s] 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only [s]3[/s]5 tattoos. I plan on getting a [i]lot[/i] more.
[color=00aeef]~My 1x1 Thread~[/color]
[url]https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894[/url]
[color=00aeef]~My Quotes~[/color]
Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^"
"You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott
"There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate
"So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH.
"Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. [s]Translation: Temper Tantrum.[/s]" Me in an OOC.
"The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind.
[color=00aeef]~My Obsession~[/color]
[hider=Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy]
[img]https://media.tenor.co/images/4e3237a967b84bcf3116e8076447cc15/raw[/img][img]http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lrfl0l373z1qbm9w4.gif[/img]
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[img]https://www.majorcineplex.com/uploads/content/9039/cover_9039.jpg[/img]
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[color=00aeef]~My Poetry~[/color]
All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.[/color]
[hider=Pidgin]Fushigi karasu, spread your wings,
I shall spread mine too.
Misuteru zasshu, stay with me,
I will never leave you.
Shitsubo shita, do not run,
I have the love you need.
Kurushii tenshi, come to me,
I can set you free.
A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English.
Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven.
Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt
Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted
Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel[/hider]
[hider=My Pain]As the rain pours down my window,
In blurry streaks,
In heavy sheets,
I examine my wrists
In silence,
Seeing where his fingerprints
Once did exist.
And I'm crying,
Trying to forget everything;
The hidden abuse,
The reason for my overwhelming anxiety..
What happened?
I can hear the echo of
A desperate scream.
A think fog of confusion,
Thoughts of a [color=6ecff6]memory[/color].
People say
In time it will all go away;
[color=8882be]The bruises,[/color]
[color=f6989d]The scars, [/color]
[color=9e0b0f]The pain.[/color]
No matter what people say,
They'll never know the truth.
They never heard my [color=6ecff6][i]hushed cries[/i][/color].
Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same,
But what about the tragedy
That will never go away?
My emotion,
My devotion,
[b]MY LIFE[/b]
That will never be the same
[i]The image in the mirror,
So shattered I can barely see.
Looking for a face of hope,
The person I wish I could be.
Suffocating me. [/i]
And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...
Maybe it's time to change. [/hider]
[HIDER=Unfinished Drabble]All you see
Is the plastic me
The fake smile
That I give to everybody.
I'm sick of all these masks
Hiding my emotions
Letting nothing show
Nothing but my fake smile
One day you'll realize
That my smile is fake
But too late
I'm already starting to break
Somebody, anybody
Wake me from this dream
Nothing is what it seems
All I want to do is scream
I hate it when people
Say that I'm so strong
You're wrong
I'm just barely getting along
My stubborn pride
Makes me hide
All the pain I feel
Every emotion I keep inside
Don't let anyone know
What I want to show
The longer I hide it
The more it will grow...[/hider]
[color=00aeef]~My Musics~[/color]
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKk1u5RMTn4[/youtube][youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4rFziVV9ZM[/youtube]
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnoShGTvuuY[/youtube][youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_swivbEsD50&feature=youtu.be[/youtube]
[youtube]https://youtu.be/EfPXokHna2M[/youtube]
<div style="white-space:pre-wrap;"><div class="bb-center"><font color="#ed145b"><div class="bb-h3">Real name is Nyx, 27 y/o pansexual, medically retired Coastie. Born and raised in Florida with a Boston accent and southern twang.</div></font><br><div class="bb-h2"><a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10223309608222706&set=a.1502007544391">This is my adorable face.</a></div></div><br><br>	<font color="#00aeef">~My Social Media Accts~</font><br><font color="#39b54a">Crafting Insta</font> <font color="#8882be">NyxKnax </font> | <font color="#39b54a">Drag King Insta</font> <font color="#8882be">Nyx. i. am</font> | <font color="#39b54a">Drag Facebook</font> <font color="#8882be">Nyxiam Themperor</font> | <font color="#39b54a">Twitch</font> <font color="#8882be">PastelScoops </font><br><br>		<font color="#00aeef">~My Fam~</font><br><font color="#39b54a">I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.<br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them">Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none"><img src="https://i.gifer.com/E2R4.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/wtf-anime-bunny-eat.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/wtf-anime-goat-smal.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-legs-fly.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-boob-man-buns.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-bear-makeup.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-panties-emotional.gif" /></div></div><br>			<font color="#00aeef">~My Interests~</font><br>I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have <span class="bb-s">15</span> 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only <span class="bb-s">3</span>5 tattoos. I plan on getting a <span class="bb-i">lot</span> more.<br>				<font color="#00aeef">~My 1x1 Thread~</font><br><a href="https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894">https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894</a><br>					<font color="#00aeef">~My Quotes~</font><br>Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^"<br>"You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott<br>"There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate<br>"So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH.<br>"Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. <span class="bb-s">Translation: Temper Tantrum.</span>" Me in an OOC.<br>"The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind.<br>						<font color="#00aeef">~My Obsession~</font><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy">Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none"><img src="https://media.tenor.co/images/4e3237a967b84bcf3116e8076447cc15/raw" /><img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lrfl0l373z1qbm9w4.gif" /><br><img src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a295/blckrose193/layouts/dracoheader.jpg" /><img src="https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/f4/5b/9f/f45b9f9b56a1950a2373f1c1c568b772.jpg" /><br><img src="https://www.majorcineplex.com/uploads/content/9039/cover_9039.jpg" /></div></div><br>							<font color="#00aeef">~My Poetry~</font><br>All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.</font><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Pidgin">Pidgin [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">Fushigi karasu, spread your wings, <br>I shall spread mine too. <br>Misuteru zasshu, stay with me, <br>I will never leave you. <br>Shitsubo shita, do not run, <br>I have the love you need. <br>Kurushii tenshi, come to me, <br>I can set you free. <br><br>A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English. <br>Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven. <br>Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt <br>Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted <br>Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel</div></div><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="My Pain">My Pain [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">As the rain pours down my window,<br> In blurry streaks,<br> In heavy sheets,<br>I examine my wrists<br> In silence,<br>Seeing where his fingerprints<br> Once did exist.<br><br>And I'm crying,<br>Trying to forget everything;<br>The hidden abuse,<br>The reason for my overwhelming anxiety.. <br> What happened?<br><br>I can hear the echo of<br>A desperate scream.<br>A think fog of confusion,<br>Thoughts of a <font color="#6ecff6">memory</font>.<br><br>People say<br>In time it will all go away;<br><font color="#8882be">The bruises,</font> <br>	<font color="#f6989d">The scars, </font><br>		<font color="#9e0b0f">The pain.</font><br><br>No matter what people say, <br>They'll never know the truth. <br>They never heard my <font color="#6ecff6"><span class="bb-i">hushed cries</span></font>.<br><br>Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same, <br>But what about the tragedy <br>That will never go away? <br>My emotion, <br> My devotion, <br> <span class="bb-b">MY LIFE</span><br>That will never be the same<br><br><span class="bb-i">The image in the mirror, <br>So shattered I can barely see. <br>Looking for a face of hope, <br>The person I wish I could be.<br>Suffocating me. </span><br>And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...<br><br>Maybe it's time to change.</div></div><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Unfinished Drabble">Unfinished Drabble [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">All you see<br>Is the plastic me<br>The fake smile<br>That I give to everybody.<br><br>I'm sick of all these masks<br>Hiding my emotions<br>Letting nothing show<br>Nothing but my fake smile<br><br>One day you'll realize<br>That my smile is fake<br>But too late<br>I'm already starting to break<br><br>Somebody, anybody<br>Wake me from this dream<br>Nothing is what it seems<br>All I want to do is scream<br><br>I hate it when people<br>Say that I'm so strong<br>You're wrong<br>I'm just barely getting along<br><br>My stubborn pride<br>Makes me hide<br>All the pain I feel<br>Every emotion I keep inside<br><br>Don't let anyone know<br>What I want to show<br>The longer I hide it<br>The more it will grow...</div></div><br>								<font color="#00aeef">~My Musics~</font><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/MKk1u5RMTn4?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/l4rFziVV9ZM?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/fnoShGTvuuY?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/_swivbEsD50?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/EfPXokHna2M?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe></div>