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@LetsFly I'm still big gay. Found a poetry circle in my city so cool I might not do RPs for a while.
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Letty, my mood is all Cacedas and gose. What's your mood?
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Yikes Crew Stands for LeeRoy, he most in denial.
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@Poo How are mods selected? I don't even know.
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I have been roleplaying for fifteen years through various formats from at the dinner table to PbP to RTC. I strongly prefer for mechanics to drive narrative in live roleplay sessions, but in PbP and RTC I'm creative enough that I prefer for creativity to drive narrative instead. To that end, you will probably never talk me into the tabletop subforum, and I can't imagine being dragged easily into Arena or Nation roleplays either.

Preferred size: Anything not exceeding 10 players. I've engaged in very chaotic and bloated playercounts for PbP before and am not eager to engage in that level of discord in the near future.
Preferred genres: Anything. I often enjoy having the opportunity to genre clash, a thing you will notice with my practice work in Expanding Horizons.
Preferred roles: I do not have the patience to build and maintain attractive hub posts for roleplays, which to me is a valuable skill... in GMs. I have co-GM'd in the past both officially and unofficially, and would be happy to do so again.
Quality standards: Any, though I do prefer to interact with players that have a firm understanding of english grammar.

Play Status: Seeking group RPs. Solicitations welcome. 1x1s considered on request, not guaranteed.
---Participant in Allaria: Chapter 5 ARP
---Found regularly practicing on Expanding Horizons PWRP

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@TheMadAsshatter Explosions In The Sky meets Transatlanticism era Death Cab, as far as instrumentation goes. This definitely transcends the comparison quickly though. It's easy to look to lyrical traits, but honestly this is just what happens when a singer uses diction as the instrument, ala Sound Garden, Pearl Jam and the like. The lyrics are telling a story, but you don't have to pay attention to feel things It just helps in the review. This is a lost and empty thing about a lot of situations I've walked away from where my codependency of the past has gotten the better of me. It's a lot to reflect on, none of it unwelcome in my current scene.

Not the first thing I've heard by Lonely The Brave. Another good sign that they've got something unique to say in a genre full of derivative work at the moment. It isn't my jam, but it was certainly good and not something I'd skip in a streaming feed. Good call.

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Presented without comment.
@codex Take your time. Life comes first. Well wishes to you.
@Cube

Indeed, this is why I never refer to Phinuphus as a beastkin. Seems paramount to keep subspecies clear.
Our discord is live.



Date: 2nd August 2017
Location: Streets of Manhattan, NYC
Time: 1:30 AM




The first drag always felt like the first time to Paulie. Every one after felt forced, a fling accidentally turned relationship because it was the thing to do. This is why she preferred to smoke with friends, passing rolled tobacco or pot around like a shared experience. It was just another example of community working itself into something to be wanted if you were looking. Alone, she had all of these singular instances where engaging felt like the first time every time. The next man she pulled into her van felt like the first man pulled into her van... and then he was every other man she'd pulled into her van.

The next friend she'd abducted at the end of a burn to take on an interstate journey for comfort felt like the first friend she'd abducted at the end of a burn to take on an interstate journey for comfort. Then, they were every other friend she'd abducted at the end of a burn to take on an interstate journey for comfort.

Paulie was sitting cross-legged on a street bench, laptop in front of her, her expression sleepy and pensive. She had a cigaratte in one hand and a homemade mug in the other, coffee from a vending machine, irish from a bottle in the backpack at her side. She was wearing some of Rozzle's clothes; a kaleidoscopic, baggy tie-dye t-shirt, manycolored patchwork baggy pants, and a pair of Simon's boots that fit her giantess feet. Music played faintly from a usb speaker plugged into her phone. Ms. John Soda, part of a playlist of their complete discography a friend had sent her some time ago.

On her screen was a blog post. It was the first one she'd written in over six years. When she'd been more active on this site these posts had a strong following, mostly from people who seemed to have no concept of the nomadic lifestyle she was living or how to make it work. They expressed envy, mistrust, revulsion... but always a sense of wonder about her pros. She'd stopped posting because of how unhealthy the process made her feel when she wanted to talk about it with other people. For them, she could write music. This writing space was all about her. Masturbatory. Jubilant.

It reminded her of being too stoned to stop.

But here she was, her cursor over 'send'. She reread the piece a fourth time, looking for things to change.



Now that she's here I can't go unseen. I'm practicing it now. I'm here with my coffee stealing wi-fi from a bar across the street just to post this. People noticed me subconsciously and moved around me. I didn't have to be careful. But I still remember what it feels like.

I did that thing I do where I have to leave when I get somewhere. I want to sleep, I want to close my eyes and be with people and be present. But I'm still feeling the momentum of moving and have to get up and leave. So I told them I needed some air. Then I ran to a bus and now they don't know where I am. I left my phone. But I can't bring myself to be unseen.

I don't want them to find me. I don't want anyone in that place to see me. But I want to be found.

So come find me. I'm around. Tens of millions, but I bet you know who to look for.




Everyone on The Guildserv had a blog space. Some people posted every day, some posted yearly. Some were careful, some treated it like a full case study of their abilities and how magic shaped their lives. Poet used it as a space to express her passions. Love-sick. Fuck-sick. It was cathartic. One person knew who Poet was as far as Paulie knew. They never posted, never shared, never looked for who was sharing. They didn't know her wanderlust.

She clicked send and then closed her laptop, stowing it in her sack and then setting it up as a pillow to sit against as she just sat and took in the place. People strolled past and spoke. Paulie had a sip of her coffee and another drag of smoke, looking at the matching blue patches of corduroy on the tops of her knees and thinking.

It wasn't a good night. She didn't want to stay. Simon was getting worse. The pattern was thicker--every few minutes the conversation would flow one way and Simon was stone. It made her sick to think about now. Rozzle shouldn't be here. Paulie shouldn't be here. But they both needed money, and Paulie owed Rozzle her time and protection. Her companionship.

That was how you kept the community running. You did right by your friends, even the ones you hated. And Paulie didn't hate Rozzle.

Paulie looked up at the bar across the street again, taking a noisy sip of her coffee. She wasn't waiting for anything in particular. It was just what she'd written. She wanted to be seen. She just didn't know whom she wanted to be seen by.
Feel free to reel me into yer Discord if it happens.
Boneblack.

In hindsight this is some dramatic garbage. I liked making up the stmptoms, just... we're stuck with that name now I guess. For that fungal infection only humans and elves and probably certain livestock can catch.
Phinuphus Tahnqin


-=-Mid-morning-=-


The odor filled the tent in moments, making Phinuphus' eyes water. He squeezes his paw around the leather boot for strength, girding his gut, and then dropped it to the hard earth. The human foot he'd revealed looked so badly misshapen that Phinuphus wondered just what under the sun the young man was suffering from. Phinuphus ran a thumb gently against the skin of the arch, leaning in close to inhale deeply with his nostrils. No venoms or toxins wafting from the open sores. It looked as though the man's foot had been soaking in water for hours. Three of his nails had detached and would need to be cut away. How had the man not...

"How badly does it hurt?" Phinuphus asked, his head lifting to come face to face with the boy the foot belonged to, inches apart. Not a young man... a boy. Humans were hard to age. The lad still had soft eyes. No fierceness in them.

"Lessoren' yesterdae. I had scoeting." Phinuphus kept fingering various parts of the boy's skin, testing nerves. Not a twitch. "Beenemin t'see ye'er Franksott fera we-sodding SHITTING FUCK!" The boy instinctively threw a punch at Phinuphus' gut, landing weakly enough to redouble the Capybkin's concern. Phinuphus had barely begun to twist the boy's ankle. Boneblack. He pressed a huge paw into the boy's chest, forcing him to lie down.

"Cheed!" Phinuphus bellowed, his voice shaking the tent as he held the boy down, fishing in a pouch for a sedative. "Send for Franksodi! I am in need of apples!"

Phinuphus' free hand emerged from his dense robes with a small jug. He deftly removed the cork and fingered the jelly inside, his digit tingling with growing numbness as he leaned over the boy with his same inscrutable expression. "Open your mouth. We'll dull the pain while Franksodi gets here with some fruit." Need to slow his blood. The boy did as he was told, and found himself suckling a fat, leathery finger of Norijam. Strong enough that he was out in seconds. Each was precious.

The boy asleep, Phinuphus began rolling up the trouser leg. More sores, more sogginess that felt dry. Phinuphus pulled off the other boot much more gently, his stomach turned a whole sorrowful dance, stretching and twisting the moment like a noose.

One of his toes was gone, a blackened stump with flecks of white mold.

How is this boy still alive? Phinuphus just stared at the ruined foot, blinking. The boy couldn't have been more than fourteen years old. Where under His gaze had he been scouting that there was Boneblack in the ground?

He bellowed far louder then, calling for pitch and tinder to be set outside of the tent and for people to keep their distance. Capybkin couldn't catch Boneblack, but the camp was still mostly human. Live mold was deadly, and the morning clouds promised rain; no counting on the sun to kill it. He needed to be quick.

Too quick to ask after whether the child had any family.


-=-Late afternoon. After Szazah's success in council.-=-


Phinuphus sat in the mud and rain with his fur bare, the smoldering remains of his tent behind him. In front of him were all of his belongings that needed to be saved, his robes, and his various packs. Even seated, his head rose almost six feet. He gave the impression of a tamed beast waiting on a master in the middle of a strange town. It had been over a year since he'd joined what eventually became The Moving... but even now he still at times felt out of place. No time to mourn a child.

"Word from council," Cheed spoke softly, the young serving boy he'd been assigned coming up to stand beside Phinuphus, facing the embers.

"You got Franksodi's bonesaw back to him?" Phinuphus rumbled, rising to his full height and pulling on his sodden robes.

"Mmmm," the boy nodded.

"And he spoke at council about the Boneblack?" One rope here, the other there--To a stranger Phinuphus' pack harness could seem a binding puzzle, but it was as easy as breathing to tie loop by loop and pull taught for one sack after the next.

"Mmmm," he nodded again.

"And we're still not moving for two more days." One final large pack, what had been saved from his tent, strapped over his back as he fell to all fours with a heavy whumb, shaking the ground.

The boy sighed, unphased by Phinuphus' movements. Cheed held out a hand, still not looking away from the embers, and found a small flask was in it. He took a small swig, and handed it back to Phinuphus, who did the same.

"These lands have dangers your people are not inured to. Boneblack's a canny little shroom with few victims, but it eats humans and elves. Kills most land birds, too." And if you catch it before it blooms, they're as good as saved. Phinuphus did not say. It would do Cheed no good to feel bitter about that right now. Phinuphus rested a massive hand on the boy's shoulder, squeezing. "Your friend is at peace now. Had he come to Franks or I earlier... well." The Capybkin grew silent, and the two of them stood a while, the gentle roar of camp life paying them no notice as it buzzed and clanged and murmured through the dreary weather.

Phinuphus took another draw of spirits and then tucked his courage away in one of his many packs. "A god waits for each of us. I will help you collect our dues."

Cheed nodded, his expression brightening just a little. Phinuphus picked up the boy with a single paw and seated him comfortably on his back. Dusting Cheed's ginger curls affectionately and evoking a light chuckle, Phinuphus began plodding steadily toward the merchants stalls. They milled about for the better part of an hour, Phinuphus bartering for this and that and the other, greasing the wheels of the camp and only taking what he needed. After leaving one of the Smith's with some medicine for a cough, a thought occured to Phinuphus.

"Did Szazah speak at council today?" The Capybkin asked, fingering a fruit on display at a stall.

"Yes, Master Tankin."

"And I assume Meekminnow still bleats as a sheep in water." Phinuphus exchanged smallcoin with the fruit-seller and took a bite of apple, handing it up to Cheed, who took his in turn.

"Dignf maffer. Shashah -gulp- won this time." Cheed was silent as Phinuphus started moving again, pointedly in the direction of Szazah's tent. "You're not really going to go, are you?"

"Szazah is wise. There are other healers, other quartermasters. That man sees the world with Our Lion's eyes. I shall serve his wisdom." The boy knocked their apple against Phinuphus' skull. He paused to have another bite, returning the apple to Cheed before moving again. "Franksodi will make a better keeper for you anyway. He likes children."

"You like me." Cheed murmured, glaring at the back of Phinuphus' head.

"You are a rat. We are family. I don't have to like you." Cheed had served him well, but the boy was less than ten. Smart and quick, like all good mice. But he needed the safety of the Moving, such as it was, more than Phinuphus needed a servant. God forbid a sodding student. Worse, a child in the wilds with no proper care.

Cheed's scowl softened. He reached a small hand to scratch behind one of Phinuphus' ears. The Capybkin winced cheerily and they continued on in silence.

Presently, they arrived outside of Szazah's tent. Cheed swung down from Phinuphus' back with a practiced tumble into the mud, standing to wait outside the tent as Phinuphus made his entrance, bellowing.

"SZAZAH!" He roared cheerily, sticking his head between the tentflaps to find the warlord and his first guest. "And one of his friends! Our Lion smiles!" He passed through the tent flaps with slow, deliberate movements, not wanting to unbalance the tent with his bulk. He made a seat for himself in the hard earth, dripping with rain and filling the tent with the smell of burning pitch from his work earlier in the day.

"I heard the good news." Phinuphus continued, his voice lowering to a dull thunder. He surveyed both men with the inscrutable expression of his entire species. No matter how jovial they tried to sound, Capybkin always seemed to look vaguely annoyed or vaguely amused by everything to bare-skinned creatures. Phinuphus looked pointedly at Szazah. "I am more prepared to leave than I expected to be, in person and spirit. How many others?"

As the silence deepened, Phinuphus looked between the two men again. Humans often found his bulk alarming at first, but Szazah had already met him several times. There was a different tension in the air.

"Have I interrupted something?"


Summary: Stopped an epidemic. Comforted a child. Ate an apple. Ready to march.
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