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Current I'm updating my status so it's relevant again.
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I had to update my status because my old one is no longer relevant.
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Woah squadfam, I just finished my bio. Stalk me.
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Hello! I'm MsMorningstar, or Momo for short. I'm a college student in my early twenties, located in the Western United States. I have a deep appreciation for memes and vines (RIP Vine), so if you're a wandering soul feel free to drop a couple in my visitor messages. I like loom knitting, and I used to be a big reader but haven't touched a book in a while since I've been writing. I love procedural cop dramas, my favorite being Criminal Minds, though I guess it's technically a procedural FBI agent drama. Everything else I'm into, I'll tack on in a different section. I'm a big fan of RPing, though I do tend to fade in and out. Luckily, I've made some friends here who've helped me sink my hooks into the forum. Speaking of which, I'd like to give them their own section.



If you're uninterested in me rambling about these amazing guild members, feel free to move on to the next section.
  • @NorthernKraken: I knew I had to start with this lovely, Texan woman. She's definitely one of the brightest people I know. There's a reason why people come to her daily seeking help and advice. She pushes me to do what I love, even when I don't want to. For this, I'm extremely grateful. Thank you, Goblin Queen.
  • @c3p-0h: The coolest cool kid around, by far. Not to mention, the nothingness that will eventually swallow up our universe. Cep, even though you're way too awesome for me you somehow make me feel amazing. Your compliments really lift me up, and I hope someday I can repay you for all your kindness. Also, you gave me my nickname, and I'm eternally grateful.
  • @Damo021: You've been my buddy since the beginning of Red Hoods. Even if our characters don't end up together, they're still my OTP. Thank you for always offering to help me, and chatting with me about everything and anything.
  • @Almalthia: You've been off living your life and being the responsible adult I wish I was, and I commend you for that. Doesn't mean I don't miss you like hell, though. You're the best mom older sister ever, and I eagerly await the moments when you're online.
  • @RedVII: My honorary brother. I feel like I could talk to you about anything, so I usually do. You understand me when others don't, and I'll never stop being weird alongside you. You're the strangest person, and that's what makes you wonderful.
  • @ZAVAZggg: You're the angstiest EdgeLord I know, but I appreciate everything about you. You keep me in check, in a way not many others are capable of. You're always scheming, and I'm pretty sure you have a ten-step plan for world domination. Despite this, you've proven to be an amazing GM, and a great friend.
  • @Senhara: Screm




I listed a few of these in my About Me Section, but I'll list them again.
  • Reading: Fantasy, mystery, drama, romance, etc.
  • Loom Knitting
  • Anime: AoT, Soul Eater, Seven Deadly Sins, Kakegurui.
  • Television: Criminal Minds, Lucifer, Black Mirror.
  • Music: R&B, Hip-Hop, Pop.
  • Memes & Vines


  • Fantasy: High, Low, or Urban.
  • Slice-Of-Life
  • Superheroes
  • Crime/Mystery
  • Historical: Egyptian, Victorian, Ancient Greece.



Here are some links to music I love. If you'd like to drop some music suggestions, be my guest!


More to be added! (SO much more)


I'm extremely active on discord. So, if you'd like to add me and chat, I'm likely available.
Ms. Morningstar#2903





Most Recent Posts


Time: Night
Location: Ember Grove Park ---> Ember Grove Streets
Interactions: Cyler Johnson - @Pyxis




Leilani smiled at the thought of exploring town with someone beside her. She hadn’t been bold enough to do so alone, and hadn’t had the heart to force someone in her clan to escort her around Ember Grove. It just didn’t seem fair. She felt like the new girl at school when it came to her clan, something she thought she had lucked out of. It wasn’t as if they were rude to her, or treated her like some sort of freak. Most of them were in a similar position, after all.

Instead, it was as if she was on a test trial. One that lasted more than a month, apparently. They didn’t necessarily trust her, and she couldn’t really blame them. She had made the effort to learn their names, but leaving her home was rare unless she was asking for rations. She wondered if they thought she was mooching off of them. She planned on getting a job, sooner rather than later. She just needed to get a feel for this place.

Her mind continued to wander, coming to conclusions that were increasingly worse. Maybe they were keeping a secret from her, some sort of rule that couldn’t be said but also couldn’t be broken. Maybe they’d kill her if she overstepped.

Or maybe she was just being ridiculous, and she needed to quell her anxiety over the situation. That was probably a lot more rational.

“I’d love to.” She said at last, tugging herself out of her mind and forcing herself to focus on the moment. Trying to recall what he said, she finally offered him a nod. “I’m sure the pictures are great. I’m pretty sure everyone has a love-hate relationship with their own art.” She closed the distance between them, happily accepting his camera. As she began to walk toward the outer gates of the park, she looked over his work. She had always loved photography, but it was something she had never been able to get a good feel for. The cameras were always a bit too complex for her tastes, and she was never still enough to get good photos.

Cyler, on the other hand, was everything she wasn’t when it came to his medium. It showed in his pictures. Her grin broadened as she moved between pictures, though she was slightly jealous of his ability to capture life’s beauty so vividly. If she hadn’t been so blocked at the moment, she would’ve taken inspiration from the images.

Finally, after a period of fascination, she handed the camera back. By this point, they had made it beyond the gate and onto the sidewalks of Ember Grove. “These are really good, Cyler.” She was sure he knew that, though. “Do you sell them? I bet you could make good money in a tourist location like this.”

Maybe that would be her job, when she got inspired again.

Approaching a crosswalk, she glanced about. “So, which club are you thinking? I’ve heard a lot about The Pit.”







Time: Night
Location: Trance
Interactions: Volfango van Wolfgang - @Ithradine
Vibes: "Ain't my fault I'm guarded..."




So many people lingered in Trance. Men and women of all different shapes and sizes and species. Some were gorgeous, others plain-faced. All of them dressed quite nicely. A good number clung to the bar or the lounge chairs and loveseats, while others danced fluidly to the beat of whatever song was playing. They were decidedly fun to watch, moving about in their little cliques. Genesis was tempted to join a few of them, and would’ve done so had he not arrived.

The shift in the club’s atmosphere was almost immediate. His introduction struck the ears of all around, and the hearts of many. She watched as heads swiveled to face him, a brow raised in confusion as a wave of excitement passed over the throng. It wasn’t until she turned to gaze upon the figure that she understood.

Volfango.

He had joined the pack very recently, and in that short amount of time he had captured the hearts of male and female werewolves alike. They were like putty in his hands, falling over themselves to please him. It was interesting to watch, albeit annoying.

She watched his gaze sweep the room, wondering who he’d choose to sink his teeth into that night. As he caught sight of her, she cocked her head, wondering if he recognized her as a packmate. She nearly raised a hand in greeting, but decided against it as he started to prowl toward her. The small smile on his face told her what she needed to know.

She was the night’s target.

The thought made her shudder, though she wasn’t sure what the chills meant. She felt conflicted. On the one hand, she was enjoying herself in the club, drinking away everything that troubled her. On the other hand, leaving before something drastic happened was probably the better choice. Groaning inwardly, she turned on her stool to face him as he took up the seat to her left.

There was a moment where she watched him with the slightest amount of melancholy in her gaze, before her face morphed into a warm grin. After he gave the go ahead, she ordered herself a cheap shot of vodka, watching the bartender leave to prepare their drinks before shifting her attention fully to Volfango. She listened willingly to his spiel, mirth swiftly filling her features. He was so confident, and perhaps a bit narcissistic.

“Good evening to you too, Your Highness!” She chuckled, reaching out and playfully tapping his shoulder with her knuckles. God, he was muscular. It was like brushing against steel. Focus!

“How’ve you been?” She asked, genuinely curious. She wanted to know how his transition into pack life was going. She had only gone two years in her whole life without the security of a pack, and those two years had been miserable. She wanted to know if it was any different for a newly transitioned human.

Lifting her shot, which had been sitting on the counter, she downed it in a smooth motion. It stung her throat on the way down, but was otherwise pleasant. “Thanks for the drink, by the way.”

Time: Night
Location: Trance Club
Interactions: NPCs
Vibes: ”Pretty lil' thing, you got a bag and now you wildin'...”
Outfit: Genny Club Gear




“I-I can’t go back out th-there!” Charlotte moaned, face buried in the toilet bowl. “If the girls see me like this, they...they’ll…” She hiccuped, unable to finish her sentence.

”They’ll make you go home, I know.” Genny murmured, continuing to rub soothing circles into Charlotte’s back with one hand. The other gently grasped the girl’s shoulder length hair, keeping it out of the line of fire. “But, you can’t stay locked up in this bathroom forever. And, between you and me, I think that you want to go home and lay on the couch with all your friends. I know I would.”

Charlotte glanced back at Genny, her lower lip pushed out in a trembling pout. “I just don’t want them to feel sorry for me, ya know?”

Genny chuckled at the thought, shaking her head. “They love you, and they want you to get better. That’s not ‘feeling sorry for you’.” Removing the hand she had on her back, she extended it toward Charlotte, offering to help her up.

With a soft sigh, Charlotte accepted the hand, and they approached the bathroom sink together. Charlotte’s makeup was a disaster, and her breath stunk to high heavens. Digging into her purse, Genny retrieved a mini, single-use toothbrush and a travel-size container of baby wipes.

“Wow,” Charlotte forcibly chuckled. “You really come prepared.” Taking the wipes, she began to strip her face of makeup. “Did you...uh...did you want to come back to my place? Hang out with me and the girls?” The offer was quiet, tentative.

Genny cocked her head at the invite, slightly surprised. “Thank you, but...I think I’ll stay here.”

Charlotte nodded, and the rest of their time together was spent in silence. Finally, once Charlotte gave the okay, Genny escorted her back to her friends. Waving off the group, Genny stood alone at the table they had purchased for the next hour and a half. Sighing, she plopped down into the booth, pouring herself a glass of vodka over ice and topping it off with some cranberry juice. She sipped it, considering the girls who had been her ‘friends’ for the past hour. They had all been well-off, especially Charlotte. They came from somewhere else in the county, Charlotte had just gone through a nasty breakup...and that was about all Genny knew of them.

Did she feel bad about mooching off of them? Yes. She had lied to them about her friends ditching her to go to The Pit, and they had accepted her like she was one of them. She really was trashy. It made her a horrible person, but was that really news?

Still, it didn’t prevent her from plucking up the incredibly generous tip they left on the table. She promised herself that she’d present it to the pack, or maybe pick up some drinks for Liam and Boris on her way back home. There was a Starbucks nearby, she remembered. Counting it, she was unsurprised by how much it was, slipping the wad of money into a hidden pocket in her purse to protect it. They probably felt bad about whoever had to clean up after Charlotte.

After finishing a couple more vodka cranberries, she made her way out of the VIP section and toward the bar. She didn’t necessarily need more to drink, but she did want someone to talk to. She didn’t like being left with her thoughts, and the longer she lingered at the table, the more likely she’d be to return the stolen money. Luckily for her, the bar was always busy here, so she figured it wouldn’t be too hard to spark up a conversation.

Almost immediately after settling onto a barstool, someone came to attend to her. Trance really did have good service.

“What can I get you?” The bartender asked, dark brown eyes sweeping over her. “You look like a gin and tonic type.”

“Mmm, Malibu sunset, actually.” She was in the mood for something sweet.

The bartender nodded, moving to prepare her drink. In the meantime, Genny turned on her stool, staring out into the crowd.



Time: Night
Location: Ember Grove Park
Interactions: Cyler Johnson - @Pyxis
Vibes: “All my troubles seemed so far away...”




Leilani shambled across the field, on an unsteady path toward the park gate. Her car was waiting for her in the distance, silver exterior coated in a thin layer of dust. A small frown tugged at her lips. Once upon a time, she had it washed every other week. Now, she couldn’t be bothered. Pausing for a moment, she began to dig through her purse, seeking out her fluffy key-chain. That was when she heard it.

Footsteps.

She hadn’t been paying attention before, but now that she was still, they were evident. Resisting her immediate urge to panic and start walking faster toward her car, she slowly began to turn instead. Relief washed over her when she recognized who it was.

“Ah...hey, Cyler.” She smiled through her fatigue, raising a hand in greeting. Despite being hardly acquainted with the man, she had done her best to remember the names attached to friendly faces in her new home. Her gaze wandered over him, stopping for a moment as she took in the camera he was carrying. Every time she saw him, he had one in tow. Perking up visibly, she took a few steps closer.

“Got any good pictures?” She asked, wondering if he’d let her see. Some people kept their art to themselves, at least until it was perfect in their eyes. She was one of those types at times, if only because she was prone to changing directions over criticism. “It’s a nice night, huh?” She glanced around at the scenery that she struggled to sketch. The nights were usually beautiful in Ember Grove, a natural distraction from all the horrible things that happened there.

Stopping a few feet away, she searched his face. His features really reminded her of an ex, Cadence, and she wasn’t sure if that was a good thing or not. Cadence had dumped her the weekend before prom, after all. She cleared her throat, blinking to break her awkward staring.

“I was just about to head out...but I don’t really have anywhere to go.” The thought seemed sad at the moment. “Did you, uh, wanna do something? I haven’t seen much of this town and I’ve been here a month.” She forced a chuckle. “Will probably be here for a while, actually. Have a lot of time to spare." It was meant to come across as a sort of joke, but it fell flat. She opened her mouth again, but said nothing, clamping it shut after a couple seconds.

Time: Night
Location: Ember Grove Park
Interactions: None
Vibes: “Most days I don’t recognize me…”




Leilani plodded through the park, her steps slowly becoming more and more of a shuffle. Mindlessly, she tightened her grip on the thick, twin size quilt around her shoulders. Made up of blue and pink patterned patches, it provided little warmth to an eternally frozen body, and no semblance of comfort. That being said, it would make a perfect buffer between her skin and the irritating blades of grass. Picking a random spot beneath a birch tree, she laid out the blanket, tugging at the corners and smoothing the surface to ensure there wasn’t a wrinkle in sight. A breeze was nowhere to be found, so she didn’t bother to hunt for rocks to prevent the corners from peeling up. Settling down onto the quilt at last, she folded her legs neatly together, tucking her hands into her lap and releasing a deep sigh.

If she were still human, she would’ve described the moment as blissful. Eerily silent perhaps, but certainly calming.

She was not a human though. And silence was no longer a reality to her. Even now, she could hear the buzz of some grouping of insects a distance away, the rustling of rabbits as they disturbed the grass. The fall of a pine cone off a nearby tree. Her serenity was disrupted. Torn asunder by her new, heightened awareness.

Perhaps she shouldn’t have been complaining. After all, she had been given a month to adjust. It wasn’t as if she were making zero progress. At first, she had been so overwhelmed she could barely leave her home on the estate. Now she could at least wander. Still, it managed to irk her. Not that she ever expressed this to the other members of her…clan. She did her best to act content around them. It was the least she could do, seeing as they had adopted her, after her sire had abandoned her on their doorstep like a defenseless babe in a basket.

Shaking her head, she struggled to clear her mind. Overthinking her issues wasn’t what she was there for. She had come to the park for a purpose, one that didn’t involve the relentless scratching in her throat and the emptiness in her gut.

Reaching into the satchel that was secured around her shoulder, she pushed aside the ration she had taken earlier and dug for her sketchbook. Taking it out alongside a charcoal pencil, she settled it in her lap and began flipping through the pages. The sketchbook was in great condition despite being almost two years old, each finished artwork painstakingly laminated to preserve the design etched on the thick paper. Finally, Leilani came across a blank page.

This was why she had traveled to the park in the middle of the night. She wished to restore her muse, which had died out in the past month. It was an irritating cycle. Every time she attempted to start a piece, she found herself drawing blanks, and ultimately ended up setting her pencil down or snapping it in an accidental showing of frustration. She could only hope that tonight would be different. The longer she went without her outlet, the more exhausted and angry she felt.

Holding her pencil delicately, she stared out into her surroundings, trying to feel the way she used to. She reminded herself that there were no expectations. That she was doing this for herself. She pushed at the block in her mind, disappointment filling her as she realized that there was nothing there.

She continued this for another ten minutes, at the very least. She tried closing her eyes, humming a tune, drawing random lines on her paper. She just couldn’t inspire herself. The longer she tried, the more persistent the scratching at her throat became. Finally, she pushed aside her sketchbook and replaced the pencil in her hand with a blood ration. Her fangs came out of their own volition, and she downed the thick, red liquid with a soft groan. It was the only thing that could satisfy her anymore, as one would expect. Not even sour candy packed the same punch.

She wiped at her lips, then brought her hand to her mouth in order to lap up any blood residue on the back of her fist. Sighing at her lack of control, she put everything back into her bag, rose to her feet, collected her blanket, and began wandering back in the direction of her car.

A bust. That’s what the night had been. She wasn’t sure if she’d try again the next evening.






@princess Here she is! Hopefully this is fine, lol.


@Shard Here comes the rock puns!






@Shard First character is done!

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