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Current revert back? we never left!
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@Grey you joke but I have absolutely heard exorcists call demons lawyers
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It's not Easter yet but thank you
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30 days ago
p accurate description tbh

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child of the storm

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About me:
  • Birth year 1998
  • Female
  • Canadian RIP
  • Time zone: Atlantic, GMT-4 (one hour ahead of EST)
  • Currently judging your grammar
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Let me have a moment, let me say goodbye...
To bridge and river, forest and waterfall,
orchard, sea, and sky;
Harsh and sweet and bitter to leave it all...

I'll bless my homeland 'till I die.

Feliks’ eyebrow raised again at the girl as she prattled on about her memories, or lack thereof. Odd, for sure, but even more odd that she felt the need to explain all of that to him. His comment about a mother in Moscow was just a common joke; visiting a dying family member was a common excuse used by people trying to convince the checkpoint officers to let them pass without the proper documents. “Right, good to know,” he commented flatly, absently digging in his breast pocket for another cigarette.

No sooner had he pulled it out, though, than he heard a little bell, and looked over to see that the damn shopkeep had finally opened up. Tucking his cigarette back into its case for later, he motioned with his head to the shop, looking to the girl. “Come with me.”

He didn’t wait for her to reply before he pushed off the wall he had been leaning on. When he moved, however, he really did stick out of the crowd; he walked with a pronounced limp, clearly favouring his left leg. He made a beeline for the shop door, grasping the door frame to climb the single step that led up to it. Once inside, he went straight to the counter, exchanging a brief greeting with the shopkeep, an older gentleman who seemed to still be getting everything set up for the day. Behind him were a number of shelves, with various varieties and colours of ink in bottles on display. Along the walls of the shop were numerous different types and sizes of paper, and even a few bound books, though considering the nature of the shop, they were probably blank. In lieu of talking to him further, Feliks simply handed the shopkeep a list, who took it and promptly set about finding whatever was on it.

Leaning gratefully against the counter, Feliks stifled a groan, shifting his weight so as to put as little on his left side as possible. Mornings were always a bitch for that hip, and standing still in the cold for half an hour certainly hadn’t helped. The inside of the shop was marginally warmer, but all he found himself longing for was another cigarette and a seat by the fire once he got back. For the moment, though, the girl’s odd request got him thinking.

“Anywhere is fine?” he repeated, a little incredulously. “Surely you have some idea of where you want to go. And I’ll need an actual destination if I’m going to help you with your problem. He and the shopkeep briefly met eyes, though a warning look from Feliks set the man back to work. Those damn gears in Feliks’ head were turning, but he didn’t want to run too far away with the Russian Circus on that bright idea just yet.

“Well, why are you leaving?” He asked, deciding to take some pity on the girl and help her out a little. Besides, if she made up her mind, he’d have a paying customer. “Are you looking for something? Want to do something? Or do you just want to escape the burning barn of a country that is great mother Russia?” His last suggestion was laced with no small amount of acid, Feliks’ face twisting up in disgust.
Interacting with: @Trainerblue192 and I guess kinda @Achronum

The walk to Cerulean hall was mercifully uneventful, Aaron letting out a breath he hadn’t known he’d been holding when his and Varis’ paths finally separated. As he neared, his excitement began to overtake his lingering unease, and by the time he reached the room, his mind was abuzz with anticipation.

The temperature was a surprise, to say the least, a bit of a tangible chill climbing up Aaron’s spine as he followed where the TAs indicated to stand. Briefly he examined the balcony above them, wondering exactly what it was there for. Maybe for instructors to observe. He supposed he’d find out soon enough. He recognized the Awakening crystals on the tables, and absently touched his ring; it was a memento from his own Awakening, fashioned from the very crystal that had been used for his ritual. As well, with the crystals here, he was pretty sure he knew what they were meant to be doing; Sariel had shown him an exercise with his own crystal shortly after his Awakening.

His wondering was interrupted by a rather amusing entrance by the professor, introducing himself as Mr. Martin. Aaron’s eyebrows raised at the name -- he’d have to ask about it after class if there was any time. It turned out he’d been right, though; as he watched Mr. Martin’s demonstration, he definitely remembered doing the same exercise with Sariel. It had been some time since he’d done it last, but he was confident he could do it again.

Finally it was time for them to give it a try, Aaron excited to get started as the TAs came down the line with table assignments. There was a moment of confusion, though, when the TA the teacher had addressed as Ralph stopped in front of him, the temperature between them shooting down to freezing as the mage looked between him and the paper, apparently displeased.

“Great. The guy whose family enslaved us. Welcome on.” Ralph said flatly. He handed the paper over to Aaron. “Table three, Salem Spellman. Don’t fuck up.”

Immediately Aaron bristled, excitement vanishing into an unfamiliar burst of anger, though he was more than practiced enough not to let it show. He was well aware that opinions on his family varied, that there were probably wide swaths of humans and mages who hated them and what they stood for, but that didn’t make the comment any less inflammatory.

Head held high, Aaron didn’t dignify the comment with a response, only taking the paper and holding eye contact with Ralph until he moved on to the next student. Hopefully that was the beginning and end of Ralph’s little ‘issue’; he’d hate to have to get into it with a TA. If Varis wanted to kick him around, so be it, but he wasn’t about to take that sort of disrespect from an equal.

Letting out a breath and resisting the urge to roll his eyes, Aaron focused instead on the paper he’d been given. Table three, Salem Spellman. Quite the coincidence, if it was one, but fortunate nonetheless. Aaron still wasn’t entirely sure how comfortable he was with what he was supposed to be doing, but hey, the teacher said to get to know his class partner, right? And it wasn’t as if he was supposed to be mean to the guy or anything. Getting to know people was all a part of making friends, having some semblance of a social life. He probably would have done it anyway, without Varis’ direction. Especially if he was meant to be spending his breaks with the man. Maybe not the ‘report everything’ part, but… would what Salem didn’t know really hurt him? After all, Aaron wasn’t convinced that he was actually a rebel, so he probably had nothing to hide anyway. It would be fine. Probably.

He concluded his rationalizing as he sat down at table three, tucking his bag under his chair before straightening. Finding Salem had beaten him there, he offered the other man a smile. Make friends. He could do that.

“Evening!” He greeted cheerfully, placing his sheet on the table. Grinning, he eyed Ralph nearby, leaning in a little to Salem and subtly pointing him out. “I don’t think that TA likes me,” he chuckled, swallowing his former irritation and straightening up again. “But I suppose everyone can’t be friendly. Speaking of which, did you ever get ahold of Lilie?”

Feliks sized the girl up for a moment, taking another drag from his rapidly shrinking cigarette. “Travel issues?” he reiterated, quirking a brow, “What, are you looking to get past those lovely checkpoints to see your ailing mother in Moscow?” He laughed once, though there was no humour in it. “Because if that’s the story you came up with, I’m sure they’ve heard it before.”

This girl looked a little young to be racing off somewhere, but Feliks supposed he was a little young too, by that metric. Not that he felt young, and he certainly wasn’t as wide-eyed and open about it as this girl seemed to be. Still, something tugged at the back of his mind, that queer familiarity popping back into his head every time his eyes flicked back to the girl’s face. But he was being ridiculous. How could he possibly think to recognize this girl? Even if she did look like Katerina, how did he know that wasn’t just his mind taking the blonde hair and the blue eyes and projecting the rest? After all, she’d been a child when he’d seen her last, doubtlessly she would have changed more than his fleeting memory could predict. And surely there was more than one blonde, blue-eyed woman in Russia. But as much as he rationalized, he couldn’t quite get it out of his mind, the gears in his head beginning to turn.

Growing a little more serious and focusing on the task at hand, he finished off his cigarette with one long, drawn-out inhale, holding his breath for a moment before releasing it in a cloud of smoke and flicking the butt into the fire. “On the off chance you’re not a Bolshevik spy and you just need some travel documents, I can help you,” he finally conceded, stuffing his hands into his pockets. “For a fee, of course. Where do you need to go?”

Feliks looked up from watching the fire when he felt a tug on his sleeve, expecting a child but interested to instead find a woman, only slightly shorter than him, looking for his attention. His eyes fell on her clothes first, as they always did, the man giving her a judgemental up-and-down look to take the outfit in. Ill-fitting pants, sloppy coat, altogether ratty-- Christ, it was hard to look at. But it was typical for the poorer of peasants, and he tore his eyes away after a moment of mild disapproval to actually look the woman in the eye.

And froze.

His eyes widened in disbelief, images from that night, and the night a year before that, crashing through his mind for the second time that morning; for the girl in front of him bore a shocking resemblance to the girl he’d seen all those years ago, the imperial princess he’d thought looked like an angel. From those striking azure eyes to her bright blonde hair and even down to the bone structure of her face, the resemblance (from what he could remember) was uncanny.

Recovering quickly, Feliks’ awe was replaced with mild contempt and he narrowed his eyes suspiciously, a familiar flash of resentment striking him. “Who’s asking?” he demanded sharply, turning slightly to ash his cigarette on the edge of the trash bin. “And what do you need Mr. Shvets for anyway?” He emphasized the 's' sharply, admittedly probably more rudely than the girl deserved, but Feliks wasn't overly concerned.

St. Petersburg had changed.

It was something Feliks remarked upon every time he made the walk to the market. He remembered St. Petersburg so well, the real St. Petersburg, from childhood; the countless shops and houses, the bustling streets, the bright colours of the storefronts and the passers by and the vast, decadent expanse of the imperial palace. But there was no such brightness now; somehow it was as if the colour and the energy had drained from the city. The peasants now walked about in clothes that had either faded from years of over-washing in dirty water or were simply black or brown to begin with; half the storefronts were dark, windows broken and cleaned out of goods long ago, and the bulbous towers of the churches stood like dead husks among the smoke stacks, jovial colours that once shone in the sun having all but chipped away.

Feliks blamed the communists.

Of course, he could somehow trace a line from every pain and inconvenience in his life back to the communists. The continued shortages of commodities was definitely the communists, the damn bread lines were the communists, the plummet in the market for tailoring, communists. The checkpoints everywhere, the factory smoke that choked the air, communists, communists, communists. Hell, he remembered the frigid cold of winter from his imperial-era childhood and he still blamed it on the communists; though, he supposed, considering the number they’d done on him, the communists had definitely made the cold harder to bear.

And now they were screwing St. Petersburg again.

“Fucking Leningrad?” he almost threw the newspaper into the fire that he and some others had gathered around on the side of the street, seething. “Haven’t they violated St. Petersburg enough without taking her name, too?”

The young man who’d leant him the newspaper almost had a fit, snatching it from his hand as it came dangerously close to the fire. “Hey, you don’t get to burn it until you trade me those cigarettes.”

Cigarettes, good idea. “Take it back then,” Feliks snapped, brushing the kid off and pulling a cigarette from the case in his breast pocket. “I’m not paying for bad news anyway.”

Feliks nearly burned his hand trying to light his cigarette on the trash bin fire, but the drag he was rewarded with afterwards made it worth it. Savouring it for a moment, he exhaled slowly, peering through the blinding winter sun at a figure across the road, staring at him. The man wore a Bolshevik uniform, a gun and billy club at his side, and a warning in his eyes. Feliks only scowled at the man, begrudgingly tearing his eyes away and huddling closer to the fire. The officer seemed satisfied, glaring only a moment longer before continuing on.

“Some good news, then?” asked an older man by the fire once the officer had passed by, short and plump with a mess of gray whiskers poking up from a checkered scarf.

Feliks raised a brow. “What, did the regime decide to drive winter from Russia along with everything else that made her who she was?”

The man chuckled, and came closer, Feliks leaning over to he could whisper in his ear. “There’s a rumour that one of the Vasilievs may have survived the revolution.”

Feliks scoffed, standing to his full meagre height and rolling his eyes. “Is that so,” he said bitterly, pulling his coat tighter around him. “Who’s dull enough to believe that?”

“The Dowager Empress, apparently,” the old man smiled, “She’s offering a reward to whoever can find her granddaughter and bring her back to her.”

This time, both of Feliks’ eyebrows shot up. “Which granddaughter?”

The old man gave him a knowing smile. “The Grand Duchess Katerina.”

Feliks blinked, allowing a moment for the memories of that night, the girl who looked like an angel cornered by the window, the officer with the gun, the images of bodies and snow to pass over him before his usual vague scowl settled over his features again. “A fool’s errand,” he replied, crossing his arms, “There’s no way she survived. And even if she had, they would have tracked her down and gotten her by now.”

“Maybe,” the old man conceded, turning his attention to the road. “But it’s a fool’s errand with a reward of ten million rubles.”

Now that could get his attention, but nonetheless, it would be a wild goose chase. “One would think such a thing would have made it into the papers,” he replied, looking off in the same general direction as the old man.

“Please, with this government?” the old man laughed. “This is the same regime that slaughtered everyone who laid eyes on the Vasilievs for fear that the monarchists would rise up. They’d never allow information about a survivor to circulate.”

Feliks quirked his head; he supposed that was true enough. Hell, they wouldn’t even publish a word critical of Lenin - rumours that one of the Vasilievs might still be alive would definitely have resulted in the quiet murder of someone before the news had any chance to go public. But Feliks wasn’t worried. He knew Katerina was dead, but he’d entertain a rumour. Wasn’t as if he had much else better to do while he waited for that damn shopkeeper.

“So where, pray tell, was Grand Duchess Katerina meant to be hiding all these years if she did survive?” Feliks asked incredulously, “She certainly couldn’t have stayed in St. Petersburg, but where would a recognizable little girl, wanted by the Bolsheviks, have gone on foot in the middle of winter?”

The old man quirked a brow at the detail, but didn’t press on it. “Who knows?” he simply shrugged, “All I know is that the people of St. Petersburg may have something to buzz over again.”

Feliks frowned, twirling his cigarette between his fingers. “Well, I suppose we’ll see what comes of that,” he replied somberly, taking another drag.

The old man nodded, chuckling. “I suppose we will.”




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Name: Feliks Shvets
Age: 23
Hair: Black
Eyes: Grey
Height: 5'10" (or so he says)
Marks:
  • Small scar above left eyebrow from being pistol-whipped
  • Nasty gunshot wound scar high up on his outside left thigh, just under the hip joint


Bio:
  • Mother was one of the palace seamstresses to the Romanovs, father was a brief fling, never seen again
  • Grew up in a servant house near the palace, spent his days there keeping busy doing odd jobs while his mother worked
  • As a ten-year-old he goes looking for his mother one day, finds her doing a fitting for an extravagant gown with princess Katerina. Sees Katerina in the dress, with her blonde hair, and thinks she's an angel.


Siege:
Siege happens when Feliks is 11 and Katerina is 9, the Bolsheviks storming the palace in the middle of the night in winter. Feliks' mother was staying at the palace that night, working hard with the other seamstresses to complete a set of new ball gowns for the princesses for an upcoming Christmas ball; Feliks, meanwhile, sleeps on a pile of fabric in the drafting room. Amidst the chaos of the siege, Feliks is separated from his mother. As he searches for her he sees Katerina running and Bolshevik troops chasing after her and he follows, scared that they might hurt her despite only having met her up close that one time. When Katerina is cornered, he intervenes by kicking out the knee of the guy chasing her; the shot the guy was going to fire at Katerina misses as a result, breaking the window behind her. The guy turns and hits Feliks on the head with his gun to knock him down, shooting him quickly, but this gives Katerina enough time to escape out the window, getting cut on the leg on the way out by a shard of glass in the frame. Meanwhile, the shot fired at Feliks had been poorly aimed, hitting him in the leg near his hip. The blow to his head knocked him out, and he bleeds from his gunshot wound; Bolshevik troops find him in a final sweep looking for Katerina. Thinking him dead, they haul him out and pile him up with the other bodies, where a commoner finds Feliks still breathing and takes him to a hospital.

Meanwhile, Katerina has fled into the city slums, and passes out in an alley after having a bit of a breakdown. She's found in the morning by a worker at a local orphanage, who finds her practically frozen and takes her in. The Bolsheviks had seen evidence of a gunshot and blood trailing off in the snow, and assume Katerina was shot and bled to death wherever she went. Satisfied that there's no way she could have survived a frigid winter night with a gunshot wound, they presume her dead and do not search for her. When Katerina wakes up in the orphanage, her mind has blocked out her trauma, leaving her with no memory of who she is or where she came from. Her nightgown is tattered from the window, and embroidered with the name "Katya" on the sleeve, so the orphanage assumes she is a street child who took the nightgown from somewhere and, with nothing else to call her, dub her Katya.

Weeks later, when Feliks has finally recovered enough for the hospital to let him go, he immediately returns to the castle in desperate hope that he might find his mother. He searches the whole place, but there is no sign of her aside from a bloody smudge on the floor of the corridor leading to the drafting room. Elsewhere in the palace he finds another former servant, a teenaged boy, who tells Feliks that he saw his mother get shot dead. Utterly shocked and feeling guilty, thinking he might have been able to save her had he not chased after Katerina, Feliks wanders the palace in a daze, eventually coming upon the room where he had helped Katerina escape. He sees the stain of his own blood on the floor, the broken window and the blood on the glass. On the floor near the window, though, he sees a necklace; the pendant is in the motif of a jewel-encrusted Faberge egg on a long gold chain. Fascinated by it, he keeps it.

Plot:
  • Feliks grows bitter and cynical over the years, never getting over his guilt surrounding his mother's murder and regretting helping Katerina in lieu of finding her; he considers selling the necklace multiple times, as it is a painful reminder of his mistake, but he can never bring himself to do it. He never tells anyone about what happened that night, instead always saying that he was at home in the servant house during the siege.
  • He gets a job as a tailor's apprentice to honour his mother's memory, and by the time he is an adult he is a skilled tailor. However, the communist regime left the people poor, so the market for tailoring is very bleak; needing money, he figures out that while tailoring is dead, forgery is a booming business, as people are desperate to escape the bleakness of communist Russia.
  • Hates the Bolsheviks and what they've done to Russia, but won't join any dissidents because he thinks nothing will come of a revolt but bloodshed.
  • On the same day the rumour starts to spread that Grand Duchess Katerina might still be alive and that her grandmother, the Dowager Empress, is offering a reward to find her, Feliks happens upon a woman named Katya, who is looking for papers to travel to Paris. Seeing that she looks remarkably like the Katerina he remembers and surprised that she has no memory of her own past, Feliks has an idea that he could pass her off as the Grand Duchess for the reward money.
  • He takes her back to the palace, where he hasn't been since he went back that day after the siege, and shows her around; when they pass by the section of the palace containing the drafting room and the room where Katerina escaped, Feliks gets emotional and says there's nothing down there for them. The pair continue on past and find archives about the Romanovs, deciding to study up so Katya can pass as Katerina. They decide to set up a little encampment there, Katya having no place to live and Feliks currently wanted and more or less in hiding, and stay there for some time, Feliks teaching Katya everything he remembers about royal manner.
  • At some point he shows Katya the necklace, and she immediately opens it, revealing that it's actually a locket containing pictures of Katerina and the other Romanovs.
  • At some point Katya decides to explore the part of the palace that Feliks has been avoiding, finds the room where she escaped and it triggers memories of her trauma and she freaks; Feliks comforts her and distracts her by telling her the story of when he saw Princess Katerina and thought she was an angel. Katya puts herself in Katerina's place in the story, thinking she's making up the details until she realizes she's actually remembering them, recalling a part of the story that Feliks hadn't told her. Feliks realizes she really is Katerina, and doesn't know what to do.


Misc:
  • Feliks has a thin scar on his forehead above his left eyebrow from where he was pistol whipped during the siege, and he walks with a bit of a limp, his leg never having returned to full function after the gunshot wound. His injured hip hurts him when he gets up in the morning (feeling better once he gets moving) and if he has to walk a lot, or if it's cold or rainy (it's got hella arthritis but he doesn't know that).
  • He's a smoker, and drinks when his leg is really bothering him
  • Secretly misses tailoring
  • Still sometimes thinks about Katerina even though he resents her (despite thinking her dead)
  • While Katya is so focused on her past, Feliks claims to have forgotten the past and only care about the future, even though he's been dwelling on the past his entire life and still hasn't gotten over it
  • The tailor he apprenticed under was a former tailor to a member of the imperial court, and he retained his stuffy high-society mannerisms out of spite for the Bolsheviks. He required that Feliks learn to be a proper man ("You must be a man of class to dress one") and taught Feliks proper poise and manners, and also how to dance. Feliks was never a good dancer, impeded by his limp, and hasn't danced since he first learned, though he'll find that he does remember how.
  • The tailor who took him in (Mr. Ivanov, absolutely refused to be called "comrade") took on a pseudo-fatherhood role with Feliks, refused to let him roam the streets or get caught up with stealing and cheating like many orphaned children did, wanted him to grow up into a respectable man and also was pretty sure the poor crippled kid wouldn't survive on his own
  • Feliks greatly respected Mr. Ivanov and grew close to him; Mr. Ivanov died of tuberculosis when Feliks was 18, Feliks couldn't afford to keep the tailor shop running so he sold its assets and used the money to give Mr. Ivanov a funeral worthy of a high-society gent like him
  • Every now and then, Feliks remembers that Mr. Ivanov wouldn't be proud of his new line of work, but justifies it by convincing himself he has no choice.
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