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Current Happy birthday to me <3
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2 mos ago
Took my first driving lesson today!! At almost 26 years old, I'm finally getting my shit together. Take that severe anxiety!
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6 mos ago
My sister moved out today and I'm stuck at work instead of being there to help her move 😭😭😭
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7 mos ago
Today I found out that Skype makes your phone number public! Had a guy text me on my personal phone after us not speaking to each other in 8+ years (like a fucking weirdo)
9 mos ago
A place to join new games! I've looked but I only found roll20, or at least that's the only one I found where some of the campaigns to join are free.

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@Polaris North

"People..scare me..I never asked to have such bad social anxiety, and I have tried to get over it but...nothing works.." She said sadly."I-I don't mean to complain or anything..But I just thought Id be over it by now.." She said softly.
@Polaris North

She looked at her fish, and chuckled as it said something to her."Mr.Bubbles thinks, if anything, you have done well. One person talking to me is something I can handle, and he's happy I've managed to make a friend. He says thank you for being ki d to me, and Taking me to my room."
@KatherinWinter
As someone with social anxiety, I can assure you that's not always the case, especially with Severe social anxiety, such as what Eleanora has.
@Polaris North

As she was set down on her bed, she started to wake up a bit. She groaned and looked around the room, her eyes landing on Leo."...You didn't have to carry me back.." She said softly, looking up at the ceiling. She hated herself, especially after what happened. She wasn't expecting to have so many people around, and everything was happening so fast. It was overwhelming, especially for a girl who had severe social anxiety. It scared her, and now she went and either made herself look like and idiot, or had people worry about her. She didn't know which was worse.
@KatherinWinter

She was seriously overwhelmed. It happens so some people when too many things happen at once, and for Eleanora, who has major social anxiety, everyone coming near her, or asking about her was too much for her to handle.
@Polaris North

Slowly and shakily, Eleanora stood up, getting paler by the minute."I-I-I-I think I'm gonna g-go.." She said, trying to walk off. But as soon as she did, she collapsed. This was not a good day for her. It started off well enough, but too many people around made her too nervous, and this is what happened.
@UnknownScarlet4@Polaris North@KatherinWinter@olcharlieboi

At his reply, Eleanora smiled and sighed in relief. She finally had a friend! Or....As close to a friend as she'd get in this moment. As she was about to give him a suggestion on when and where to hang out, more and more people were approaching them, talking to them. And then one approached her directly, offering a hand to shake. She didn't want to seem rude and not shake the girl's hand, but she couldn't bring herself to do it. Everyone suddenly speaking to them was a very big leap from just speaking to Leo. She paled visibly, feeling a bit light headed. This was too much for her to handle.
@Polaris North

She turned a bit more red, fiddling with her orange hair."He wanted me to ask you..I-If you wanted to hang out sometime? Y-You know..As..F-Friends.." She stuttered. She had never really had friends, so asking if he wanted to be such was nerve wracking for her. She then just buried her face in her hands, embarrassed beyond all belief. She really wanted a friend, having been lonely for so long.
@Polaris North

"I suppose so, but people still think I'm weird for talking to fish." She said, smiling slightly. It was the first time she had smiled at him. She then put her ear to the fishbowl, her fish telling her something. At the suggestion it made, Eleanora's face went red.
"I can't ask him that! He wouldn't accept it anyways, he's just being nice!" She told the fish, listening to what else the fish was saying, and that made her frown."No need to be so rude, Mr.Bubbles." She pouted at the fish, who just swam around in circles.
@Polaris North

After a few moments of silence, she shrugged."I'm where ever the water is." She said simply, staring at her fish."I'd rather be with the water than with strangers." She explained, moving the water around her."Not to mention, the water sings a comforting song, so I prefer to be with it." She said, and afterwards, she sighed and covered her face."You must think I'm a weirdo now, don't you?" She asked, frowning.
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