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Fidelity caught the discrete look up and down and returned it with one of her own, the hand not on her cane scratching under Basker's chin as she took in her fellow student. Shaggy blonde hair, loose-fitting shirt and dark jeans, he was good looking in a sort of grungy "I either don't care about my appearance or really care about looking like I don't" sort of way. Fiddle answered his question without hesitation or annoyance, so used to them that she didn't even have to stop giving him the once over to do it. Laurence. Solid name, simple without any attached gimmicks or obvious meaning behind it. Certainly nicer than the label she had been saddled with in an attempt to force her into picking up the trait.

The American didn't put much thought into her (admittedly pretty blunt) flirting. She called her new acquaintance handsome because she thought he was, sat down next to him because she wanted to rest her leg and felt like getting closer to him. There was no room in her mind to fill with worries about whether she was being too forward, the same compulsion to scream down freeways and burn through pill bottles kicking in under these much more mundane circumstances. So Fiddle made herself comfortable, shoulder just brushing against Laurence's. He was stammering now, tripping over his words in a way that made her smile sweetly. Maybe she'd be able to go to dinner or a movie or something with him instead of spending another night feeding her various addictions?

Or maybe he'd be scared off by the appearance of some blond bimbo too stupid to use a map. "Sure thing, I'm not going anywhere. Not too quickly anyway! It was self-deprecating laughter born out of a need to feel something other than annoyance, or else she was going to smack the interloper upside her thick head with her cane.

"Next time maybe look for people not in a conversation, or wait until they're finished?

She was struggling to keep her tone neutral, all sorts of colorful language barely restrained. Turner was the one thing keeping Fiddle from unleashing her true opinion about the idiot, the subtle tap-tap of her cane on the floor calling him over to rest his head in her lap. "We were kinda in the middle of something there.

Fiddle didn't actually say "You blind, deaf and dumb bitch." but it was certainly implied.

@Landaus Five-One




Fiddle's alarm clock went ignored, its harsh beeping muffled by thick walls and her intense focus on the action happening on screen. Sleep, while certainly necessary, had seemed like a less productive use of time than online gambling. It had been maybe eight hours since she had started and in that time she had played approximately 800 hands (assuming she hadn't deviated too much from her hourly average of a hundred), winning just under half of them. She could have boosted this number of course using any number of the strategies peddled by supposed card sharks and numbers wizards but that would have diluted most of the fun.

Blackjack was a game of pure numbers, an example of random chance that had been carefully prodded at and quantified by centuries of experts. The odds were always the same each time you played: the house edge was about 2% (when she wasn't bothering with basic strategy of course) and she won about 48% of hands played. If she had been keeping track Fiddle would have found that of her 385 odd wins 19 of them would have been through being dealt a blackjack meaning that the remaining 366 were the result of standard hit-hit-stay play.

The money that won and lost (she just about broke even, having lost 4160 dollars and winning 3850 back) was entirely secondary. Fidelity got her rush just from experiencing the odds. If she had her way she would have spent another eight hours sitting there at her desk surrounded by empty energy drink cans and stale beers she had forgotten to finish. But while the incessant blaring of the mechanical clock could be ignored the two biological ones were much harder to brush off.

Turner and Basker, the best and brightest parts of her hectic and confusing life, had come to rescue their mistress from herself. There was nothing the little lady could do when her boys tugged her out of her seat except to reward them with pats on the head. "I know boys, I know. Breakfast time. They eat better than she did, the hounds devouring the steaks pulled out of the fridge for them while Fiddle contented herself with pain medication and cold pizza from the previous day.

Showering was the next step, an ordeal that required two stools. One was to sit on and the other to prop up her gimped leg. Back home her parents had one of the staff on hand to help her, an embarrassment that she was very much glad to be done with. All the babying and concern over her "disability" had been little more than an poor apology for their previous negligence. She had gotten along fine her whole life without them, she didn't need them to start paying attention while she scrubbed down.

Her body rinsed free of soap and her hair more or less combed she set about getting ready for the day, slipping on clothes, watch and leg brace and grabbing her bag. The alarm was finally silenced with a thwap of her cane, a short whistle calling her best boys over to be dressed in their little harnesses. The first time someone accused her of faking it had been enough to guarantee they would never go unemblazoned. With cigarette in mouth and keys in hand Fiddle slipped out of the penthouse inherited from her cousin, beelining for the stairs.

There was a much greater risk of her dying on the steps even if she hadn't been hobbling. The chance of an elevator suddenly collapsing was quite literally infinitesimal, a freak accident less likely than being struck by lighting and winning the lottery in the same day. Stairs on the other hand killed about a 12,000 people a year, of whom the majority had full mobility. The odds couldn't have been more lopsided and yet she still made the "wrong" choice every time. Stumbling down eleven flights seemed like less of a middle finger to the cosmos than riding up and down in the same little box that killed her cousin.

Descending was a deliberate process. Her cane never left the ground at the same time as her feet, keeping her grounded as her stronger leg touched the next step followed by the weaker. Once both were on the same level her stick could be moved ahead, the click of it against the stairs an auditory warning to anyone else insane enough to cling this far. Stronger, weaker, click. Stronger, weaker, click, all the way down.

And then once she was at ground level it was little more than a mile to Thame's Edge. Easy.

Not at all but Fiddle managed anyway. Her cane and her dogs made sure that no one got too close, giving her a solid circle of space to work with at all times. People tended to ignore her anyway thanks to the combination of her small stature and her obvious injury. Most people just scanned right over her and those that took a second look usually just wanted to gawk. Gawking was fine. She had been stared at and regarded as an object of curiosity ever since she had been chauffeured to little league games.

The cigarette was stubbed out against a wall and flicked into a trash can, Fidelity pushing open the doors to the university for her furry bodyguards before bringing up the rear. Honors Business, year three. Her last year of fucking about with no goals besides slow motion self-destruction, or at least fucking about with no goals while being funded by both parents. Once she had her degree she'd pick one of them to work for at random and likely never see the other again.

There was still time to kill before class and there wasn't really a better option than hunkering down in one of the common areas. She picked the closest one out of respect for her limited mobility, parking herself next to a much taller (who wasn't?) blond that she might have seen around before but wasn't going to rack her brains over.

"Howdy, how ya doing?"

With her light drawl and the way she rested her weight on her cane she could have been some Southern gentleman fresh off the plantation, a waved head signalling for the four hundred pounds of pup beside her to sit. Turner and Basker both looked up at the stranger as if sizing him, quietly panting as their mistress made small talk.

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It was the 18th of August and Hush-Puppy was rattling around the back of a cargo plane, one hand gripping the canvas netting hanging from the wall and the other holding onto Łowca's collar. She was minutes away from Firebase Ember where she was going to set up an office in a backroom somewhere for an undefined period of time. Besides that she had no pressing concerns at the moment, a few calls to make and memos to send out but nothing that couldn't be put off for a day or two.

Two days ago it had been the 16th and Marie Wells had been laughing at unfunny jokes told by self-important businessmen at some fancy party in London, letting some KGB hotshot think he was cultivating a source of information on the ins and outs of the British banking system. She would have to remember to thank her host and give him his gift before arranging to have him strangled to death by one of her regular hired thugs.

The week before that and little Natasza was dropping in on her parents, finally having managed to get a day off from her work at the UN headquarters. They had breakfast, went to Mass and talked about her long dead siblings. Her only duties that day were having to fend off questions about when she was getting married and where were those grand-kids you promised and why aren't you coming around more often when you know your father doesn't have much time left? The usual answers were enough to table the conversation: When I meet the right man, when God decides its the right time and that's why I quit the CIA so please drop it because I'm trying my best.

Taking stock of recent events was a necessary habit when one was juggling so many personalities. It was the only to stay sane and even then merely a temporary fix. It had been eight or nine years since she had less than two lives to juggle, each with its own goals and ambitions and flaws. Each one had been as carefully crafted as any character on the stage and their lines set to memory so there would be trace of the player behind them. Hours upon hours spent cloaking herself in other people's skin meant that the chameleon no longer felt comfortable in her own. Like a hermit crab she had grown out of that shell and was left in a rather vulnerable state because of it.

Natasza was no more real than Marie Wells or Alejandra Reyes or any of the other covers she had adopted. It was a role she played for her parents sake, pretending that she was still the daughter they knew and loved and not some soulless automaton that had been designed only to destroy. It was familiar but uncomfortable,an old shirt that had grown too tight as she got older and more bloated by sin. The chameleon felt better when she was Hush-Puppy. The quasi-real phantom that had haunted West German back alleys in search of escaped Nazi scientists and drowned defectors in their bathtubs before they crossed the border, that was who she was for better or worse.

With a hard bounce and the skid of rubber on tarmac the C-47 slowed to a stop, the bay doors opening so that the men and material inside could stream out. HP was back in Vietnam after a couple weeks of putting out other fires and she was looking forward to getting back to work. Her cells in Saigon and hideout in Hue had the time building up stockpiles of actionable intel for her to pick from and she needed to decide what she would handle personally and what could be shunted down to her underlings.

"Łowca's , chodźmy"

The German Shepherd didn't have to be told twice, claws clacking against the ramp as he followed his mistress. No doubt the Marines they were leaving to unload were baffled by the pair. HP was aware of how out of place she was, her understated but still there makeup and light summer shirt with jeans outfit belonging back at home at a state fair. But the Department of Defense ID she had flashed when loading up with them had been enough to head off any stupid questions.

Inter-department cooperation had its uses.

The professional spook made a beeline for the room she had arranged, setting her suitcases on the desk and getting to work. Łowca looked on lazily as she brought out the pieces of her weapons, each component being carefully brushed down and inspected for damage before being fitted together. Her guns and bow had all managed to go without being broken, a minor miracle considering the quality of ride they had been on.

With her gear assembled and safely locked away in the locked gun rack she had set up (save for the Walther of course, that remained concealed under her shirt. Only an idiot would stroll around unarmed) the rest of her day was made free. There was still paperwork to do but that was a problem for a later date. HP needed a drink and thrown together bar in the mess tent would provide. She nearly jogged to the source of libation, refraining only out of respect for the oppressive heat.

The place was just as awful as she remembered, soldiers slurring drunkenly and slipping on mysterious spills, loud conversations drowning out the record player someone had set up in the corner. It was a far cry from the stately establishments she had hung out in recently, a welcome change of pace. She was in Vietnam to get dirty not to play dress up.

The warm beer she got was just as shit as all the others, barely fit for human consumption and certainly not improved by the presence of the unwashed morons that made up the United States Armed Forces. The beat up grunt outside the tent and his black and white grease monkey friend would make better company by virtue of being only two people. "Hey there, don't mind me."

She waved for the pair to keep talking, more focused on petting her dog than interrupting their conversation. She preferred listening when possible, the gossip and rumors thrown about by bored soldiers was often revealing whether true or false.









Hey howdy I’m here





"Sure, likewise."

Morgan passed smoke through her nose as he sized up the pair, unsure just what to make of them. The blond was touchy it seemed, overprotective and looking for trouble. "Do you have a problem with my name, Linde?" The half-Viet put the same emphasis on the word, locking eyes with the riflewoman. "You made a mistake and I corrected you. Don't take it so fucking personally, you're going to have to listen to people who know what they're doing if you wanna make it two months. Jungle'll chew you up and shit out bleached bones if you don't."

She picked lazily at a speck of dirt under her nail, still not taking her eyes off the bitch. She wanted to mad-dog her? Fine. "You'd better not pull that shit out there either. The President himself could be standing right in front of you during patrol and you don't call him sir, you don't salute, you don't even look at him differently. VC snipers spot that and they'll know just who to shoot. We only do that to officers we don't like.

Oh joy, she was dealing with a fucking comedian. "That's not sexism you fantastically stupid cunt, I'm calling you a faggot. Get it right." Was she fucking dense? How much glue had she sniffed on the trip over? "Hell I was really being polite. Did you not hear what I was saying about the gooks? You only have a problem with me now cuz you're a thin-skinned little dyke that doesn't like when someone calls you mean names.

It was a skill to keep her voice so even while spewing such awful vitriol, Morgan's stomach twisting itself into knots as she went on.

"Oh you're real original. I'm still tall enough to feed you your teeth you inbred backwater white trash. I'll bet your mother is your sister and you were only a virgin as long as you were faster than your brother!

Theresa at least knew they were outmatched, trying her best to defuse the situation before her girlfriend ended up decommissioned. Morgan was fine taking the out, scratching under her chin and nodding carelessly at the apology. "'S no problem, don't worry about it. Just busting each other's balls a little.

She was going to die of a fucking heart attack long before Charlie got to her. Combat was simple, all you had to do was stick close to the ground and pray that the people in the trees were bad shots and try and avoid walking into landmines. The traps laid in every conversation were much more insidious and Miracle had to make sure she triggered them to keep her cover. Miracle Morgan, the hard ass and brusque bitch who took shit from nobody and doled it out to everybody, was the shield for Bian Nzuyen, the scared little girl who didn't understand herself and didn't really want to.

@Landaus Five-One
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