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Shinji:
Fair enough. its been a while since I've really had anything that resembled a friend. I mean, I had friends before... its just, I never really talked to them . they didn't approve of my lifestyle.
In what way?
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Shinji:
Fair enough. its been a while since I've really had anything that resembled a friend. I mean, I had friends before... its just, I never really talked to them . they didn't approve of my lifestyle.
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Shinji:
*lets you go*
.. sorry if I startled you with that.
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Shinji:
... fair enough point.
....
*hugs you in a friendlike manner*
..thank you for believing in me, even if I still don't myself.
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shinji:
I mean, its possible. I do have 12 doctorate degrees.
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shinji:
what if...
*looks up*
..nevermind.... I've already tried living for others. It doesnt work... I need to live for myself. But how.... thats the question....
*looks to you, then looks to the ground*
When you've fucked up as much as I have, and as severely as I have, its hard to go back. And with every issue I have.... I could be jn here forever.... the only thing keeping me sane is you, and to be truthful, sometimes i often wonder if I just made you up.
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Shinji:
Fair enough, I suppose...
*looks to you*
.. to be completely honest with you.... I don't really want to die. Not alone, at least. I want to mean something to someone, not just metaphorically. I... I want purpose again..... thats why I felt that I needed to die. Becuase I have no purpose left to serve....
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Shinji:
Eh, I don't know about that one. Pretty sure Techi wants me dead, at this point.
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shinji: .....I just find it so hard to believe that you care so much about me. you just met me, yet... you're risking for me. why? where did I earn that...?
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shinji: .....I did not expect you to be so accepting of that.