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3 yrs ago
Current Just to inform all my partners I will be taking a short break whilst I move home. Responses and replies will return once I am settled.
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4 yrs ago
How do you write like you're running out of time? Write day and night like you're running out of time? (This darn song is stuck in my head T.T)
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4 yrs ago
Welp, now to wait for the next patch of FFXIV ;A;
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5 yrs ago
Expect delays with replies as FFXIV Shadowbringers has come out <3
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Suki
April 22nd
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If you have an questions or ideas please feel free to get in touch! I also work full time so sometimes my responses can be sporadic.

If I'm not on here writing I will most certainly be playing video games or sucked into a new world reading.

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Arya Moore




//Basics:

• Gender |
• Age | 21
• Height | 5'-4
• Weight | 170 lbs

Personality:

Having been raised under less affluent circumstances than her classmates at the prestigious University Arya displays more practical and responsible qualities, but that doesn’t mean she isn’t swayed by the occasional social event and does enjoy the odd party or two. This tends to be the odd few as she wouldn’t dare let her grades slip. Arya tends to have a peaceful nature (but can get very passionate about the things she loves), refuses to shirk work and is focused on her studies, after all she has to earn her scholarship else, she would not receive said education with her family circumstances.
Setting up~
It will be some fun filled drama that is for sure!
Iris bit back her response in how it did matter, but she knew she was fighting a losing battle here and the more she kept being so down about it all the more he would worry. Then his worrying would throw a spanner in the plans because she couldn’t act happy and enjoy the good parts of their relationship. Like now for instance, he was physically here in person, and she had forgotten how many times she had wished that to happen. To see his face and to hold him once more, even if it would be for one last time before she made her escape to protect him and the ones she cared about.

“I… eh. Hope you can remove the warrant; it would be nice to walk outside again and feel the fresh air.” Forcing a smile as she watched him ponder over all the trays of food on which would be best for them to eat without making them sick. “I just thought you’d prefer to have a nice conversation and not one that’s depressing after a long day.” Iris knew she’d prefer that, but again not everyone was the same in that regard and she was happy to know she didn’t need to fake it with him on the phone. Although she knew she would still try to keep it happy for him, a bad habit of not wanting him to worry about her.

Grimacing at the trays of food she never really thought it was this bad, now seeing the number of meals she had to have skipped made her cringe and knowing that it was just a waste made it even worse. This wasn’t even her own money she was spending, and she was wasting his money on food she wasn’t even eating, now that was disgraceful in her eyes. Food wasn’t all too easy in the districts and to know she was wasting all this resource felt like a gut punch to the stomach. “I’ll pay you back… for all the wasted food.” Feeling the urge to claim something to help towards this waste, she had no clue how she would pay him back, but she would find a way too even if it took a little longer.

“We could have this one…” Gesturing to the food tray on the side near the phone, it had been something she ordered last night right before she had attempted to call Maisie. “I ordered it last night… it’s just a plain pizza though nothing special.” Mumbling slightly because she remembered the fancy pizzas, they had a few weeks ago and now he was facing just a simple plain cheese one. “Or… there is a carbonara I ordered the day before just next to it.” It was nothing too adventurous again, but they would probably be the safest amongst the lot, especially against the meat dishes that had been left a little too long on the side. Maybe now was also a good time to get rid of the mess, she hadn’t noticed the smell before but now it had been pointed out to her it was probably best to fix it.
Bump
Iris would 100% try to go back to Cas once she knows Ethan has lied. I think we could probably have some fun with them reuniting in terms of drama too.
Iris felt his hand on her thigh, and it reminded her just how close they had been, how excited they had once been when they had both pushed down all the trauma they had faced and focused on them and their relationship. For a brief moment she missed that, missed the way they would enjoy one another’s company and be so in love that all their problems seemed like nothing. Not like now when she was barely keeping it together and she was certain that Cas was struggling whether he admitted it to her or not and she certainly wasn’t helping the matter currently.

“I’m just worried that we are both from two very different worlds Cas, I don’t want us drifting apart either.” Biting her lip as she placed her hand over his that rested on her thigh, she didn’t want things to end badly between them as she cared deeply for him. “But… what if I’m not good enough for you?” It was easy for her to say that he was a King, and she was just some girl from the districts who nearly caused a bigger war with her actions.

“I’m sorry, I can’t have been much fun to talk too lately.” Sighing to herself as she shook her head just knowing that her mood had changed from when they had first met. Iris wasn’t the same funny girl who’d crack jokes or giggle at his attempts of being funny. Everything just felt different lately, there wasn’t much she could be happy about apart from the fact she had her life. Maybe staying at the palace with him would be better, she’d certainly have more things to do to keep her occupied and knowing that she’d get to see Cas every night would also be a relief.

Hesitating on the idea of eating she hadn’t really thought about it, she could see how hard he was trying, and she knew she couldn’t say no to him. Not when she knew she had let him down already, at least she could put a smile back on his face by trying for him. Plus, it wouldn’t be so bad, she had company to eat with and it wasn’t like she’d be alone so there was more point to it. “Eh… are you sure you want to rummage through all of that? Some of it is probably nasty.” Reaching out she took his hand as she stood up to follow, there may be a few okay choices, but she wasn’t hopeful.

“It probably doesn’t beat the food you have back at home.” Trying to smile at her little joke, trying to ease the waters from all the misery she had opened up to him about. Maybe they could just brush that one under the carpet and enjoy each other’s company before he had to go back to his Kingly duties and then the cycle would repeat again. It was bad of her to think negatively of it, but she could just feel it that they’d have a few good calls and things would start to slip back to how it had been, forgetting to call one another or falling asleep. “I’ll try to eat something.”

Nice! Moving is so stressful, it must be relieving to know all the hard part is done now.

Mines on Saturday! Still packing and trying to sort out everything haha. I forgot how much stuff I have.
That is going to be so much fun that confrontation! I can just feel all the drama making it's way hahaa
When she heard his backfire of two whole weeks Iris found herself frowning, she hadn’t really thought it was that long, but the concept of time had been lost on her when she had just been left with her thoughts and the TV each day. She could have counted the stacked plates, but they weren’t all there and some things she had tried to eat but mostly she didn’t find the motivation with it. “Honestly Cas, I didn’t realise it had been two weeks.” Shaking her head, she was finding it hard to be honest with him on how she felt, to her it felt like she was letting him down and had let him down for not even keeping those promises to him.

“I didn’t want to tell you the truth.” Sighing softly Iris knew she hadn’t wanted to tell him and a part of her wished he hadn’t found out, “You’re going through so much how could I be selfish just because I was not okay? Cas, you’re a King now. You have a whole country relying on you that I just… I didn’t want to add to your problems because I’m not okay.” Hearing her own voice waiver when she admitted the truth out loud that she was not okay, she could feel her hands tremble because she was trying to keep composure but that was another battle she was losing.

Taking a small sharp intake of breath to stop herself from crying, “A-Anything is better than being here… alone.” Her voice cracked as a sob left her lips that she had been trying so hard to hold back. Perhaps it was time to be a little honest with him and how she had been feeling, but she knew it wouldn’t just hurt her but him too to know the truth. With her voice sounding dejected she placed her head in her hands working up the courage to give him a little truth, “I’m exhausted… I barely sleep, barely eat and my motivation each day is getting worse.”

It took all of her effort to meet his gaze again, it was hard to look him in the eyes when she was speaking honestly like this. “The calls… they were okay at first and gave me hope that we could be normal, but then… I don’t know what happened to them. I just felt like what was the point anymore, you didn’t seem to enjoy them, and we’d barely talk by the end of it that I just gave up on myself. I know it’s no excuse when I promised you…” If she was to go back with him to the palace it wouldn’t be a bad thing, she’d get to spend more time with him, and she knew she would feel less isolated but with Ethans call yesterday she couldn’t put him in danger like that.

There was still time, she may be on a deadline to return to the sadistic ex-boyfriend of hers to save his life, but Cas still had to remove her warrant first which gave her an opportunity to fix the situation she was threatened with.
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