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A @LovelyComplex & @Venus Collaboration
Featuring Niles Sinclair & Natalia Belmonte



Considering the grim outlook she’d had the night of that infamous reunion, the past four weeks had been strangely decent to Natalia Belmonte. Catarina and Tiffannie were not on speaking terms, but they were being civil (as civil as one could be while avoiding each other). Her mother had been more alert every few days, giving Tal the opportunity to spend some much-needed bonding time with her. Her lack of involvement in that fateful night’s drama meant she remained in her father’s good graces, with whom she continued to spend quality time with at the gym. And best of all, in a surprising twist of events, her relationship with Danilo was almost back to how it used to be before they drifted apart.

Of course, not everything had been a cause for celebration. Even after the culmination of their friendship five years previously, Tal had never bothered to block Niles from her social media accounts. Call her selfish if you will, but it was the only way she had to keep tabs on her former friend without making it obvious. This was how he’d found out about things like when he’d started his fitness journey, when gotten his last motorbike, what college he’d been accepted to and the like. For the most part, Niles kept a quiet, low profile on his accounts, sharing the bare minimum that sufficed in quelling Tal’s curiosity (with the help of the extra insight from his sisters, of course)

But ever since he’d started dating Caitlin, his social media presence had increased exponentially. It seemed like, every other day, his stupid name would pop up on her screen with posts preaching about how ‘wonderful’ or ‘amazing’ his stupid girlfriend was, often accompanied by photos of them as a sickly-sweet, loved-up couple or dumb Cece in candids by herself. For the first two weeks, Nat had been able to shrug it off, still empowered by her talk with Creed and Jokes about the situation. But with every day that passed, her tolerance continued to dwindle, being replaced with emotions she thought she’d left behind. What made idiotic Caitlin worthy enough for his public praise, but she’d never been enough? What made this girl so special, when she hadn’t even been there to see him at his worst? Why was he being so adamant about showing her off everywhere, professing his feelings towards her everywhere and at all times, as if shouting it from imaginary rooftops? How had Cece been able to make him happier than Tal ever had?

It made her feel worthless and fucking sick.

The final straw came one early evening, when her mindless scrolling had led her to yet another long post from Niles bragging about his relationship. Fueled by all the pent up jealousy she’d been holding back for the last weeks, Natalia pocketed her phone, stormed out of her bedroom and down the familiar blocks of the Northside’s intersection of Meadow and Prairie Court. Conveniently, the house in question was located on the street behind the Belmonte home, which meant there was no long distance to travel that could have potentially pacified the incoming tornado steadily raging towards the Sinclair home.

Once at the back door, Natalia texted Autumn Sinclair, who wasted no time in confirming that her older brother was indeed alone at the home. The Belmonte girl retrieved the key from underneath the doormat (‘Even after all of these years, they still keep it in the same spot…’), unlocked the door and quietly stepped inside the house. She made sure to almost tiptoe around the kitchen, up the stairs and down the hall, hoping to not prematurely alert Niles to her presence. Finally, she reached her destination. After taking a deep breath and bracing herself for the confrontation about to take place, Natalia knocked on the door a few times, impatiently tapping her sneakered foot on the floor as she waited for her former best friend to answer.

Looking over his shoulder to his door, having thrown his tank and sweaty socks in the hamper, he wondered what his sisters were doing back and why they weren't saying anything. With only champion long mesh men’s shorts on, having just gotten done with a full body workout at Asgard Fitness, he stretched his body before walking towards the knocking. With a sore body that felt good, he made his way to the door and unlocked it.

As he opened it, before he saw who was on the other side, he scoffed in annoyance, “What do you two want, shouldn’t you be at Yasmin’s?” When his door was fully open, he stared ahead in disbelief. His expression looked exhausted, distant, and bored but internally he was shocked. “Natalia…?”

"Obviously," the woman responded sarcastically, rolling her eyes and shaking her head.

When Natalia fully focused her attention on the man standing in front of her, she found herself cocking her head to one side and slowly eyeing him up and down, her tongue pressed against her cheek. It hadn't occurred to her that he, much like her, might have changed with the years. The last time she'd seen Niles with this little clothing on had been almost four years previously-- when he'd been nothing but a skinny teen a few inches shorter than her. The man standing before her had finally caught up to her height, and had a chiseled figure that attested to hours of discipline, effort and hard work. It was a glow-up for sure, but irrelevant to the conversation to be had. She hadn't come all this way to feed his ego, after all. She needed to keep her focus on what needed to be said.

"I need to talk to you." Nat declared, crossing her arms in front of her chest.

Years. It had been years since they last talked. Holding his door open for her, keeping his burn scar on his left shoulder to his back out of her sight, Niles waited for her to enter. His gaze softened as he watched her and observed her form up close. This confrontation happened a lot sooner than he calculated but he wasn’t going to complain. Instead, he asked, “About?”

Without saying a word, Natalia stormed into Niles’ bedroom and plopped herself down on his bed. “Your new relationship,” she said simply, crossing one leg over the other and glaring at the man. “I just wanted to congratulate you in person. It seems your dating choices are getting dumber and dumber every time.”

“You wanted to congratulate me, in my bedroom.” Niles casually responded while closing his door and reaching for his deodorant. After applying some, annoyed he couldn’t take a shower, he pulled out a shirt to cover himself up. “Thanks, I guess.” Putting his shirt on, he sighed, “Anything else?”

The dark-haired woman let out an annoyed huff. She’d almost forgotten how exasperating Niles could be with his indifference. “Caitlin Cleary, huh?” she drawled, the name tasting like the most bitter of fruits on her lips. “A whole world of possibilities out there-- especially since you went to college like I did--, and you happen to pick one of the two people I spent years venting to you about?” she asked him, pretending to be deep in thought for a second before adding, “It’s almost as if you’re purposely trying to fuck with me.”

“Am I?” He nonchalantly inquired. Even if he was, which he wasn’t, she found herself believing he thought about her a lot more than he did. “Do I need to remind you that you’re the one who stopped talking to me?” Niles was now facing his ex best friend, arms crossed, leaning against his dresser, “Or are you going to pretend that things never changed and you can dictate who I can and can’t talk with?” He raised his eyebrow, challenging the woman on his bed.

“I’m not saying I want to dictate anything, Niles,” Tal interjected with a scowl. “And do I need to remind you that the one who ended things between us was you-- after I confessed my feelings for you--” Nat began to challenge back, but her argument was cut short by Niles’ interjection.

“We were friends with benefits. I never wanted to lose you as a friend.” Niles corrected Natalia, who seemed to forget their agreement and how he wasn’t ready to commit to anyone at the time. “I did what I needed to do. At least I didn’t drag you along, or did you forget how I treated you?”

“Of course I didn’t forget how you treated me!” she replied, that sarcastic edge to her voice becoming sharper. Fully in the midst of her fury, she focused on the last part of his argument without realizing what he'd said about losing their friendship. “How could I forget the endless arguments, the manipulation tactics, the guilt-tripping anytime I did something fun for myself because you were too busy being moody--”

“Moody?!” Natalia finally got a rise from Niles who no longer was crossing his arms but stepping ever so closely to her. “I’m sorry it took me a couple years to get over my mother’s fucking death, Natalia, but I owe you nothing. And you need to stop thinking I do. You cut ME out of your life because you wanted more. And now here you are asking for answers in MY bedroom.”

“That is not why I cut you off, and that’s not even why I’m fucking here in the first place!” she cried out, leaping from the bed and getting dangerously close to the face of her ex-friend, as if poised for a fight. “I just wanted to tell you, to your fucking face, that if you think dating stupid Caitlin is some sort of payback or revenge scheme for whatever happened between us, you’re a fucking idiot!”

Niles humorously scoffed at her comment. Was she being serious right now? “Clearly it worked.” He reached his hand out and glided his finger against her cheek, “Seeing how you’re here. Right now. In front of me.”

“Don’t fucking touch me!” Natalia yelled, harshly slapping Niles’ hand away from her face. How dare he try and caress her in the middle of this argument, especially after he’d basically admitted to doing exactly what she’d suspected? As upsetting as it was, it still gave Tal the bittersweet confirmation that she wasn't as crazy or paranoid as people painted her out to be. “Things ended between us almost five years ago because YOU ended it: get fucking over it!”

“Ha.” Niles laughed to himself, stepping back and smiling, “I am. That’s why I’m with Caitlin.” Making his way to his computer chair, he turned it around and sat down, not knowing how long this was going to take. This was Natalia, after all. “You’re right, things ended between us. I didn’t want sex with you anymore. I didn’t want you like that and you got mad. You still don’t hold accountability for being the one that walked away. I stopped the sex. You stopped our friendship.”

"You literally just said you're dating Caitlin to get back at me," Natalia scoffed, purposely ignoring the last part of his argument. She wasn’t about to tell him why she’d cut him off like she did. Tal had already made the mistake of opening up to him with her feelings once before-- she wasn't about to do the same again. "How is that getting over anything, Niles? Hmm?"

“No, I didn’t.” Niles countered, leaning forward in his chair. His eyebrows furrowed, as he explained, “You thought it was a scheme and I merely entertained the idea and said clearly it worked. I like toying with you and if I said anything differently you’d get in your feelings, like you usually do. So sure, yes. I spent the past year wooing a girl you hate just so you can come into my room late at night and visit me. Do you hear how that sounds, Natalia?” With a strained expression, he exasperatedly remarked, “Fucking insane.”

"This is why I fucking ditched you!" Natalia shrieked, her voice carrying into the deepest corners of the empty Sinclair home. Was he really trying to play the ‘you’re just seeing things that aren’t there’ card on her again?! "You always try to make me feel like I’m fucking crazy all the time when I know I'm not! I know I'm right about this!"

“Says the girl who got mad at any friend I made that wasn’t you. Boy, girl, it didn’t matter. You suffocated me and you can’t seem to own up to that. I’m the one to blame? We never dated and you agreed to it all.” At this point, Niles was getting increasingly annoyed but he stayed put in his seat. She was playing the victim when they both knew she was the opposite of one. “Cry me a river, your life is so goddamn hard without me. Yeah, right. You’re fucking who you want when you want, clearly.”

Natalia couldn’t bite back her disbelieving scoff. "So are you! That’s all you’ve been doing since we ended things! So how is that even a relevant argument?!"

“It’s relevant because you hopped on the next dick as soon as I stopped shit between us. Stop acting like you’re innocent, you don’t play innocent well.”

"You know what? I sure did-- and it was everything I ever imagined and more," Talia declared proudly, choosing to stand tall as she said it. Niles' attempts at slut-shaming her wouldn't be successful. "I wasn't the only one who moved on quickly, though, because as soon as the rumors came out that I was messing around with people you suddenly wanted to start 'arrangements' of your own. Erica Connors, Parker Byrne (the one you called ‘girlfriend’ even though you swore up and down you weren’t ‘ready to commit to anyone’), that bitch Zoey from the volleyball team, God knows how many other losers I don’t even know about…"

After Natalia listed a few of his past lovers that he barely remembered like she did, Niles couldn’t help but smirk and let a chuckle out. Amused, he silently watched her as she came to the end of her tangent. Standing up, he approached the proud Italian woman and laughed, “It’s funny, really.” Like a wolf on a prowl, he stepped closer, “You say you’ve moved on and yet you’re here to congratulate me.” Another step forward, breaching the distance, getting ever so closer to his ex, “I must’ve been the best you’ve ever had if you desperately needed to come here.” In front of her now, barely giving her any space, he spoke bluntly, “Let me ask, did they fuck you like I did?”

Natalia had been completely unprepared for Niles' last words. They had been so unexpected, so out of left field, that it took her a whole thirty seconds of wide-eyed, red-faced surprise to even come up with the ability to do more than scoff in disbelief again and shake her head. "You’re delusional…” she muttered under her breath, pointing at him as she backed away. "You are fucking delusional, and batshit crazy as hell, Niles Sinclair!” she accused for the last time before shifting her eyes away from the man and stalking off in the same direction she had entered. Whether what he was saying was true or false, she wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of knowing. He didn’t deserve any more of her time. "This clearly was all a fucking mistake!"

Taking in her perky backside, with his animalistic and mischievous gaze, Niles’ stare burned the back of it, hoping she could feel him watching her as she left. “Was it?” He commented, before his smirk turned into a genuine and hopeful smile, “It was nice to see you, Natalia,” he teased, but there was no malice behind his words. Only contained excitement. He really did enjoy seeing her even if all they did was argue. “We should do this again.” He admitted, hoping he could see her sooner rather than later.

“Rot in hell!” came the girl’s response from down the stairs, followed by the sound of the front door slamming shut.

There was no denying that Niles Sinclair enjoyed this random moment. He knew what he did the past month would get her riled up but the fact that she came all the way to his house just to tell him off made his escapade with Caitlin worth it.

A world without Natalia Belmonte was quite boring, and this made him see exactly what he’s been missing. It was great to have her back.
Timestamp: Saturday Morning After The Infamous Reunion



A @Venus & @Aces Away Collaboration
Featuring Creed, Puff & Jokes


"Hey momma, good mornin'."

"Mornin' Lovebug, how'd you sleep?"

Creed swiped at the bags under his eye for a moment, leaning against the bathroom door and staring up at the ceiling.

"I don't think I did sleep."

"Maliq, what's goin' on?" Kamilla Briteson asked from the other end of the call, hearing his lost tone and knowing her son well enough.

Creed sighed and slid to the ground, free arm resting on his bent knee. "Puff got ahold'a me last night. When I got to her she was stoned outta her mind and definitely took somethin'. She's with me an' Jokes right now, she's sleepin', but I feel like she's gonna do somethin' stupid. A lotta shit went down last night."

Kam hummed in that way that said she was already cooking up plans of her own to intercept Natalia for a lunch date chat. "What do you need from me Baby?"

"I just…when-" Creed hesitated, swallowing harshly. "When you were like this...what was it I did that helped?"

There was silence on the other end of the line, and Creed occupied himself with clenching and unclenching his free hand, watching the tendons and muscles shift.

"Oh Baby, you were just you."

"What?" He asked in surprise, pulling the phone away to glance at it as though it would give him an answer. Kam laughed, the sound a little sad and hollow over the line.

"Maliq, you just kept showin' up. Even after I told you an' Jonie I couldn't take care'a you. Even when y'all moved into the Edge and I stopped workin' for a while. Even when I screamed at you about losin' you like your father and Jonie's parents. You just kept showin' up, cookin' breakfast and cleanin' when I couldn't even get off the couch. You made sure I knew I still had people fightin' for me, and worth fightin' for."

Creed sniffed harshly, wiping the tears off his cheeks and wrapping an arm around both knees.

"She didn't want us around for a while after we broke up, what if she decides that again?"

"I know you're not a stupid boy, Maliq Briteson, don't go askin' stupid questions. If that girl tries to push you away, you sink your anchor down 'til she ain't lost at sea no more, you understand me?"

"Yeah, momma, I hear ya."

"Good, now go make somethin' to eat and calm down. I'll talk to Babypop soon too."

Creed smiled, knowing that Kam had taken Natalia under her wing almost immediately back in highschool. She always did take care of all the younger girls at the edge too. A nurturer at heart just like her son.

Creed cleaned himself up and exited the bathroom, catching Jokes looking at him from behind Natalia on the bed. He gave the long haired man a short nod that seemed to convey everything it needed to, because Jokes settled his head back onto the pillow and continued to hold Natalia as she slept. Creed slipped into their small kitchen and began breakfast.


"A dragon lives forever, but not so little boys, painted wings and giant's rings make way for other toys…"

The enticing scent of fried bacon and the sounds of a familiar children's movie slowly began to coax Natalia awake. It was a running theme to play the movie with Puff's namesake whenever one of them was down, all the way back to the first time they'd shown the movie to her when they were teenagers. After a long crying session, the Belmonte girl had succumbed to a deep slumber the night before thanks to the weed, the pills, emotional exhaustion and the comfort provided by Creed and Jokes. Tal had no idea how long she’d been out for, but it had certainly been one of the better sleeps she’d had in a while. And waking up to cuddles and what smelled like a bomb breakfast lifted her spirits just a little bit more.

"Good morning, handsome," she mumbled sleepily, eyes half-closed as she gave Jokes a groggy smile and snuggled closer to his lanky frame under the covers.

"Mornin', beautiful." Jokes replied softly, dropping a kiss onto the top of her head as he turned the volume down on the clunky old tv. "You were sleepin' pretty heavily, Mal's been cookin' for about fifteen minutes already. Ya hungry?"

"Mhm…" the brunette nodded, moving away from her cuddle buddy just far enough to comfortably stretch her body while rubbing her eyes. "My therapist's had me on a Valium prescription for a while now. Usually it's the only thing that gets me through the day most times and helps me sleep, but I took a handful of them last night. And paired with the weed? It's probably why I crashed so hard," she chuckled blandly, resuming her position close to Jokes again and looking into his dark eyes with a soft smile.

"But I still appreciated the cuddles you gave me," Natalia whispered gently before wrapping her arms around Jonie and kissing him sweetly.

He kept his features carefully schooled at her admittance, no judgment or pity or anything else that could scare her off. He actively reciprocated the kiss as the final song played softly from the old tv. A low whistle from Creed in the kitchen had him pulling away slowly and drawing back the covers.

"C'mon, food's all ready." He led her to the kitchen, where their small table was filled with bacon and bell pepper omelets. There was shredded cheese, hot sauce, salt and pepper set out as well. Creed had always liked cooking, but his nurturing side came out strong when he was stressed or thinking hard on something. Jokes pulled out Natalia's chair just as Creed came over, settling the last plate on the table and giving the girl a kiss of his own, then kissing Jokes as well before sitting down. They all settled and began the meal while it was still warm.

After seasoning her omelet with salt and pepper and sprinkling a generous portion of shredded cheese onto it, Natalia allowed herself and her two companions to enjoy a few bites of the delicious meal before speaking up. "About last night…" she began, looking down at her lap while she fiddled with the fork in her hands. She was much too ashamed to look any of the two boys in the eye. "I'm sorry about crashing in here in the state I was in and just dumping all of this emotional vomit onto you guys. I know we hadn't really spoken much since the breakup, so it was really fucking selfish of me to do what I did. I'm sorry."

The two men held each other's gaze for a long moment before Jokes went back to his food and Creed turned his seat towards Natalia.

"Maybe your head was a little cloudy last night, so I'll say it again," he said calmly, leaning towards her and grabbing her wrists and making sure she looked at him before continuing. "Any time, any reason. If ya need one or both'a us and we can get ta ya, we'll come runnin'. The break up had nothin' to do with lost love or lack'a care. D'ya hear me?"

"Ya needed the space, so we let ya have it. Doesn't mean we weren't still there." Jokes had swallowed his bite of food and tilted his head into his propped up hand, smiling warmly at her.

Natalia nodded again, feeling a lump starting to form in her throat. “There’s just so much going on behind the scenes right now that I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it, because I have to be a rock for my dad,” she admitted, turning her eyes back to her lap as tears began to burn at the corner of her eyes again. “Mama’s dying of cancer. The doctor’s give her a max of three months. My dad and siblings have been taking great care of her, and my cousin Tiffannie's been a blessing with that too. But I’ve been away at college, so I haven’t spent as much time with her as I would’ve wanted to… and I feel like shit for it,” she sniffed, letting the droplets fall down from her eyes and onto her bare thighs.

“Danilo found out about Viv and ReyRey last night, so I’m sure he’ll put two and two together and feel even more betrayed by me because I didn’t tell him about it. Then, with this whole letter business going around, I’m worried sick about my fling with Charlie becoming public knowledge. And it’s not just me worrying about what people are going to say about me, but about the person who will hurt most from it…” she trailed off as Poppy James’ heartbroken face came to the forefront of her mind, tugging at her heartstrings.

However, the image shifted, and was soon replaced by that of a curly-haired young man and a redheaded girl posing for a picture in all of their loved-up glory. The guilt and sadness quickly morphed into a pain and anger so strong it nearly took Natalia’s breath away again, and she dug her nails into her palms to stop herself from losing control. “And, to top it all off, the first guy I ever really loved is dating one of the girls who took my place in Danny’s life,” Natalia admitted bitterly, her voice shaking slightly with all of the pent-up emotion. “After all the times I trusted him about how I felt about her, listing all the reasons why I couldn’t fucking stand her, and he goes on to actually fucking date this girl?” she scoffed, more angry tears rolling hot and fast down her cheeks. “He never went public with me. When I told him I loved him, he distanced himself and ended up dumping me. But he’s already showing her off in all his social media accounts, calling her “my girl”? I was his friend for over ten years before we started messing around. We were each other’s first everything. I was never worthy of being ‘his girl’, but somehow this other person is? What kind of bullshit is that?”

There was plenty to be said to her words, plenty to dissect and unpack. The most important thing seemed to be just the sheer number of issues at hand. It was enough to crush anyone, even one as strong as Puff. But none of the problems were fixable per se, which meant they could only really approach this from one angle.

"Look, we ain't 'bout ta act like things ain't completely fucked-"

"'Cause they kinda are-" Creed mumbled.

"-'cause they ki- yes, exactly," Jokes continued. "This sounds like a The Sky Is Fallin'! situation, and obviously too much has been put in ta motion ta stop it now. So y'can focus on all these negatives an' think'a the worst way everythin' could go wrong, but all it's gonna do is exhaust ya mentally so that once the confrontation does happen, ya got no ability ta cope. I'm not sayin' ya ain't gotta right ta your feelin's, I'm just sayin' try an' focus on what good ya can get outta this, even if ya have ta pull it out with your bare hands. Keep the thoughts positive, like when ya used ta braid my hair," he smiled brightly, reaching out and running his finger through her strands of hair. "Carry through the day with ya the emotions that help, not hinder."

"And if those negatives do get ta you," Creed piped up after Jokes had finished his piece. "Just remember that you’ve got at least three people ta lean on, and we're all willin' to take some'a that weight onto our shoulders if it means keepin' ya walkin' forward."

Natalia was quiet for a few seconds, taking a few more bites of her omelet in the process. The more she thought about it, the more she vacillated between gratefulness at having Creed and Jokes trying their hardest to lighten her burden, and despair at how she just couldn't seem to let go of the suffocating weight pulling her down. "It's not that I'm not thankful that I have you guys to count on-- because it truly means the world to me. I just seriously can't see any positive outcomes coming out of any of this. My mom dying? My family falling apart because of it? My brother resenting me more than he probably already does? Breaking poor Poppy's heart even more than it already is? Feeling like I was never worth enough for my ex-best friend I fell so stupidly in love with? How can I stay positive when that's all I can think about?"

“Puff, do you think that we saw any positives when we lost our parents?” Creed asked, looking the woman deep in the eyes as he spoke to her. “You’re not gonna see any light past the dark shit you’re goin’ through. Losin’ a parent isn’t easy, but you got this time to talk ta her and be honest about what you need ta say. Apologize for not bein’ around and I doubt your ma’s gonna do anything but tell you ta hush up. Get ahead of the things that you can get ahead of, before it all comes to a head at once. D’you think your brother, or Poppy, or anyone you need ta talk to would prefer ta find out any of these secrets through some freak with an ulterior motive for leakin’ the information, or do ya think they’d prefer ta have someone to talk to and answer the questions that are gonna come up from it?”

“As for the rest,” Jokes cut in. “He’s got an ex- in front of his designation for a reason. I know it hurts, but lurkin’ on his socials ain’t gonna fill that wound festerin’ in your soul. If anything, it’s gonna keep you from healing.”

“We’re here for you, Puff, no matter what happens. Focus on the constants. Focus on what you can do first instead of what might be done if you don’t do anythin’.”

“I hate it when you guys are right…” she admitted with a defeated laugh, finishing up her meal in a few more big bites. As much as Natalia hated to admit she was wrong, Maliq and Jonie were absolutely correct in their arguments. Wasting time worrying about potentials and possibilities in her current state was only causing her more harm than good. Did it mean she was going to take all parts of their generous, intelligent advice immediately? That was to be seen. She wouldn’t be Tiziano Belmonte’s daughter if she wasn’t as hard-headed and stubborn as he was. But the least she could do was acknowledge it and take it into honest consideration. “I didn’t mean to sound insensitive, by the way. Most of the time I forget I’m not the only one in the world who’s drowning.”

"You're allowed ta voice your thoughts," Jokes replied, a sad smile making its way onto his face at the girl's comment. "You're allowed ta have feelin's and ta battle with 'em. We're here ta be the rocks that stay strong against the waves for ya, ta show you the other paths and light your way if needed. Ultimately, the decision is always up ta you, an' ya won't catch any judgment from us, no matter what ya choose."

"Just because other people are drownin' doesn't mean that you don't also need ta be tossed a life preserver, it just means the boat should be equipped with more," Creed added, swiping up everyone's plates and dropping them in the sink. "Can you imagine where half of us would be if we judged our lives by how good or bad the person next ta us had it? We'd all be goin' crazy tryin'a pretend we were perfect because we have things a little bit easier."

He ran the water over the dishes, scrubbing off food remnants and trying not to think about all of his crewmates' histories, dark and sad as they were. No, nothing good ever came from 'they have it worse than me' lines of thought, it just leads to sealed lips and clenched jaws, bandaged with bad habits while the actual problems fester into full blown traumas. Pulling his head out of those thoughts, shaking them out for good measure, Creed turned around and leaned against the sink, tossing the handrag over his shoulder and crossing his arms.

Time to focus on something lighter and give Natalia something to look forward to.

"By the way, expect a call from momma soon, I think it's been too long since y'all's last lunch date."

At the mention of Kamilla Briteson, Natalia’s demeanor perked up significantly, and she gave the two boys her first genuine smile in what felt like days. The bond she shared with Kam was unlike any other, and the prospect of lunch with her second mother lifted her spirits even more, in the best of ways. Leave it to Maliq to find the perfect way to cheer her up when she needed it the most.

“Thank you, Liq,” the dark-haired woman breathed out, rising from her chair to walk over to Maliq, wrap her arms around him and pull him into a warm hug. “Thank you so much for everything you’ve ever done for me. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to pay it back.”

"Love ain't about debts Puff, you should know that by now," he replied as he returned the hug. "You're a part of our little family, one way or another: that ain't gonna end anytime soon so long as we can help it." He tightened the hug, putting all his intentions into the basic action and hoping Natalia received them on her end. He let her know that she was loved, and wanted, and protected if need be. She used to read him easily after their time together, and he hoped that held over during their lapse of contact so that she could truly feel what he was trying to tell her.

After a brief moment, he let her go, cupping her cheek as he pulled back to stare at her. "Keep your eyes on the bright side, a'ight?”

Natalia nodded with a smile, kissing the hand cupping her cheek before pulling Creed into a hug again. This therapy session had been just what she needed to pull herself up by the bootstraps and keep on fighting.
Timestamp: Four weeks after the Boston restaurant fiasco







There were days when Mika wished he didn’t have such a soft spot for his nephew, Raf. But he always had a soft spot for kids and especially a kid that he held very close to his vest. Call it the Uncle Badger instinct or whatever people want to call it. If anyone asked him, he would lie straight to their face, but Mika would do anything for his nephew, as well as his mother and Mika’s adoptive sister (though that doesn’t take away from how much he loves Ley). Whether it meant going into scary parts of the southside to get her a special kind of cream or going northside to fetch her that damn sandwich she apparently can’t proceed her obviously eventful day without. She was a pain in his ass sometimes, but given recent events, he could swallow whatever temporary annoyances he may have to sooth her rising panic any chance he could.

“Yeah, the things I do for that sister of mine.”

Whenever Mika drove into the northside, there was always something interesting in a very culture shock kind of way. The way the roads felt underneath the bed of his truck, how his tires felt going along the pavement. In the southside, whenever he was running errands (specifically picking up little things from Phil’s Junkyard), the wear and tear and lack of maintenance was obvious. It was somewhat the same on the northside roads, but the vibration wasn’t that noticeable. Mika’s truck had off-road tires, so it didn’t pose any danger to his tires, but he just always found it pretty interesting.

As he made his way down Central Avenue, Mika pulled his truck just across the street from the Godmother’s Sandwich shop. He rubbed his eyes before he jumped out of his truck. He was showing signs of mental and physical exhaustion over the past few weeks. Between juggling his time at his apartment whenever Hyde felt like needing him for something and making sure his mother was secure in her apartment, Mika was dividing his time up at Edge, working as a bouncer, and making sure Ley wasn’t freaking out too much because she found out about Hyde.

Suffice to say, HB’s life hasn’t been dull as of late.

And speaking of his sister, she was on one of her sandwich binges again. But not just any sandwich. Oh no, she had a very specific request: three of Cat’s special toasted pastrami cabbage sandwiches with extra mayo and on Italian bread. Now, usually Mika would tell her to get it herself, but circumstances were different. Anything he could do to help her feel better, well damn it Mika was going to do it. Besides, he was kind of hungry himself and a meatball sub with extra cheese and sauce had his name on it.

When Cece walked into The Godmother that afternoon, it had been with the intention of picking up the to-go order she’d placed in advance fifteen minutes prior and leaving as fast as she’d walked in. The first part of her plan had been executed flawlessly. Her order had been awaiting her arrival behind the pick-up counter, and she’d only had to endure less than three minutes of polite small talk before she’d been free to leave. Now armed with her sandwiches, sides, and drinks in the car, the young woman was ready to surprise Niles with a little lakeside picnic she’d secretly put together for them. She had been so caught up in her excitement about her upcoming plans that she didn’t notice someone approaching the deli door as she was exiting.

Mika walked towards the entrance and his hand was about to push the door open, but just as he did, it opened and dinged him right in the face. “Motherfucker!” Mika grunted in Russian, holding the spot between his eyes where the edge of the door had hit rather firmly. “Watch where you’re going!” he cursed.

“Oh my God! I’m so sorry!” Caitlin heard herself say, placing her to-go bag on top of the nearest patio table and rushing to assist the person she’d accidentally injured. But when she realized who it was and the manner in which he was speaking to her, she stopped in her tracks and took a step back. Of course it would be him, of all people…

In a span of a few short seconds later, when he looked down at who he was cursing at, his stomach had twisted itself after he realized it was Cece. “Oh…hey, Cece...”

“Hi Mika,” Caitlin heard herself say meekly, instantly shifting her eyes to her shoes as her body tensed up. Her demeanor quickly changed from apologetic to anxious, bracing herself for another nail-biting scene like the one from four weeks ago.

There was a building tension inside him. No longer turning knots, his stomach sank as he hadn’t prepared for this moment, especially after she had apparently blocked him from her social media accounts (or so he assumed, since he couldn’t view her shit anymore). “You seemed like you were in a rush or do you always go around hitting everyone with doors in a very violent manner?” Mika cracked a smile, trying to hide the incredible tension he felt at this moment.

If this encounter would have taken place before the night she and Niles started dating, Caitlin might have answered with a smile of her own and a playful comment to match his. As hurt as she'd been after the breakup, she wasn't the type of person to hold grudges. Unfortunately, Mika’s own actions from earlier in the month had changed the way she would react to his presence in the present day.

“I’m really sorry about that,” was all she could bring herself up to mutter instead, glancing up at him for the most fleeting of seconds while fighting back the overwhelming wave of guilt and anger washing over her. Guilt at the decision she’d taken to cut him off from her life as much as she could after the dinner fiasco a few weeks prior, by blocking him from all of her social media profiles. And anger, because she couldn’t believe how nonchalantly he was addressing her after he’d purposely ruined her date and embarrassed her in front of everybody at that upscale Boston restaurant. No matter how hard she tried, Cece was sure both feelings were painted clear as day all over her freckled face.

Mika offered her a small shrug as he rubbed his temples. “It’s whatever.” Despite his outward demeanor, it still hurt like a bitch. He had his eyes closed for a few moments as he continued to massage between his eyes and when Mka opened them, he finally had the chance to really look at his ginger ex. It was unlike her (at least as far as he knew her) to show anger so forward. “You seem…mad.” Mika guessed, almost trying to lure her to say whatever she was thinking. There was a part of him that probably knew, but best to let her say it.

His last words made Caitlin finally look up from the floor to lock eyes with his: her blue stare suddenly blazing with the pent-up resentment she’d been carrying with since that night. “You say it like you don’t know why that could be,” she replied with an uncharacteristic scoff. “But, unlike you, I don’t want to cause a scene. So I think it’s best if I go before you decide to humiliate me in front of everybody again.”

She’s still mad about that?

He kept rubbing his temples, but now it was for a different reason. Before it was because she whacked him in the face with that damn door, but now it was the frustration he was feeling. How did a person hang onto something so trivial for this long? “Right, because you prefer to just shadow block people from your socials.” Mika sighed, finally looking at Cece.

The redhead couldn’t help but scoff again, shaking her head in disbelief. Who did Mika think he was, anyway?! How could he feel entitled to any explanation regarding what she did or didn’t do, especially after what he’d done? “I don’t have to justify what I do with my socials to you-- or anything else I do, for that matter,” she snapped, frowning deeply at him. “You deserve the same amount of explanations you gave me when you broke things off: none.”

As he stood there, Mika felt like he was at a literal crossroads, because somewhere in him knew she was right. As far as she knew, he broke up with her without really telling her why. He didn’t blame her for feeling so angry at him. Maybe that was part of his frustration. He was projecting his own anger at himself onto her, going for cheap shots like her blocking him. It bothered him, but he didn’t need to say that. He could go for more cheap shots now, but that wouldn’t serve any purpose, or at least none that made sense for him to do now. He went for cheap shots at the hotel because she was with that tool Niles, but he wasn’t anywhere nearby.

So maybe there was a different approach Mika Zima could take that didn’t involve reverting to his old asshole ways. “When you’re right, you’re right.” He gave her a sigh of partial defeat. “I don’t deserve any explanation, but maybe you do.”

Mika’s answer to her statement took Cece by surprise. Was she finally about to get the answer to the age-old question that had haunted her since that August evening nearly a year before? Whatever it was, she knew she didn’t want that discussion to keep happening in front of The Godmother-- especially with so many people that knew her and her family potentially lurking about. The last thing she wanted was for word of her encounter to get back to anyone in her family-- or worse: back to Niles. God only knew how he would react if he heard she’d talked to Mika again.

“Before we even go down that road, maybe we should go talk somewhere more private?” Cece proposed to her ex, shrugging her small shoulders.

“Good idea.” Mika looked at his ginger ex for a few seconds, trying to come up with a place but he couldn’t think of any solid ideas. Any place he thought of was Southbound and that was the whole fucking point of never telling her the reason why he broke her heart all that time ago. “Since you suggested it, your call where you wanna talk.”

Caitlin was quiet for a second, thinking of a place they could speak out of sight from prying eyes. There was only one place in town that she trusted they could go to and would be provided with absolute privacy. But given the memories the location harbored, she wasn't sure whether Mika would want to go there or not. "We could take a trip down to O'Halloran's Creek?" she offered, the hesitation thick in her mild-mannered voice.

“O’Halloran Creek, huh?” A small laugh escaped through Mika’s partially opened lips, a half-grin never leaving his face. Before everything went to crap between them, the two of them spent a lot of time at the creek that became one of their favorite go-to spots. Back when they had dated, they kept their relationship out of the public view (more so on Mika's request than Cece's), but enjoyed what time they could spend with each other there. The creek had been their safe space-- their little piece of paradise away from the dangers and worries of their hometown.

Surely Cece knew that when she suggested it.

“Yeah, that could work. At least we know we can talk for as long as we want about whatever we want without having to worry about a thing.” That nostalgic feeling of fondness came through in his voice. “You have your car around anywhere?” He asked, pointing to his truck across the street. “If not, I don’t mind giving you a lift.”

Caitlin bit her lower lip and gave a quick glance around the vicinity, searching for any familiar faces who could turn into potential little birdies taking information back to her family or boyfriend. When she was sure they weren't any, she turned back to Mika and nodded solemnly. "My car's parked out back, but I think your truck would be the better option. I haven't been to the creek since… You know, since back then, so I don't know how the dirt road to reach it is holding up. I don't think my little Jetta could compete with the mud, the rocks or the craters," she said with a small laugh.

Mika huffed a gritty laugh. “Yeah, you got that right! I mean, yeah your Jetta is nice and all, but for dirt trails, you might as well drive it straight into a mud puddle.” Another laugh from Mika as he started to walk towards his Toyota Tacoma, with Caitlin and her takeout bag of food tagging along.

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Just when I thought I was out, I'm pulled back in. Damn that Collossus!

*clears throat*

I mean I'm in!


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