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43 min ago
Current I think we’re missing what’s really important here - how much is Dion willing to pay for feet pics?
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You can’t get kinkshamed if you keep it to yourself #LifeHacks
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*wii music plays*
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9 days ago
My family got me a terrible thesaurus for my birthday. It was terrible.
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Using Hazbin Hotel soundtrack to stay awake at work is… something that’s for sure
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Bio



About Me






Names/Aliases Don’t Look Now, DLN, Cait, Donut Look Now, DLN Cait
Pronouns: She/Her/Hers
Age: 28
Birthday: August
From: United States
Timezone: PST Currently
Occupation: Full Time Sales / Part Time Student
Languages: English, Learning Spanish
Orientation: Bisexual / Cis (Married)
Pets: Margot & Luna





Interests


Current Hyperfixation: Hazbin Hotel / Helluva Boss


Hobbies:

  • Drawing
  • Reading
  • Writing
  • Singing
  • Musical Theatre
  • Video Gaming
  • Sewing
  • Roleplaying
  • Photoshopping


Fandoms/Things I like:

This list will forever be under construction and never in a particular order

Universes

  • The Legend of Zelda
  • Sailor Moon (Manga, Anime, and Anime Reboot)
  • Fruits Basket (Manga, Anime, and Anime Reboot)
  • ‘See You in My 19th Life’ (Both the Manwha and the KDrama)
  • Studio Ghibli

Shows

  • Demon Slayer
  • Supernatural
  • The Walking Dead
  • Hazbin Hotel / Helluva Boss
  • Black Clover
  • Parks & Recreation
  • Community
  • The Good Place
  • Avatar: The Last Airbender / Legend of Korra (Animated Series)
  • The Owl House
  • Kipo

Books, Manga, Etc

  • Chibi Vampire (Manga)
  • Rick Riodin’s Percy Jackson
  • Tamora Pierce’s Universe
  • Entwined by Heather Dixon
  • Books of Bayern by Shannon Hale

Movies

  • Stick It
  • Swan Princess






Currently Engaging With


Reading/Watching:

  • ‘Finding Camelia’ on Manta
  • ‘The Last Straw’ on Manta
  • ‘Too Cute to Handle’ on Manta
  • ‘Raffine’s Plan: Save my Favorite Character’ on Manta
  • Sunny in Philadelphia on Hulu
  • Evil on Netflix


Songs:

  • Social Path - Stray Kids, LiSA
  • Sweet Tooth - Scott Helman
  • Dysmorphia - girli
  • russian roulette - Ryan Mitchell
  • Pretty Lies - SouMix, Brad Arthur
  • d e a d - Madeline








Most Recent Posts




Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I can’t help it anymore, I laugh outright at him. “Is that what you think I’m doing? Filling some void?” I lean on the table again to meet his eyes.

“So, how do you oh so magically figure out if someone wants to get to know you better and when they’re just placating you?” I figure he’s not going to give me an actual explanation - he’s made his mind up about me not even two seconds into meeting me. And to think I thought we were finally making progress.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





My eyes close and I kiss Caden back, still holding his face in my hands. I’m still scared - I don’t remember how I got away from Mundus or if he’s even still alive, but for now, I’m safe with Caden. I let myself be hopeful that Caden would also be stronger than the demon if he did show up again.




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: At a Location - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





”That’s a really good idea, Cass.” I tell her. “We’d need to give him a price range of how much we’re willing to pay that’ll meet what he’s planning to sell for. Did you happen to look up the monetary worth of the Hindu gem?”







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“You know, I would, but I don’t typically gift smartasses.” I retort just as the waitress comes back. I order the French toast with extra berries before I pick up my coffee with both hands and just observe Avery for a moment until the waitress leaves again.

I mirror the smirk he’s been giving me. “You can’t get mad at ‘small talk’ when you won’t let someone dig deeper.”




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I meet Caden’s eyes, almost afraid that this might be the last time, but firmly reminding myself that it’s not. Mika pushes her headd into my shoulder now as if trying to show me she agrees. “Dankeschön.” I whisper as my lip quivers again and my eyes fill once again with moisture. I move my hands to cup his face as well, staring deeply into his beautiful eyes.






Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: A Location - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I put the SUV in park and nod. “I told him that this fountain is an heirloom in my family and that I got his info from the workers at the Hindu temple. I also let him know that the fountain was very valuable and had many rare jewels on it.” I look over at Cass.

“I even used one of those AI image generators to make it.” I pull it up on my phone, showing her that I got many ‘photos’ of the fake fountain.







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I snort, giving Avery an incredulous look. “Nothing to do with anything?” I repeat his words, shaking my head. “With your shoe size, I could get you shoes that you really like as a gift. If I wanted to decide between two items, knowing your favorite colour might help me choose. Little details help get to know someone and what makes them… them.”

I regard him with a look as I slowly realize. color=FFF79A]“You don’t want people to know you.” [/color] Elbow on the table, I rest my chin in my hand, leaning closer to this enigma of a man. color=FFF79A]“Why is that?”[/color]




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Now that Caden knows, I end up sobbing again, burying my face in his chest. “Liebst du mich noch?” Something jumps onto our curled bodies and I recognize that it’s Mika somehow. I hear small mews as she rubs her head into my back, almost in rhythm with Caden’s hands. Somehow it’s soothing, and I find myself start to relax the tension I’ve been holding in my body.






Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I almost find myself leaning into her touch and closing my eyes, but I make sure I resist. Instead I just grin lopsidedly, happy that she missed me too. I turn onto a street, our destination not far now.







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I flip him off. “Why is it like pulling teeth to get answers from you? I was just curious how you found the place.” I shake my head and lean back in my seat, crossing my arms over my chest. I’m not actually mad, but he is a frustrating man to deal with sometimes. “Anyway, it’s sweet that you like to support local and small businesses. If only more Americans were like you.”




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“Please tell me if it hurts… I’ve never done this before.” I whisper pleadingly to him before I close my eyes and take a deep breath. “Spectaculum.” Almost immediately, I disassociate, not really watching what I’m showing to Caden, like watching a movie through a telescope through a reflection. As we near the end of the memory, I start to feel light headed and nauseous, my body shaking again.

I let my hands fall from his face, leaning forward to rest my forehead on Caden’s shoulder. “I’m sorry.” I whisper.






Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





With a glance, I smile at Cass. “You’re right… I think I just missed you. I kept reminding myself not to speed to Caden’s place because showing up early didn’t mean leaving early and seeing you sooner.” I admit, feeling my ears warm.







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I tilt my head, feeling a little like Nero. “Is there a story behind it?” I ask, curiosity getting the better of me.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I shake my head as panic threatens to bubble up my throat. Discovering this memory, I don’t want to so much as ever speak with a demon again. “I fucked up.” I repeat in English. “As a human, I fucked up…”

I swallow the hard lump in my throat. “Can I… try showing it to you?” I don’t know if this will work, but I want Caden to know what I’ve recovered and I don’t think I can say it out loud.




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Laughing, I shake my head. “Kimiko is very good at almost every other physical aspect in the gym, but she makes a terrible boxer. I don’t think it helped that she feared you were going to kill her for spilling the beans that she didn’t really spill.”

“Also, I don’t mean for you to learn anything - Nero certainly wasn’t there to learn anything… Although Avery did show them how to skip rope.” I laugh through my nose at the memory.

“What I mean is, all of us hanging out together seems like a fun idea - it wouldn’t necessarily be about working out.”







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I nod like I understood what he’s saying. “Maybe I’ll go with the French toast then.” I finally decide. It said it came with berries.

“So, how often do you come here then?” And why invite me?




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





It takes a good chunk of time before I’m calm enough to breathe normally - I have to concentrate solely on my breathing before it calms down. My hands just clutch Caden’s shirt and I repeat what he said in my head over and over again. Once I feel like I can talk again, I peek up at Caden. I felt clammy and I’m sure I’m even more pale than usual. “Ich habe es versaut.”

“Ich war ein Narr, was habe ich getan?” I hold Caden’s face in my hands, breath starting to tremble again.






Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“It was enjoyable, actually. Avery is a good trainer and once Kimiko isn’t hogging his attention, I’m sure I start learning new things. He’s very observant and knows what to help with. I liked it a lot.” I glance over with a smile.

“If it wasn’t so early in the morning, would you want to join? Even Nero was there today, so it felt like someone was missing.”







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“Oh.” I say before I join his laughter. “Oh thank the gods. I know it’s cliche to pick on American foods, but I was really scared for a moment there.” I look over the menu once again before I peek over it at Avery. “What do you usually get?”




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Shaking and sobbing, I can hear Caden’s voice break through the memories and realize I’m not in Hell with Mundus - I’m safe in Caden’s arms. Although, he is holding my wrists. Blinking several times, I look up, half expecting to see Mundus. Relief floods me as I only see Caden’s face. Unable to stop the tears that are still streaming down my face, my lip quivers. “Caden.” I manage to say through the sobs.




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I nod along as I process the plan. “That sounds like a good idea. I can try to distract him while you look for it. Are we worried that he’s supernatural at all?” I glance over at Cass and gently squeeze her thigh.







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“But… biscuits…?” I ask with a brow raised. “That sounds disgusting. Is this an American thing? Like a sweet and salty combo?” I must be missing something because the idea of putting gravy over a dessert item does not appeal to me in the slightest.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I struggle against his arms, screaming ‘no’ and crying for help, but nobody ever comes to save me. I try hitting Mundus’ chest with small fists. “No! No, NO!”




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I smile that Cass waited for me to open her door. I lean down to kiss her forehead before I shut her door and get behind the wheel. “Yeah, I don’t want to give something away and ruin the plan.” I say, placing my hand on her thigh after I’ve pulled out onto the road.







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“Yeah, I think you deserve a helmet in the back.” I don’t add anything to my coffee when it arrives, sipping it before I pick up the menu. “What in the hell is ‘biscuits and gravy’?” I peek over my menu to give Avery a dubious look.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I nod, burying my face in his chest again. I don’t have to even try before this one comes forward and I grip Caden’s shirt in my hand. The memory doesn’t play out like a movie at first, it’s just flashes of different images. A cage, a grey-skinned man, a chain. It’s when the grey man reappears that I’m sucked in.




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Driving - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I lean over to kiss Cass’ head when she takes my hand. “Let’s do this.” I say with a positive attitude as we exit the shop and head to the SUV.

“Should we lay down some ground rules for how we handle this guy? I don’t want to repeat the hand burn incident and overreact.”







Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Diner - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“I mean, the diner itself. Like, it’s a staple in so many American movies.” I say as I wiggle my way into the seat. The vinyl of the booth and my leather pants does not make a very pleasant noise and I cringe a little, choosing to hover over the seat as I finish sliding in before I sit down.

“Do they serve burgers and fries and milkshakes here?” I know we had stopped at a steak and shake the first night I was here, but this is an entirely different experience.




Nero




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I close my eyes, taking a few deep breaths to steady myself and focus on Caden’s hands on my back. “We’re not expecting anyone today… so… should I just let it surface?” I pull my face out of his chest so I can look up at him.

“I don’t want to put a damper on everything.” I add.




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Mystic Dreams - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





I smile, loving that I had been able to guess how she would feel about spiders. “Ready. Do you want me to carry anything?” I ask, eyeing the numerous small bags going into her bag.




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