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Kind of the ebb and flow of roleplaying, as it turns out. It's not much help, but I recently made an interesting discovery relating, at the very least, to my own behavior and that of a friend of mine: we've been doing 1x1 roleplays for quite a while, but have the similar issues of the game eventually petering out, perhaps not even that far in. As of a few months ago, however, we've moved on to playing tabletop-rpg games, but still on a text basis and still with a huge narrative focus (we reference character sheets maybe once or twice an evening) and because we keep a regular, weekly schedule, it's helped us stay on track and move forward. Granted, the format is a bit different as it's effectively instant chat roleplay (or as instant as 3 to 30 minutes per post can get), but I do find it interesting that we've made much more tremendous story progress so far than we usually manage and I'm considering using this format for all of our roleplay ideas moving forward. I feel a lot more confident about that type of game not fizzling out.

As said, that probably doesn't help here and is perhaps beside the point, but it's something that I felt excited about and it felt appropriate to share at this juncture.

On a more related note, I know I'm not super trustworthy in terms of being punctual, but I can offer to play a second character should there be a shortage at some point - playing a Blood Saint, it's tempting to have an actual hunter character as well.
In the time Victor hesitated, deliberating exactly how to phrase his response to the young Blood Saint, she had stared at him with a troubled brow and slowly receded. Why was he holding back? Was he hiding something? Making something up? Had he pushed his fellow hunter off the precarious cliff? She had no idea what happened during her fainting spell and, given her current impression of her guardian, she was willing to attribute almost any deed to him. When he finally did speak, she stopped in her tracks and froze up.

“Something invisible?” she repeated incredulously, wondering whether he had lost his mind, she had lost her mind, or if he actually was simply lying to her.

Adelicia startled upon hearing the sudden racket from the clinic, her eyes darting to the building with great concern. She wanted to worry about the ongoing situation, but could not bring herself to simply brush away Victor’s explanation – it seemed more urgent, in spite of it all.

“But… you mean, he did not go into the clinic? To help?” she added, sounding disoriented.

His story rung false to her and, in her mind, she still clung to the idea that their coin toss had resulted in Raine being chosen to venture forth into the building. Anything else just did not make any sense. Invisible things? Men disappearing without a trace? Yharnam was a strange city, to be sure, but these were the words of a madman – not that there was any shortage of those in this city of theirs.

But thinking a different way, perhaps, he was simply showing compassion to her. Maybe there was some empathy yet in his blackened heart, and he preferred to tell her a lie – an absurd one, but even so – rather than reveal a more horrible truth to her. She looked about, trying to find some clue as to what may have happened; blood stains, some piece of his equipment, anything really. And yet there was nothing at all that would give reason to doubt his words.

Entertaining the notion that there really was an invisible predator that had taken Raine and removed him from existence, a terrible realization formed thusly: what stopped this thing from taking Victor? Or her? It could be lurking behind any of them this very moment.

“We’re not safe here,” she gasped, clutching her staff and feeling cold panic build upon her forehead. Help me, was the plea that remained stuck in her tightening throat.
The world revealed itself through a foggy blur, its shapes uncertain and details erased. A great, orange light glared through the haze like a merciless god, causing the young saint to blink in a struggle to avoid being blinded further. She wondered why her bed felt so hard and unyielding and why her limbs ached so. She could not remember hurting herself in the previous days, after all. Stirring from her spell of unconsciousness, Adelicia fumbled with her hands and feet and felt only further confused when she began to realize that she had apparently gone to bed fully clothed. Stifling a yawn, she wiped her eyes and blinked away the last traces of sleep – and felt amazed when she discovered that she was not in her bed chamber at all but outside in Yharnam, on the street no less. Frowning in confusion, she lifted herself into a sitting position and surveyed her surroundings; it was only when her gaze fell on Victor that she felt context and understanding become one.

“W-What happened?” she stammered, still struggling to remember what exactly had happened to her to cause this lapse in consciousness in her. Thinking about how she got here, all she could remember was the terrifying encounter with the Mad One and loose remembrances of traversing the streets with her two companions. Two companions: Victor and Raine. Blinking again, thinking she might still be affected, she looked about herself but failed to find any trace of the latter. “Where is Raine?” she asked, her voice quivering with concern. Perhaps, she thought, he had already gone inside the clinic where some sort of struggle had ensued. It occurred to her that they had tossed a coin to determine what to do, after all – but could not remember the outcome, for some reason.

Somewhat embarrassed at her present condition, she rose to her feet once more, picking up the now-dented censer-staff from where it had crashed against the soil. Its robust construction had barely permitted any real damage to be dealt to it, with most of the harm being some of the silvery coat being scratched off. Dusting off her skirt, she was about to approach Victor but something about his demeanor made her hesitate. Perhaps it was the labored breath, the look in his eyes, or something subtler still emanating from his aspect – whatever it was, she felt her terror in him renewed on a level she could neither rationalize nor deny.
By the way people, I dunno if you are familiar with the music artist Alex Roe, but he did a number of Bloodborne-inspired albums that replicate the music in the games to a really authentic degree. I'm bringing it up because he released his third (I think) such album this week, and there's some good stuff in there. Linking my favorite track so far.
Backward, in case it makes a difference xD
Bluntness and morbidity; alas, the hallmarks of many a hunter. Victor showed an aptitude for both when he begrudgingly explained that they were not ‘too late’, as it were, though perhaps soon. She disagreed with his assessment and grimaced in his direction, finding it difficult to suppress the wave of empathetic sorrow and open revulsion she felt in regards to the situation. No, as far as the young blood saint was concerned, they were too late: if battle had already been joined, then they were too late to stop it. Combat was a consequence of failure, not some trial to be passed.

Her displeasure only grew when next, Victor suggested flipping a coin to decide who would venture into the fray, and who would stay behind with her. It was subtle, perhaps, but his wording still made his feelings – and perhaps Raine’s, also – obvious to her. One of them had to guard her, whilst the other simply went inside. The one was a duty – the other a matter of course. As she watched their ritual with a dejected frown, she wondered which facet bothered her more: whether it was the renewed proof that hunters craved the shedding of blood so much that they would be unable to come to a consensus over who got to do so without resorting to a game of chance, or whether it was the dawning realization that they must look at her not as a person, but as a mere burden, an inconvenience to be dealt with as swiftly and discreetly as possible so that they might rid themselves of her. She did not like to entertain either notion and, watching the coin roll towards the cliff’s precipice, she felt that these things said less, perhaps, about the two hunters before her and more so about the society and tragic circumstances that shaped them in the first place. Sullenly, she watched Raine head for the coin which had come to a halt not far from the edge, beyond which the ruins of Old Yharnam still belched columns of smoke whose origins it was best not to contemplate. It could not be denied: The city was sick and had been for years. Whatever tragedies had haunted its opulent spires and fog-drowned streets, its people had learned nothing from them. Surely, she could not be the only one to see the truth?

Oblivious to the terrible premonition Victor had been feeling up to this point, Adelicia was rudely awakened from her musings Raine was, bizarrely and inexplicably, lifted into the air by an unseen force. She felt almost comically reminded of how he looked a bit like a cat one would lift by her neck, with the limbs hanging downward. The impression was quickly gone, however, when she put the image into perspective and pictured just what monstrous size a hand would have to have had in order to do the same to a human – and the fact that it was happening before her very eyes. Much like Victor, there was nothing Adelicia could do, or think to do, other than watch with horrified bewilderment at what was happening to their fellow hunter. It was witchcraft – heresy even. Whether by an invisible hand or by forces not of this earth, something was happening to Victor that could not be explained through mundane means. Of all supernatural happening, seeing a man brazenly defy gravity was perhaps not the most disturbing and yet, Adelicia felt her blood freeze in her veins. As if Victor’s terror were contagious, she too felt an overwhelming sense of wrongness and, for lack of a better term, otherness wash over the plateau. There was a presence here that was far greater than any of them, than any hunter, than even Yharnam. Greater and older. It was alienating, horrifying – and somewhere, distantly familiar.

The bizarre feeling that made her skin crawl, her knees buckle and her lips tremble conjured uneasy memories of dark curtains concealing cracked windows in far-flung dwellings on Hemwick Charnel Lane, of unseen stares hidden by lavishly patterned blindfolds worn by men of science, of ominous, distant drumbeats in the night and tonsil stones shrouded in black cloth on chapel altars. None of these memories directly related to one another as they raced through her mind yet, somehow, she felt that there was something that tied them all together. It was not a specific thing or person or even causality. Frantically, she tried to think of an answer, her breath becoming rapid and labored. Why were these things entering her subconscious in response to the spectacle before her? But no answer availed herself to her, save for one: It was all the same feeling. Estrangement, apprehension, terror. An oppressive fear of the unknown tinged each of these recollections equally and sowed the seeds for her to begin understanding that the things that happened in Yharnam were not merely the result of neglect or misfortune – but that all of it happened for a dreadful reason.

As the dreadful scene came to its conclusion and Raine was swallowed whole by a thick swirl of pale blue light and smoke, Adelicia felt her consciousness slip from her, like a rug pulled from under her feet. Swaying drunkenly, she soon stumbled and fell uncontrolledly towards the uneven cobble road.
Gotcha. Do you want me to make a small contribution just to do something?
Gotchu. Well, in case Bart doesn't have the time, or you want me to add something regardless, I can make a post if you'd like - but I anticipate it will either be rather short, or contain a good amount of filler.
I mean it really makes more sense for Bart to add something before I do, doesn't it?
As the group hustled onward to their destination, Adelicia’s delicate condition made itself plainly apparent – doubly so when contrasted to the near endless vigor of the hunters. Cheeks aflush, she attempted to keep up with them as best she could but they, inevitably, had to further slow their pace to accommodate their charge. Physical exercise was a thing she hardly ever had partaken in, with the vast majority of her preceding years spent in isolated studies, musky lecturing halls and, indeed, half-conscious on laboratory seats. Even simple, menial tasks like washing and cooking were taken care of for her and she had hardly needed to lift a finger for anything. While afforded to her at a great cost to her humanity, this luxury now became her burden as her knees buckled beneath her.

When finally the group arrived near the clinic – not that Adelicia recognized the building by its exterior appearance – she all but collapsed onto her staff, leaning more heavily against it than she had earlier, wheezing for breath. The voice of regret questioned her decision to decline being carried, after all. Whilst doubtlessly undignified, perhaps it would have been the more prudent choice given her appalling condition. Wiping the sweat from her brow on the sleeve of her robe, she steadied herself just enough to take in the environs in the first place.

Although the unassuming structure ahead of them appeared to be what they had came for, it was not the clinic that attracted her gaze initially. Instead, she felt drawn to gaze upon the ruined vistas of Old Yharnam: an apocalyptic still life that hid a teeming hive of vengeful pariahs and blighted beasts. The scorched remains of the old city told a long and tragic story. One of a malignant disease cured by the uncaring flame, of a population culled twice and of survivors made into refugees and outcasts in their own homes. It was a story that Yharnam should never be allowed to repeat. That was Adelicia’s wish; and her blood would be the key to make it so.

“I take it,” she addressed the hunters, her throat feeling quite parched, “we’ve arrived? This clinic is humbler than I had thought.”

Slowly shuffling over to them, it was only then that she realized the incense burner lay cold by the open door. Naïve as she was to the ways of the world, even she realized that this could hardly be construed as a good omen. And when a worrying soundscape escaped from within that yawning doorway, her face grew paler yet.

“Are we too late?”
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