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Alice looked at him with fear in her eyes, his grasp help bringing her out of the memories. “He killed people. Or- he hurt one, killed the other…he may have killed the first guy I don’t know,” she rambled, but sighed when she realized that it wasn’t helping him understand. “He was beating the shit out of this guy. This kid, Lucas! He couldn’t have been older than us, probably younger. Then- then the boy used some psychic power to move the weapon…made my dad angry. And- and he was injecting another psychic with something…”

She shook her head, eyes brimming with tears. “Is this- is this what my father does? And was it just because they were psychics, is that why he hurt them or was there something else?” It seemed like she had a lot of questions to ask when she got home…vague ones, but even that seemed risky.

“Lucas…you have to believe me. What I saw was real. There- there has to be some explication, right? But even if there is…what he was doing was awful, my stomach hurts just seeing it. I wish I could get it out of my head,” she cried, hiding her face in her hands as she took another deep breath, trying to stay calm. “I…I can’t think.” She started pacing again, trying to decide her next move. After a moment Alice looked up at Lucas, arms hugging beneath her chest for comfort. “If he’s hurting psychics, Lucas, you shouldn’t be around me. You should go. But I’m not going home…I’m staying here. There’s no way in hell I’m going home right now…”
Claire jumped at the sound of Nicholas’ voice, having assumed he was asleep. She was about to apologize for waking him when he started bombarding her with questions and accusations. A sharp anger flickered within, and she was thankful for the distance and darkness between them to hide her shock. She walked over in her underclothing to see he had made room for her in the bed, but made no move to fill it.

“I do not want you wandering outside after dark without a chaperone. Take one of your maids and our carriage if you must, but I need to know where you are going. It doesn’t feel very nice to be left here in this bed, helplessly worrying if my wife will make it back home. Tell me where you’ve been and who you are with.”

A demand. What was more, a demand for something she had made a point to give him before she left! Claire bit the inside of her cheek, taking longer than necessary to respond. If she didn’t, she just knew a very unlady like tone would come from her, and all her work at being pleasant to a man she disliked this morning would be a waste. Besides, did she really want to argue at this time of night? From an outsider’s point of view, that being of one that didn’t know she had ended a life tonight, she had done nothing wrong. She was in the right on this, not him.

“I did tell you where I was going before I left in our carriage this afternoon, and whom I was going out with. You seemed awake at the time, but I suppose you’ve forgotten,” she said, unable to look at Nicholas. Claire didn’t think she could meet his gaze and keep a straight, much less apologetic look. “I invited Lucy Hawthorne over for tea. Remember? But before I could even take a sip she starts crying that her husband has been taken to prison. Traitor to the country, or some nonsense if what she said is true. At any rate, I couldn’t just do nothing and I knew if I used father’s name I could get her a visit with him. So that’s what I did.”

Claire started busying her hands by taking the pins out of her hair, letting those golden locks, now in waves, fall past her shoulders. “I just wanted to do what was right, it wasn’t exactly a trip I would label as fun, Nicholas. And you can call me what you like for using my family name in such a manner, but I informed you of my whereabouts beforehand and was with Lucy the entire time. We went straight to Newgate prison, left, I let her off at her house, and I came straight back. If my being gone bothers you then you can rest easy tomorrow because I’m staying in all day.” Her hand gripped the bottom bedpost where she stood, her eyes trailing over the bed. Her voice sounded so cold, so empty, so…done with him by the time she finished her explication. So much for the comfort of his body against hers.

Why did it bother her so much that he was cross with her? It wasn’t just the annoyance of someone demanding something from her, it was more than that. There was disappointment. Why did she keep letting him in just enough to hurt her? Claire sighed, shaking her head before going to the closet and shutting the door whether he spoke to her or not. His bride would not come out until she had put on her nightgown, and even then went to the couch by the balcony doors to sleep. It was humiliating to be the one sleeping on the blue cushions while he got the large, plush bed with its layers of blankets, but it was better than the alternative. And sleeping outside the bedroom would cause talk, just as they’d decided in the first place.

“Do you need anything else, Nicholas? It has been a very, very long day and tomorrow I will be busy planning our first ballroom party as a couple. You did marry me for my name, I thought it appropriate as soon as you’re well to meet some potential clients.” That should shut him up. She had business to do at the little get-together, but honestly did hope he found business during it. Work seemed to be his first love, it was only appropriate she help it grow.
It was a long carriage ride to Newgate. Lucy kept going on about how horrible the government system was for incarcerating an innocent man, and how much she and Matthew were in love. One would think the two women were best friends, the way she went on. As with most that had grown accustomed to the life of high society, and even more in a moment of distress, Lucy Hawthorne was content just to get the occasional “how awful” or “I agree” from Claire to make sure she was paying attention. To make it worse, while Lucy was an attractive woman when dressed up, she was not an attractive crier, and must have not even tried to be so by the looks of her during the entire way over.

“Now Lucy, you don’t want to let Matthew know you broke down like this, do you? It will do terrible things to his courage. Be strong, no crying while we’re in there.” That bit of advice was for the both of them. Lucy nodded, accepting help to look presentable before approaching those at the gate. It took quite a bit of convincing, and a strong threat on Claire’s part to get them inside, but eventually the two women were strolling through the thick double doors at Newgate Prison.

It was eerie inside, but Claire refused to show how much it disturbed her. She had never been to a place so devoid of decoration, furniture, people…or warmth in general. No comfort was given to the visitors, which made her wonder what the cells within were like. With a deep, steadying breath Claire looked down at the wicker basket covered in cloth on her arm. She was one step closer to achieving her goal. “Claire?” Lucy’s voice brought her back, causing her to look up and see a couple men in uniform a few meters away, clearly waiting for their arrival.

“Remember what I said, Lucy. These men are just doing their job, they mean no harm,” she whispered before they were close enough for one of the men to speak to them.

“You brought food for the prisoner? He isn’t allowed any extra meals, Mrs. Rochford, I can’t allow it.”

“You won’t allow the smallest gift from his wife and I? That’s a bit harsh. If he’s here and not already dead then I’m assuming you don’t have very good evidence against the man. If that’s the case, it would be very cruel to deny him a few simple sandwiches…perhaps I should have my father look into the treatment of your prisoners, Mr…?”

The man shifted, clearly not wanting to give his name to someone who might report it to a Duke. “Fine, but I’ve been given orders to sample your fine cooking before you go in. May I?” Basically, it’s not my fault I have to do this, blame somebody else.

“Don’t try and flatter, its sandwiches not cooking. Go right ahead, my goodness you would think they were weapons, not snacks. Gentlemen it is his wife and a friend…but here.” With an annoyed sigh Claire pulled back the cloth and held one out, waiting for him to take it.

“Not that one. I get to pick.” Claire froze for the slightest second before smiling sweetly and holding out the basket. The odds of him picking were slim, surely… she’d placed it in the corner, this idiot in a nameless uniform couldn’t be the one to stop her now!

His rough fingers landed on a safe sandwich, which he thoroughly checked through piece by piece before biting into it. The other made a joke about him falling over dead, but a glare from the man who’d eaten it shut him up. “Go on in,” he said before taking a second bite. Apparently he thought the search was a bit pointless and didn’t want to sample anything else. At least he got a free sandwich out of it.

“Thank you, Claire,” Lucy breathed as soon as they were past the men. “I can’t believe the way you spoke to them.”

Claire didn’t respond, only looked forward as a door was unlocked and Matthew Hawthorne was in their sights. His pale complexion was a stark difference to the dark, grimy stone walls around him, and Lucy seemed to notice right away. “Darling! My lands look at you,” she cried out, the skirt of her dress billowing as she ran and knelt at his side, her gloved hand stroking his unshaven cheek. “Have they been treating you well? Of course not, look at you. Do you even have a proper bed?” she asked, looking about the room. He was cuffed to a thick wooden pole, the room bare except for a table against the wall and a couple chairs.

While Lucy was shocked because of his bad condition, Claire was surprised he had no missing fingers or ears. Not even a bruise! If her contact had caught an English spy, she was sure the rough treatment would have already started.

“Sweetheart, calm down,” Matthew smiled, looking into the woman’s eyes and leaning into her touch. He tried to act as if he didn’t notice Claire yet, but it was hard not to. He knew who she was, what she was. “I’m fine. I can’t imagine what they could possibly have against me, so I am sure this mistake will be worked out in no time.”

“Have you eaten? Claire was dear enough to bring you something. She helped me get in here, wasn’t that wonderful of her?” Lucy smiled at Claire, gesturing for her to come over. `She did, walking slowly as her hand slid inside the basket. She knew which one to grab, exactly where it lay beneath the cloth cover. It had been the only thing going through her mind for the past twenty minutes. Her own smile was gone, only a cold, calculating look being given to Matthew. Did he know? If he did, would he comply? Surely so, for even if he told on them it would give him away and lead to his death anyway…probably after being tortured for information. No, Matthew Hawthorne would rather die by her hand than theirs, she was sure of it.

“Here. I made it myself,” she told him, and their gaze met. He knew. She could see it in his eyes. “It’s all right,” she assured him, unsure what else to say. She was killing him, right there in front of his wife. “They won’t be hurting you.”

Lucy took the sandwich, eager to feed it to him since his hands were useless behind his back. “That’s right. As awful as this is, I love you and I just know you’ll be back home with me in no time.” Matthew swallowed with a small nod, leaning forward to kiss her.

It felt wrong to watch what she and Matthew knew were their final goodbyes. He whispered of his love, as did she, to which Claire got up and moved slowly about the room, giving them time. It would be hours before anything took effect, so he would probably die in his sleep. That was what she hoped, anyway.

“Time to go. Visiting hours are over,” came a rough voice eventually from the doorway from a man swinging a key around his finger. As if there were actually set hours, but Claire wasn’t complaining. She was ready to leave.

The rest of the night went by slowly. They left, Lucy being sure to leave the remaining food on the table for him to eat later. She was dropped off at their estate before Claire rode home, glad for the silence. Once home she realized just how late it was, the clock in the foyer ticking just past nine. They must have stayed there longer than she’d thought. With a quick stop to the kitchen to have a servant serve her mixed fruit, Claire went upstairs to the master bedroom to check on her husband. The cold from the prison was still in her, and all she wanted was to slip into bed with him again. Claire hoped he was asleep, but either way she would request his company. Perhaps his presence would once again make the waking nightmares go away.

Not wanting to bother with getting a maidservant she undressed herself and got right back into a nightgown before going to the bed. It had been a long day, but they had succeeded. The British would get nothing out of Matthew Hawthorne, and certainly nothing out of her.
sorry, birthday weekend so I was kinda busy :)
Alice nodded, holding the cuffs in the palms of her hands and closing her eyes. A chill ran down her back as she let her power run through her fingertips. The noises of the fire, the forest around them ceased to exist as Alice was brought back in time in a whirl of memories, all playing backwards to lead her through what these handcuffs had really been used for.

The results were definitely what neither of them had expected. It happened so fast for her, though she had no idea how long she was sitting there beside Lucas. Her father was seen carrying the cuffs, keeping them in storage, putting them out for…not for criminals, at least they didn’t look to be. In fact the first was only a child, a boy probably a year younger than she. It was a dark basement looking room, concrete floors with the prisoner cuffed to a pole at his back. He was bloody and half dead, shirtless to make it easier to see every bruise and cut. Again and again her father punched or used a taser against the boy, yelling in his face. At one point the small black taser few out of her father’s hand and into the wall, breaking. James’ cold eyes, a look she’d never seen before, turned on the boy, as if…as if he’d made it move. What resulted was a worse punishment.

Another was a grown man cuffed and being led to a room, a needle being forced into his arm-

In reality Alice was trembling, her eyes closed as tightly as possible as she viewed the horrific scenes. A whimper escaped, and unable to take anymore she came back to Lucas with a choked cry, dropping the wretched item to the blanket. “Lucas- Lucas, my dad-“ She couldn’t even process what she’d seen. Alice ran a hand through her hair, tears filling those innocent green eyes. The young woman quickly got to her feet, a hand over her mouth as she tried to explain it away before speaking to Lucas. Should she even tell him? Would he judge her, tell her to go home? Did she even want to go home?

“Lucas,” she finally choked, looking as lost as could be as she started pacing, unable to stay still, “he hurt people. N-not police stuff…oh shit…there was so, so much blood...”
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