celty sturluson

HCL 2: Twisted tinkers' triumph

kishin asura said
Nobody's perfect. It's our imperfections that make us perfect.

i have to many it make me

HCL 2: Twisted tinkers' triumph

kishin asura said
But you're not y'know?

yes i am i mean look at me im not perfected pretty or any of that stuff im a broken girl who needs to get a life

HCL 2: Twisted tinkers' triumph

kishin asura said
Yeah...

i have to lie to my family to keep them happy.......cuz im not the kid they wanted im a mistake to them a lost cause

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kishin asura said
*hugs you back*

my dad cant evven find out i cut he told me i cant hang out with people that do and if i do hes moving me and my mom out of Illinois or vandalia

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kishin asura said
I have a feeling our paths will cross eventually...

*hugs you*.......

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kishin asura said
You are most welcome"I also freaked out a bit..."

i hate my life thats why i want it to end or just rrun away from it and find you all my family my true my happiness the reason i live cuz i if never found you all i would be dead
i just want to got to every state country to get you all and be happy

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and my grandpa died 6 days after my birthday my cousin was killed in a helicopter crash at the red sea working fro the marines and they never found his body my dad has a broken back my moms shoulder is mesed up my grandma has something wrong with her head my 18 year old cousin could care less if idie my anut and uncle critisie me all the time i never really see my parents my dads always working at his shop my mom has a fucked up scheduled and when i do see my mom shes drunk.im glad im out of school cuz there i was the emo freak that should die told to kill myself all most everyday i would get made fun of for doing the things i love like drawing and singing no boy likes me every girl wants to scratch my eyes out i have a friend name dillon who made fun of me for having therapy. im called a lesbo for hugging my girl friends i get judged every time ii walk in that school. but leaving that school barly helps, im getting sent pics a messages on fb to kill myself to cut making fun of me for being scene and wearing the clothes that i want i cant be myself around anyone but you guys witch make me smile every time im on her i smile for real and dont force my laughing you guys make me happy and i have a voice hear with i never have anywhere else and i hate telling you guys i almost killed myself or cut cuz you all worry with no one has ever done and im not used to it like being call pretty or being love so thank you guys for helping me through my shitty life.

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Akihisa Yoshii said
Well, it's worse for me because the main reason they split up was me. Dad was working on a drilling rig provide food for us after I was born. He would be gone for two weeks, and then return for two weeks, and so on. Mom got mad at him at some point, telling him he was never there for us, when he was doing the best he could. She got so mad... she just ran out, and took me with her. Dad gets me for the week he's off from work... but it's a tight leash. At the drop of a hat I could never see my father again until I got out of high school...

i know your pain having a broken family chirs im here for ya

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kishin asura said
You're not a mess

yes i am im not pretty cute beautiful. im sensitive to the point i cut think about suicide and try it , ill cry myself to sleep wake up screaming in pain.

HCL 2: Twisted tinkers' triumph

Akihisa Yoshii said
"..." I walk over to you. "I didn't say..." I look up at you. "You had to accept my apology so easily, dumbass!" I spit. "I know I don't deserve to get off the hook that easy, but I'm going to apologize anyways, and make it better, if it KILLS ME! BECAUSE THAT'S ALL I CAN DO AND I WILL MAKE UP FOR WHAT I'VE SAID!"

"Chris please stop you hurt me the most and i forgive you cause your family and like i said family will fight and make each other wanna kill them self's but in the end we all love each other" i smile