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"Find food, Aimee..."

Yeah... okay... not like they expect me to come back empty handed. Again. God, I'm so freakin' useless!

What do they expect? I'm not Jace. So not up to his 'standards.' The hell is this? Bootcamp? Like, okay... I get it. We need to survive here. This place is soooo messed up! It's crazy! I'm just not suited for this! But those two... it's like the guy and his sister were made for this place. They're so tough. They can cope; 'Jacie.' that's what I call them when they're together... in my head. I wouldn't say it out loud. No, that's Lacie's place. Mean chick says whatever mean chick wants . So I screw up! I'm scared, okay? I haven't gotten anyone killed yet, right...? Wait. That's why we split up, isn't it...?

They want those things... those antler-heads to eat me... or those other things to get me. I know it. Better off if they did anyways...

STOP!!! Man! It's like I'm regressing! I'm so much better than this sniveling. Serioiusly. But what-evs. Screw it. I'm not ending up like Z. Hell no. I'm just gonna' pretend like I'm looking for stuff. The hell can I do anyway? My zippo is the best thing I own. Well, at least I can help make fire. And a paintbrush! Seriously! How the hell did I end up with a paintbrush?! And no paint! Useless. Figures. "Oh dun worries, err'body! I'll saves ya! I'll just paint a picture of a gun to harmadize those bad guys! Hey! ...sees the pretty-pretty font? It says: BANG!" Okay! STOP, dumbass! Just do something worthwhile then... like what...?

Uhmm...

FIREWOOD! Hey at least that's something! Self high five! Wait! Where's Dwyer? I can't lose sight of him out here. He's the only one I know will make sure I'm still alive... right? Right. There he is! URSHUMS!!! At least I can run. Faster, chick!
Of course, he's trying to introduce himself to this other guy. Dwy's a sweetheart... crazy... but sweet enough to be a friend. My friend.


I can't help but smile. Shyly like a dumbass carrying a pile of wood in their arms, but a smile nonetheless. Then out of nowhere, this chick lands in the water and the wood falls from my arms. Not out of surprise, mind you, but out of relief. And joy. And love. I scream her name, but I can't because I'm choking back tears. My girlie is here. She came back, I just know it.

My heart is thudding so hard against my chest! I so want to rush on down the riverbank, splashing away, holding out my arms to her. Oh, god, I just want to hold her one more time. Just once more, please, god... but then I stop short of enacting my desires. My eyes drop to the ground and so does my heart. It's not her. Of course not.

Dwy gets their names. Alec and Ashe. More peeps with names that start with 'A.' Win!

When I look up again, they're passing me by. "Hey... I'm Ai--"

Yeah. Oooookaay... Like I'm not even there. Why even bother, right? Make like a leaf, Double-A's, really, just shrivel up and blow away. Or better yet blow your brains out... Their stupid taunting voices... I hear them here. Louder for some reason. What-evs. So in the past... right? I just pick up and clutch my pile of wood, dry pile mind you, and follow along behind them.
I see Jace punch Z. What. The. Actual. Eff. The hell is that supposed to prove. But it's enough to make me stop dead in my tracks and hide behind a tree that twist upward into another tree; maybe if he sees me with no food in my arms, only dead wood, he'll punch me too. Z is okay though. He can handle himself. Me? It'd be lights out.

Then Part 2 of 'Jacie' pipes up. I never know if she's being sarcastic or not. But even though she welcomes the new comers with an extended hand, it sooo does not sound welcoming. It's just a statement of her viewpoint. It depresses me. I honestly hope these others aren't such downers too. Jace can beat the living crap out of me and then some with his fists. Lacie can flatten me with her words. Against Jacie I so do not stand a chance. But why am I thinking like that? We've been together for some time now!! It's because I don't trust them. If it came down to it, I so know I'd end up as bait for the monsters so that they could get away. Eff. My. Life.

I snap out of my spiralling thoughts as soon as the big flappy bird hits the ground. Z nailed one. Hey! At least we have firewood to cook it, right? Oooh... and look, it's dryyyyy--

Somethings coming! When I hear the hasty footfalls of whatever it is crashing through the bush closer in our direction, I finally scamper away from behind the trees and closer to the group. At least I'm still a fast runner... right!

"HeyumDwy..! Igotsomefirewood..!" the words machinegun out my mouth as I slip behind him and stare at what just came through. My heart is still racing even though I feel relief. It's just some dirt-covered teen. But my relief washes away like a flashflood when I see Z's face and his eyes narrowing as he scans the woods behind the newest guy. Jace's right though. I wish he was on his game 24/7 too. He's pretty kick-ass when he's not zoning.

Me? I wish I was even a fraction kick-ass of everyone else here. But what-evs. The pile of wood is on the ground, but I kept one. One that felt right. Whatever comes at us, I've got Dwy's back...right? Well... maybe that's because I'm standing right behind him... such a useless dumbass...

But I've got this piece of wood... somehow called out to me. It's heavy, but not too heavy for me when I hold it in two hands. Like, I'm five and a half feet tall, but right now, I feel like I'm over ten feet tall with this thing. My girlie and me used to be on the women's softball team; it's where I first met her.

And so now I step into memory and think of leaning my head on my girlie's shoulder momentarily before getting on deck; it always made me feel better, more confident, more focused. They wouldn't let me handle a bow or anything shoot-y just in case I screwed up, but I think I finally found something I can use to kick-ass even if it's just a fraction of what everyone else here can do. I'm not the best catcher or thrower, but when it's time to step up to the plate, I'm pretty good, actually.

I saunter out from behind Dwy and stand right beside him, readying myself, swinging my 'bat' in loose circles in one hand, the other shaking out the inaccuracies, before settling in and holding it once more in both hands. I nod once.

Maybe it's because there are more of us now. Maybe it's because those stupid voices have shut up and all I can hear is her breathing. Maybe it's something else, but given a reason, a passion, and I will knock it out of the park. I think I'm 'In the zone' right now. My girlie understands that. And for the first time in a long time, I actually feel like painting for once.

Maybe not right now, but whatever I feel right now... Feels goooood... home run, biyatches.

"Gots your back, Dwy. I mean it." I say and my voice sounds like someone Lacie might actually like for once.
~BOING!!!~Posted! And swapped and plus one'd Polly's numbers in the magics. Powerhouse now! WHOOSH!^^ ~~Later, bunnies!~~<3


"Really?! Jesus Christ! I thought you were seventeen, Faye!"

Her name wasn't 'Faye." But it was close enough to the name she had gotten used to over the past four years. And the woman in the driver's seat was right to be shocked; when you go clean off the junk, after a short time, your face loses the bags and dark circles and you look like you again. But 'Faye' didn't want to be herself again. That would mean she would have to be Polly again. And to be Polly would mean that she would have to lug around the baggage that came with it... and open up all those other bruising names and memories. Words may never hurt me... Bullshit. She would never open that suitcase again. 'Faye' was was close enough to Face and that's all she had now that she was on the run again; she would save face. And her own life.

"Yeah... get that a lot, sister..." she replied with the all-too-familiar sigh, grumble and a head-shake.

It made sense now why the brunette with the leather driving gloves picked her up; how could a nice and sweet bleeding heart ever refuse a doe-eyed pleading stare from a stray? But there was something else. Behind those dark glasses, too dark for a grey day, there was something else. Faye had teased away at the thought, but ever since they crossed the border and into Alberta, she had tucked it away. There were other things to consider right now. Like how lull this bitch further into liking Faye. And like how to dispose of the body and the car and get a new ride when this one was done. But that something else...

"Hey--" the brunette placed a gloved hand upon Faye's shoulder and the petite blonde jumped.

Yes, blonde. Faye wasn't so blonde over the past few years, she was all colours of the rainbow-headed; each month was a different colour. But right now, she was back to her natural hair colour; closer to the hue of Polly's hair. Just like good 'ol Polly... She hated the thought of it, but it was necessary. And so were the piercings in her face. Speaking of which...

She bit down upon the silvery ring of her left labret piercing when she jumped up and slightly out of her seat. Yes, this girl that looked like a pierced-up-Polly did jump up out of surprise, but the reaction was closer to what Faye-- "Facie"-- would do; move forward enough to pull the 9mm from out of her jeans waist band and shove it down the attackers throat. Good thing for the brunette with the expensive dark shades, designer driving gloves and fur-lined coat, that Faye saw the flash of deep cleavage.

"Whoa... slow down there, trigger..." giggled the brunette just a touch to shrilly, as she slowly pulled her hand off Faye's denim covered shoulder, "just wanted to know if you wanted a smoke... you're all tense, Faye...! I thought you were underage first, so I didn't offer before. I smoke so... if you want... It's okay. Here..."

The flash of cleavage again as the Brunette reached into her inner coat pocket and pulled out a pack of smokes, upon which was a logo that she did recognize but not the words, and Faye held her breath. One ratty, knitted glove covered hand was slowly clenching into a fist. The other tightened around the midnight grip of her pistol. You are sooooo busted, bitch...

For an eternity, the only sound in the red-leather interior of the slick sedan was the rumbling engine. Faye could swear it sounded like thunder in her ears right now; whether in a car or on a hog, she always thought engines sounded like thunder whenever she was ready to kill.

The only tell she could get from the woman who did not smile with her teeth was the the slight tremble of her lower lip. Blue eyes bordered on storming grey a moment longer, the warped reflection staring back at Faye in those dark, dark glasses. The brunette held her polite smirk regardless of the turmoil within. One corner of Faye's pink lips pulled up and returned the smirk; the thirty-something brunette knew her passenger saw through her bluff. Poker chips. All in. It was time to call.

The clenched fist inside that ratty, knitted glove opened and grabbed the fancy little box of cancer-sticks.

"Sure," said Faye in a low voice that sounded like it was spoken from a graveyard, "that's my brand..."

"Oh good!" said the brunette with a nervous laugh as she let go of the pack of smokes then flicked back her long curls over a shoulder, "you looked upset for a moment... I was worried that you hated smokers and that--"

"...well, it would be my brand..." Faye interrupted and ran her tongue along the front of her teeth, the bead of her tongue piercing clicking audibly against each tooth. 'A rattlers tail in slow motion," Brassy would say. But he wasn't here right now, was he.. It was just Faye and this woman, "...if it was from Montana. That's French on the pack, isn't it...?"

"Yeah... why...?"

"You said you go to the States often for a conference and that you sneak smokes back. This is Canadian. And unopened."

"So what..?! If they check me, it's a cover-up! Jesus Christ, Faye! What's gotten into you?!"

"You pick up a hitch-hiker and hid her in your trunk and went on across the border, like it's a walk in the park for you, that's what's wrong! That's just crazy!"

"Hey, I didn't hear you complaining! I saved you from the shit you're running from, okay?! You should be thankful--"

"That's what you want? That's it, isn't it? ISN'T IT?! SAY IT!!! SAY IT, BITCH!!!" her grip on the 9mm loosened up. Just enough so that she could undo the safety.

"No! Well, yes... NO! Wait, what's wrong with you?"

"No. No, Elaine. What's wrong with you? No, wait. I'll tell you--quiet! Shut up. I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!

The protests ended and the lower lip of the brunette began to quiver.

"You say you go to the States for a conference you lecture at. Libraries, right? I was in the trunk. And now I seen the back seat! Where the fuck are your bags? Where the fuck are your notes or computer or shit? You have a shit phone, but look at your car! Look at your clothes! You say you smoke a lot when you're stressed, 'cuz your job is on the line when you host... well don't you notice, sister? Not a single whiff of it. Not on you, not in this car. It's fuckin' mint. No burns from an errant cherry. No tar build up by the window. For fuck's sake, Elaine, your ashtray has change in it! You're too busy for a relationship?! Oh bullshit! Don't think I don't know the signs--"

"W-what are you talking a-about, F-F-Fa--"

"Stop your blubbering or I'll give you something to cry about, bitch!!!"

Elaine, bit her lower lip and tensed up like a statue that looked like a good little girl.

"Yeah... see what I mean? You wear dark glasses. You cover up. Because you have many bruises or nasty marks there, am I right? AM I FUCKIN' RIGHT?! No! 'Cuz those are all habits you keep from the past. But I saw your tits... well, enough of them. I saw the bruises there. Bullshit you're not in a relationship! BULLSHIT!!! Actually... no. No, you're right, Elaine, you're not in a relationship... you're in prison. He's smart enough to hurt you in places no one can see... then he buys you nice things to make you feel special again. Buys your 'love.' Re-affirms confidence. And you eat it up... you fuckin' eat it up, Elaine--"

Screeching tires. Horns blaring. Necks snapping to the side as they are brought to the shoulder.

"G-get... out... F-F--"

"What is he doing to you...? Why are you still with him...?"

"Get the fuck out before I change my mind!!!! FAYE! PLEASE!!!! PLEASE, GO!!!"

"Fuck. Me. You're trolling for him... Fuck. me... how many... how many have you picked up?! FUCK!!! Where is he?! WHERE IS THAT MOTHERFUCKER?! Tell me!"

"Faye... F-Faye... I can't... he'll kill me--"

"And what was he going to do to me, sister?! Shit. SHIT! Okay... okay... I saw you turn off the GPS. And turn on your phone... He's close isn't he? Where are we? Past... LethingBridge, right? Okay.. okay... think, Facie... think... okay? Okay. Listen up, Elaine. We're getting you out of this. This bullshit is going to stop. Right now. Right fuckin' now. You are going to leave him--"

"I can't! Never! I won't! He loves me! He does! I swear! He'll kill me! And you, Faye! I like you... I don't want him to kill you! You actually like me, you said so! You like the same things I do! You didn't laugh when I said I still play with dollies! You said we'd play togeth--"

"Elaine. Stop. Stop and listen to me... I like you. And I can like you more," a gentle ragged-gloved hand tenderly wiped away hot, bitter, salty tears, "I can love you more, okay..? More than him. I will take you with me and then we'll play dollies. Go to the zoo. Cotton candy... you're FAYE-vourite...! Right? You wanted a little girl of your own, you said. You. Found. Her. I'm right here. I'm right fuckin' here. I am, 'mummy...!' Okay? I am..."

Elaine let Polly remove the dark glasses and finally she got a glimpse into another set of blue eyes. Got you...

"Just tell me where he is so I can convince him to take you with me. Just talk. Cross my heart..."

"...and hope to die...?" said a hushed yet hopefully little voice.

"Yup... swear it. Where is he? Will you take me there? 'Mummy, please...?'

"Oooohh... Faye...! You don't have to call me that...!" Elaine bashfully waved a hand at Polly and actually giggled as if she was never practically hysterical a moment ago.

The grumbling of the engine still sounded like thunder to Polly in the silence between them. Then:

"A little bit further. West. Just a bit, I promise. Hey, you promise you're just gonna talk, right? Then we go together? Promise?"

"...and hope to die..." Got you. Elaine allowed Polly-- Faye to reach one hand around her neck, lean up against her and kiss her gently upon the lips. Got you soooo good. From behind Polly's back, the other hand uncrossed raggedy, knitted-gloved fingers.

Let's open that suitcase together then, Elaine...

They were holding hands when the slick red sedan's left blinker flashed then grumbled back onto the road.
@@! MEANIE!!!!

XDDD No, that's cool. Deviants are immune to silver, muh Lady. And lurverly post^^ Working on other posts right now, but tomorrow...k? Lurvs!<3

Oh! And is Genie chained up or something?
Lurved the charts and lurvs the new thready^^! And me tooooooooo<3 so loved Andracos' thoughts... CeCi needs to adopt a magic angel bunny with wings to eat his eyes out and leave easter eggs in there instead!!! MEANIE!!!!

Soooo.... >,> Urms... can CeCi have a magic angel bunny with wings, please? I have coooookiessssss... XDDD

But okay ~BOING!!!~

And the new post IC?! That kid is bad. Gunna gets rotted teeth, cloves... ;P Oh, k... Must get working on a post too -nods-nodddddssss!-

~~LATER!!!!~~<3
Urmuhgurds O,O! The IC is up^^

Yaaays!!! Will have to ponder... ponder... ponder~BOING!!!~ just what's been happening with Genie then. Totes! But just a question, muh Lady-with-the-'r', how are the deviants in the town being controlled? And are the Lycans wearing that collar thing with silver injectors like in the movie?
The holy, the devoted, the fragmented glowing cherub, the exquisite – CeCi.






Jassesi is a NPC!



Serious now.

Oh StoneDogg1, my condolences to your friends family and loved ones. Good to hear you are still heres. But k, -hugs- for you and your friend and their loved ones too, right? -sighs- my friends dad passed away last spring so yeah. Sounds like you're trying to give support for them like I tried to be there for my friend too. Little comfort is all, but sometimes what little you can give is love just enough.
Be cool or be stabbed! Hai-YUH!!! ;P

Awww, muh Lady... it's okay... as long as ya lurvs us more! OR JUST MEEEE!!!!~BOING!!!!~ Can't wait to see wut ya gots going on!

Hey! Mirth! Wut?! Said: "WUT?!" Can't hear you over the size of that pic!!! WUUUUUT?!

XD Urshums. Good to see you gots something up there! Deidre is dun so... soooo close! O,O! Go go 1816!!!
~BOING!!!!!~ Hiiiiiiiiii, SweetCin^^ -hugs!!!- Welcome back!

Urms... so yeah... AkiBlues did it!!! So mades this bunny dance and hops and stufs, the music was Aki's idea too!!! !>,>

XD Soooo, k, yeah, saw the posts both of you! <3 Urshums! <3 So much lurvs. K, so CeCi is gunna sit beside Ty then... Totes make out scene...

...or not ;P Naw, this bunny gonna get serious in there, yush.
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