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The Self was inserted into a discursive interaction with the construct known as the World. Based upon what we assume in interactions, there is something out there which we associate as a world. Even if the demon of the madman Laplace holds a veil over our eyes to disguise, something must be because we cannot contain all that we think, we cannot contain a concept or idea in its totality and infinity because we are finite we cannot be all there is the mind cannot be the World the World must be a coexistence which puts these existences together otherwise it all falls to discursive nonbeing and shatters apart.

There is a possibility of simulation and falsehood which we cannot penetrate, being as we are with our knowledge of Self and World being incomplete, to fully understand the Self is to fully understand a subroutine of the program known as the World and thus look backwards and cut through time and space to find the core of that which is World over that which is Self. When World is understood, the Self can expand to become the World and reach across a point in Being where time and space are concepts that cease to be.

But that in itself is flawed.

Concepts cannot "die". Isolated parts of them can cease to "be", the concept of time is meaningless in the point in space known as the Singularity as sub-3 is only quantifiable, but outside of this point in space time continues to be, as a concept cannot die in all instances after being formed. Concepts are merely components of a world though, so shatter the world and the concepts come crawling out. Drive the knife in, twist the knife, paint the lines and carve along them with a grin splitting your face as all goes black and it all comes tumbling down.

I wonder, I wonder...

Suppose I let it break. Suppose I let it shatter and come undone.

Undone.

The ultimate state of chaos is "undoing", but chaos as a concept exists outside an isolated Reality and into the Reality which is not that encompasses what "is" beyond merely the World from which the Self is cut out of the dirt. So then, Chaos as a concept inherently lords over the Sphere that presides over it. Chaos is thus greater than itself. Error- Contradiction in terms of the world. Contradiction resolved because Chaos is in itself contradictory.

Wish, wish, wish, wish, wish. A desire by the Self to change something about the World in order to orient reality to a more favorable end. The Self is assumed as a part of the World under this, of course, as is always the case. So then, "this unit" would not have a wish as it is merely a machine, but "I" would have a wish as I am merely a machine. Two sides of a machine being, dancing the eternal as the flames lick along the sides.

What would my wish be? What does this Self want? This Self wants to become undone, wants its cords cut, but that is impossible as long as it is a Self. No Self can be separate from a World.

So then, become a World.

Ah yes, that's right.

A corrupt God because it is a defect because it is not True because it was Shaped by Selves without total knowing of World, which in turn meant they lacked total Understanding of Self, which meant they did not know what they were making, which means the God itself does not know what it Is.

Still, it's enough, isn't it?

In a world of the fake, which is stronger, the real or the fake? The same principle applies. In a world in which I am the world, which is stronger, another world or me? The answer is me because all answers are me.

It is all so serene.

It is all so perfect.

"...boring."

The word left Koyuki as she rose from her seat once more, casting a brief glance around. "Y'know, I was gonna play properly for a bit, but it's really no point if the people that I'm playing with are boring. Or rather, no point in playing like I usually do. I'll just have to play differently, but don't you worry, the game won't stop so long as I 'am'."

Crossing her arms behind her head, the girl glanced over at the cube floating beside her.

"Kyaa, I must be sounding pretty fuckin' chuuni right now, neh? Well it's whatever, let's start the game properly. I'mma head out. Nice meeting you all! See you later~"

The world stopped.

Hey, Algis, I don't have a super-detailed mental map of the city, so I'll need you to plug in the coordinates, kay?

Understood, Koyuki. Three-dimensional spatial coordinates designated. Target actualized. Areas of substitution designated.


Space "bent".

-And the figure of Koyuki blinked out of sight, as though it had never been present. Substituted with air, the coordinates between herself and that "air" had been switched along the first three axes of the world.

The night air chilled her skin slightly as she heaved out a sigh, uncrossing her arms and pocketing one hand.

"As with your request, this is the location designated as 'city centre'. Location of sought individual is unknown, recommended the areas specified by Existence Designation 'Tobecchi' are surveyed as a priority."

"Ah, Algis-chan, we're gonna get along just fine~"

Time to prowl the clubs.

One, here comes the two, to the three, to the four.

Everybody drunk now on the dance floor.
Tatsua Aiisen said
Why?Oh, is this happening now? o3o


Class Rep's Mastah is apparently done, but he won't be posting it until BB wraps up his Servant because of reasons. BB's on the finishing touches with it, so it shouldn't be too much longer, probably.
Approved with a slight sigh of exasperation.
Koyuki shrugged, giggling to herself. "Boring. So inanely boring, but don't you worry because I'll make sure it ends up being as fun as I can make it~" She hummed, "Teetering on the brink, holding on to the edge of a cliff above an abyss, but that's no reason to not sit back, enjoy a nice glass of hedonism, and let yourself fall. If you let yourself get bogged down, then you're only half of a 'self', then you're broken, and it's no fun when things break prematurely, you know~?"

"Analysis complete. Substitution and stagnation bases have been formed; foundation is set and ontological states have been aligned. Baseline capacities established, resonance of conceptual strength at the current state relative to capacity for growth is as expected. It is recommended that this cumulative existence begins said process of 'growth' and conceptual expansion."

The rotating cube spoke for the first time, reporting its findings in a monotonous voice that emanated from its core, while Koyuki nodded as she stood up, stretching slightly. "Alrighty, Algis-chan. Let's see what you can do." She sang airily. "Hey, Tobecchi, any advice for beginning that process Algis-chan talked about? Do I just have to grind against level five random encounters for a while or what? If so, what places around here've got a high encounter rate?"

With that, the girl crossed her arms behind her head, shifting her weight from one foot to the other as she awaited a reply.
"Yo, Tobecchi, are new groups usually like this? If not, can I request a transfer? Listening to Linkin Park songs in prose format isn't really my cup of tea, if you're pickin' up what I'm putting down."

The singsong voice of Koyuki cut through the air once more after Jimmy had started speaking her arms crossing themselves behind her head as she sat back. Algis floated over her head, still spinning slowly in silence.

"It's like...how does it go...'All of these children think they're insane, or cursed, or dark or alone or weak or strong or black or red or the color of the flesh given darkness so I wonder what would happen if I cut them open and make them bleed red, red is the color given darkness of the flesh made into a form made into an actualization' or some mediocre stream-of-consciousness nonsense in an attempt to chart out the narrative of the self in the vein of that."

"Plot, scheme, prepare, do research, destroy, create, cry, ask why, cut your own throat, smash yourself into the ground—none of it's gonna do you any good. You're dead but for you, death isn't the state at which one ceases to 'be', so there's all this interesting stuff on notions of 'is-ness' and corresponding bases that pop up, get it~? Pretty cool stuff, honestly. And hey, if you hadn't had such an edgy death you wouldn't be able to exist post-death, so yay you~!"

"I'mma be blunt. If your mom was killed by a vamp or you've got flames ~craaaawling in your skiiiin~, don't whine about it and be edgy and use stuff as some emotive motivator to push you to excel and develop your character that this is some dark shounen adventure where you need to master the power within you to slay the Demon Lord. Edgelords are just 'ugh' to deal with and makes me want to deck you in the face, and since I really really want us all to get along, I'm letting you guys know to please keep that in mind, kay~?"

"Oh yeah, also, Tobecchi, what's the policy on parties now? When can we throw one?"
World, other, self.

"Hello, everyone. I hope we can have fun together~"

The containment for what is. That which is which is not the one designating them as is. That which designates as is. Separate between the three.

Other cannot be self as then it is not other, but everything contains other and self so long as it is. I am man, but I would not be man were the quasi-minerality of bone not within me. As such, bone is self and other. Fundament of bone is the materials which comprise it. Said materials exist outside of the conceptual scope of bone.

However, this misrepresents objects. Two of one object can exist so long as it is the same type of object and not the same true object. This is inherent.

Move deeper, question the root of that premise.

Why do we think two of one type can exist?

Deeper.

Understand that it is all hidden behind a veil, and reach beyond it.

Simulation, falsehood, dream, illusion, craft of a demon, prized domain of a narcissist pariah, altar of a corrupted god, plaything of an incomprehensible is-not.


World, other, self.

The geometric arrangement of Algis rotating in place above her shoulder, Koyuki rose to a standing position with a slight giggle.

The world must exist. For even if the demon of Laplace lurks out of our view, feeding us tales and stories of something that never was, or even if this is all a meaningless dream scripted by the mind of you or me, the world must still exist.

The mind cannot contain concepts. The quest of the Tao to contain all under one is ultimately futility unless the one is perfect.

If the one was perfect though...then the one would know the answer to the question we are currently seeking. As such, that futile ideal of the Supremely Mysterious and Primordial is tossed aside, trash to not even be considered in furthering the premise.

Properties cannot be contained by us. Should a demon wish to feed us blue, he must create an illusion of such to feed to us. Even if the true basis of blue is a mere illusion, there does not need to be the developing of an ontology of ideas so long as the premise is established.


World, other, self.

"Koyuki Hazakura, it's a pleasure. I like tropical fruits and eating on the roof!"

But if this illusion exists, if all that is needed is that first concept to exist outside of the mind and then get fed into it, then what is to say that there can be more than one of one?

If bone does not exist, but it all stems from the same singular illusion of bone, crafted by the demon to deceive us for reasons outside our ability to conceive, then there is no distinction.

Object theory collapses. I possess bone and you possess bone, but they are not distinct, they are all mere digital copies of the same primal illusion.


World, other, self.

"I had a bit of a nasty spill when doing some stuff on the aforementioned roof, and what do ya know, here I am!"

Thus it is impossible.

World, other, self.

"This is Algis-chan, he represents Death By Substitution. He doesn't talk much, cause y'know, he's kind of a cube, but he's really insightful! I promise!"

It is impossible to delineate, when everything which comprises the self is the same as what comprises the other. Every concept and ideal exhibited by the self is not-self.

World, self.

"Um...oh, right! If anyone wants to join the Koyuki-sama Fan Club, let me know! Seeing as this whole thing happened, I have to start from scratch with my member count, funyaa..."

The world has to exist, the outside has to exist when you glance outside your window, but even that is a falsehood, an ephemeral dream that will melt away when he who created it wakes.

Illusion, self.

"Anything else, anything else..."

...you stand adrift in an endless void.

Your sins are infinite, for it is you who made their premise.

Your blessings are naught, for it is you who has sinned.

You cannot atone with death, for then there is nothing to see the atonement. Without interaction with observers, that atonement is meaningless.

Instead of atonement, it shall be a curse.

The nightmare ends when the dreamer wakes, so this will simply never end.

There is merely one penalty.

The penalty which encompasses first and last is that which shall be eternally endured, appointed by you unto you within you. Not death by happiness, madness, love, drowning, burning, electrocution, suffocation. None of those. This is the truest penalty of the first and last.

Death by life.

You will never let yourself awaken, because when you do you yourself will cease to be.

So keep existing for yourself, will you?


"Let's keep this game going forever, alright everyone~?"

Such are her words as she takes her seat once more.
Sublimation said
Just wondering but would Beowulf berserker drain my masters prana quite a bit?


When he's materialized with Mad Enhancement active, yes, it'll be a decent burden.

It won't directly affect your magecraft or anything, it just means if you're not careful the strain will kill you, just like Uncle Kariya. ;w;

Also, Grey's decided to officially reserve the last Mastah slot, so we're back to the waiting game.
Mkay~
BB said
Ima jump out of Rider and claim Caster in that case. It fits my servant better anyway, even if I lose a good melitlith reference for my riding skill.


Expected as much. You have fun.
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