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The Empty Chairs Next To Me

I played games with my brothers,
And their friends.

Each, I remember all
Noah and his horror-heart
Mike and his wild spirit
Titus of the ahead; troubled times

Today, the play-rooms
Are empty

As the friendly phantoms
Faded into the pages
Early made

News of Noah
And his noose

Lonely Titus unguided,
Trouble provided
An orange suit

Mike drowned
In a hill of snow, to which
I wish he had said,
No

I still play,
With this company
Of ghosts.
Life On The Court

Wooden floors freshly waxed
shimmering under light,
I once lived here

Some days, I still do
with tied laces
and a ball

Hear me breathing
winded from a sprint
side by side with old friends
and, the new

There are no enemies here,
our problems drip
into nothingness

Just us with tattered shoes
running and sliding
bouncing and shooting

We may grow old
with shifting worlds
but this shall remain

You and me and them,
friends together
even if it’s only a few hours
at a time

Our lives go on
to the beating heart
of our names

And all we care about
is if in the end, we played,
a good game.

Haiku Package (#1)

Peleus' Son

Kleos Calling

Go, across the sea
There you will find your glory
Sung child of the Styx

These highest of walls
Shall tell tales written in blood
On your hero’s blade

Oh lion of men
Bare your teeth amidst chaos
With Ares, your guide

Swords shall speak of songs
Hummed in the wind of your might
Brushed with Trojan blood

Lords of Darkness

Thump, thump, thump.
Listen close to the
Crimson drum that
Beats within,
It starts quiet
Like inquisitive taps
Against the fabric of
Our beautifully terrible
Minds— Questioning;

When does light dim
Or darkness begin,
Is it Paradise Lost
As feminine teeth
Break the succulent skin of
The forbidden fruit,
Or rather the innocence
Broken as young boys
Trapped on an island
Make their first kill—

It’s just a pig, right?
But soon the blood
Trickles over inexperienced
Hands that harden;
Become cold
And cast shadows
That the boys of the
Beach cower before
Huddling by warm
Campfire, wondering
What it is?

The mulberry
Marked child calls it
Simply, the beast.
Some say it came
From the sea
Some say it came
From the air
Ralph says it doesn’t
Exist but only Simon
Can see our truth—

A creeping beast
That is truly
Manifested by
Man’s essential
Illness, us; central
To the dark jungle
That always surrounds
Yet never seems visible
Until the shadow creeps
Around, lurking,
Only fed by human fear
Until the heart of darkness
On the horizon consumes
Our light, snuffed out
Like candle flame
And the savage becomes
With but simple words:

The horror,
The horror
The Voice Within

The gates of the mind seal up,
Water of knowledge leaks quietly
Forward past the red doors
That confine the deepest
Thoughts and opinions
Shielded by a fearful haze
And misted shyness that refuses
To lower the walls and share
Rich feeling and simple
Moments; nostalgia,
Collective memory.

Scream out!

Turn the key in the lock
And if your hand fumbles,
Then break the great barrier
With a defiant battering ram
That roars out your name:
Will I Am
And see the dam fall
As stream of consciousness
Pours out with images
Of colored balloons
Flashes of strobe lights
Empty handles, blurred faces—

No,
Reach further back
To the giggling child
Who took his first steps
On smooth hot sand
Getting lost in the immensity
Of the endless blue that
Stretched forever both
Above and below.
Only the first of many
Sights imprinted on the checklist
From life lived on all fours
To standing tall—

Look!

Now you stand on
That treacherous cliff
Staring down at the pitch
Black darkness of adulthood
And the quiet echoes back to
You, deafening loud
Silencing now
That rippling tide of potential
Laughter and late night
Chats with the beautiful
Girl in a dark theater,
But you don’t have to
Clench the red doors
For what resides behind
Is not theirs.

It’s yours.
Mindedness

His thoughts trickle down the glassy surface
Light beam expressions from the bulb
Outside the box because that's what they told him to, do
As they say but how can he forget about how they act

Multiple minds minding his mind
Mother, father, brothers, sisters,
Friends and authors all have wisdom to give
Yet he wonders "Which mind is mine?"

Box the outside inside the box
Question, will the words on the page
Ever be his own or is his spoken stream
Seamed from pre-existent threads.
Untitled

I fell out of bed one day and washed up with lazy rolling tides
Staring up into the vast ablaze with nothing but gray skies
To hide mass displays, the veiled haze drifting over tired eyes
Weighted with the weather-worn backpack we all carry
Varied by experimental steps splashing this painting we marry
Called life, framed by state of mind fermented in vision
Pained division building the walls of black and white finish
That I remember split the world in two halves; incomplete, diminished.

Until I fell asleep and there came the visit
Shrouded themes cloaked in the mist of my asylum, misfit
Granted image lined with silver truths shimmered, reflected another
The neverwhere place between living and dying; grandmother
I see you. Rested calmly upon the floating pools pieced by peace,
Though wishes still sing to me of your return upon streams
That I must let go as sifting sands fallen between too tight fingers…
Go, walk upon that path I dream where the gone no longer linger

Now I see, finally…

On the beach appeared a silent black dog
Tail wagging, this guide led me into the fog
The hollow walls vanish as I fade into the grey
Solemn steps echo on the brick-laid eternal road, I paved?
Colored portraits and memories forge the walkway
First bike, first love, first kiss, seems I shall take the long way
View the film of my backpack through different stones
Rough and smooth, chipped and unblemished, my own
Brick by brick the bridge crafted, the mason
Has always been the carrier from life to death, played in
Vignettes orchestrated by my hands upon the stages
School is in, adult out, footprints of the pages
And I am no longer afraid of the vast gray beyond
That silhouettes my darkened form going on
Plunged beneath the misted waves
Welcoming promises of new days
Gilded by familiar smiles, lined with remembered tears
I tread the road, together with you without fears

I have always been here,
in the gray.
The Wolf & The Raven

The Prelude


Mantle of night, the darkness shroud consumes the sky
Winter’s might sings aloud the stab of wind-crooned cry
As the day’s faint warmth bleeds out the body of the kingdom
Dawn faded to dusk, drained golden corpse, embodiment of wisdom
Enlightened blaze eclipsed by nightfall, the domain of horror
This be the land claimed under the still-reign of Aurora

Tired farmers return home, wooden house with a fire
A wife’s loving embrace a welcome place to retire
Hear her humming soft tunes, lullaby
Little boy tucked in as eyes close to dreams of summertime

Green fields painted below the heavenly ocean and the sunrise
Glittering beams, the celestial shine coasts across time
Welcoming the sleeper upon a silver-lined bed
Where weary past fades and forgotten tears go unshed

Farewell to the troubles of the mourning, bliss be the night…

But not all Aurora drifts away to the peaceful streams
Drunken stirs of men hide behind masks, gleeful gleams
Poured upon troubled faces with the sip from a handle
Sweet taste of brimming ale by the dim of a candle
Yet no drink brings back the light of cherished days
Nor revive the faces of remembered brave

Nightwalkers all, lost in a present with no home
Armed only with faint belief in hope to find and atone
Walking the shadows of time fostered halls,
But there was one who walked the darkest corridor of all

Through the icy hiss of winter chill
A stranger walks with bitter will
Hooded and cloaked, a clouded ghost
This man who steps with shrouded hope
Wraith with dusk-shaded eyes in the dark
Fading away, his gaze hides no spark

Deadened grass decays beneath his feet
Colored leaves crunch to defeated beat
His footsteps wander upon The Fallen Plains
As it’s called for the battle it was named
Where the winds whisper tales from the graves
He sees – returning crimson stains
And the faces to the souls he had slain
Their stories etched to the steel of his blade
Written in blood, unwanted history he has claimed…

Midnight strider lost in Aurora; this nation
Buried bones of the kingdom Rouwen beneath its foundation
And these plains are but a pillar to the formation!

Quiet…

The stranger hears an answer to his pain
A single Raven, calling out to his name
Wings of Sorrow glide through the void
But it’s the eyes he tries to avoid
Perched in silence the guilt weighs on his shoulder
His voice is soft: “Can you pray for a soldier?”
Gentle beak taps with the softest touch
Yet the strider reacts with honest disgust

Raven wails across the skies, a tragic hymn
Reflected of him, fluttered tears dance in wind
The droplets utter words to heart within
Fallen echoes remind him of sin
Until he marches on to find comfort in
The things that were and might have been

Lights of the dim, a sign stands at its post
‘The Wolves Den: resign and have a toast’
Weary they come, a traveling host
By old Greywood where peace be the most

The storied place of forested sea
Passed on by greenest leaves, delicate breeze
Yet no life has grown on these desolate trees
Not for years under an endless freeze
Breath of death this malevolent disease
A dragging end to affectionate grief
Sorrow of Old Rouwen passed on to those that believe
Of past and the present the tale that they weaved
With regretful threads still attached to the deceased

A creak as the door opens to the stranger
Dark silhouette of what they see as a ranger
No welcome to outsiders, simply in their nature
A woman’s hate sees but in this can we blame her?

Stalker of the dark dressed as the reaper
“Freak” is the whisper, the name he is keeper
Unholy glare of the void, they perceived him
A demon of nightmares that which they dreamed in
Though unseen, he knows that they’ve seen him
From the legends that would speak grim

He takes his drink and sits alone, a phantom of their hall
Liquid venom numbs the shadow on the wall
The tragic plays performed in his asylum
Are silenced by the poison pool of his quiet island
Where sweetest death greets tired lips
Pondering upon what could be his final sips
Before the last gasp atop the Broken Peaks, private strifes
Ended with a mournful leap released from The Quiet Heights…

Gentle strings tug him free of faraway plane
A single chord echoes ever-laid pain
And all now listen to the forgotten bard
Lute in hand of a man grown hard
Though an angel’s voice still remains
As he begins to sing, his heart in twain
Honey tongue brought to sorrow
Dripping of silver sadness born from tomorrow

The icy heart of the stranger remembers
That singer who will be known forever
As Veril, lost friend found in the embers
Of life’s fire he thought had been ended

Strider amongst the divided
Though united by Veril’s song they are guided

Drifting upon heavenly twine, warmed by wine
And the singer’s voice begins to bind

“These scars, they have burned
For silver stars unreturned
My friends have gone
Beyond the gaze of dawn,
And heaven weeps of mortal sorrow
That bleeds upon the morrow
This song of a long faded lovers' haven
A melodious cry for the Wolf and the Raven…”

Flutter, flutter, little bird

“Shimmering hope in the sky,
Your withering shine no longer guides
Me, I’ve become pale as your light; blind
These wings do not glide, but hide…”


So said the pearl feathered dove
Her glow weathered cast down from above
Perched atop a seat of lies it seems
Built upon crumbled ash of hopes and dreams
Fantasies but a broken scene of horizon seas
Where wishes of wandering glee died with thee
Cursed diamond of him, this golden ring
Is not love but a prison made by a tyrant king
Jeweled walls, golden bars where the bird cannot sing

Pure white feathers with a snowy gleam
Scarred by the cutting chain growing deep
Defeat? Tears fall when the bird knows she bleeds
Her field of ice spotted with the crimson seeds
Sprouting stems of a stillborn sheath
Dear future child, you will not be!

For the hatred blade cannot cleave
The sows which she shall not reap
At last, she sees the walls of he
Built of stone and the un-freed

Bird’s asylum this quiet island
Of tattered isles and silent tiles
By herself, of the self
Lonely novel upon the shelf
Her opened book of twilight feathers
Painted with brush stroked tethers
Bloodied strings carved in wings
Things planned twenty-two years before this spring
A mapped out life where the pain does sing!

The scarlet rain reigns the day
Droplets stain the page
As a new chapter is made,
Unclaimed by the voices the others gave
While the dove stands in her cage
Glancing through the window of her runaway rage

Wronged for so long
She touches the bars, strong
And the bird falls into a song…

“Expectations have made these
But no longer do they tame me,
I am no trophy for your walls
Ghost of my own halls, I will not fall
In tethered steps hand in hand
Binding union of which I did not stand
My silence is no longer silent
For my life was meant to be vibrant
Sorry, diamond-giver for not coming with you compliant…
I know that your pride aches
But I can’t let you take the dreamed shapes
Not yet made and if you step on the brakes
My heart will break!

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I may leave your world in twain
But mine is kept sane
For I still have hope to see Paris
Or perhaps… Spain.”
Across The Faded Tape

Puppeteer in the dark,
you make me dance
and spin in fragmented
twilight.

Shadow strings plucked,
the quartet tragedy
of Sophocles; me

Hummed to the tune
through haunted histories,
broken scenes

from my different rooms
with rewound view;

cassette projects
faded tape

child, lost.
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