As the leader showed himself, all hell broke loose.. in her mind. It was like deja vu. She had seen a cat of his description before, and she knew the memory would bring jealousy. There was a male in her previous clan who was the same breed as ShadowClan's leader, though he had bright blue eyes. His name was Soilface. And he was Hawk's best friend when they were apprentices. But as they were crowned as warriors, she immediately began to care for him, only to have her heart shattered. Soilface loved her sister Fireclaw, and you could imagine how betrayed she felt. That was the first reason why she hated her family with a passion.
But Hawksong looked beyond her memories. And now, she only saw a leader who deserved respect, and pushed away his resemblance. Flashing a miniscule & subtle sly smirk to Deathshadow, she'd bow her head before the leader so respectfully and would mew softly. "Yes, my name is Hawksong. Previous warrior of RainClan. My apologies, I was oblivious to the scent of your clan and I was desperate for food. That explains my bitterness towards your loyal warrior and your lovely clan." Her eyes then shot over to Deathshadow. They held sincerity, surprisingly. It looked genuine. It was hard to tell if she was faking it.
"Do forgive me, strong warrior. I did not mean a word I said," maybe she was indeed putting on a show, but in her mind, it was a pretty good show at that. "I am afraid I never got your name. May I have it so I can apologize formally?"