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I work Mondays to Fridays. So expect long gaps between posts, during the weekdays.

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*Tackles Nac down*
Cool ^-^
Can't wait to get started

Though I think I have to remake both my character sheets from the start again ><
Rachel watched as Jacob sat down, explaining himself to her. Starting to feel a little bad now from her behavior, the hybrid sat next to him with her head hanging low "No Jacob don't apologize. The truth is now that I think about it and get it out...I realize that I'm jealous of you and the others" Rachel continued to gaze down as she fiddled with the strands of grass "Even if your birth was a mistake you were still born wanted, well at least I think you were. But you got to be raised in a castle as a prince did you not? That's every poor child's dream and I am one of those poor children. You were raised a somebody while I was abandoned hardly an hour after my birth as a nobody. I don't even have a home or parents to return to anymore, not for a long time have I had that"
Rachel sighed as her voice got softer, sounding a little more upset at herself now "You are the perfect mix of Angel and elf on top of that, Demons may hate you but Angels leave you alone, I get hunted down by both and our 'Father', if he even should be called that, does nothing about it, and my Mother doesn't even care, in fact she would join the hunt if she wasn't so busy....and something else I have never told anyone...My own blood is a poison to me Jacob, always suffering headaches and random moments of physical weakness as a constant reminder that I shouldn't exist" Rachel shrugged with a sighed deeply.
Rachel took a small break for breath before she started to speak again "On top of everything else...when you died no one care about me like they forgot we were even related, they all went to Arial the pretty sister, blaming her or helping her and again, I was left in the shadows....I guess that's where my loathing kind of started" Rachel gave drew a shaky breath as she moved her arms up to wrap around herself, almost like a lonely hug though she still couldn't bring herself to look to Jacob "My behavior was childish and unnecessary. I do apologize" Rachel then muttered.
Don't need to anymore.
I found it on our other computer where I stored a copy/
*Flails*
I understand *Shrugs*
Aragorn said
Jacob followed her out and said "Fine, we're in a private place now. Now, mind telling me what your problem is with me now?" He eyed the cigar as he spoke but didn't bring it up, too annoyed to care about such a small thing. "You've been like this ever since I got back, and nobody has been able to tell me why!"


"No body has been able to tell you because nobody else knows, idiot. It's not like I bother to tell people my feeling" Rachel scoffed at Jacob as he came out to continue their 'conversation', pondering whether she should start telling him what bothered her. Rachel could think of a couple of reasons why, though now that she really thought about it they weren't proper reasons to loath Jacob this much...so why did she?
After thinking for a while Rachel turned her gaze to Jacob, eye narrowed as she decided to speak "Who know what? Fine" She spat at him a little as she got off the wall and faced him properly, removing the Cigar and chucking it to the ground "First things first I know you're always hiding things from me Jacob, You think I am stupid or something? the times where you have held your tongue and told me it was nothing" Rachel had been pointing at Jacob as she spoke and giving no room for him to speak, not until she was done "And you know what else. I hate you because you were the one who lead me to know who my real parents were, and I have regretted that decision ever since I found out, always wishing I never wanted to know in the first place. And you Jacob are a horrible brother to me, as bad as Michel as a father. Neglectful, almost like you don't even want me around or wish that I didn't exist. Well at least that's the vibe I feel from you so correct me if I'm wrong" Rachel growled a little as she narrowed hr eyes to Jacob.
Rachel stopped talking for a moment to think about what else she wanted to tell him, what else could she tell him? crossing her arms and turning her head away from Jacob she continued to speak before he even could "I know you also don't feel like I'm you're sister, not like you do Arial" She spoke still hatefully though her tone was a bit calmer, This comment however was sounding more Jealous than hateful now, her tone was sounding it as well "Daddies favorite child. always going off with the others and I'm left in the dark like always"
damn it.
After Rachel's next post I will pay.
And yup
^-^
Nice to see you all two~

man I hope I still have my dragon class thing D:
*Waves*
Heeeeey!
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