The killing off Nixie part wasn't the end all of the solution, but I thought you would be gone for a really long time, so that was the first thing that came to mind. I'm sorry it came off as insensitive to you, but I did try to suggest other workarounds that did not involve killing her, like her wanting to go live with her dolphin friends for a while. I really apologize that it seemed that way to you, but I only mentioned the guilty and such part so that you wouldn't have to worry about making people wait. I'm kind of socially inept, so the things I say that attempt at diffusing a situation can really put off people. I really am sorry that I hurt you, and I thank you for pointing that out.
On the other hand, there is no need for you to accuse me of prioritizing RPing over real life, and even though I understand you have a lot going on, that's a pretty shit thing to accuse of a person just because I like the RP enough to want to continue while you deal with your life. I'm the one who's been telling you to go and rest and not worry about the RP for this one, BECAUSE I FUCKING KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT IS TO DEAL WITH MENTAL DISORDERS AND I DO NOT DOWNPLAY ITS EFFECTS AND ITS POWER, EVER. It's like you don't even read what I wrote in the OOC, trying to be supportive (even though I understand how it could come off as dismissive, it was a genuine attempt at empathy and understanding) and then you come and tell me that I prioritize THIS FANTASY WORLD OVER A REAL PERSON'S LIFE? Are you really fucking shitting me?
And if that's what you guys decide on, so be it. I'll just wait. Kick me out if you want because of what I said, but I hope you didn't expect me to just bend over and grovel apologies at your feet, considering your accusation.