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You're welcome. I'll let you know how my mom likes the hand cream and how I or my girlfriend like the shower gel. If it helps any, it's called Rose Jam and it smells amazing through the label.

She tried for the last year and I basically told her to go fuck herself. It was wrong of me and I messed up and I've started to make it right. I understand her reservations and everything else but idk, a little encouragement would be nice? something to say, hey rachel, i don't fucking hate you, i really love you and this is worth it. but her mind is on her finals right now and she thinks she's about to be kicked out of her house and she's not in a great place, so I feel like I owe it to stay and be there for her. I don't want to break up but I just feel like this how it's going to be from now on and it's really getting to me. I don't like feeling scared and worried and upset all the time and wondering if she's going to text or call me and just be like, sup it's over, fuck you.

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Dirty Soap. It kind of smells like toothpaste, but there's something different to it. I'm just really, idk. We had problems because of me, I've been trying my ass off and it's like, rejection after rejection and I'm just supposed to take it because I'm not allowed to be mad or upset about anything anymore. Like, ever. And she's busy and stressed with school and her family and I'm trying not to make things worse but I feel like she hates me most of the time and I'm tired of being hurt and just expected to live with it. Sorry for venting, I'm just upset right now. She says we're doing better but obviously not.

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I can definitely recommend that soap. I got my mom some hand cream and I got my girlfriend some shower gel although I might be keeping that for me since I think we're about to break up like right now. I'm going to keep working on this post though because I'd rather be distracted than feel like shit and cry.

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Hopefully! They didn't have any discounts when I went to place my order. I even used retailmenot but nope, full price.

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Not ones who think it's okay to take advantage of people :c

I think it is D: As far as I know everyone is done shopping for me. Like I said, I might go and splurge on myself after the holiday. They have a shampoo that I really want to try.

Alright, then I'll stick to my original plan! And I think I'll link them in the post just to make it easy.

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Ew, that's really terrible :/ I'm sorry that happened to you. Sometimes people show their true colors at the worst times.

I'd probably pick pretty soaps, haha. I love bath products, especially anything handmade, organic and cruelty-free. I'm a selective hippie, but I try and buy my make up and perfumes from responsible companies.

Alright. Would it be okay if I sent Haymitch and Gale down first? And then put Katniss and Prim in the elevator, or would you rather have me end before?

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I know my limits, haha. My former best friend doesn't. I've spent a lot of time holding her hair and tucking her into bed. Ungrateful tramp I:

They're in different directions! Forty-five minutes in different directions. It breaks my heart every time.

You're going to get it! Did you want everyone to see each other before they went downstairs, or let the girls have the big reveal once they walk in?

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It is. But since that night I haven't thrown up from being drunk. First and last time and it's almost been ten years, haha.

I think I will. There's a Lush at the good mall like 45 minutes away, and I don't get out there very often. I'll probably end up ordering online again after the holidays. And yaas, I'm here c: and I'm starting on the post.

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It's minty and something else that I can't put my finger on, haha. Fun fact, I hate peppermint because when I was fifteen I got shitfaced on peppermint schnapps and threw all night. 0/10 wouldn't recommend.

haha, well i'll be here for part of it c:

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They probably will get sidetracked, haha. *throws condoms at everyone*

Also, I just got out of the shower and some of the christmas stuff came in the mail today and I got a free soap sample from Lush and I took it because it was so small and it's for a man anyway, BUT OMG IT SMELLS SO NICE AND IT'S SUCH A NICE SOAP AND I WISH I LIVED CLOSER TO A LUSH STORE BECAUSE NOW I WANT EVERYTHING.