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A little about me;

-I am female
-I can roleplay both genders
-I write two or more paragraphs (I tend to mirror my partner though)
- I am a mature role player, so R rated themes don't bother me.
- I am able to be get on at least 1-3 times a week

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I was thinking so, maybe Louisa gets taken away as well and meets Kassie? And in the men some how meet as they try to get 'their' girls back?

Just an idea, but if you had something else in mind that's okay, we can change it :)
Kassie Lovelace


I could see from the look in Enrick's eyes that he liked the kiss and that he wanted more, but I ruined the moment. I seemed to be good at that, since I have done the same thing to the few men that I dated before, they ended up ending the relationship because they thought that I couldn't take them seriously. In truth, I couldn't stand having them too close, as anyone that was close to me died or were taken. I know that most people in the city have lost loved ones, but I lost my entire family then after Boss took me in I lost friends, and two boyfriends. No one was safe around me.

”You shouldn’t be here...”

I could hear the slight hurt in his voice but there was also concern, I bowed my head to hide the sudden emotions that suddenly overwhelmed me. "I know......" I whispered as Enrick turned and walked away to go serve one of the band members. I took another swig of rum as I tried to control my emotions, I couldn't let him look at me like this. Stupid rum is probably making me all ....... mushy. I thought as I looked at the rum bottle long and hard, then growled at it. Man, I must of looked like an idiot growling at a rum bottle but it was making me feel things. I suddenly no longer wished to be drunk, I wanted my wits back. But it was too late. I was drunk.

I didn't look up at Enrick when he came back as my mind was too fuzzy and I was still staring at the rum bottle wondering why the letters were moving. I couldn't help but give a little whine when Enrick too the rum away but at the same time I thanked God, as I didn't want to drink anymore. "Sorry....... I will pay you..... back, I promise." I said when he came back with a glass of water, my words were slower in coming out as it was really hard to think straight.

”If the kiss was that bad that you have to drink just to forget it, we don’t have to do it again.”

I giggled, I actually giggled, at Enrick and his comment, but I suddenly sobered up as I looked at him in the eyes. "Why would I want to forget it?" The words just came out of my mouth before I had a chance to realize to think about it. I blushed and looked away as I took a sip of water, I couldn't look at him as he went on about the seriousness of the situation.

”…I’ll think of something. They can’t have you.”

My head snapped up as I listened to him as he went on about plans to 'save' me, You lost loved ones too? I don't know why it surprised me as most people have lost loved ones. I knew that my expression grew sad as he talked, as I was beginning to realize that I aloud him to grow too close. I thought I was doing a good job at keeping people at a distance, but some how I aloud Enrick in. How could I let this happen? I knew that even if I told him to not be a hero, he would still try. Maybe if we hadn't grown so close he would let me be Black Bagged, but not now.

I reached up and touched his face knowing that my eyes were growing sadder, "Please....... don't be a hero..... I...." my voice cracked a little as I tried to find the right words to say, but the damn growing lump in my throat was threatening to bring tears to my eyes. Stupid rum! Making me all emotional! I thought though I knew that it wasn't all to blame on the rum. "I.... I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I got you in too deep..... it's not in your job description, but it's in mine." I said hoping that he would understand, I was raised a rebel and always knew that there was a risk of getting caught. Not him though, he would still be needed by the rebels, though losing me would put a damper on things for the rebels, they would continue.

Before he could say anything I pulled him towards me and kissed him again, though this one wasn't clumsy and awkward. I knew that what I was doing was cruel to him, but I wanted something nice to remember him by once I was in prison. The kiss was tender and I felt like I was giving a small piece of me to him, as odd as that sounds. I savored the feel and taste of his lips and how lovely he smelled. I pulled away slowly then rested my head on his chest savoring the sound of his heart, this would bring me peace once I was taken away.

It was then that I heard the doors burst open and yelling from the Black Bagger's, they were telling everyone to raise their hands and kneel on the floor. I stepped away from Enrick and smiled before turning and running towards to Baggers, I knew that their guns were set to stun, they would get me, but I was doing this so Enrick wouldn't have a chance to play hero.

I just hoped that he would understand.
Gabriel Lockheart


I drove at a fair speed but I was delaying slightly as I couldn't understand why all the security details that were put in place failed. It was puzzling as we did intensive background checks on all the works that were sent to put up the knew security measures. The rebels were getting better at what they were doing, and now they have put us in danger. I wondered if they even knew how many people they were putting at risk here. Probably not, or they did and thought of us as evil. But I was under watch because of a few things that I had said, it didn't matter now though.

I had to make sure that Louisa was treated fairly as she would be blamed for what happened in section eight. Even though I looked calm I was in a panic, years of working as one of the heads of security taught me to hide anything that I was feeling. That was so none of the 'lower' security works would panic or become scared, I was good at my job.

The ride was silent which both calmed me and panicked me, calmed me as it gave me a chance to think and panicked me as it made me worry about what Louisa was thinking about. I could tell that she was nervous as she tended to rub her hands in a nervous matter and she would look at me from time to time as if expecting to yell at her or question her or even think badly about her. But in truth I was trying to think of a way to keep her from being sent to the RIM.

Once we pulled into the garage of the Security Office, we just sat there. We didn't want to go in right away, I knew what we were going to face and if I could hold it off for a while then I will. I looked at Louisa when she tried to talk, I could see how nervous she was and I wanted to comfort her but how could I? I knew what was coming.

Before I had a chance to say or ask anything her hand was at the base of my neck and her lips were upon mine, and for a brief moment I was stunned. I couldn't believe what she was doing, but as soon as my shock wore off my right arm snaked around her waist and I pulled her closer as I deepened the kiss. I loved the taste of her lips and how soft they were, they were like the peddles of a rose newly bloomed, soft and tender. Her kiss was soft as though she was afraid that any harder this moment would slip away.

In truth I didn't want this to end and I wanted to forget about the trouble that we were in and what may happen. No one will take you! I thought to her though I knew she couldn't read my mind. I let my lip's move away from her's and I slowly moved down her neck and planted gentle kisses there as my right hand moved down her spine. "I always wanted this...... To be with you." I whispered into her neck as I continued to plant kisses there, I wanted more but I wouldn't do anything that she wasn't ready for. I was raised a gentleman and if all she wanted was to kiss I was more than fine with that as I loved the taste of her kisses.

"I don't want to let you go." I whispered, I suddenly wished we were poor and able to choose freely who we wanted to love.

All I wanted was Louisa and that was now under threat of being taken away from me. I had to save her.
okay :)
Kassie Lovelace

I knew that Enrick would take his time coming up to me since he wouldn't want everyone to think that I was important or something. Though I heard a rumor that we were secret lovers, and that was one of the tamest rumors that I heard. I downed my drink faster than I should of and the bartender was gone, I couldn't remember where he went, which was frustrating as I wanted more to drink. I wanted to be drunk!

Looking around for a quick second I reached behind the bar and pulled up some delicious spiced rum, I felt an evil smile cross my face as I popped off the shot top. I took a swig and felt the sweet burn of the alcohol run down my throat. I loved the feeling and knew I was going to be drunk shortly, I couldn't wait.
I could hear footsteps coming towards me, and I could tell that from the hesitation that it was Enrick. I hoped he wouldn't judge me, I didn't need that tonight, not with the bombing that was going to happen, the crap I went through with Ven, and the crap I will go through with Boss later.

His voice sounded oddly attractive tonight, or was it the rum? Either way it meant that something was working, or I think so anyway. I couldn't help but wonder why he was worried about me, it's not like I meant much to anyone other than a foot man.
I nearly choked on the rum when Enrick basically called me attractive, I swallowed hard and looked at him. I noticed then someone coming too close for comfort, and I didn't want them to hear anything that smooth talker here was talking about. But my mind was moving too slow to form words, I could feel panic rise in my gut as I tried to think. Stupid rum! Making my mind fuzzy......... At least it's working. I thought through the fuzziness.

One thought popped in my mind and it was the only thing that I knew would shut Enrick up. I turned quickly on my bar stool and nearly lose my balance as I grab Enricks shirt and pull him towards me. My lips met his in a sort of awkward kiss, but that was mostly my drunken self's fault. I couldn't help but notice that he wore a delicious tasting lip balm, it tasted of honey and mint or at least thats what I thought it tasted like. I slowly pulled away and blushed as I looked at him, "You talk too much." I managed to get out just before the alarms to the city started to go off. I could hear the locks on the doors click, meaning that I was stuck here until the "Black Baggers" check this building out and clearing it.

I knew that Enrick had his papers and that everyone here had their papers, not me. They (the Black Baggers) would take me away when they find that I have no papers on me. So this would be that last night I would see a kind face, I couldn't help but wonder if Enrick knew that. "Don't be a hero." I whisper to him as I grab my rum bottle and take another swig and waited for this bar to be checked out.
Gabriel Lockheart

She looked like a Goddess sitting there as she tried to choose something to drink, but maybe it was just me? After all I thought she was beautiful the moment I saw her, so in conclusion I was bias. But who wasn't when they were attracted to someone? I was beginning to hate my high status as it meant I was unable to choose who I wished to marry. I hoped though that, if it was alright with Miss Essair, that I asked my superiors to pair us together. After all we were both smart, had one of the best jobs in all of the city, and were attractive. It was one of the requirements in being paired, attractiveness. We both had to look "good together" and hopefully produce attractive, smart and healthy children.

I was pulled from my thinking when the waiter asked me what I cared to drink, "Same, but bring the bottle and some fresh bread sticks please." I smiled as the waiter nodded and went to the kitchen.

We had talked for some time about things that you would normally talk about with someone you were just getting to know. I was feeling stupid talking about these kind of things, I wanted to know more about her. I watched as she blushed as she spoke, I couldn't help but smile at how cute she looked. I waited for her to finish her sentence when my watch angrily started beeping. It sounded like it could raise the dead and probably could but no one would put it to the test. I quickly looked at the message and felt stunned. How can this be? I thought as I read the message again.

I looked up at Louisa and raised an eye brow, I didn't understand. I, myself and few two other of my superiors approved of Louisa's actions and even read through the twenty page report of all the things that she did. "We better go." I said lowly as I stood up and waited for her.
This was serious and Louisa was probably in trouble, including myself.
We were screwed.
No hurry, :) take your time
So sorry for making you wait, I will answer when I can. This month has been really busy for me. :)
Gabriel Lockheart

I spent two hours trying to figure out what to wear after I had a shower and shaved, this wasn't normal for me. I always knew what I was going to wear, hell I had my whole week planned. That was the thing about being in the high ranks, you learn to be proficient. But it seemed that all that proficiency flew out the window as I looked at the four outfits that laid on my bed. This should of been easy, I was a guy after all, this was what women did not men. But it seemed that I was stuck in this indecision. Did I want a full suit? A suit without a jacket? Jeans with a nice shirt and jacket? or just jeans and a nice shirt? Why was this so hard?! Rolling my eyes I grabbed my third choice, it was comfortable but looked well put together.

I quickly threw on my clothes and looked at my gold watch to see what time it was, I better hurry, I don't want to be late. I thought as I grabbed my car keys as I headed to the door, but I did a quick stop to look in the mirror before leaving and locking up my place. Man, I am such a girl. I thought, though I wanted to make a good impression. I didn't date vary often, well rarely, as I only had an eye for one young woman. Plus I knew that I would be paired with a genetically good match, though that didn't mean that I would love that person. I knew this could end in heart break for the both of us, but there was a saying 'It's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all." A good saying though there would still be pain, I just hoped that if things went well with Louisa I could get the officials to match us. I knew that could be done, I have seen it be done.

I pulled myself out of my thoughts as I pulled up to Louisa's house, my nerves spiked as I got out of my car and walked up the steps. I took a deep breath as I rang the door bell, I waited feeling nervous. But as the door opened my nerves melted away as I saw Louisa, she looked gorgeous and I am sure I had a big goofy smile on my face but she was stunning and I didn't care. "Hello Louisa, you ready?" I asked as I handed her a single rose that I picked while leaving my place. I waited as she grabbed her things and walked her to the car and opened the door for her. I knew I was pulling out all the stops for being a gentleman, but I wanted to impress her.

It wasn't a long drive to the high class restaurant that I was able to get a table for. Most people had to wait ages to get in but being one of the top people within the security office I got special benefits. I parked and quickly got out to open the door for miss Louisa, then offered her my arm as I smiled at her. "Let me escort you my lady." I said as we walked to the restaurant.
Kassie Lovelace

I was putting on some makeup when Ven came by my room, well it was more of a cubby than anything. We didn't have real rooms in the underbelly of this shit hole of a place, well the Boss's did and anyone that was of higher rank. "What do you want?" I asked as I watched Ven through the mirror, he smirked as he watched me. I suddenly felt uneasy with him watching me like that, as if he wanted something. Most men down here expected to have their 'needs' cared for and it was easy to break into these rooms, I usually kept my door open since I had nothing of value. But this made it easy for men to steal into my room at night, though it was rarely done since I was like the Boss's daughter.

"Did you hear?" He asked as he came up behind me and played with my hair a little before smelling it. I roll my eyes and turn to look at him, "What?!" I asked though my words were harsh.
"Oh come on babe, don't be mean. I have important news"
"Fine....... Please tell me what's up." I said sweetly though it was mocking sweet. Ven smiled as he took some of my hair in his hand again, before looking at me in the eyes. I really hated when he did that, it made me feel vary uncomfortable.
"The bombing is tonight, so I wouldn't go out tonight. You should stay here with me." He said before grabbing the back of my head and forcing his lips onto mine. I was shocked at first but quickly pushed him off and scratched his face. He hissed then looked at me with angry eyes but the anger left his eyes as he smiled at me. "Oh what a sassy thing you are. Have fun...... and don't get caught!" He growled the last part as he left.

I felt like there were bugs crawling all over my body after encounter with Ven, but I didn't want to think about that as I made my way to the club. I just wanted to drink, dance and forget about the evening. I just hoped that Enrick was already there, I needed a drinking buddy. I just hoped he up for getting drunk, I currently didn't care if the city was going to be shut down. I didn't want to go back to the underbelly or back to Ven, I knew he would be waiting for me, he always waited for me.

I walked into the club and looked around, there wasn't many people yet but that was okay. It made it easy to scout out Enrick, but before I did that I went to the bar and got some rum and coke. I just want to forget.
Sorry Had writers block and I didn't want to give a crappy post (plus may is a busy month for me). I will have a post up shortly :)
This wasn't what she thought it would be.
She'd been moved from location to location before, from facility to facility on her prior owners luxurious hybrid raising and fighting operation, but this.... This was different. Smelled different. Looked strange. Noises were weird. Considering the copious amounts of sedatives they'd had her on for transport were just beginning to wear off and leave the potentially volatile shifter with a disorienting headache and ill feeling in her gut, there was a sudden explosion of violence from the young woman.

The unfortunate target? Every single piece of furniture in the room she'd been left in. It was simple, the first stop for the new shifters who entered this 'prestigious' place. A simple holding cell, before they inevitable shuffled her off to other, more permanent housing. It was small reeked of ammonia and cleaning chemicals they'd splashed on the floors. All walls were cool, cold concrete- excusing the front, which was reminiscent of a cage for the wall. Beyond that, a door, a location to view without getting in range of the inhabitant. After all, shifters were animals, right? Who could trust them? All they were supposed to be good for nowadays were being cash cows and cheap entertainment.

Once she regained her bearings a decent amount, her human form was the first to go. Donning the figure of a cat like creature, she set to work expressing her displeasure. The weighty, metal framed bed was meant to be large enough to deter anyone moving it- a small 'gracious' commodity they allowed in here. With angry paws, she made quick work of that, flipping it and sending it clattering against a nearby wall. Her youthful, tantrum continued as she overturned and shred the sheets and hit her clawed paws against the only doorway in sight. Thank god it was reinforced.

Vivian growled and roared out her confusion, probably appearing very horrifying in the meantime, though it was mostly the unrefined nature in her showing itself. Vivian was raised, prepped to fight- given all the proper nutrition to grow, all the exercise to make her formidable... Though training was something that she lacked. She was from a prep facility, one of the best, where she was allowed to roam large tracts of land, to hunt in order to exercise and hone her instincts, and made to fend for herself to hopefully instill some toughness into the young shifter. She had yet to learn the 'art' behind the bloodletting these humans adored watching so much.

Pausing a quick moment to survey her madness, she stood on her hind legs, huffing and puffing as she let her eyes scan over the empty room. A sudden noise outside the doorway made her turn, her rounded ears pricking towards the sound. Human sounded voices wafted in from under the door, more than likely commenting on the wily creature they'd just purchased. Vivi had only heard murmurs of her purpose. Fighting- of course. With a form like hers, she wasn't going to go many other places. At least she wouldn't rot in some 'educational facility' or breeding, not yet at least.... Maybe they'd let her die quick, in one glorious bloody fight.


Name:
Vivian (Vivi or V)
Age:
23
Gander:
Female
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