Oh Kyuki, there's not much I can add other than to affirm what others have already said. All I want to say is empower yourself. Do not blame yourself for any of this, and do not let any of these events make you feel powerless. If you can't get a gun, buy yourself pepper spray and don't be afraid to use that bitch. Press charges, don't back down, if not for your sake then for the sake of other innocent people who have and/or will also become victims of these monsters. You're scared and you have every right to be, but don't let that fear incapacitate you, don't let it dictate your choices or keep you from doing what's right. Get professional help.
I think you already know what you have to do, you just need to be brave and do it. If I could help you along the way I would, hold your hand and walk you through it. But you can do this. Don't let those worthless animals take away your value as a the beautiful and kindhearted human being that you are. Your story brings tears to my eyes, and if I was in your place I don't know if I could be as strong as you are right now. You are strong, your are not powerless. I think I speak for everyone here when I say that we believe in you and our hearts are going out to you right now. You are loved and more than worthy of that love.
So keep your head up, be brave and face your fears because you can make it through this mess. I'll be praying for you every day, that's a promise. Don't you dare give up, or give in, and don't ever question your worth because of this.
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Aergar
"Ah, the both of you. Leaving a trail of carnage in your wake. Certainly, Phrenesis, you have no difficulty upholding your reputation." Aergar appeared, perched on a rock ledge that jutted out over the sanguine water. His eyes passed disinterestedly over the body which was its source. He had never paid much attention to Hiol, and vice versa, the satyr would not be missed. He instead fixed his gaze upon Phrenesis himself, or rather the body which he now possessed. A girl this time, beautiful though obviously not of noble origin. He let his eyes linger, and though she was pleasing to she did show physical signs of misuse. Her eyes were red and puffy, surrounded by dark circles from lack of sleep, and she seemed thin.
"You forget that mortal bodies require certain taking care of, old friend. At this rate you'll soon be possessing naught but a corpse. Nevertheless, an interesting choice this one is." Aergar rested his chin on one hand, letting his toes dangle in the water, dipping and then lifting them up, glistening bright red. Casually, he withdrew three seeds from one of the pockets of his jacket, breathing gently over them before letting them fall from his slender fingers into the pool, causing a series of small interlocking ripples to spread out beneath him.
"What have you been up to then? Surely you don't intend anything serious in that state. Or is it the fact she'll soon expire that you summoned me here, hm?" The imp wrinkled his nose, "I would hope you'd be more careful with a better specimen. But then, I'm getting ahead of myself."
"By the way, I saw Ada earlier today. Not a terribly interesting encounter though I figured you would have wanted to know about it." He didn't mention the prophecy or the human boy. Not because he wanted to hide the information, but because he knew Phrenesis would have no use for it. The old ghost was only ever interested in that gypsy woman anyway.
Near the imp's dangling feet the water stirred. Three shimmering objects rose from the surface, spreading dark leaves that floated on the surface. Each in turn produced a bud, and each bud blossomed into a brillaint scarlet flower. Blood lilies, flowers that only bloomed in iron-rich waters, and so named because they were most beautiful when nourished by a living being's blood. Rare in a forest to be sure, and these would not last longer than a generation, but still they were quite lovely to look at.
Aergar plucked one of them and brought it to his nose, filling his senses with its bittersweet scent. He held it out to Phrenesis, more as a joke in light of the spirit's current appearance than a gesture of goodwill. "Tell me, Phrenesis, why is it you have summoned me here?"
"Ah, the both of you. Leaving a trail of carnage in your wake. Certainly, Phrenesis, you have no difficulty upholding your reputation." Aergar appeared, perched on a rock ledge that jutted out over the sanguine water. His eyes passed disinterestedly over the body which was its source. He had never paid much attention to Hiol, and vice versa, the satyr would not be missed. He instead fixed his gaze upon Phrenesis himself, or rather the body which he now possessed. A girl this time, beautiful though obviously not of noble origin. He let his eyes linger, and though she was pleasing to she did show physical signs of misuse. Her eyes were red and puffy, surrounded by dark circles from lack of sleep, and she seemed thin.
"You forget that mortal bodies require certain taking care of, old friend. At this rate you'll soon be possessing naught but a corpse. Nevertheless, an interesting choice this one is." Aergar rested his chin on one hand, letting his toes dangle in the water, dipping and then lifting them up, glistening bright red. Casually, he withdrew three seeds from one of the pockets of his jacket, breathing gently over them before letting them fall from his slender fingers into the pool, causing a series of small interlocking ripples to spread out beneath him.
"What have you been up to then? Surely you don't intend anything serious in that state. Or is it the fact she'll soon expire that you summoned me here, hm?" The imp wrinkled his nose, "I would hope you'd be more careful with a better specimen. But then, I'm getting ahead of myself."
"By the way, I saw Ada earlier today. Not a terribly interesting encounter though I figured you would have wanted to know about it." He didn't mention the prophecy or the human boy. Not because he wanted to hide the information, but because he knew Phrenesis would have no use for it. The old ghost was only ever interested in that gypsy woman anyway.
Near the imp's dangling feet the water stirred. Three shimmering objects rose from the surface, spreading dark leaves that floated on the surface. Each in turn produced a bud, and each bud blossomed into a brillaint scarlet flower. Blood lilies, flowers that only bloomed in iron-rich waters, and so named because they were most beautiful when nourished by a living being's blood. Rare in a forest to be sure, and these would not last longer than a generation, but still they were quite lovely to look at.
Aergar plucked one of them and brought it to his nose, filling his senses with its bittersweet scent. He held it out to Phrenesis, more as a joke in light of the spirit's current appearance than a gesture of goodwill. "Tell me, Phrenesis, why is it you have summoned me here?"
Man that sucks. You'rw not the only one having an off-week though. But I must say my problems are emotionally-based and not as tangible as yours, but inconveniences are inconveniences nonetheless.
I'll post in a few hours.
This is like a really dark Wonderland/Narnia crossover spinoff. I love it.
Kaga said
Wouldn't it be the 23rd, though? That's when K-97's thread went up.
9/23 definitely the day
Much so very decidedly wow
That escalated quickly.
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Ten nine Eight open slots, first come first served. Go.
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I even reserve a tiny bit of love for you too, Aza.
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