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Alex Clark - Haywood - Jessalyn/Audrey/Riley

Alex backed off surprised when a wounded man strumpled out of the room, and made hiw ay towards the center of the community. Everyone in the room was still busy helping the woman, and if they didn't feel the need to stop him... why should he? As more gunfire broke out and angry voices rang over the area he tried catching up with what was happening. He turned bleak when he realized that mutiny had broken out amongst the scouts, many like him seeing that this was nothing more than a raid. Leaning outside of the window he wondered why people were calling Thomas Tyler, untill he realized that only the locals seemed to be doing so. This wasn't just a raid against harmless people... This was nothing more than a personal vendetta for Thom... Tyler!

Suddenly the situation reached a boiling point and a lot of gunfire broke out along with lots of screaming, and from his position he could see Enrique go batshit crazy and slash down rebellious scouts one after another. "Oh shit... Oh fucking shit." He murmured as he backed off from the window, and wondered what the fuck he should do. He turned towards the two women and the man inside the room and gave them a troubled look. "You aren't bandits are you? Some of us have realized that, and now a gunfight broke out between those sticking with the plan and those-" He explained, finally 'calm' enough again to speak in coherent sentences, duering which his British accent became noticable again, untill he heard loud footsteps at the door. The door burst open, two scouts struggling against eachother, one armed with a rifle, the other with large kitchen knife. He drew his rifle on both of them, yelling them to stop, but they ignored him, and before he realized what was going on, the knife stuck out of one man's eye, protruding like a flagpole out of the ground, and the pistol spat bullets at him.

He didn't remember much of what happened during the chaotic few moments after that, but he found himself on the ground, bleeding from his side, trying to keep the knife from his throat as the other man used all of his strenght and weight to push it down. Adrenaline made time slow down as he desperately fought the piece of steel slowly descending upon his throat. If only he could grab his own knife... No, the man didn't give him enough time to do that, and as he thought of a way to struggle free, the man bit in his fingers, hard enough to draw blood, making him scream out loud as the knife fell closer to his skin again. As the man kept biting deeper and deeper he squirmed in pain, and with a sudden jerk he managed to push the knife sidewards as he gave up pushing it upwards, letting the knife just about pin his left arm in the wooden floorboards, but that brief moment of surprise in the other man's face gave him enough time to stab his thumb in the eye of the guy, releasing him from his precarious position. He drew his own knife and ... he stabbed. He stabbed the man again and again, and noticed how sickeningly easy his knife punctured his chest time over time. Once the man stopped moving, he crawled away from the dead body, untill he found himself sitting against the walls, bleeding from his left upper arm, and hand, right side, next to two mutilated corpses, blood all over the place.

Sadly for him, his problems weren't over yet. After a few minutes, the second corpse, the one he had killed himself, started moving again. It made some guttural noises as it scrambled to its feet and made its way to Alex again, now clearly unhindered by the deep stabbing wounds in its chest.

"Bloody hell."
Alex Clark - Haywood - Jessalyn/Riley/Audrey

What was he stupid. Ofcourse they didn't want his help. They were raiding the place like bandits, and now he expected them to let him help a pregnant woman? He walked outside the room with the woman again, and saw his gun on the floor. He picked it up, and realized that he could hardly stand guard here. If anyone, be it a local or someone from the Outpost would see him, he'd be screwed. The locals'd probably shoot him at sight or shoot him after realizing he 'imprisoned' that pregnant woman, while anyone from the Outpost would wonder why he was guarding a random door and go inside. On the other hand, could he really leave this pregnant woman unprotected? The man had looked sturdy enough to help, but he was needed as a doctor. He couldn't leave these people alone. Footsteps drove his mind into overdrive, and he gave a silent knock to the door as a warning to be quiet.

His teammember had come looking for him, wondering why Alex hadn't shown up on the other side of the building as planned. Damn him, thought, as his mind raced to an explanation why he was standing awkwardly infront of this door. "Hey, what's going on?" The guy asked, his rifle pointing at the ground as soon as he recognized Alex. Ofcours he noticed something was wrong. He was pale, shivering and obviously shocked. How could he get out of thsi situation without getting these people caught? "Alex? Everything allright?" The man asked with a growing suspicion. Flashing through his mind were several possible actions, but he didn't like either of them. He couldn't go on killing this guy, he didn't even remember his name, just to protect these people, right? "Alex...?"

"T-T-There's... crawlers inside..." He muttered, stumbling over the simple words, and sought some support against the wall. "T-they didn't notice me... B-but it's ... it's a pregnant walker and ..." He continued, praying his words would convince the man not to look inside. His already upset body was easily swayed into faking nausea, and at a certain moment he doubted wether or not he was faking it. The other guy, winced sympathetically, and looked meaningfully at the door. "Shouldn't we like ... kill them? You know? Put them to rest... I mean, if it's a ... a pregnant crawler..." The guy then hesitantly asked, causing panick to pump Alex' mind into overdrive again. "N-no way! There's too many inside, and we don't know if there's m-more around!" He replied, and then, as he saw how he was convincing the other man, decided to take a bet. "No fucking way that this is a group of bandits man, no fucking way... It's obvious t-this community was breached, and those are fresh fucking crawlers in there... A pregnant fucking crawler man! These could never have been bandits!" He said with desperation in his voice, upon which the other man grabbed his mouth and nodded. "I... I don't know man... I ... I'll go check the other building..." He said, obviously being gripped by nausea aswell.

Once the other guy had left the building Alex let out a loud sigh, thanking whatever was up there for a God that the people inside had been quiet enough to let his bluff work. But now what. He still couldn't keep standing around in here, or could he? Trying to think of a solution he paced around the hallway, and quickly grew frustrated with the situation. How had he gotten himself in amess like this? How had he not seen what Thomas was doing, leading them here to raid these innocent people. Why did he let himself be so goddamn blind? Suddenly however the door behind him opened, startling him to death.
Oh my God I just watched the last episode of the game, season 2. Fucking shit. Those season finales are major tearjerkers.
Alex Clark - Haywood - Riler/Audrey/Jessalyn

The pregnant woman soon pleaded to him to let her in peace, and the man infront of him, clearly the doctor, promptly ignored his outstretched gun, walked past him into the room with the woman, and started doing his job. He felt absolutely miserable. These people could impossibly be bandits. These were just peaceful survivors like them. People trying to band together to make it out here. Or actually, ... He pondered, feeling his guts turn sour, not like them. They had raided them, attacked them, based on only the words of Tyler. Based on the fact that he said these were bandits. He had so easily swayed everyone to come with him and outright murder everyone in this place, making them into the real bandits, monsters. He felt at fault as a human being, and strangely as a student too. His professors had always pushed them to source check, to not believe unless you can check the source, but he had blindly believed Tyler just so he could earn his place back with the scouts. It sickened him how easily he conformed with a group just for his own personal comfort.

He glanced at the rifle in his sweaty hands, and saw his fingerprints showing on the wet metal. The fingerprints of a murderer? No. Not if he could do something about it. For a brief moment he felt the need to return to the Outpost and try to spread the truth about this place, but then he realized that that'd be a bad idea. Despite the council the person in lead of the scouts held all the firepower in his hands. The people of Haywood all too easily followed a single charismatic leader who dared take the initiative, something that should've been more evident to him after withnessing Reggie. Scary images of the Outpost turning into a murdering band of crazed people flashed through his head, and with a metallic thud the rifle crashed into the floor. He opened the door, showing both his hands, still pale, sweating and shaking, but with a sort of resolve now. At least he had a plan now.

"Is there anything I can do to help?"
Konohagakure Team 7 advances!
A collab between Lillydove, Mark and Roran




I hope my post is alright. I didn't know exactly if the attack had begun yet, and if something was planned to happen to Jess already, so if anything's wrong or needs editing, give me a shout.
Alex Clark - Haywood - The attack - Jessalyn

He had been overjoyed when they had allowed him back in the scouts, and the prospect of doing something had gotten him so excited he hadn't had an attack in the last few days at all anymore. Hope had kindled within him that he might be starting to heal inside, when the next scout operation was announced; an atack on yet another criminal band. His enthousiasm had carried him through the original shock, but he didn't like the prospect of going out there solely to kill others. He didn't want to be a murdere, wether it be out of self-defence or not. Killing crawlers was one thing, but living humans...? Then again, he didn't want to try his luck and stay behind. He had just been allowed again to prove his worth once more, to prove that he was not a nuisance, and he had to take it with both hands. He had to do what was best for him AND for the entire community. Join the attack.
Once there he had joined the assault team, simply because he was a terrible shot. He had been given a military grade assault rifle of sorts, as they now had weapons in abundance, and been ordered to charge in and clear a rather large building. It was a bit sad, he thought, as he snuk up on the compound. It looked eerily similar to the Outpost, with these walls around. Strangely enough it was so deserted compared to his new home, and the presence of countless graves accounted for that. "Crawlers..." He had been surprised by the lack of security these bandits had, and the longer he looked at the camp, the less convinced he was of his reasons for being here. These people didn't look like bandits at all. They were just ... well ... Like them. A community.

However, as the signal for attack was given, his hesitation was shoved into the background as he stormed into the complex, firing afew shots at the buildings, afraid to accidentally hit an ally. He was for once not carrying his pitchfork, partially because of the unwieldyness of the thing during a sneaky operation and partially because he didn't want to stab a human being with it that wasn't dead already, and he felt the comfortable weight of the survival knife against his thigh as he ran. While running he was surprised by their victims returning fire at first, he had only been shot at once before in his life, a few months ago, but once he was into the relative safety of the house's walls as cover, he noticed how little resistance they actually encountered. From what he had been told about the attack on the museum gang, bandits were supposed to have an awful lot of firepower. Back then they had lost two good men, but here it seemed to be turning into a real slaughter. Was it because of the recent outbreak of the dead that had occured in this settlement, or... was this really just another community of survivors? His stomach turned upside down as he imagined the concept of shooting innocent people that just tried to survive, just like him. That'd make him a bandit, a murderer.

Violently shaking his head, he kicked in the door in front of him, and stormed inside, checking all rooms for potential danger. However, he was distracted by his panicking thoughts, and the more rooms he checked, the more he saw, the more he was convinced that he had become a bandit. He already was overwhelmed with guilt when he had caused the death of some of his friends, was now about to cause the end of an entire peaceful community. Cold sweat ran down his spine and he passed through the hallway, and suddenly encountered a man running insidealong with a young woman about his own age, carrying a case of medical supplies. The man nor the girl looked armed, and with a pale face Alex aimed his rifle at tem.

"S-S-Stop!" He managed, trembling heavily as sweat ran down his pale face. A soft sound to the right of him drew his attention, and he threw a glance into the door he had just pushed open, where he saw a young but heavily pregnant woman stand, breathing heavily and leaning against the wall. This was not a bandit camp.
Alex Clark - The Outpost - Nelson/Reggie

When Reggie came what resembled mst charging through the door he sent both of the men a ferocious glare. Then he started talking. There had been an incident, a murder. Samantha had been murdered by someone within the Outpost. Woah. He needed a moment to let that sink in, but Reggie didn't allow him to.

"Alex, report back to your cabin immediately. I have something to discuss with the scouts. Do not talk to anyone along the way or do anything but this, for I will treat that as suspicious."

He looked at his feet and nodded, muttering an inconsistent reply. On top of having to stay home, he was now forced into a real house arrest, unable to leave the Outpost for whatever reason possible. He already felt his heart sink into his shoes as he thought about the prospective. It only hurt more that Reggie explicitly had to state that he had to discuss something with the scouts, of which he clearly was not a part anymore. Even worse, he had already earned Reggie's suspicion for murdering Samantha. He almost left Nelson standing there, all alone, but then decided that the man needed to sleep somewhere, and with th entire situation, noone was going to help him with that. "Hey, uh, Nelson. I'll show you the way to the newcomer's cabin. Follow me."
Alex Clark - The Outpost - Nelson

Once outside he saw the entire Outpost in a strange silence, with muffled voices coming out of all cabins. It was fairly intimidating, but he had little eye for it. Showing Nelson to the cabin he waved him goodbye. "Don't do anything stupid with Reggie in this mood. And don't worry, usually this place is pretty safe."
Alex Clark - The Outpost

From that point on a horrible few weeks arrived for Alex. Forced into doing nothing almost all day long, he spent hours and hours of desperately keeping himself busy with as many tasks and burdens as possible, to escape the horrible moments of terror and guilt when he thought about the people he had gotten killed. He could see their ghosts walk slowly towards him in frequent day-dreams, haunting him, calling him out for getting him killed. Sometimes they were human, sometimes they were crawler. They always were about to kill him, making him shake into reality with cold sweat running down his back. He slept less and less, only adding to his desperate nervosity, and he tried to run from the visions by working even more than before. The fear of the attacks became almost as worse as the attacks themselves, and after a few weeks he was in a state of insomnia and fear that he tried to hide behind a masterfully crafted facade, that most people could see through if they tried.

The situation in the Outpost itself didn't help either. Everyone was stressed by the murder, and Reggie's unusual behaviour only made things worse. Quickly insults, threats and accusations were thrown around, everyone being seen as a potential murderer, Reggie being the most irrational. He quickly saw the unofficial leader of the Outpost reduced into a state of permanent paranoid accusations, and even he had become the victim of a wild outrage of suspicion. Despite how he respected the man, it hd dawned on him that he wasn't fit to be a leader anymore. Not for the entire Outpost at least. Being paranoid was a good characterstic out there, but inside this community they needed mutual trust, a thing that was sorely lacking, and kept fading away as he continued on his irrational behaviour. Soon however he was blamed for the murder himself, and the situation deteriorated even further. He did not believe the rumour going around like a fire that Reggie had killed Samantha, having withnessed how protective he was of human life on scouting missions, but his voice was lost in the weathering storm.

One day, Reggie, together with most of the experienced scouts, suddenly left. He absentmindedly noted that Reggie hadn't taken him with him, as an ex-scout, but he understood the man's decision, however much it jarred him. He was unreliable out there, not good enough. he would be more of a risk than an asset. But perhaps Reggie just did not trust him anymore, and suspected him from murdering Samantha for real.

After Reggie was gone, the chaos that had been barreled up inside his rigid discplinary house arrest all exploded. A new wave of accusations were voiced, primarily against Reggie, and already proof was being thrown around by Elliot and George, all to eager to show it the moment Reggie left. Why hadn't they showed the proof earlier? How had they even gotten that proof, Reggie's personal journal? Being a history student at heart, he decided to apply source critism, and therefore became a bit wary around both Elliot and George. That feeling quickly faded as everyone started to accept that, and they didn't seem to act like plotting murderers to him at all. Time to take off the tinfoil hat and be useful, he had thought on the morning that the council decided to draft a new scouting team. His chance to prove his worth again, and escape the Outposts' borders and his agnozing visions.
Alex Clark - The Outpost - Nelson

"Nelson Jenkins." The man said, and gave Alex a firm handshake.

Nodding now they knew eachother's names, he gave Nelson an inspecting look. He seemed totally fine ecept for the broken nose and a few bruises and scratches, which he could've gotten from being dragged here in a hurry aswell. "So, ... Nelson... How do you feel? You okay in there?" He asked somewhat hesitantly. He could go on explaining how the Outpost worked, but knew from experience that that sorted itself out pretty nicely. Isaac had already determined that the man was allright, physically at least, but that still didn't make Alex feel as if he was okay. How had he made it this far on his own? He definately must've been with some sort of group before, right? He would've been dead himself a long time ago if it wasn't for the group of tourists he'd been travelling with initially. Amongst them had been an old Indian man who turned out to be a retired Gurkha, and he could take on crawlers with a blindfold and one arm tied behind his back. He shook his head to get rid of the memories and listened to Nelson instead.
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