Sharnid

those of silver cross academy (blue exorcist themed)

He had taken his time walking back to the twins room, he was nervous about the conversation that would take place. How do I do this.... Do I just say I'm sorry? Or what? He had no idea what to say to them. He was dreading the talk. Not only had he lied to his friends about why he went to see Olivia, but he also doubted them. The things he had said in Olivia's office were what he had wanted to be true, not how he really felt. He wanted to be there for his friends yes, but he didn't know how, friends had never come easy to Ren. He seemed to over analyze every situation. Things that shouldn't be a big deal were, and he hated it. They could have killed me... but they didn't... they fought it, just like Olivia said... I saw it happen. God Ren, just stop! Just let things happen, stop caring so much! They're good people!" No matter how much he argued with himself he couldn't shake his feelings. He felt betrayed, he shouldn't feel like that, but it had cut deep. He wanted to trust the two, and he wanted things to be the way they were before, but he didn't know how to make it that way.

[i]Just say what you feel Ren, it's the only way to send a clear message. You have to be true to yourself, and to the people who are close to you. That voice. It was a voice he hadn't heard in what seemed like an eternity. The voice was feminine, and caring. So familiar, but distant at the same time. He felt a warmth in the words though. Mom.. He hadn't thought about her in a while, months maybe. She had passed away years ago, when he was still very young, he couldn't even remember her face. His father had burnt all the pictures of her, it seemed like the memories were too painful to bear. That was also why he rarely thought of her, the memories were far too painful to hold close.

He neared the twins dorm and saw the two boys outside. He supposed he was disappointing they were there. He had hoped they were outside so he could postpone this talk. He approached them and asked,"Hey, do you both mind if we go inside? I need to talk to you , and Cassandra. There are a few things I need to say. We're a team, so I think we should all hear. If that's okay with you? I promise I won't be rude, and I won't get on your case. I know everything, well, everything I need to so I won't pry. I just need to share a few things with you all."

those of silver cross academy (blue exorcist themed)

After a few moments of soaking up the information, Ren spoke. "Thank you Professor, that helped a lot." He started to walk away, but the cold feeling he'd gotten from the professor irked him. He turned around. "I know you think that what I'm doing isn't the best thing a friend could do, but the only reason I came is because I care, not just about the twins, but about Kiddo, too. All of their safety is my biggest priority. I want to know what I'm getting into with them, so I can help, and am prepared to, in any situation. That's why I came in today, to learn from you, so I can help them to the best of my ability. Yes, I was uneasy, and yes my trust in them is lacking, but only because they lied. I can't tell you what my reaction would have been if you told me from the start, but either way this is the way it is now. If we're supposed to be a team, there shouldn't be secrets. I'm sorry for this outburst, but I needed to explain myself. Have a good rest of the day Professor." He walked out of the room and closed the door.

He sat outside the door for a few seconds and realized what he did. She's gotta hate me, but I couldn't let her think I don't care about them. It's just cold, I couldn't ever shun those two... I was just uneasy, uneasy because I didn't know the truth. Yeah... that's it. He wasn't sure what was the truth anymore, but he felt like what he had said in the teachers office was as close as it got. He didn't need to think about what he had said then, it just came out. Natural, and from the heart. He would protect his team. His friends were all he had.

those of silver cross academy (blue exorcist themed)

He exhaled softly, and collected his words. "Professor, I don't really know what's going on. I know it might just be because I'm not the brightest pupil, but I am cautious, it's my nature. I like to know what I'm getting myself into before I do. Even more so in dangerous situations. No offense is meant but did the school handle this situation as well as they could have? You put us in a class, with two half demons, or something of that sort. Yes, I know they are my friends, but when they turned.... I saw the look in their eyes. It was a feral look, like it would kill anything that got in its way. I trust Lorenzo, and Cassandra, but what they turn into, I can't say I display the same feelings. I just wish we would have known, or maybe had an inkling of an idea." He felt terrible saying this, but it needed to be said. Not only had he insulted his friends but he insulted Olivia. It was the last thing he wanted to do, but they had all lied to him, and put him and Kiddo in harms way without any idea of what was happening. He couldn't stand for that.

He sat down saying,"Can you please explain what is going on... This whole, demons thing, it's all new to me. I need a more basic explanation. I just want to know so I can help them in any way I can. I know I should be supporting them now, but I can't without knowing the entire situation involving this. Like is there any way to stop them from becoming like they did today? What triggers it? Is it all random? I'm sorry for all the questions, It's just a lot to put on someone."

I just want to help them. I just need to understand.

those of silver cross academy (blue exorcist themed)

Yeah, it was... something... that's for sure.

the demon nation (nura clan based)

"Yes." Emi said harshly. She didn't like this man, he was manipulative, and extremely deceptive. He was someone you could trust as far as you could throw him, but she couldn't pass up a chance like this. The stakes were too high, she was given this next life to be with Tetsuya, if she couldn't do that, then both of her lives would mean nothing. I'll stay in this for now, just until Tetsuya can't leave, then, this deal is done. With Tetsuya being strong, we can make him leave us alone! Tetsuya will be able to protect me. She turned red just thinking about it and tried to hide her smile.

those of silver cross academy (blue exorcist themed)

The information piled on Ren in the last few moments was an immesne amount, almost too much to take in. He was schocked, shocked that they'd hide something so dangerous from them. He understood why of course, but it still seemed selfish to withhold. He needed to think about everything, so he sat and listened, intensely and focused on every word. He wanted to understand the entire situation, not just what they said. For all I know they could still be lying. He hoped they weren't, but he couldn't be too careful in a situation with half demons, or whatever those two were. They're friends Ren. Just friends. A slight frown hit his usual smiling face. It just can't ever be easy can it. My first real friends... and they end up lying and endangering me, and Kiddo, AND Olivia. Well... maybe not her... she seemed to know about it. Wait. The realization hit him. Olivia had known as well. Why hadn't their teacher informed them of this danger. He needed to bring it up to her in private, sometime soon.

"Why do you want to go outside?" He heard Lorenzo say. Outside? The clouds were gloomy, so he thought it was a strange idea. He never really liked the outdoors besides when the sun was shining. This might be a good oppertunity. If they went outside, he could go talk to Olivia, he needed answers. "Lorenzo, you should take Cassandra and Kiddo somewhere, it's been a stressful day right? Make sure it's somewhere fun! I'm going to go talk to Olivia about Aria training.. or even how to start it. I have absolutely know idea," He was rambling. The first sign of lying was too much detail, he needed to cut this off. "So, yeah, she looks stressed, had to take a lot out of her. I think even you could handle that? Huh, big guy?" He flashed a smile and left the room, and headed towards the teacher offices. He hoped Olivia was there.

those of silver cross academy (blue exorcist themed)

Sorry, my buddy's 21st last night. Ill post now.

those of silver cross academy (blue exorcist themed)

Had a hectic day, will post in morning.

those of silver cross academy (blue exorcist themed)

Ah... so they must all be here already. He'd heard three voices through Lorenzo and Cassandra's door. It had to be them. Olivia didn't answer anything.. hopefully these two will give me something. He'd been contemplating even coming, but in the end, his curiosity won him over. He knocked on the door and announced himself,"Hey! Guys, it's Ren. C'mon let me in! I know Kiddo's already there." Might as well act happy, don't need to make Cassandra uneasy. But the truth was that he was nervous. Not just that, but he was unsure of his two friends. They were demons after all. A part of him might not be able to let that go, even with constant reminders that these two were nothing but nice to him, that look they gave off. The pure evil, demented, hate filled glare they had given him, was too much to forget, or even let go of.

"You guys gonna make me wait all day?!" He exclaimed. Best not to let them know I think any differently.

those of silver cross academy (blue exorcist themed)

Alright give me a sec.