Xion Demente

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Jacob wiped away the tears from his face, his eyes were red but he really didn't care at the moment. He quietly got behind Elliot and wrapped his arms around her as he laid back down. He took a deep breath trying to calm himself, it had been a long time since he had laid himself bare to anyone.

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Jacob opened his mouth then closed it, he didn't know what to say he was lost at words. Finally he spoke "maybe I thought i could find a cure Ellie I don't know anymore I just.... Don't want you to leave please Ellie if you do I don't think the resistance can get through another week." His voice cracked with every word he let out, "I've already made to many mistakes..... Please Ellie I'm scared out of my mind everyday I wonder if I'm gonna get shot or something else when I can't sleep I stay up all night punching a wall or something hoping the pain can get rid of my thoughts..... Ellie I've been having nightmares all to often I can barely get any sleep or anything just don't leave." His hands curled up into fists, his voice was still cracking with every word, tears were flowing freely down his face now he just looked defeated.

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Jacob looked at her, he only nodded at her words he didn't know what to say for once. All he knew was tears were welling up in his eyes. Quickly he wiped them away and turned his head away from her, he knew she wanted that badly, but life wasn't fair it was a game of chess everyone on this world was there pawn there were no kings queens it was a game just with pawns.

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Jacob looked at her, he quickly got back on the bed in front of her, putting his arms around her. "Shhh Ellie shhhh for now you have me back for a few years at least. I have you back fully, please Ellie stop crying you know it tears me apart to see you cry please."

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Jacob looked at her, he swallowed but he didn't say anything. As he sat up and did the upload for her memories. He let out a sigh, once it was done. By then he was on his feet, his hands against the wall with his head down. "I really and honestly didn't want to tell you Ellie."

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Jacob looked at her curiously, "what do you mean exactly?" He didn't know what she was saying, she had to be more specific if she was going to ask him that question. He rolled onto his side facing her, "I don't know what your exactly saying."

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Jacob laughed, "nah I'm not going to get chubby not with the way I do things and a lot of other stuff around here, I think most of the soldiers around here are lazy because I'm the one who has to carry the gun or ammo crates to storage which I don't mind that much either way."

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Lol wow well it wouldn't be so bad for him all he has to do is find another woman to fall in love with which I really highly doubt though but it could be possible

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Jacob smiled, "I got nothing better to do unless you have an idea?" He asked, he didn't mind if she had an idea on what they would do today. He also didn't mind laying in bed all day that's what he did when no attacks came or he had to go out and patrol the streets.

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No or he would get cut