To say that he was not rocked a bit by the use of the term 'Young Master' by Illiendi, especially after his thoughts before on the matter, would be a lie. For a time, it almost slipped his mind, more important things to be considered. However, as he sits along in his father's oversized study, the youth begins seriously doubting himself. 'Illiendi is mine, is he not? And even he, who has sworn himself to me. . .Even he sees me only as a “Young Master”. . . .I bet he would find my elder brother's more to his liking, especially Raoul. He really is a masterful type' His eyes fall, his head hanging low as more and more doubt wells up inside him. He can not even find it inside himself to become upset, or even begin contemplating correcting his manservant.
'He is a demon, who serves who he likes, however I am feeling more and more that I just happened to be the only one close enough that he found palatable. The best in a barrel of rotten apples' He sighs softly, accepting the truth of it without letting him consider other options. As the least of his brothers, in his father eye and those of the men and woman of note around town, it has simply become the easiest way to think for the young man. His spine curls and his face falls into his hands as the ache brought forth by such thoughts begins to burn deep in the put of his stomach. He stays like this for some time, only shifting when he hears the sound of footsteps in the hallway. 'At the least I can do as he has taught me. At the least I can avoid dishonoring his teachings'
Sitting up in the right position, lifting his head until it is properly leveled, Amano steels himself for the encounter. As the door opens he stands respectfully, looking to the door as his father enters, followed by the center of the young man's thoughts, other than himself of course. Kenneth nods at the boy, taking his seat behind the desk with a huff, giving Amano another nod to indicate he should sit. Doing as he is bidden Amano holds himself up proper, looking far more confident and regal than he feels. As soon as his father has his drink Amano begins speaking as respectfully as possible while still adding his own personal edge to his words.
“As I said before father, I have a matter of importance with which I would like to speak to you upon. It concerns my future, and my ability to honor my family with my deeds.” Kenneth sets his glass down after a long sip, motioning for Illiendi to top it off. When his old man looks back to him, Amano takes it as his cue to continue. “For over a year now, I have been planning to take to lands outside our own, crossing the sea to places unknown to find something new, of worth, and return with it here. In essence, to create a new trade market for goods unknown to this land.”
Kenneth's eyes widen at this. Of all things he expected to hear from his son, this was not even in consideration. “Have you now?” Amano nods. “And I have not heard of it?”
Knowing his father's connection Amano quickly recollects what was discussed the night prior, the notes floating before his eyes. None of them really help, however he puts together a plausible explanation, to the best of his abilities. “I wished to prove that I can do such things on my own, and as I have planned it, all things to be done are falling into place. From your own teachings I have leaned how to control the flow of information, knowing how you pride yourself in being able to do so, I could not resist using what I have learned from you Father.”
The flattery seems to do the trick and with a loud booming laugh Kenneth pounds the table and offers his youngest an almost genuine smile. “You have done very well indeed. Glad I could pound something useful into that stubborn skull of yours. I thought you would be watching the clouds forever.” He looks to Illiendi, still chortling. “Here I was, trying to find a life for him, and there he goes, making one fore himself. I am not sure whether to weep for the ladies, or congratulate them on avoiding the burden that is my youngest.”
Use to his father's backhanded way of dealing, not only with him, but with most of his less prestigious business partners, he declines commenting on his father's attempt at humor and instead addresses it's subject. He looks down a little bashfully, knowing his words to be not true, and the falsety of it adding to the act. “I had thought to find me a lady before I took my leave of this place father, however as I have failed, and I should be leaving soon, I will write to the prospects you have selected for me and inform them myself of my current circumstance.” He looks to his father with a wry smile. “Who knows, perhaps one or more will enjoy the idea of having me when I return with the riches and prestige I endeavor to gain.”
The lord of the house chuckles, downing his glass and taping for another. Meanwhile Amano sips quietly at his own drink, thanking Illiendi quietly for it. “Yes, women are a bit foolish like that. Your mother seems to like nothing better than to hear of my conquests each time I come home to her, not that I mind that!” His youngest knows different, but holds his tongue. “I suppose in all your slinking about, you know which of the eligible in this wretched place I have scraped out for you, eh?”
Amano nods, his brother Raoul having informed him some time ago. “Lady Secilia, Lady Ganett, Lady Aubrin, and Lady Voltair. I will write to them, and the one woman I have myself seen the fond eye of, before leaving port.”
Kenneth looks equal parts skeptical and impressed with the addition of another woman to the list, however he lets it slide as he moves in to more important matters. “You do that, and I wish you best of luck. Now, on to the matter of funds. How come you by the means for such an endeavor? I can not see your hide fetching that much on a street corner, and it is not as if your little sketches have any worth other than the paper they are drawn on.”
Amano has to seriously bite back his temper at this point. He does not mind being thought of as one to sell his body, the ridiculousness of it enough to let it slide right out of consideration or a response, however the line about his art work rubs a nerve already raw by his own critical analysis of it. 'I know they are not fantastic works of art, but they are the one thing on this earth that are all my own. Your money may have purchased the paper and pencil, but the combination of the two are all my own you fat lump of tar. They are worth more to me than this flimsy bond between us you call blood ties, and if I could, I would replace you with them any day' His anger passes quickly, not a shadow of it touching his features. So use to repressing himself the task of hiding his anger is as simple as breathing.
“No father, neither my body nor my art have brought me the wealth necessary for this foray into a foreign land. Instead, I have been careful in my uses of the money you afford me, in your gracious way, and through the careful bargaining and wise expenditure I have already my crew, captain, ship, and Illiendi here.” Kenneth glances at Illiendi then looks back to Amano with a critical eye. It is clear the man seeks more explanation. Amano can feel his resolve wavering and reaches for his brand. As Illiendi warned him he makes it look as if he simply needed to wipe his lips, taking out his handkerchief that is settles in the pocket over the mark. As always, the light brush of his fingers over the mark calm his nerves and as he returns the cloth to it's place he continues speaking.
“The crew I have had for a while now, my seeking for a captain however took some doing. Most of my time was spent simply finding the right ship, with a captain that would not take me for a ride as far as the costs go, or insist on hauling me around like ballast.” Kenneth smirks at this, a touch of mirth mixed with pride gleaming in his eyes. “I turned down The Dancing Lady, and The Spritely Marlin for these reasons, however with a good word from a contact I managed to find Captain Jusler, and his ship, The Angry Lad.” He can see his father's eyes go blank for a moment, trying to place the names. They first two come easily to him, the ships having been used often enough in trades by his suppliers, however the one his son has decided upon draws only a blank to his mind. To the master merchant however, this is just another point for his son and as his focus comes back he gives Amano another nod, his smile shifting from dismissive, to shrewd.
Waving a hand at Illiendi he asks, “And what of this here? Your little touch of comfort for the long voyage?” His father often jokes about Amano having a taste for men, however it isn't until this moment that such a comment has any real affect on him.
Amano knows that Illiendi is a demon, and more than likely willing to lay with anyone as long as it is to reach his end, however he is unsure if the demon will be insulted by the implication. 'Who am I know know the customs of the beings of hell? Thus far all I know is that he is here to serve me, in his own words, to use as I please, however that say nothing to his interactions with those other than myself' Keeping strict control of his breathing he smiles softly and shakes his head. “No father. You are a great man, with many connection, and many who are capable of aiding you in things that you have slightly less aptitude for, however I can only afford one.”
He gestures towards Illiendi. “I could have afforded many lesser servants, but as you have often said, quality over quantity. Illiendi here may have cost my all funds I laid aside for human aid on my journey other than the captain and crew, however I feel he will be worth it. I ordered the best, and the best if what they sent me. You yourself know well of the worth of those trained on Marth, and as you have said many times today, he seems to exceed our own servants in this household.” When at last Amano falls silent Kenneth looks to Illiendi, an expression of deep contemplation on his face. It is clear he will have some questions for Illiendi himself.