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Toma Tanaka - May 25th | Warakuma High - Main Entrance

Toma stared at his exam score, unfeeling. He felt like he should care, or be disappointed, as it was far below his usual, but he just couldn't. It wasn't really a surprise, either -- while he would never admit it to himself, he had been falling apart the past month, his obsession with the kidnappings consuming him. When he wasn't at school, running, or working at the book cafe, he was wandering about, keeping an eye out and questioning others. He was going home late every night, always telling his parents he was spending time with friends -- something that wasn't entirely untrue sometimes. Toma was sure they knew something was off, but they never pressed the issue, probably not wanting any sort of confrontation. As a result, he had gotten very little studying done.

A bump from the crowd of students jostling to see their own scores brought him out of his thoughts. With a heavy, labored blink, he turned away from the board to head to class.




May 28th | Warakuma High - Track Field, Evening

The red-haired boy lay on the cold metal bleachers, staring at the ugly, gray sky as he did his best to slow his panting and heart rate. Whenever he ran himself ragged, he came as close to being happy as he had in the past while. Though it wasn't really happiness, but more like a sense of grim satisfaction, like he had done something that needed to be done. Whatever, it was good enough.

Swinging himself into a sitting position, his muscles cried out in pain -- as they should, considering he hadn't given them a day off in weeks. Toma knew that that wasn't good for him, but he didn't really care. He eyed the door back into the school, and decided it was finally time for him to change and head out into town. He was the only member of the track club left outside, as their meetup had ended half an hour ago. Wiping his brow with his shirt, Toma stood up, allowing himself to wince from the pain as no one was around.




Late Evening

Toma began the long trek home, rain already falling. Not that he minded in the slightest. Another night of absolutely no leads; at this point he couldn't even feel disappointed about it. He did, however, feel like something was off, or at least more than usual. He brushed the thought off to the side, and focused on getting home, pushing his wet hair off his forehead.




May 29th - Warakuma High

It was right at the end of the day that Toma overheard some second year students talking amongst themselves and mentioning that Kotori hadn't been at school today. The red-haired boy's stomach instantly dropped as he immediately feared the worst, considering she never seemed to miss school. He approached the second-years to confirm what they had said, which they did, while not being subtle about giving him strange looks.

After giving a quick nod of thanks, Toma turned on his heels and broke into a sprint, weaving through the crowd of students, and definitely bumping into and pissing off more than a few.

His exhausted mind was a jumbled mess of thoughts as he ran, heart-pounding not from exertion but from panic. Panic. He actually felt panicked and scared. It had been a long time since he had felt any emotion as intense as this fear.

Fears that were soon confirmed. In the distance, Toma could see the unassuming flower store and an out-of-place police car parked in front of it.

The boy flew up to the door and tried opening it, only to be stopped in his tracks upon realizing that it was locked. Forced to pause, he slowly came off his fear-driven auto-pilot, eyeing the inside of the store and seeing no movement. Swallowing hard and taking a breath to compose himself, he finally let go of the door handle and moved to the side, pressing his back against the building and sliding down onto his rear.

Several anxious minutes passed before the door was pushed open, snapping Toma out of his daze and prompting him to climb to his feet, coming face to face with two police officers. They both eyed him up and down.

"Sorry, boy, this store's closed today," said one of the cops, noticeably older than his partner.

Toma's brow furrowed as he swallowed again. "She's missing, right? The girl who lives here."

The two policemen threw each other a quick glance, before the older one replied. "Unfortunately. Are you a friend of hers?"

"Something like that, I guess."

"Hm. Well, we'll be working hard to find her, so rest easy, son."

Toma felt his eye twitch as he fought to keep himself from snapping. "Work hard? That's not enough. You useless lot haven't found a single one of the kidnapped -- they all just turn up with you guys having no fucking clue or explanation about what happened!" His frustration stained every word he spoke as he stared down the older man.

The cop blinked in mild surprise, but didn't lose any of his composure. "We don't know for sure the exact reason for her disappearance yet, so there's no need--"

"Bullshit!" Toma yelled, cutting him off and stepping forward, causing the younger cop to do the same and reach down to his waist. "It's obvious that she was kidnapped! The fact that you can't even confirm that proves how fucking useless you all are!"

The younger cop gripped Toma's shoulder and pushed him back firmly. "You need to calm down right now, man," he said, looking the boy in the eyes without falter.

The action helped bring Toma back to his senses. Mildy shocked from the realization of how he had just confronted and spoken to these cops, he looked away gruffly and shook the man's hand off his shoulder before taking a step back.

The older cop studied the boy's exhausted face, feeling a measure of pity for him. He sighed softly before speaking. "I'm sorry. You're right, we don't know enough about the recent disappearances. But I promise you, we are doing our best. It might not be enough right now, but it's all we can do, and it's what we'll continue doing."

Toma looked back over at him out of the corner of his eyes, expression softening slightly as the man's sincerity got through to him. He gave a slight nod as he looked away again, shoving his hands in his track jacket pockets.

The man gave him a reassuring tap on the shoulder. "Take it easy tonight, son," he said, before turning to his cruiser, the younger cop following suit.

Toma watched the pair drive off, before turning back to the flower store and looking solemnly through the window. Kotori's mother must have been worried sick. But even that wouldn't compare to how she'd be affected if she lost her daughter. Toma had seen the depressing, ugly transformation occur to his own parents after his brother's death -- both being changed in different ways, but both also for the worse. He couldn't let that happen. Despite how helpless and lost and useless he felt, he had to do absolutely everything in his power to not let that happen.

And not just for Kotori's and her mother's sakes. For his own, too. While he refused to acknowledge it, failing again would break him.

'Take it easy tonight.' Toma snorted softly to himself as he pulled up his phone and texted his parents, telling them he'd be sleeping over at a friend's house.
I have an actual, legit full day off today, so post incoming.

Oh, also I'm alive.
Holy shit it's been 23 days since I posted, didn't think it had been that long.

Poking in to confirm that I am not dead yet.
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Good luck having him do that.


I already did ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

It isn't canon if they haven't kissed. Checkmate.


Well then I guess you know what Noboru's gotta do.
Toma Tanaka - May 3rd | Shinza Shopping Square - Yoshida Book Café

Toma gave a small laugh at the woman's words. "I'll keep that offer in mind, then. I'm also a third year at Warakuma, Tanaka Toma," he said with a slight bow. He went to continue the conversation, but stopped himself, remembering that he was a waiter and had a job to do. "So I'm sure I'll see you around. Let me know if you need anything else, Himura-san." With that, he went off.

Finding himself with a moment to spare, he brought Jun's receipt to the two boys that had apparently been following her around. He stepped up to them with a bright smile plastered on his face, laying the piece of paper in front of them as he reached through the pouch full of money he wore to make change. The two stared at it for a moment, glancing up to him in confusion.

"This isn't ours--" one of them began, but was swiftly cut off by Toma.

"Wow, it sure is nice of you guys to pay for such an expensive meal. I'm impressed," he began, upbeat like nothing was amiss. "But usually, at least where I come from, guys sit with the girls they're taking out, not staring at them from across the room." He shrugged his shoulders, containing himself as the two glanced back and forth between Jun, himself, and the receipt. "Whatever works for you, though, I guess."

"What the fuck!?" one of them said as they jumped out of their seat.

The other boy, perhaps being the smarter of the two, immediately stood up and put his hand on his friends shoulder, motioning towards the door with his head. "Come on, let's just go," he said, pulling on the other.

"Hm, you aren't paying for the lady? And you aren't ordering anything for yourselves?" Toma continued, ever patronizing. "A shame. Please come again when you have the chance!"

The door closed behind them, and Toma looked over at Jun, a mock look of confusion on his face as he exaggeratedly shrugged his shoulders again.




Later on, after the impressive crowd in the store had gone and Toma was getting ready to head home, he turned to Alexei and his sister.

"Thank you both for the help, I would've had some trouble taking care of the store myself today," he said gratefully, before reaching into his pocket and pulling out the 5,000 yen tip that had been left on the counter earlier. "Here you go, Miss, one of the customers you served left this," he said with an easy smile as he held it out to the younger female.

After changing into his regular clothes, he gave a short good-bye and was off.




The good mood Toma had been in thanks to the nice day he'd had had been ruined the moment he stepped back into his house. He found his mother on the couch, having a crying fit -- something that occurred every now and again since Taiki had passed. Keeping himself smiling despite the cloud that had formed over his head, he comforted her as best he could, and had gotten her off to her room to sleep. All while his father hid away behind his office door, working the night away.

Toma spent the next hours staring at his computer, trying and failing to get his mind off his mother's breakdown and Taiki. Hearing his stomach growl, he got up and tip-toed down the stairs, both his parents now asleep given the late hour. He opened the fridge and stared inside, looking for anything easy to eat.

The boy's eyes stopped on a pack of beer, tucked away in the back-corner of the fridge. He had never drank alcohol alone, just for the sake of drinking it. But the urge to do so was taking hold of him right now. He looked over his shoulder slowly, for no real reason.

'Drink his sorrows away.' Apparently he could do that with alcohol. But he had no sorrow to get rid of. He wasn't like his parents, who were unable to get over Taiki's death and dealing with it in their own, stupid ways. He was stronger than them. He had no sorrow. At least not enough to want to drink it away.

So, if asked, he wouldn't be able to answer why he was taking a sip of the cheap beer.

He only realized after the second sip what he was doing. Anger and disgust immediately flared up inside him, his brow furrowing violently. He whipped through the kitchen and out the front door, yelling into the night as he tossed the nearly-full can. It hit the tree in his front yard heavily, bouncing off and spinning wildly in the air before landing on the ground. As the liquid spilled out, Toma walked up to it with heavy steps, raising his foot and bringing his heel down on the can as hard as he could, again and again, panting out in fury every time.

Long after the aluminum had been completely flattened into the ground, Toma relented, backing off and using the tree to balance himself as his anger receded, crushing guilt taking its place. He may have only taken two sips, but he had thought about drinking himself into a coma, like a pathetic, disgusting, worthless alcoholic. Like a weak person.

And he had no idea why he had considered it; he had no sorrow.




The first day back at school hadn't been the greatest. Toma had foregone any sort of sleep the night before or breakfast in the morning, and upon arriving at school, had quickly learned about Chiaki and had realized he had completely missed a kidnapping, much to his irritation. He did his best to focus during class, but of course had a hard time in his condition. A small consolation was that his right hand was now usable for writing notes again.

When classes were done, Toma decided that enough was enough -- he absolutely had to find out more about the kidnappings. He had to find one of the ones who had been victims of the incidents, and it didn't matter if it was Noboru, Hamada, Harvester, or this Chiaki girl. After a moment's deliberation, he decided to head to the library -- due to exams, many students would be spending time studying there, making it somewhat likely that he could find one of the kidnapping victims.

Before that, he made his way to his Track club, spinning a tale for Arata to explain why he had to leave early. After a little while, he left the field and changed.

A few minutes later, the red-haired boy was stalking around the library, keeping an eye out for any of the people he was looking for. What caught his attention, however, was a muffled crashing noise.

Blinking in confusion as he looked around, Toma stepped around a large shelf of books and poked his head into the aisle, spotting the boy who had spilled his coffee the day before getting up off the ground and picking up several books that had presumably fallen. Huh. This guy appeared to be a little clumsy.

Toma stepped down into the aisle. "You seem to be a little accident-prone," he said, amused, as he crouched down to grab some of the books. The red-haired boy quickly looked over the other as he stood up, before turning to the shelf and eyeing the books, figuring out where they went. "You look okay, but I'll ask anyway," he said with a small smile and raised eyebrows, glancing at the third-year student and shelving a book.
Haha, awesome, thank you! And yeah, I figured it's a pretty dangerous job, so I left the fates of her other Exorcist siblings kind of up-in-the-air, so I can decide how many of them are already dead later on.
Hoo boy, I think I'm done @Hexaflexagon.

Let me know about anything that needs changing. One thing I can think of right now that I was unsure of is if one can even become an Exorcist at the age of 14, which is what I have down for Anemone right now. If not, that's an easy change.
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