do you feel the same? About me i mean.

Try changing your avatar to something colorful and inviting. That might help.

No, not at all. I honestly like I am about 90% of the time - a lot of people probably do. The other 10% of the time, it's certainly not your posts I cringe over. Don't let it affect your confidence, man, you don't need Spam to validate you, and you don't need to feel awkward. Over time, you'll just come to fit in and find your place - hell, I sure did, and I'm a thoroughly cringe-worthy and awkward human being even now, never even mind when I joined up!

Nah, you're good man. No worries.

People worry too much about their reputation here, it's saddening.

Giygas said
do you feel the same? About me i mean.

No you just seem like a shy kid who would like some company. The offer is always there, just so you know.

I never really noticed anything that bad.