I haven't felt this excluded since highschool.

I've learned not to care about everyone else's little social circles in the world.

Soon there will be a local, small "event" for a Magic thing that I'm going to be excluded from. There are two conditions that make this one suck.

1.) I really want to do it.

2.) I'm being excluded because of supposed skill level.

Those are the real bummers.

But I am good enough!

Really!

They don't know!

But I am good enough tho. I place ALL THE TIME and win plenty.

Fuck.

Part of me is starting to want to be excluded so that I can try to beat them at the next open event out of spite.

Fuck it, go anyway. YOLO.

Fuck it, go anyway. YOLO.

It's a sort of private event. Though they are just going to do it at the local game store. Either way, it's impossible for me to force my way in.

Edit: getting in the building is not the problem.