The wind blew a soothing chill to the sellsword's skin, the climate now becoming a bit more comfortable as he sat himself down cross-legged on the snowy cobblestones, listening as Andrea spoke with much less intensity than before. He nodded in agreement with her sentiment regarding the importance of gold, though he doubts that she knew just how much it meant to the man. For him, it was all he knew since he was a skinny fifteen-year-old taking odd jobs from shady persons that required his recklessness and talent for violence. It kept his belly filled with meat and ale, and he needed a lot, more than any boy his age. He had spent years just taking jobs, eating, drinking, then finding the next barn to sleep in, hoping that the owner would leave him be for the night. One couldn't even think someone as self-serving as he was could fall in love, let alone keeping that love going for years until childbirth took it away from him... At least now, he didn't need to loathe himself as much for needing gold. Now, someone else needed it.
"It is good to hear that," Axol began in response to Andrea's promise not to betray them, "I do not seek pleasure in having to cut people in half." He said without any sign of a threat in his voice, as if it were the most mundane thing. "Though I do wish to have more of the share, know that I do not intend to harm any of you for that. I've changed my ways long ago, I assure you. I did wish for harm to befall you lot, though- but it's not the same thing... I think." He scratches his head, thinking of the difference between wanting to harm someone and wanting harm to happen to them. Which would make Aena more furious to hear?
He concludes that the former is worse, but the latter is not so much.
Andrea continued, sharing her goals and the true reason why she arrived here in the first place. Axol looks around and sees that the free people she referred to do not seem thrilled with the little freedom they have, given the problems that lurk outside... "Then again, much better to have problems without having shackles." Her mention of using wicked souls did make him raise a brow. His memories snap back to the previous night, the woman's eyes glowing a green hue that reeked of mischief and plotting...
"I assure you, whatever you say to me stays between us. Besides, I do not speak much when drunk. I only throw fists. However, if you do find me drowning my sorrows, please stop me from singing. Apparently, I sing a lot." In his happier days, the sellsword would drink with his late wife when the moon rose, then throw vile accusations at him the following day, claiming that he sang at the top of his lungs, which he swore to her he had no recollection of. This was unfortunately proven to be true, as their neighbors would one day muster the courage to nervously ask him to be quieter so that their children would not be so frightened to sleep. He manages a faint smile at the memory, though his heart still aches. Were things different, he would have liked to hear her laughing at him again.
"You have piqued my curiosity, Andrea, that I admit." Axol's eyes were downcast, staring at the rusted ornamentation of his greatsword as he spoke, "I... I am sorry to hear what befell your people. Were it me in your stead, I would have likely already been dead for charging at the bastards at the first opportunity I'm given. Your patience is commendable." He chuckles, though his eyes remain on the blade. "I know what that feels like, to an extent." He says, referring to the pointy-eared woman's sentiments on being an outcast. "I've developed a reputation, you see. One that made it difficult to be welcomed by the commonfolk within villages. Aye, they served me food and ale when I paid. But no one even dared to look me in the eye, nor offer me straw to lie on when I had not a single coin left in my pockets and had to sleep on the streets. It wasn't just fear. I could tell. They despised me..." Axol remained quiet for a while, his eyes distant. In his head, he hears the old knight's dying wishes once more...
"Forgive me, Andrea. I did not mean to blight your day with my sorrows. Though I assure you that you did not blight mine with yours." He sighed, pushing himself back up on his feet, his heavy steel apparel singing along with every shift of his body. "Ah, I simply cannot picture myself sober. Look at what it does to me." He smiles, managing a jest. His distrust for her still lingered, but whether it was out of desperation or something else, Axol did need someone to hear him. Even if it were someone whose very presence still oozed mystique despite their intentions being laid bare. For too long, he had not even reflected upon all that's happened to him... And with Andrea, he was only picking at the surface.
"It is good to hear that," Axol began in response to Andrea's promise not to betray them, "I do not seek pleasure in having to cut people in half." He said without any sign of a threat in his voice, as if it were the most mundane thing. "Though I do wish to have more of the share, know that I do not intend to harm any of you for that. I've changed my ways long ago, I assure you. I did wish for harm to befall you lot, though- but it's not the same thing... I think." He scratches his head, thinking of the difference between wanting to harm someone and wanting harm to happen to them. Which would make Aena more furious to hear?
He concludes that the former is worse, but the latter is not so much.
Andrea continued, sharing her goals and the true reason why she arrived here in the first place. Axol looks around and sees that the free people she referred to do not seem thrilled with the little freedom they have, given the problems that lurk outside... "Then again, much better to have problems without having shackles." Her mention of using wicked souls did make him raise a brow. His memories snap back to the previous night, the woman's eyes glowing a green hue that reeked of mischief and plotting...
"I assure you, whatever you say to me stays between us. Besides, I do not speak much when drunk. I only throw fists. However, if you do find me drowning my sorrows, please stop me from singing. Apparently, I sing a lot." In his happier days, the sellsword would drink with his late wife when the moon rose, then throw vile accusations at him the following day, claiming that he sang at the top of his lungs, which he swore to her he had no recollection of. This was unfortunately proven to be true, as their neighbors would one day muster the courage to nervously ask him to be quieter so that their children would not be so frightened to sleep. He manages a faint smile at the memory, though his heart still aches. Were things different, he would have liked to hear her laughing at him again.
"You have piqued my curiosity, Andrea, that I admit." Axol's eyes were downcast, staring at the rusted ornamentation of his greatsword as he spoke, "I... I am sorry to hear what befell your people. Were it me in your stead, I would have likely already been dead for charging at the bastards at the first opportunity I'm given. Your patience is commendable." He chuckles, though his eyes remain on the blade. "I know what that feels like, to an extent." He says, referring to the pointy-eared woman's sentiments on being an outcast. "I've developed a reputation, you see. One that made it difficult to be welcomed by the commonfolk within villages. Aye, they served me food and ale when I paid. But no one even dared to look me in the eye, nor offer me straw to lie on when I had not a single coin left in my pockets and had to sleep on the streets. It wasn't just fear. I could tell. They despised me..." Axol remained quiet for a while, his eyes distant. In his head, he hears the old knight's dying wishes once more...
"Forgive me, Andrea. I did not mean to blight your day with my sorrows. Though I assure you that you did not blight mine with yours." He sighed, pushing himself back up on his feet, his heavy steel apparel singing along with every shift of his body. "Ah, I simply cannot picture myself sober. Look at what it does to me." He smiles, managing a jest. His distrust for her still lingered, but whether it was out of desperation or something else, Axol did need someone to hear him. Even if it were someone whose very presence still oozed mystique despite their intentions being laid bare. For too long, he had not even reflected upon all that's happened to him... And with Andrea, he was only picking at the surface.
