[OOC] Fairy Tail: The Fae Chronicles

[Spartan023]

Marc said
... it was a confession actually. You're good.

There are few things too embarrassing to tell the internet, confessions are one of them. Why are you embarassed, might I ask? You said it succeeded, so I'd be jumping around bellowing "HELLS YEAH"

[RowsOfDeath]

Oh, and also? Props for the picture. At least someone agrees with me on who's best pony :D

[Marc]

Spartan023 said
There are few things too embarrassing to tell the internet, confessions are one of them. Why are you embarassed, might I ask? You said it succeeded, so I'd be jumping around bellowing "HELLS YEAH"

putting this in a hider because I

I'm embarrassed because after I finally told this guy how I'd been feeling about him, I realised that I'd just been misinterpreting the feelings for 3 years. There's a big difference between hearing something in your head and actually saying it out loud. So when I told him that I was madly in love with him and wanted to be with him, it was kinda like 'hang on, that's not right'. I do love him, but there's more kinds of love than just romantic. I love him to bits, but I'm realising now that I don't think I'd be comfortable at all being with him in an actual relationship. I love him like a brother, and he's comfortable with that; so I can't ask for anything more.

Basically I'm embarrassed because I spent 3 years thinking I felt something I didn't. Not to mention how upset I got when he told me he didn't feel the same way. I kinda just walked home and cried for a bit, thinking the world was over. That was when I started to think things through and came to the realization that me being with him was not what I wanted. It'd be cool and all, and I wouldn't mind it, but finding out that he wouldn't be comfortable with that immediately made me stop thinking about it as much. What I want is to be with him in a way that we both find comfortable and satisfying, because I care about him more than anyone else in my life. So once I stopped and realised that, I talked it over with him and apologized for being a doofus and I let him know that when I confessed to him that this is what I really meant.

And now everything's great. I got something off my chest that's been bugging me for years and everything got cleared up in a way that didn't affect our friendship. Well actually it did, but it affected it in a positive way. I feel a lot more comfortable around him now (saying 'I love you' to someone tends to do that) and I'm perfectly happy expressing my adoration for him in more of a brotherly relationship. In fact I couldn't ask for anything better. Sorry for going on I'm just very excited about this! It feels like for the first time in years everything's just cleared up for me and now I understand what my mind was really trying to tell me when I thought I wanted to be in a romantic relationship with him.

[Fisk]

@ Marc: c:

@ Everyone else: Been studying a lot lately. I'll get something done on Thursday, because my Midterm is tomorrow.

[Marc]

My friend asked me to join an rp and let me jsut say that making the character and getting my first post up was very... intense. So I'm sorry for no response here. Ima get something up for christina tomorrow.

[Fisk]

Alrighty. I'm in the middle of a lab, but I'll be able to get something done today :D

For our little four-person squad, should we time-skip to either the train or the town we're arriving in?

[Crimson Flame]

What are we gonna do on the train? Because if we're just sitting there chatting, we may as well get to town.

[TAGM3]

Not that Elijah's on the train but I thought I might as well throw something out there, two of them are new members, right? Well, maybe they could bond/get to know each other better or something 'interesting' could happen on the train. Just some thoughts!

[Marc]

I really need to get a post up for this ;~;

other rps have been keeping me busy.

[TAGM3]

I don't mind. I've surprisingly been having a lot of free time and have been able to reply pretty quickly in the IC. I usually take a couple days, even to a week or so, just to reply.

[Marc]

I only wrote something small, but it seems like enough.

[TAGM3]

Perfect! I always seem to actually be on the computer when you post so I already replied. xD And I forgot to ... congratulate?... you on your confession. It takes a lot of strength to confess to something, especially when you were hiding for so long, so good on ya!

[Fisk]

Writing a post.

--ah, I figured it'd just be nice to jump somewhere. I'll just get something small done, until we can agree where we want to end up.

EDIT: Bah, everytime I check the site is down. It's a miracle I could edit this post.

[TAGM3]

3 days of silence is too many!

[Crimson Flame]

EDIT: Bah, everytime I check the site is down. It's a miracle I could edit this post.

Seems to be better now though.

[Fisk]

That it does. Because I've done an excellent job of holding everyone up, though, I think we should just agree on a place to skip to, and we can start from there. But first, Roll call! Where's everybody at?

[Crimson Flame]

I don't know Fairy Tail all that well, so...

I'm here.

[Vocalia]

Yes? :3

[Crimson Flame]

Crimson Flame said
Seems to be better now though.

Spoke too soon...

[Spartan023]

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