[IC] Heart of Darkness (me and Ikayla)

[Magic223]

Will sighed, he didn't like been told what to do, even if it was harming himself. He didn't seem to care about hurting his own arm. "I don't know if I want to talk about it all with anybody." He had tears in his eyes. "Or maybe its just i cant or don't know how to. "He had been so used to keeping all his problems from his life to himself.
" I really can't handle anything anymore." He knew he was a complete and utter screw up. He was sobbing hard and wanted to be normal again, but he knew that would never happen.

[Ikalya]

Ikalya frowned and sat next to him on the bed; she was sure she was going to get it later for this, but she placed an arm around his shoulders and let him cry a moment before she spoke,"No one can take the world on alone, not eve a mighty hybrid...Everyone needs someone. Whether it be a friend, family or someone they really care about. I do not expect you to follow my advice,"she said with a sigh,"You're far too hard-headed for that, but try to be more open with your pack mates...You don't have to tell them everything...Or maybe there is one of them that you trust more the rest. That would be a good person to talk to about these things." She went silent again and allowed him to cry more; he needed this...That much was obvious. It was good for anyone to cry some every so often and he was over due.

[Magic223]

Will was still sick, he was miserable and his body was shaking, he leaned on her when talked, he had tears falling down his face. He knew he couldn't do things alone.
"Nobody even cares, why would they listen even if I was nicer." he missed his little brother as well. "My brother was the only one I felt that was there for me and now hes gone."He felt broken and lost, he wanted to just be happy. Will was never happy anymore, not truely. He wondered if that was why he always drunk so much.
He leaned over the bed and was throwing up into a bucket.

[Ikalya]

At this point she wasn't sure what to do; she didn't want to leave him alone, but she needed his pack mates to show him that they did care. She let him finish throwing up before she started speaking again,"If your pack mates didn't care, would they be so concerned when they found out you were hurt or ill." He was missing his brother; just like she missed Dan. She rested her hand on his head,"I will tell you what I've told you before... I know you miss your brother, but let it go. It's done...It's over and no matter how angry and bitter you are he is not coming back. Do you think he would have wanted you to go on miserable for the rest of your life?"

[Magic223]

"I feel like I was failing to protect him, I was the older one.... I was meant to keep him safe, He trusted me." Will had tears in his eyes, he had just sat back up. "Then hunters poisoned him. He thought he would be fine, How do you tell a younger brother hes dying. The poison was fatal no cure," He was sobbing harder. He hadn't been able to get over it, because he never talked about it and had bottled his feelings all up. He was sweating and felt very sick.
He know Victor wouldn't have wanted him miserable "Oh Vic... I'm so sorry." he sobbed harder and was muttering it to himself. "I failed you, I'm a horrible brother."

[Ikalya]

Ikalya wrapped her other arm around him,"The fact that you feel this way does not make you a horrible brother,"she assured him, but didn't think she was going to get anywhere. Maybe it was best just to let him get it out of his system for now. He'd been holding it in for so long. She moved her hand up and gave him a gentle pat on his head,"Don't hold it in anymore...Do not be ashamed to get emotional; there's nothing to be ashamed of,"she said, in a comforting tone,"You'll feel better afterwards...Maybe not physically, but mentally and emotionally,"she said, hoping he would get over this illness soon. She wasn't normally squeamish, but she wasn;t sure how much longer she could listen to him throwing up.,

[Magic223]

Will wasn't used to people putting thier arms around him, at least not anymore, but he realized that he liked the comfort. He continued to cry though, he hadn't let anybody hold him while he cried and talked about his feelings, he was coughing as well. He knew everything had become too much for him.
"I never have talked to anybody about it, " He whispered "Never thought I had anybody that would listen and comfort me."
He was a wreck.

[Ikalya]

Ikalya gave a soft chuckle,"Will, there's a whole group of people out there that are willing to listen; that want to be your friends...But you have to let them,"her voice was stern, but comforting. She was still surprised that he was willing to share this with her; that he broke down like this in front of her. She was pretty sure he still hated her, though. Maybe even more now that she saw this side of him. She sighed, knowing that after this was over...After he was feeling better he would go back to treating her like garbage and it would be like this never happened. Oh well, she thought and decided to enjoy it while it lasted. Not that she enjoyed seeing someone like this.

[Magic223]

Will knew that she was probably right. He closed his eyes. He ended up falling asleep for awhile. He was drained from his fever.
He knew that he wasn't sure if he would go back to being hard on her later. Will slept for a few hours and had the blankets right over him.
When he awoke, he heard one of his pack mates talking to Ikayla.
"How is he?" One of them asked her.

[Ikalya]

Iklya had fallen asleep herself a few moments after he did, but somehow woke herself up before anyone caught them. She was standing over him and checking his fever again; it seemed to have gone down...At least for now. She sighed,"Well; his fever's gone down,"she assured the pack member. She wasn't sure if she should tell him about Will's break down...She thought it best not to, at least, not for now. That was something Will should tell them. she took a seat on the bed and rubbed her eyes,"I think the puking finally over though...He hasn't done it in a few hours."

[Magic223]

The hybrid nodded "Ah I see, though guess never know with him, he might be fine because he was asleep or hasn't eaten more, either way he'll be fine in a few days I'm sure, he gets himself very sick and then recovers, " He had known Will to get sick before. He was looking at her "He'll probably be cranky with everybody for now I bet."
Will was rolling over and he kicked his covers off, he growled as he was uncomfortable. He hated being sick, it was always too hot or cold, or just plain uncomfortable. Right now was uncomfortable.

[Ikalya]

Ikalya rolled her eyes,"When is he not cranky,"she said with a sigh, and when she heard him move she helped him with the blanket. She didn't really want to talk to anyone right now. From the way he was acting earlier Will had her missing Erin again. She looked over at Will, then up at the hybrid,"You all need to have a talk sometime...He seems a bit lonely,"she informed the hybrid before standing again,"Anyway; it's your turn to babysit...I need some air,"she said before leaving the room. As she walked down the hallway she pulled a chain out from under her shirt...It had two small metal bands hanging from it. They were wedding bands..One was hers, of course, and the other belonged to Erin.

[Magic223]

The hybrid looked at her "Lonely? He never wants anybody in his room and only wants to yell at us rather than talk," he snorted not believing that Will wanted company, He knew Will would try kick him out of the room as well. Will never wanted anybody around. Why would that change. The Hybrid huffed and walked over to his sick leader "Will..," he said.
"Alec .............. go away," Will grumbled to the hybrid, he felt so ill and didn't want to deal with his pack. His throat hurt and he wanted Alec to leave him alone.

[Ikalya]

Ikalya sat outside for a while; she wasn't sure what she was going to do. She knew as soon as she went inside she was going to go straight back to Will's room. There wasn't much to do...She was pretty sure his pack mates weren't too fond of her. Well, all except one and she wasn't allowed to talk to him anyway. She waited for a moment longer before she back inside as soon as she stepped through the door though he was there. Daniel; she didn't look at him...She kept her eyes on the floor as they walked past each other. Now she was feeling even more miserable than before.

Slowly, she made her way back up to Will's room and pushed the door open, crept inside, then shut it. She was only here because there wasn't much else to do...She wasn't hungry, so there was no reason to cook....Cleaning? She was never very good at that and would probably end up making a bigger mess afterwards. "Feeling any better,"she asked in a disinterested tone as she took a seat the chair she was using earlier.

[Magic223]

Will was looking at her "No........... don't get magically better that fast," he sounded rather miserable. He was very pale. He coughed more and sits up and looked at her.
He was very dizzy as well.
Will didn't know what to do, he watched Alec leave "Your bored." he said. "There are books and stuff to read." he yawned a bit. He was bored as well, he needed more to do.

[Ikalya]

She chuckled softly,"I wasn't talking about that,"she said as her face returned to a serious one. She looked at her hands, then looked back over at him,"And lay back down...You shouldn't be getting up any time soon...Need to rest,"she said with a sigh. She really didn't want to go back out there...[i]He[/] was out there. She didn't want to see him. Not because she didn't like him anymore, but it made her feel lonely. "I'd rather not go back out there,"she said as her gaze returned to her lap. She didn't want to stay in here either, but at least she had someone to talk to in here.

[Magic223]

Will was looking at her. He knew that she didn't really want to be in here, but had nothing else to do. He lay back and sighed wishing that he could just be better.
He knew it was too hard for him to get better so easily.
Coughing Will looked at her "You don't want to really be here talking to me either."
The hybrid leader knew why she didn't want to go back out there.

[Ikalya]

Ikalya shrugged and lifted her legs so that her feet were on the chair and her chin was resting on her knees,"At least I have someone to talk to in here,"she said with a sigh and looked over at him. She wondered what was taking him so long to get better. The bullet had been removed and his wound seemed to be healing up just fine. Was it the vampire venom in his blood that weakened his immune system? She thought about this for a moment, but then she'd never heard of vampires getting sick. then again, she'd never spoke to enough to know. could vampires get sick? She knew werewolves could...She'd been sick a few times since her change. She decided to keep her opinions to herself this time,"Do you need anything,"she asked, looking for something to do.

[Magic223]

Will was laying there and looking rather pale. He seemed to be feeling quite miserable as well. He coughed badly. He didn't know why he took so long to get better, other than just having a horribly weak immune system it seemed, though he was sure it had barely been a day. He snuggled up in his blankets and was lost in thought. He knew she would never like him, he was never nice to her and he knew he didn't know how to be nice.
Feeling weak he looked at her.
"Something to stop a headache and maybe something to do, I'm bored."

[Ikalya]

"I can help you with the headache, but I'm not so sure I can help your boredom. Why don't you do what you normally do and put everyone around you down to make yourself look better,"she said as she stood, obviously upset about something, but she didn't give him a chance to respond before leaving the room. Ikalya looked around for something to help him with his headache, then got a glass of water and found a book that she though would entertain him...At least for a little while. When she returned to his room she placed the glass of water and the book on his bedside table before handing him a couple of pills for his headache, then picked up the glass of water and handed it to him.