• Last Seen: 10 yrs ago
  • Old Guild Username: Allison Church
  • Joined: 12 yrs ago
  • Posts: 774 (0.17 / day)
  • VMs: 0
  • Username history
    1. Allison church 12 yrs ago

Status

User has no status, yet

Bio

User has no bio, yet

Most Recent Posts

Shay smiled and she soon fell asleep in his arms. She refused to leave his room, his arms the entire night and she kept sleeping. The next morning she woke up and smiled as she got up and stretched out and she sighed. She was not going to class that morning either way. She just didn't want to go...she didn't know why, but she didn't want to go. She rubbed her eyes and sighed. "Hey Indy, it's morning. It's time to get up." She smiled at him. He was so cute.
Well it helps me not cry and listen to the yelling going on
I did. Kind of need to keep my mind off of things
Shay looked up at him and she nodded as she removed his hand and put hers gently on his cheek and she smiled as she still had tears rolling. "Alright." She whispered softly as she was breathing softly. "Alright...I'll stay. Fight this fight together." She nuzzled her head into his neck. "My father will hang me by a noose....there's a difference. He would kill me." She said as she had her arms around him and she sighed. "I'll make up a lie so I can stay. Make up something about my night terrors cause me to hurt myself." She sighed as she kissed his nose gently. "I'll stay....I'll stay just because you want me to." She kissed his nose gently. "I'll stay."
My uncle just died from a heart attack...sorry it's taking so long. I haven't seen him in four years my dad is breaking the house
Shay slightly looked down as she begin to think about it, everything. "You're just going to leave....like my mother left....she died because she left...." She said as a tear rolled down her cheek. That was why she never trusted anyone. Because everyone always left. They abandoned her, her father had been the only one who could ever stay with her. He was the only one who ever stayed with her. Her hands were shaking again. Her head was laid back on the bed and she was looking up. Only one tear had rolled down her face and she looked at Indy. "You don't have to spare my feelings if you don't feel the same way. It's not like I'm not used to hearing it. "I'm sorry, Shay...but I don't like you that way....I'm sorry you aren't my type..." So many excuses...." Shay mumbled as she moved away from him and she pulled him down beside her and she laid her head on his chest.

It was true. She had listene to countless rejections, even from people she wanted to be friends with. And now, this was the biggest heart break of all. "Just a one night kind of thing. You kiss one moment and the next...you...you don't care...." She rubbed her throat, remembering the tightening of the rope. "My number one rule was next to...go for the heart breakers....it'll end in tragedy and once you tell them what's going on they leave you to be hung by a noose." She said as she cringed. She sat up and got up. "I think I should just head back to my dorm....I-I don't like the heart break. My back is against the wall with my dad already....I'll be seeing the noose soon." She picked up her jacket and slipped it on. "If I don't do what I'm told the noose..goes around my neck..." She rubbed her throat.

She was scared, her body was shaking now too. She was afraid of everything coming. "I'm afraid." She whispered. There were actually marks on her neck too. But they had almost healed. She rubbed her neck and whimpered softly. "You....you're going to leave like my mom did, like all my friends did. Just this time...the heart break will be more difficult....my last boyfriend abused me...I was trying to be careful with handing my heart to someone. I can't be open to anyone who will abandon me....who won't help me....this is why no one knows....I never tell anyone what they are into....or I'll get hurt....and the people I care about. So if you don't feel the same way. Say it and I'll leave. I'll let whatever they do take it's events like I always do." She sighed and walked towards the door. "I'm going to my dorm...I'm not coming to class either do don't bother wondering. I have things to get out."
I know. Just don't want any of us getting in trouble. ^_^ Just wanted to make sure, but it's so cute!!
Shay's cheeks were pink as her heart was beating much faster and she kissed him gently, blushing as she felt his tongue. She looked up at him as she was held against him and she blushed as she looked down. "No one has ever kissed me before, Indy...I had one boyfriend. I got smacked around. After that...I never looked at a guy till you...." She whispered as her heart returned to its normal rate and se smiled up at him, she didn't think he could see it. But she smiled. She took his hand and let go straight away. "Do you like me though?" She mumbled softly and blushed. She liked kissing him, the passion she never had received. "I like you...my fad would be mad if I'm not in my dorm. I can probably make up something...I'll...I'll come stay with you." She said softly, taking his hand again.

"I don't think that was security...it might be them." She said softly and put a finger to her lips. "I'm going to check. My dad knows I go out at night." She unlocked the door and gently poked her head out and looked around. She didn't see anyone and she shut the door back and she looked at Indy. "I didn't think someone as interesting as you would even like me..I never thought you would like me." Shay said as she shut the door and she went over and smiled as she kissed his cheek gently. "My heart pounds because...I never thought it would happen....no one would ever like me....I'm a teachers pet..." She said as she sighed and stepped back. "Come on. Let's go....thanks for letting me stay with you, Indy...." She was blushing. "I just never thought you'd like me....of all people..."
Lol just gotta remember we are on the threads. If things get...romantic we either fade or move it lol. ^_^
Shay didn't often go into the library. She usually stayed away from there. It was too quiet for her. She had always been scared something was going to happen if she went. Something...completely awful that would change everything that hadn't already changed. She noticed him looking at her and her cheeks went pink in the darkness. It was all moving so quickly....her mind...couldn't comprehend. She had never been kissed, never been liked, never showed any interest in a guy before, that was until now. She leaned forward slightly as well, she was hesitant, nervous. Her hands were a bit shaky. But feeling his lips brush against hers, her cheeks turned very pink. Her first kiss was with her professor. Not that he was too much older, but she was still nervous.

Her lips gently pressed against his, her eyes were gently shut as she slightly, hesitantly kissed him, for a few seconds until she slightly pulled her lips back. "Indy...." She mumbled softly to him, her cheeks pink. She tried to keep the tears at bay. Her first boyfriend ended up a bad apple, as she called it. He truly was a bad apple. It scared her so much. It scared her to even like someone, but she really did like him. He was so sweet towards her. But she couldn't tell him if she had a crush on him. It scared her if she would tell him that she had a crush on him. But she continued to blush. She didn't know what to do now, she didn't know what to say, to kiss him again. She was terribly scared what to do. "Maybe...we should talk about something else..." She whispered softly.

"I...I can't talk about what my father has been doing. I'm too afraid to. I'm afraid of the rope...of what he'd do if I told." Shay whispered as her hands were still shaking, but since she was speaking about her father she was even more frightened.
© 2007-2026
BBCode Cheatsheet