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supertinyking said
You'll learn tips and tricks to get you calmer. Like, try going around your home, looking to see if anyone is there. I do so, normally armed. It helps calm me.

I'll probably be doing that in the summer, when I'm home alone from 8 to 5... Nothing but me, the house and two dogs who's only use is akin to a car alarm and constantly run to the door to bark at NOTHING, scaring the shit out of me... Yahoo...

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supertinyking said
No problem.

I mean, I'm nowhere near calm, but I'm at least... normal, I guess...
...Now my biggest worry is how to explain the giant teeth marks on the pencil I borrowed from my friend...

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supertinyking said
Hehe, normally I shatter the damn thing. The fact your applying pressure seems to help me. I sorta think of it like biting someone's finger, shattering it.....

Huh... It actually did help... thanks...

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supertinyking said
Now, bite it as hard as you can, using some of your back teeth.

...Done... *working jaw* Think I almost broke it...

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supertinyking said
Try finding a pencil......

A pencil?
...
Got it...

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supertinyking said
You know of what I feel, some days....all days....

Damn man... I'm sitting here freaking out, and everyone's asleep, I don't know what to do... I keep glancing over my shoulder, I know nothing's going to be there but I can't help it, I'm freaked...
I'm trying to do what I'd normally do, listen to music, calm my nerves, it's not working...

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Hold me now, I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking, maybe six feet ain't so far down. Please come now, I think I'm falling, holding on to all I think is safe...

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supertinyking said
You feel like a stranger in your own body, constantly like something is wrong? Or is it you feel this dark deep down urge to do things that when you think about them later, you wonder what you are becoming?

The first one, definitely. I feel like something is wrong, something is definitely not OK, I sometimes feel like something is trying to choke me and I can't even tell what it is. That's the best way I can describe it...

ShadowVentus said

I love that song...

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Well, maybe not YOU crazy, but my own type of crazy. I've not been myself. I don't know how nobody else has noticed, but I've been... I've been... I can't explain it... I can't put it into words, this... Thing...

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kishin asura said
'Sup?

Not much, I think I'm turning into Tiny, y'know *swirls finger around my ear* coocoo...