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I need one, really though for college its like needed for the course I am taking so getting it now will help alot.

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You guys have tablets and I am here with just a mouse.

...he looks weird

I love you to Rose

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Sooon hopefully yup....cat videos....

little Mac?

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I dealt with this before, i could deal with it again and such... besides I been through with this a lot, you can call it the mighty...existential crisis! Ah the powers it has on me...the powers...that makes me roll on the floor wondering why I am here.... though they are really temporary until I watch some vids with cats or you tubers until i forget everything!....Like seriously everything that made me sad in the first place. So in a few hours I will be back probably laughing about so,me guy in a dress dancing...i found a vid like that and its fucking hilarious. SO sorry fro my sad depressing days, you be getting that at least every 4 months or so...yup...

(If I can only draw....I lost my eraser god damn it)

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.... you be surprised how monotone my voice is right now and really I am not excited I am just all...go for it and shit, I feel sick (Since I apparently have indigestion) to the point were my feelings are becoming so mono to the point were I may even sound like a I care. because i seriously need a slap at the face right now because I feel shit and it not because of the sickness.

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Sorry then, I should't have really talked about this if I am making things worst, probably am...ya mostly likely to the point I am. What can I prove anyway, allI can do if post a picture saying something and there bam attention caught, point proven but that is it. I don't know how to prove it to you, fine tell me off, tell all the reasons... prove me wrong as well...I need it, I need a bitch slap to the face. Go for it... I can't prove it since I don't know how to....

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....it may sound so easy but its hard at the same time, confidence...it so hard to get it these days, the fact that I feel like a been pulled down by it each day doesnt help with it. I do want to man up as you say but how I lived and how I was raised it isnt easy to man up. That is why a single praise brings so much hope to me and a single mean thing pulls me into the gutter.

That is why I am afraid of so many things, useless things becuase I fear that its my fault. everything i go through is my fault. That is why I feel weak for this as I dont think I can handle this naymore. belive me that i do want to go forward, how the future is so bright... it sounds so hopeful yet it feels lonely. The fact that I feel lonely for this doent help it. So many people got your side...

i want to be lucky at that, to talk someone in real life and say things and they help me on that, its hard. It gets really really lonely... I been living in loneliness far too much that I am afraid of it even though I live in it nearly everyday. So its not writers block or the unsatifactory of this is the feeling that there is something here becuase when it feels empty there is no point to it. why go on if there is nothing anyway... i can smile back at the moments of it but its the past and striving in it is not really a good thing...

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...it just seems so easy too... i never really been taken seriously before here and that makes me wonder if I am a part of this even though I am the gm...

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Bride

Bride blushed as the guy or Grimm pointed somethings about his body that can tell that he was a guy. Though thin hips...did he really have thin hips? And why was the guy drawing them anyway, it felt weird to even asked that since everyone had their rights to do something but still made things awkward. Bride really didnt like telling the truth like that, he did want to explain things first so they won't be weirded out by it. " o-oh...uuh... okay..."

He looked down onto his feet as he now had to deal with his gender being told out their. He wasnt ashamed that he was a boy but moments of hate that he expereinec with it made him nervous to tell. Walter asked why was wearing a dress. Bride gripped on the rim of his dress and blsuhed. "It-it pre-tty....and e-easy to-wear...n-nothing wrong with i-it..." He whispered out, as he continued to blush. He didnt even notice Rei had began to talk to Grimm.

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I just feel I may not be strong for this group...you guys have strong personailties and I am here letting things go.... thanks thoguh what you siad but it scares me that I may be forgotten...