”it is better to be feared than loved, if you cannot be both.” –
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Full Name◄
fox kurt bellamia
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Nickname◄
just fox is all right - many like to go by their middle names, but he'd rather not be called the same way as his father.
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Birth Date◄
october 20
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Age◄
18
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Gender◄
cisgender male
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Sexuality◄
asexual & aromantic, but fox frequently manipulates people through flirting and faking his sexuality.
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Relationship Status◄
undetermined
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Sexually Active◄
only if necessary for his advancement (so, usually, no)
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Team Color◄
blue
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Years At Camp◄
third year
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In Depth Appearance◄
fox has very chiseled features, with high and sharp cheekbones that make him look more of a statue than like a teenager. his jawline is less defined, going in slightly towards his ears, but is still pointed and angular. he seems to be made up of angles, actually, with his bony figure 6-foot and one hundred fifty pound figure - not the healthiest weight to be. he carries minimal fat simply from poor eating habits and is mostly lean, long muscle, with more dancer's legs than a brawler's, and spindly arms made more for flexibility than bulk. his torso is in a vague v-shape, and the rest of his body is straight down, with no shapely silhouette to him at all.
he is not exactly distinctive outside of having a very jack skellington-esque body. fox has dark, feminine eyes that give no way into his soul. his brow is the only giveaway of his personality, always furrowed and focused like he's studying whoever he is with. his complexion is porcelain pale and usually blemish-free, simply because he doesn't eat anything that would affect his skin poorly and anything that interrupts the perfection streak gets scratched and picked off almost immediately (suppose it's anxious hands, or something along those lines). similarly, he has crescent-shaped scars in his forearms at almost all times, or just vertical lines if he is feeling more rampant.
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Habits & Quirks◄
- when things are not going fox's way, he will dig his nails into his skin and draw his aggression into himself rather than attack the other person (sometimes that impulse is too driven to ignore, however).
- to express his impatience in any situation, fox will tap his feet and look around as if he is losing interest. usually it's just a signal to whoever he's with that they have to hurry the pace.
- fox tilts his chin up to subtly show dominance, as it gives him a little more height and a general 'too good to be here' vibe.
- his shoulders are always squared, and his back is always straight - fox never seems to lose his immaculate composure.
- fox's hands are never visible whenever he is interacting, for no particular reason. it just seems like he's hiding something, but being dodgy is nothing new for fox bellamia.
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Likes & Dislikes◄
- likes: travelling, social events, a chance at leadership, puzzles/any sort of 'brain exercise,' literature
dislikes: being spoken down to, media, mealtimes, camaraderie, staying in one place for too long
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Fears & Phobias◄
as much as he seems like a self-confident asshole, fox is actually terrified of failure and losing his stunning reputation. he avoids getting himself in trouble as best as he can, and while he doesn't always apply himself in the best way, he ensures that nothing is done 'wrong.' if his attempts fall flat, fox does not take it well.
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Good Personality Traits◄
quick-witted . extremely intelligent . rational . adaptable . resourceful . charismatic
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Bad Personality Traits◄
harsh . manipulative . boastful . self-obsessed . arrogant . hot-headed . hostile
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Personality◄
fox's overall “style” of interacting involves considerable, persistent, maladaptive aggression, which, when confronted, is met by either more insistent anger or very depressed withdrawal.
fox embodies arrogance at its finest, and possesses characteristics common to narcissistic personalities. he is principally defined by the fact that he is narcissistic to the most pathological extreme. what distinguishes him from this vanity alone is his penchant for aggression. he actively seeks the superior or dominant position in any relationship or encounter. he abhors submission to any entity that could be viewed or conceptualized as a “higher power” or authority, even though he'll easily sink to that level when his guard is down. fox is fundamentally at war with anything that stands in the way of his unrestrained pursuit of his desires. some will accede to or give assent to demands placed on them when it is expedient to do so, but he never truly subordinates his will.
bellamia is ruthlessly self-advancing, generally at the expense of others. he actively and deliberately seeks to exploit and victimize others when to do so will further his own ends. fox tramples the rights and needs of others to satisfy his own desires. probably from this is where he has developed a pathological disdain for the truth - truth is the great equalizer, and fox always wants to maintain a position of advantage. so, he deliberately plays very loose with the truth when he's not flat out lying to con or dupe you. even worse, he lacks internal “brakes.” he does not arrest himself when he's on his missions and exercises little control over his impulses.
in more controlled times of mania, fox does his best to appear benign on the surface and to veil all his aggressive agendas. his use of tactics to conceal his intentions while simultaneously getting the better of others makes him most dangerous during this time, almost a wolf in sheep's clothing. however, it is important to note that fox is made up of phases, and this phase is not commonly visited. in a similarly rough phase, he seems senseless, remorseless, and completely empathy-devoid. he possesses a superficial charm and glibness and is extremely parasitic. being devoid of any empathy-based sense of bonding to others, having virtually no conscience, and having such a pathological sense of superiority, fox feels entitled to prey on those he sees as weaker and remorselessly engages in predatory aggression.
fox hurts people by definition. as strange as it may seem, though, inflicting pain on others is not his principal aim. he simply wants whatever it is he desires and is willing to run roughshod over anyone else to get it. getting his way is his main desire, and in the process, others often get hurt.
as a child he had some quality that made people look at him, then look away, then look back at him, troubled at something foreign. something looked out of his eyes, and was never there when one looked again. fox moved quietly and talked little, but he could enter no room without causing everyone to turn toward him. he made people uneasy, but not so that they wanted to go away from him. men and women alike wanted to inspect him, to be close to him, to try and find what caused the disturbance he distributed so subtly. and since this had always been so, fox did not find it strange.
fox has always been a liar, but he does not lie the way most young people do. his are no daydream lying, when the thing imagined is told and, to make it seem more real, told as real. the difference between a lie and a story is that a story utilizes the trappings and appearance of truth for the interest of the listener as well as of the teller; a story has in it neither gain nor loss, but a lie is a device for profit or escape. his lies are never innocent. their purpose is to escape punishment, or work, or responsibility, and they are used for profit. most liars are tripped up either because they forget what they have told or because the lie is suddenly faced with an incontrovertible truth. fox does not forget his untruths, and he has developed the most effective method of lying: he stays close enough to the truth so that one could never be sure. he knows two other methods also — either to intertwine his lies with truth or to tell a truth as though it were a lie.
nearly everyone in the world has appetites and impulses, trigger emotions, islands of selfishness, lusts just beneath the surface. most people either hold such things in check or indulge them secretly. fox knows not only these impulses in others but how to use them for his own gain. he does not believe in any other tendencies in humans, for while he is preternaturally alert in some directions he is completely blind in others. parasitic, manipulative fox is the embodiment of evil by popular opinion. his evil seems to be innate and all-consuming, as he displays murderous and perverse tendencies from an early age. he has an overwhelmingly pessimistic view of humankind: fox believes that there is only evil in the world and therefore surrenders himself to it fully. all the while, he fails to understand the good in others and instead uses their trusting natures to achieve his own predatory ends.
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Place Of Origin◄
straight outta manhattan
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Background◄
fox was born to an A-lister who had children simply for the accessory of children, kurt bellamia. kurt was a rockstar, self-involved in all ways and only married to an opera singer for hr wealth, beauty, and the possible popularity it would bring him. unfortunately, after giving birth to fox's sister about nine months after him, she was taken by maternal death. kurt grew loathsome of fox's sister, anastasia, and eventually fox was the only person in the world that ana knew that was kind to her... relatively. he was always a bad influence, convincing her to go stealing from shops with him, telling her to skip school with him so he wouldn't have to be alone. neither of them quite realised the impact of their actions. and with kurt on tour constantly, their nurse didn't do much to stop them.
with all the time he spent with his younger sister instead of with other kids in his year, fox grew distanced from other children, and developed a certain social inadequacy. he was diagnosed with conduct disorder at age nine, and subsequently, at age ten, oppositional defiance disorder. these take form in frequent bursts of aggression, which he has only slightly learned to control. fox tailored other people to fit his unpredictable personality by manipulating them into something more docile, or at least admiring of him so that they do not grow tired of him once he inevitably throws a temper tantrum. throughout elementary, he was the angry kid that constantly got into trouble.
throughout middle school, fox grew into a more socially learned individual, developing a deeper understanding of psychology and utilising it for his own advancement. he figured out that kids were very prone to his flirtatious advances and would do anything he wanted once they liked him, so obviously he became known for being rather promiscuous - but it did get him to the top of his class. when he arrived in high school, he maintained his reputation with ease, having no problem manipulating even his teachers into liking him. he reserved his neurodivergent fits for when he was at home, and managed to hide all of it from public view. when he was a sophomore and fifteen years old, however, fox received a B- on a midterm. this set him off to the point of destruction of government property. the school, not appreciative of it, suspended him for a month, and kurt realised this was the time to do something.
fox was sent to the camp originally to deal with his issues socialising. his first year, he was rather awkward, unsure of himself and only a fraction as possessive as he was outside of camp, but fox eventually grew to be more regal and fit the 'blue' stereotype as the years progressd.
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Extra◄
drawing & making dumb lil edits
C O P Y R I G H T
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