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'What? A year?! There's no way I have time for that!' Jenso thought, frowning at Nexus. "Yes, I could use a teacher.." Jenso said with a smile. Nexus was most likely talking about himself, but he wasn't entirely sure. He certainly appreciated the idea of being able to learn peace faster than a year, though.
"Huh...that's...that's amazing.." Jenso muttered. "I see...so, do I need to meditate in order to achieve uh...peace?" Jenso asked, quite intrigued by what Nexus had said. He wanted to learn this power in order to protect the innocent, and have a better chance to stand up against the Order.
"Do you mean like...being able to be at peace within your mind during combat?" Jenso asked Nexus. "I know it's important to keep your cool during battle...I usually try to do that, even though I'm not always the best at it..." Jenso stated. "It's hard to stay calm and at peace when a giant beam of death or something is about to strike you head-on."
Jenso smiled at Nexus. "I guess I do enjoy a good fight every now and then...I never really appreciated peace...I guess I'd be happy when everything with the Order of Chaos has passed, but...I guess I might end up feeling pretty bored. Sounds stupid, right? Like you said, I'll have to get used to the prospect of peace. I can't just randomly run around beating people up, right?" Jenso said with a smirk. "My life got a whole lot more exciting since I encountered the Order, that's for sure."
Jenso nodded. "I...I do believe that some people deserve second chances, but...perhaps I've been to naive to believe that everyone can change their ways just by having their ass kicked or getting imprisoned. That's my moral fibre being at the wrong...some evil people simply can't change and need to be killed for the sake of protecting people. Even if I don't enjoy killing.." Jenso replied to Nexus.
Jenso smiled at Nexus. "Thanks..." Jenso said to him, and got in a meditating position as he closed his eyes. "Vale did tell me that I should kill bad people, but...I don't know if I can do that. Do I really have the right to end their lives? Everyone deserves a second chance, right? I can bring myself to kill dangerous creatures that just don't know any better, but human beings? Or something just as smart as humans? I don't know if I can do that, Nexus. I'm not afraid to kill, but...I just don't feel like it's up to me to decide if their lives end." Jenso admitted, trying to focus his ki within his body to have flames erupt from them. Or in this case, his Ki.
Jenso gave Nexus a sad look as he told him his story. It surprised him that Nexus would mention such a sensitive story to him, which made him relax more in Nexus's presence. He did not seem ill-intended in the least. "Man...that sucks...but I guess it worked out in the end, right?" Jenso said with a smirk, trying to comfort the man. "I get where you're going with this, though. You mean that, no matter how hard I would try to win and get what I want by doing things the same way when I was alive, I won't get anywhere unless I take it easy...like you mentioned earlier." Jenso stated with a smirk. Jenso realised that this story had essentially the same meaning like what Nexus had said earlier, but put in a more gentle manner. Regardless, it made Jenso feel more at ease around the man and made him more willing to listen. "Alright, so what do you suggest I should do now? How do I take it slow and...study?"
Jenso frowned at Nexus. 'He seems sincere...but can I really trust him?' He thought. 'He might just be messing with me like Ada did, but...well, I guess I'll just have to find out.' Jenso smiled at Nexus. "You're right, if I had the chance to live again then I'd definitely grasp it immediately with both hands." Jenso said to Nexus. 'I can't believe this guy...the way he talks reminds me of Zelriane now..' He thought. "You do have a point, though...I never really took the time to prepare myself or study for anything I was going to face. But...people's lives are always at stake, and.." Jenso spoke, and was silent after that.
Jenso frowned as Nexus spoke. "I don't mind being friends with you, but...What, are you expecting me to run and let the Order kill and do as they please?" Jenso said, in a somewhat annoyed but still calm tone. "The way I see it, all of this started when Prisma killed most of the people in Arcadia and nearly killed me. Even if I ran away...Surely he would have been able to catch up to me and kill me, right? Even if he didn't, sooner or later, I believe the Order would have killed me anyways." Jenso said, and looked away. "But I guess what I could've done doesn't matter anymore.."
Jenso gave Nexus a somewhat annoyed look, but his words managed to calm him down. He sat down in front of Nexus and let out a deep sigh. "Alright...so, what do you want to know about me?" Jenso asked in a calm and relaxed tone.
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