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4 yrs ago
Death Note.
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4 yrs ago
After a painfully long hiatus...I'm finally back, and hoping to write + meet people again.
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6 yrs ago
Time to go on semi-hiatus. I'll reply once in a while when I can find the motivation, but until then, I need a break.
7 yrs ago
When you finally stand up for yourself but you stutter. Feels bad man.
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8 yrs ago
writing helps with my depression but when I'm depressed I don't have the motivation to write.
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Thank you Siaya Dragalorn for creating the banner/header!


Hey, welcome to my profile. I've been writing since I was a kid, and it's something I'm very passionate about. I'm not sure what else to put here, but don't hesitate to reach out if you think we'd hit it off. BTW, I'm an adult, so I would prefer to write with people closer to my age.


Seeking: Not...sure...
Limits: Romance-wise, nothing explicit. But I'm pretty lenient for everything else (within reason).
Reply status as of 1/13/24: Getting back to a decent pace.

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As promised, Cenrid lead the group to the mountain, and he'd given them each a weapon from a makeshift camp of sorts. Apparently the man had been anticipating the arrival of Thorin, for he had been staked out some time beforehand.

Thankfully, their weapons were not needed. There wasn't a soul in sight.
The closer Kili got to the mountain, the more amazed he felt to see it up close. This had always been his dream, and now it was real. Seeing the destruction left by Smaug filled him with dread; what if Thorin and the rest of the company had been killed?

"I don't see anyone," Kili's voice was low, his expression troubled. They should have seen someone by now.
"Maybe there is no one to see." Cenrid answered, hand near the hilt of his sword. "If you'd rather...I can go ahead to make sure..."

Disturbed by the suggestion, Kili stopped in his tracks. "What are you saying?"

Cenrid stopped, looking to the youngest with skepticism. "You saw what the beast did to the town...do you really think he left any survivors?" With a low scoff, he glanced towards Saeril. "Surely you are not that naive."

Without warning, Kili shoved past him and ran towards the place that should have been their home. Cenrid had to have been wrong. Thorin couldn't be dead.
For a brief moment in time, Kili feared Saeril would not accept his gift. To his relief, she did accept, and he smiled for the first time in a long while. The runestone meant the world to Kili, and so did his Delva. In his eyes, there could have been no other more worthy nor deserving to have this gift given to them.

Affectionate as he often was, Kili returned the hug, feeling the smallest bit of hope again. Perhaps things would turn out okay. "Thank you for everything you've done," he told her through the embrace. "If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be here...you've saved my life more than once."
Whew! Finally posted my reply. Hopefully there aren't too many errors...it's the lengthily ones that get me! No matter how many times I proof read...I always miss something.

Sorry about the wait! I know I don't have to apologize for that, but I'm usually faster with my responses. :P I got totally swamped with orders for this upcoming...holiday *grits teeth* *clenches fists*
...Did I mention Valentines Day annoys me...?
Anyways...I hope you're having fun with your friend! :) Miss you!

Also...this is going to sound crazy...but my dad used to buy video games all. the. time. I kid you not, we found almost 40 of them and had to sell them off (seriously...every single game was brand new! He never even played them...the man is a recovering shopaholic...) imagine my surprise when I found that one Alice in Wonderland game you'd mentioned. It was rated M, so I was too afraid to play it (LOL) but the irony made me laugh. :D
“How many times do I have to tell you?”
Ghent cringed. It was official -- there was no winning with this girl.
"No need to bite my head off." Tempted as he was to address her attitude, Ghent left it at that. There'd been enough fighting for one evening. "If you're cool staying here, I'll go." Retrieving the phone, he checked how much battery remained. Considering how much they'd used the device, 37% was more than fair.
"Well...I'll see you guys." After a brief, awkward pause, Ghent turned and left the two from his past, careful to shut the broken door behind him.




The night was dark and the air remained comfortably cool. The walk home granted Ghent plenty of time for planning what to pack, what to leave behind, and what to say to his family.
Unarmed and distracted, he was easy prey. Drust's warning about keeping alert went in one ear and out the other; Ghent was so lost in thought that he paid very little attention to his surroundings.
Several blocks later, the old brick apartment came into view. The complex would have benefited from repairs, but Ghent saw the building in a new light. Compared to what Drust and Elayra must have been used to, this place was a castle and safe haven all rolled into one.
Fishing the key from his pocket, Ghent found their room and entered the home. Due to the size of their apartment, the entry way was nonexistent, the living room and entry area were conjoined. Even from the doormat, Ghent had full visual of his surroundings: only one light was on, and he could see that Henry and Mrs. Preston were watching a movie together. Both were seated on the ugly, floral printed sofa that should have been left in the 80's.
"Hey, Mom. I'm home." Hopefully this wasn't the last time. "Don't pause the movie. I'm just gonna change my clothes real quick."

The seven dwarves stopped singing. Mrs. Preston paused the movie. Great.
"There you are!" Elise rose to greet her son, relieved until she took notice of his disheveled appearance. "Ghent! You're covered in mud! What happened to your clothes?!"
An interrogation was anticipated, but avoidable. Ghent planned an explanation beforehand. "I fell chasing William...didn't Henry tell you?" As discretely as he could, he moved his backpack so it was out of view. No use making her any more suspicious.
"Oh, yes, that's right. I'd nearly forgotten! Poor Mrs. Saxon; she should keep William on a leash." Elise smiled fondly, proud of her son's heroics. "I'll make us some hot chocolate. Was William alright? Did you have fun with your friends?"
Ghent almost scoffed out loud at the idea of Drust and Elayra being his friends. They were barely even acquaintances. "Yeah, we had a blast...built ourselves a clubhouse and everything." Well, it was sort of true. "William's fine. No hot chocolate for me, thanks. I'll join you two later."
Henry rested his chin on the back of the couch, watching Ghent like a hawk. Ghent pretended not to notice, but he did. Henry was so observant that it was unnerving. What's worse, the younger of the two said nothing, so Ghent had no idea what was going on in that strange head of his.

Fixing the always-crooked family photo on the wall, Ghent continued down the hall and shut the door to his room. The sight rendered him speechless. His room hadn't been this clean since the day they'd moved in.
The cot was made, the bed was made, all clothes were sorted, folded, and hanging up according to color. Everything was in place; he could even see the carpet. Ghent wasn't sure whether to feel impressed or to feel creeped out. What was wrong with that kid?
Shrugging off his backpack, Ghent pulled a t-shirt from one of the hangers that had been seldom used until now.
The reality of leaving hadn't sunk in yet. Saying goodbye wasn't an option; his parents could never believe such a wild tale. Even if they did, they wouldn't allow him to go if they new the risks involved. He could scarcely believe it himself.
Conflicted, Ghent started to change into dry clothes when there were two knocks at the door. "Just a sec--"

Either Henry didn't hear, or he didn't care. The redhead walked right in, blowing the steam from his cocoa. "Hi, cousin! What do you think of the new room?"
"Henry! Come on!" Ghent hastily pulled on his pajama pants in fear that his mother should be with him. "I was getting dressed!"
"Sorry." Henry shut the door with his foot, and Ghent snorted under his breath in annoyance.
"Room looks great, thanks...it's all, organized..." Ghent liked it better before. He had no idea where half of his possessions were, but it didn't really matter. The room would be Henry's soon enough. "Thought you were watching Snow White."

"I am." Henry poked one of the marshmallows in his cup. "But I'm waiting for Aunt Elise. She's on the phone with my mom."
"Oh." Ghent put on a clean shirt, unsure how else to reply.
"I made three cars and half a spaceship with your Legos." Henry sat on the edge of his cot, daring to take a sip of the too-hot beverage. "Aunt Elise says you don't use them anymore."
"What, you dropping hints for freebies already?" Ghent tossed his muddied clothes into the hamper. "Go ahead and keep them. I never use them."
Unfazed by the sarcasm, Henry broke into a grin. "Gee, thanks!"




The evening went by only too fast. Ghent packed what clothes he could fit into the backpack, then went to join the others for the second half of the Disney marathon. The films weren't of much interest to him (did Henry really have to choose Bambi?) he merely wanted to spend one last day with the family that had been good enough to care for him all these years.
Through with work, Mr. Preston joined them too. Ghent's mind was never on the movie; the film was a blur to him, he could only dread what was to come.

The marathon ended a little before 12. The family talked a bit, and Henry marveled over the fact that they had stayed up 'half the night'. Ghent scoffed to himself; midnight was nothing. The day prior to this one, he'd been up well past 4. Despite his cousin's oddities, Ghent was thankful that he was here for a lengthily visit. Mrs. Preston doted upon the boy; his being here was a blessing in disguise. It was Ghent's hope that Henry would fill the void he would leave behind.

After saying goodnight to his parents, Ghent returned to his room, his heart heavy. Was this the right thing to do? Why should he help Elayra and Drust? They didn't like him, and he couldn't find many reasons to like them. What if Hatter was no longer alive? What if his magic didn't work? What if he couldn't come back?
Needless to say, Ghent was a nervous wreck. He couldn't have been more awake if he'd chugged down a few energy drinks.
It didn't help that Henry was prattling on about life back home. Ghent barely heard him. He was too busy worrying. Finally, he caved. He had to tell someone. Henry was the only one he dared to tell, Henry was the only one who didn't think him crazy.
"Henry, I need you to listen to me." Reaching over, Ghent turned on the lamp. "This is important."
Henry didn't need to be told twice. Quickly, he propped himself up on one arm, staring to his cousin with wide, brown eyes. "What is it? What happened?"
Brows knit, Ghent rolled onto his side so that he might face him. "Remember Wonderland?"
If at all possible, Henry's eyes grew larger. "Yes..."
Ghent exhaled shakily. "It's real...and I'm going there tomorrow."
Confused, Kili sat up a bit straighter. Why would she not accept his gift?
"But I want you to have it," this time, he was more insistent, and he placed the runestone to her palm, closing her fingers around it with his hand. "You deserve it...you've done so much for me, for Fili...for all of us."

Cenrid pretended not to notice this exchange, but he did. Inwardly, he had plans of his own, but now was not the time. To avoid suspicion, he helped Fili row their boat, quiet and calculating.
I edited my post, I will try to respond to the PM later this evening. :3
Saeril's lack of reply only fueled Kili's inner worries. Was she avoiding his question because she did not know the answer, or was she avoiding telling him the truth because she did know? Brows knit, he watched her, though his troubled expression seemed to relax a little when she'd kissed his forehead.
As the she-elf lead the way towards the boat, Kili followed closely, unable to make eye contact with the people of Laketown. Right now, he felt ashamed, but he also had hope that his uncle could somehow make this right.

Now to the boat, Kili climbed aboard, then offered his godmother a hand. The man from earlier boarded as well, and Kili's mouth dropped in protest. Surely he wasn't coming...was he?

"You alright there, lad?" Bofur had seen what had happened earlier. Seeing Thorin's nephews threatened was not a sight he liked; they were were being held responsible for something they'd taken no part in. "Oh, this is Cenrid," he nodded towards their newest member. "Least...that's what I thought he said his name was."

"You heard correctly." Cenrid looked to Kili briefly, then moved aside so that the others might board. Evening would soon be upon them, and they had a long way to go.

Kili wasn't sure how to feel about Cenrid joining them. He hadn't much experience in dealing with humans, and the experience he did have, he did not like it. Humans seemed to look down upon them, just as the elves did. Not Saeril, though.

Without a word, Kili sat down next to his godmother, thankful for the chance to rest a bit. The boat moved along, and all was quiet, leaving the youngest deep in thought. In times such as these, he missed his mother, and he missed their home in Ered Luin. The journey had taken a dark turn, and he wondered if he would ever be able to fulfill his promise to her.
Carefully, Kili removed the runestone from his pocket and turned the smooth stone over a few times, then handed it to his godmother so that she might see the engraving.
"I promised Mum that I would come back to her, once the journey is done," he explained, voice low so that the conversation would only be between them. "It's very important to me...and I want you to have this."
Kili was hurt and confused. Back in Ered Luin, they were safe and welcomed by their people. Here, they were hated. They were being held responsible for Smaug destroying Laketown. "They're right, aren't they?" Very slightly, he pulled back from their hug a bit in order to read his godmother's expression. "They lost their homes because of us..." The idea saddened him; Kili had grown up hearing the stories of how they'd lost Erebor, and now the people of Laketown were in the very same predicament. "Isn't there anything we can do?"
Kili felt his blood go cold as the threats were made. "We didn't mean for this to happen!" He raised his voice above the others, the fear evident in his eyes. "It was an accident -- our uncle couldn't have known," he struggled to free himself, but the men were far stronger than he could ever hope to be. Gripped with worry, he watched as one of the men drew a knife towards his brother. "NO!"
By now, Oin and Bofur had come to help, but getting through the mob was easier said than done.

Before further action could be taken, Saeril had intervened to prevent this situation from going any further.
"You heard the she-elf. Be on your way." Their newest comrade helped break the crowd up, hand near the hilt of his sword. If they tried something, he would draw the weapon.

The men were all bark and no bite. Cowardly as they were, they backed off. "You'll be sorry for this!" A woman shouted, and others were quick to agree with her. "Should we see the likes of you again, you'll regret it." A young man no older than Fili was the one to make this threat.

Now released, Kili was quick to regroup with the others, shaken by what had almost come to pass. Seeing Fili hug their godmother, Kili hugged both, heartbroken. Somehow, Erebor didn't seem quite so important anymore.

Kili knelt on the opposite side of an injured boy, his face and clothing covered with soot from the fires they'd escaped from. Fili had been helping to wrap up a scrape on the boy's arm, and Kili had successfully stopped the bleeding on his knee.
"There you go. That's not so bad," Kili tried to be optimistic for the sake of the wounded, but inwardly, he felt sick. Was this much destruction and pain worth retrieving their homeland for? It felt wrong. These people were paying for their mistakes. How could they ever hope to make up for this?

"That's them! Right there!" A middle aged man pointed towards both brothers, and before Kili could register that they were the ones being referred to, he and Fili were forced to their feet, each by burly, heavyset men. One of them shoved Fili, when Kili moved to defend his brother, he was restrained.
"It was your kin that did this!" This earned shouts of agreement from the rowdier of the group. "We've lost our kin...now that king of yours will have to lose some of his."

"It appears that orcs aren't the only ones you'll have to watch out for." The stranger speaking to Saeril had taken notice of the confrontation, though he didn't seem phased by the scene ahead of them. "I'll keep your warning in mind, now hear mine. These people will be consumed by anger and grief...and they'll need someone to blame," he moved towards the group, prepared to break it up. "I wouldn't advise that we stay much longer."
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