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    1. Loony 11 yrs ago

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6 yrs ago
Current Remember my joke theory about how the world ended in 2012 and each subsequent year has just been a layer by layer descent into hell? It feels less and less like a joke each year.
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6 yrs ago
Bro it's so weird thinking I was 15 when I joined here. I'm turning 21 in March. Time is a scam.
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MISERY ABOUNDS! WE WILL NOT HEAL.

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Well I tried calling the hotline about three times and each time I chickened out and just

God why do phonecalls make me feel so anxious

I'll try again later but just

Ahg
@Akayaofthemoon @21308

I told my brother that I loved him and he said that he loved me too. So I accused him of being a liar because 'all you love now is Minecraft' and the little snit has the guts to agree that it's true. I told him how can he possibly hold minecraft higher up than me, and being a smartass, he writes the word minecraft on a piece of paper and then holds it above my head. So I took it, ripped it, and ate it because by god I really did want to like that game but now I can't even give it a chance because my brother's legit addicted to it and it's controlling his life...And then he told it was his report card sO WHOOPS
@21308 We can talk about the fact that I apparently just ripped up and ate my brother's report card. @ V e
@21308 Thank you for posting, I'm just...my brain is too mush to come up with a coherent response.
@Akayaofthemoon Glad you have food now!
I'm actually eating for the first time in about eleven hours but that was by choice. Make some Mexican style hot chocolate on the stove for the first time (I've always been lazy and never tried using a pan for it before) and it just came out fantastic, so that's nice. Don't think I'll ever be able to be lazy about it again. And later I'm going to have some corn/mais.
@Akayaofthemoon That really sucks Akaya. I hope you get to eat soon, and that your car isn't too bad.
@21308 Alrighty, just make sure whatever you do is for you. If you do drop one, do it because you believe it'll be better for you.

As for me, I don't feel so well and I'm not sure there's much you can help. Usually when I feel this down I try seeking out some form of art, my bird, or my brother. But art seems sort of empty and any excitement I get from the idea of it seems to dissipate within seconds, my bird is going through one of those hormonal phases and is being aggressive to everyone but me, who he seems to be very scared of. It'll pass but right now I mostly want to give him space. And my brother? One word. Minecraft. Mother's agreed to spend a bit of time with me today but who knows how that'll go.

And of course, you guys. Honestly just being here is good enough Spinna.
@Pathfinder Heh, I've been cleaning up bathrooms since I was nine (meanwhile my brother barely ever has to clean his own room which I find is kind of unfair considering I had to learn dishes at 4, cooking at 7, cleanup since 4, laundry since 6, garbage since 3...I want to blame this on the fact that I'm AFAB but it could just be that my parents seem to become more and more lenient with each child) so any gross factor has completely left me. Writer's block sucks like a black hole and I hope you get over that soon. Especially when it's for a new character.

@21308 Alrighty, but please make sure you're handling it alright. I'd feel awful if I were distracting you from work.
@21308 Tell your little brother that I wish him a happy birthday. And I understand that desire for naps all too well. And please, don't worry, focus on sending everything to your profs instead of me. It's more pressing.
Aaaaaaaaaaahg, I really want to read all the IC stuff, but my brain and eyes and focus just
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