LostInSilence

Searching for partners! (MxM 18+)

Still looking for partners! Only have two plots at the moment that I would love to write about, but I’m totally down to come up with something new together! ^-^

Searching for partners! (MxM 18+)

Still looking

Searching for partners! (MxM 18+)

Hello ^-^

My name is Bella and I'm 24 years old, currently I'm not working or studying, which leaves me with a lot of free time. Though, some days I might be very busy! I've been roleplaying for over ten years, and I consider myself quite advanced when it comes to my writing. Some days my brain might not always function that great, so I'll apologize beforehand if my answers are a bit all over the place. I tend to write quite long posts, so no one liners or one paragraph answers please! I know that in some situations it might be hard to know what to write or come up with things, so I'm okay with a minimum of two paragraphs. Quality over quantity!

At the moment I can reply quite often, multiple times a day even, depending on the partner. But a few posts a week will not be a problem for me. I don't expect the same from my partner, but at least one or two each week, more would of course be appreciated, but we all have things we are busy with and that's okay. If there will be a time where I'll end up being very busy or not feeling well (I struggle with some health issues that can cause me to take some time off) then I'll let you know right away. I would also expect the same from my partner, and if you'd rather not continue the roleplay or something, please let me know so I don't sit and waste my time! (I am ghost friendly though! Sometimes we can’t change what life throws our way.)

I prefer to roleplay via PM, just putting that out here if that's something you don't like! If I can figure out and understand this site more, then threads could also be used.

When it comes to plots, I'm very into angsty, dramatic and more realistic ones, thriller and darker plots hold a big place in my heart. I have nothing against fantasy or supernatural stuff. But at the moment I'm not feeling those genres, though if the plot catches my interest I would not mind trying again!

I only roleplay MxM, very rarely can I be in the mood for MxF.

When it comes to characters, I tend to play the role that's more submissive in a way. BUT I do not have a problem playing switch or dom, I enjoy all of them! I'm not here to only write about intimate scenes, story goes above that! Though I have no problem writing about it, as it's also important between two characters.

The plots down below are mostly old ones, I'm still coming up with more, but really, feel free to message me if you'd like to roleplay, we can always come up with something new together!

PLOTS

Plot 1

✿ Five years ago, a crazy psychopath ran around killing people - old, young, it didn't matter, because it was all just a game. A game that YC got caught up in, trying to catch the murderer that had taken the name X - because every victim would be marked with that letter. Being a police officer had never been that hard in YC's life, but giving up was something he'd never do. He swore to catch that monster, and true to his words, YC caught the man with his bare hands, the temptation to just put a bullet through X's head was something he had needed to fight against. So many innocent people had been killed, just because someone wanted to play a sick and twisted game. YC have never been the same after all of that, the horrible things he had seen would never disappear from his mind, nightmares still haunting him to this day.

Moving on had been hard, but YC found ways to cope with the stress, to cope with the guilt he felt for not being able to catch Xsooner, he found someone that made him feel other things than just hatred and pain, MC - someone who's the exact opposite of YC.

The couple are now living together after dating for two years, just like any other couple they have bad days, but lately that's all they seem to have. Both working a lot, YC busy with chasing bad guys, and MC busy with running his own Café. Though YC works way more, late nights, some days he comes home almost in the morning. They don't see each other often, and fighting is something they do more and more. But things take a big turn for the worse in just a matter of seconds and fighting about stupid things is the last thing they have to worry about.

X somehow escapes from jail, and the man has big plans for YC, wanting revenge for being put behind bars for something he enjoys doing. To start the whole new game, he pays a visit to their house when MC is home alone, and let’s just say... a living hell begins for the couple.

Okay, so that's kinda what I have for now. It's a bit all over the place, my brain is not working very good yet haha. But we can try and figure out more together! If there are things you don't like or wanna change please let me know, and I didn't know what to name the killer so I'm just calling him X for now.

Plot 2

✿ For some reason I’m very into roleplays where our characters already are a couple xD don’t get me wrong, I love writing and building a dynamic between two people who don’t know each other and all that. But I also very much love the idea of a couple struggling with things, having to find new ways to make it through whatever comes their way. I don’t have a plot, just a small idea.

I’ve been thinking that our guys are newlyweds, they’re like in this bubble where everything is perfect and they couldn’t be happier. But something horrible happens, maybe their house catches on fire while they’re still inside it, but they end up making it out, but the house and everything they own is gone. So they end up having to live with maybe one of their families? Or friends? But both of them are of course going to be struggling do deal with what has happened, and maybe add on some stupid family drama, even some homophobic shit? I can picture a few people not being okay with their relationship, but as they don’t have nowhere to go, the only thing they can do is deal with it (if they live with one of their families?)

MORE PLOTS WILL BE ADDED