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Current "She has eyes of innocence, The face of an angel, The personality of a dreamer, And a smile that hides more pain than you can ever imagine..."
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Some people call Madotsuki a shut-in. She prefers the term, antisocial. Mainly due to her fear of how people look at her.

Madotsuki is not a people-person. She will make friends, but she tends to ignore the fact that people do exist. She spends most of her time in her apartment, but when she is outside (for very short periods of time) shes usually only out there with friends.

She has a few friends, who try to spend time with her, and get her to come outside. Usually she declines the offer, and says shes busy when they ask her to come outside of her apartment. But they're always welcome to come to her house. Madotsuki can't really recall how she made her friends, seeing as how she never really talks to anyone.

Madotsuki normally appears tired. She has large dark circles around her eyes, and yawns a lot. Her posture is awful and her hair is always messy. She doesn't talk about it unless its brought up by a close friend, who knows her well. The lack of sleep is due to her nightmares, in which she is in her apartment, but when she leaves, she is brought to a room full of doors. When she enters a door, she will be lead to a certain unusual world. All the worlds are different, for each door she chooses, but they are all connected and can all the reached from one another. Some worlds have unusual landscapes, and creatures that dwell in them. For example, a hand staircase that sometimes, when she enters the room of doors, will appear instead of the room. The creatures in each world wont hurt her, but a lot of them will watch her, or follow her on sight. She can hurt them, with a kitchen knife that she found in her dreams.

Each night, her dream is the same. And each night, she always has the same items she had in the last dream. Strangely enough, Madotsuki is capable of waking herself up, just by simply pinching her cheek in the dreams.

While the dreams are harmless, they do effect Madotsuki's heath. The dreams themselves, reflect Madotsuki's constant terror of everyone judging her, and looking at her, which are represented in the many eyes that can be seen anywhere, and her memories of rape, which are represented in the hand staircase, or the arms that reach out of the floor in one world, and signify unwanted touching. Madotsuki is very uncomfortable with physical contact, except with close friends that she is very comfortable around, due to her rape scenario. She will not under any circumstances talk about it.

After realizing that her dreams have been reflecting her real life issues, shes attempted to stop sleeping, to avoid being reminded of what happened and facing it. Hence the large dark circles and always seeming tired.

Violence isn't beyond her, but its not her go-to action. She figures by avoiding people, she can avoid drama.
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