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Viral would feel a lot better if he didn’t have these blank outs, especially around Yumi when it involved him nearly clawing her apart. He was stopped by something unknown to both Yumi and himself, but he had no idea what it even was himself. There was something that really wanted to keep him subdued that Yumi managed to pull off, but of course these things weren’t making themselves known to either of them. “Don’t worry about it?? How much control can I possibly lack if something you’re doing is all that’s keeping me from clawing your face off!” he growled but soon shook his head, letting out a groan, “Sorry…I shouldn’t do that. I have no reason to get angry…” There was nothing to get angry about and feeling like this was just further denial that he had any control altogether. He was going to have a heart attack at this rate, “Why do you have to tell him I disobeyed him? Just this one time…make up something. I knew exactly what I was getting into and I still went ahead and gave into your coaxing, like a…like a god damn cat”.

T’charrl didn’t know how to explain it, but with the change came an almost alternate view of who he was and what he used to be. He hadn’t forgotten his memories, but his mind was shot when it came to his own self. He had hoped to recover it as he grew stronger, but as he did the block remained the same making him wonder if he was ever capable of doing such a thing in the first place; however, if Takeshi said he managed to change back and was questioning why he couldn’t remember his looks then he must had managed to actually do it. “They haven’t been blocking my true form, otherwise they wouldn’t let you see it just now”, he frowned, letting out a long sigh, “I’m not stupid, I swear. They’ve been trying to help me return, but what happened was a lot of trauma to my body…I mean, I would had died without them…”

Arriving at his room proved to make him feel pretty relieved, especially when he was starving and fruit was right there waiting for him. Entering his room he gave a little smile at Takeshi, moving to his bed with Takeshi. He often kept his bedroom nice and clean, a response from living with his parents and how strict his mother was with cleanliness. Sitting on his bed made him feel tons better already too, letting out a sigh before taking the bag of fruit from Shu, “Thank you…I mean, I don’t know how I can help with what you need, but I can try help with whatever”. Munching at the fruit he watched Takeshi scramble around for something, taking out a few things and began to work with them. He didn’t actually know what he was doing, tilting his head a little as he watched Takeshi work before it was promptly shown off to him. Well, this wasn’t the first time this had happened and he doubt it would be the last time Takeshi tried to show off this ‘skill’ of his, giving him a nervous smile in response, “Uhhh, I…umm, maybe I’m just a little weak, but uhh…I don’t really…”

“Sticky-stick T’charrl!” Shu squeaked, bouncing around Takeshi as he stared at the picture, giving it a quick pointing at, “Why is he squiggles? He doesn’t have five arms, silly!” Shu didn’t think it looked like him at all, especially when a lot of the drawing was pretty exaggerated. The giant eyes were not something he thought T’charrl had, even in that really large form he had before his eyes were only made to look large when he did get a good look at him.
Viral felt pretty sleepy, his desire to attack Yumi all but depleted now. He wouldn’t even understand what happened even if he could, feeling pretty calm despite his sudden outburst. Groaning a little as he tried to keep his eyes open he soon got back to his senses again when he realised he was on the floor, facing the completely wrong direction he had been facing before. Grunting suddenly he made a sudden jerk movement to get away from her, looking behind to see what direction he was facing before looking up to Yumi, feeling confused and a little disorientated. Sitting up again he started to slowly back away from Yumi, holding his head with a groan, “Wha…what? What’s going on? Aghhh my head…” he muttered, looking back to Yumi again, “Do what? Did I go after you again? Agh, I’m sorry…”

T’charrl would probably have felt better if he understood what that meant or what was even going on, feeling he was going to end up questioning whether he was able to do such a thing all the time. His own form had been lost from his memory ever since this whole thing happened and it made him feel very concerned for his mind, worried he was losing himself rather than it being disabled because of his mutation. Looking down at himself with a frown his eyes soon went back to Takeshi, staring at him as he searched for personal answers. “But I, uhh, can’t remember that much. What I looked like has been lost ever since I first changed”, he spoke, looking away again, “I can’t explain it…but, something like heavy unknown in the way, like something not wanting me to know”. He found it rather difficult to explain, especially when he was not entirely familiar with the more complicated words quite yet. Frowning, looking back to Takeshi when he tried to explain his looks to him, simply feeling confused before looking down at his arms, “You mean…I really did change back?” he asked, looking back to Takeshi, “You’ve got to help me, please! Uhh, I mean…when you’re able to, I’d like that. Maybe after I get better health too, like food. I must find myself again…and how to control myself so I stay like that for as long as I can…”
Viral couldn’t keep his focus a lot of the time and was quickly losing it again, the silence making his mind wander without his consent. He was not one for having a large amount of focus and having a horrible headache certainly made it worse. Slowly moving closer to Yumi he kept his head low, his eyes sharp while his mind remained unfocused. She was perfectly vulnerable there, sitting like a lonely little duck all completely lost. Growling lowly, he slowly moved around her, staring coldly at her face before he suddenly raised a set of claws with an angry snarl with great intent to strike her; however, his claws stopped dead in their tracks ever so close to Yumi, a hair away from her. Something strange felt like it was taking over his senses, his aggressive nature being calmed through a will that was not his own. Groaning a little he slowly backed off, his horns soon becoming too heavy for his head to hold up before he dropped to the floor. There was a sense of calm that took over him and he had no control over it, chuffing as he lay on the floor. He felt so strange, but he wasn’t in the correct state to try and understand it as he was almost fully relaxed with only the occasional groan getting through.

T’charrl hadn’t actually looked at himself in a very long time, his eyes only catching a glimpse of what he used to be in his first form. He was worried that he may had forgotten everything about himself and what power he had been granted, especially when it was supposed to be important for his development into one of the greatest warriors. Even through the pain he knew it was all for a reason and how he was supposed to find balance, but balance came at a cost of looks and whether your friends and family would still like you. “I-I know, I mean…I may look different, but I’m still the same on the inside”, he spoke, giving a little smile before reconsidering that, “Or maybe…am I? I don’t want to see to check…” That aspect confused him, whether he did get different inside too and by how much. There was that curious wonder to whether his organs were different, but he shouldn’t get so side-tracked thinking about stupid things.

Frowning a little, T’charrl kept his head lowered before turning to Takeshi again, staring at him before immediately getting confused. He didn’t actually know whether Takeshi meant he changed back to his normal form or was getting confused with something else. Staring at him he nearly tripped up over his own claws, feeling quite startled by his words, “W-Wait, what do you mean? I changed back to, uhh, what I was talking about? You know what I was talking about, right…?” He felt so confused, feeling like he missed something big when he had lost consciousness, “I don’t remember anything like that…”
Viral was beyond frustrated with himself and everything that was supposed to be controlled, but he felt like he couldn’t control any of it and all it was doing was managing to get to his head. Maybe it was the pain he was in that was making him very angry, but it wasn’t as if he was going crazy again and hurting Yumi so that was a plus. Pushing her away regardless of her attempt to help him he just needed to get out of the corner, disliking the fact Yumi made it way more enclosed than it needed to be. Even if it was a challenge he had to overcome, it felt near impossible to try and all it managed to do was make him doubt how strong he actually was. Sitting in the middle of the room he let out a cattish groan, eventually making a brief spin on the spot before laying down in a tight ball. He was trying to relax, even if he couldn’t think of anything to try and occupy himself in the meantime. Letting out several deep huffs he found it difficult to feel comfortable, eventually rolling onto his back and stretching his legs out, his eyes soon looking over to Yumi before he immediately rolled over and faced her dead on. It was as if he forgot she was even in the room with how he reacted to her, but his interest in her didn’t stop there as he got onto his feet again and slowly started stalking her instead, growling lowly.

Shu was fairly jumpy with these threats and was fairly ready to go ahead and try to knock Haku’s head off just to show that he could. He was strong enough to stand up for himself and he didn’t need to be demoralised and mocked by him. Letting out a huff at his reply he bounced on his feet, raising his fists up with each bounce, “I am really strong! Stronger than you! Better!” Feeling fairly wound up by Haku he was about ready to punch him just to show off how strong he was, even without his transformation. He still managed to take on Kai well enough in the training session and doing all of that was still going to be training, but he did wonder if he could hold his own in training and not end up changing. Grunting and huffing in protest he soon squeaked when Takeshi told them off, his eyes going to Takeshi first before to Haku. It was Haku who wanted to take him on so of course he was going to get into trouble, Shu letting out a huff before moving closer to T’charrl’s side, looking up to him, hoping he was going to feel alright soon enough.

T’charrl didn’t like it when people got all fired up like that around him, worried that they might just start fighting and he was powerless to stop them from being destructive. He still wasn’t used to this body so he had no idea whether he could push them apart and keep them apart. Even if he always had four arms there was still the matter that two of them felt like they had a completely different purpose now, even now using them to walk rather than as just an extra pair of arms. He still had fingers for them but his palms were large and flat on that pair, perfect for walking and holding onto large surfaces. He had a lot to figure out about himself and what worked and what didn’t, feeling that he was running out of time to do so as well. Having one of his friends fear him was a whole new experience as well, feeling that he never got that when he was normal or even in his first form. It was ever since he started getting fluffier and toothier that Takeshi started to fear him, but maybe he could change that in the future, “Yeah, you’re helping me…I just don’t want to have you fearing me every time you look at me”, he spoke, raising a claw to rub his head, “I’ll probably scare myself when I see what I look like. I probably look awful. I just wonder what my mother would think of me if I haven’t changed back by time I see her…whenever that might be, again”.
Viral hated having such little control and knew it was a pretty big part of his problem, making him pretty miserable. If he could find some control of his life then maybe he would be able to find some sort of relief, but as it were he was not going to find any until he got medicine and help. He was completely trapped and it made him feel ill, or rather even more ill than he was already. He was tired yet couldn’t sleep, he was in pain and yet there was no way to relieve it. “I don’t even know how to beat it! It’s not like beating an opponent; everything is completely unknown, even the pinpoint of this pain…” Feeling pretty cornered he was trying hard to not be bugged by it, but it was getting to be rather close for comfort with Yumi not showing any signs of backing off. When she soon began to get cheeky he gave her a good staring at, groaning under his breath before he let out a huff, “Great! To a planet where the most interesting thing that happened was something I missed”, he grunted, giving her a good staring at before he tried to push her back by shoving his paw in her face as he tried to squeeze passed her, letting out a growl, “If I could relax now, that would be great! I knew I should had taken my pills to my room when he wasn’t looking…”

T’charrl was not exactly settled with everything he had been told and what was going on, his first thought of becoming a danger to others. Maybe he had been away from a planet for too long, maybe it was because he was taking all of their energy for himself. He didn’t know why things were happening like this, but he didn’t feel too good for whatever reason that probably related to this. It didn’t help that there was definitely fear from one of them or at least close by, he could sense it pretty well, “My kind can feel these things, but it’s way stronger than it used to be”, he spoke, moving his claws to his head. It felt like something he had sensed before, maybe just before he changed and some of that was still left behind. Whether it was Takeshi, Haku or someone else that was doing that he couldn’t tell, but Takeshi’s fussing certainly made him wonder if he was the one causing it. “You know…you can say something. It’s not that I don’t already know, anyway…”

Shu frowned at T’charrl’s unease, feeling almost sorry that he was feeling that way. He knew what it was like for someone to fear you, but this was pretty constant for T’charrl. Maybe he didn’t mind it, he was a warrior after all and was probably used to fear, but Takeshi really needed to get over his problem with T’charrl and bugs. Letting out a sigh he dropped his gaze a little, only looking back up when Haku gave him a pretty impersonal poke. Turning to him with a rather angry glare he decided to move away from him, not entirely sure about his question, “Fight? Me? Ooh! You wouldn’t be able to win!” he squeaked, finding it frustrating that he’d even ask him for a fight, “I’m dangerous, even in training! You should watch out for me…I-I bite!”
It'll live, it's just...I dunno, it's almost gotten to the point where we might as well wait for Caboose lol
Viral really hated feeling like this, but it was like a horrible itch that just wouldn’t quit. He didn’t know why he had to feel like this constantly, but having the feeling of being squashed made it all the more worse. Maybe it was just his genes that was making his mentality deteriorate as well, maybe it was just because he was transformed that it was making everything so much worse; either way, he was struggling to keep his mind together and was soon finding it hard to feel confident about anything. The corner was the closest thing he could be in to have it act as a retreat, but it wasn’t helping him much when everything still felt tight, especially as Yumi came up close to him. Giving her an uneasy stare he soon sighed and shook his head, lowering it as he scratched behind his ear, “I doubt I’ll get stronger just because I got sick, though…” He couldn’t say that whatever was wrong with him was a challenge, despite what Yumi thought. He had no control over this problem and it was still going to happen whether he tried to resist it or not. “Hmph, this is a challenge?” he spoke up, growling and scratching his forehead when Yumi poked him. He didn’t think that kind of thinking worked with something like this when it was completely unknown to how he was supposed to get better, even Vegeta didn’t know how to repair the damage or how long it could remain repaired for. “I may have believed in you and Vegeta, but I won’t believe anything until I see evidence that I’m getting better. So far I’ve just been getting worse. Hmph, I can’t even find anything else to talk about, it’s just dominating my life! There’s nothing else for my mind…just nothing. Why the hell are we still in space…”

Shu was pretty happy that T’charrl was awake, but he was a little sad that he had changed into a bigger form than his normal form. He was sure they had it this time but apparently not, his understanding of T’charrl’s form had him wondering if he had been taking his normal form whenever he slept. He never really saw his friend sleep so maybe, but then again that’d probably leave him sore all the time. Staring up at Takeshi and T’charrl he gave a little smile, looking between the pair before suddenly squeaking, “Ooh! When you were all big and nasty I heard the Spirit person! They were outside you, I think”, he spoke quickly, looking into the bag, “It was bad, but it’s okay now! You feel better now too, yes? Something strange happened, though…but, umm, later! We say later, okay?”

T’charrl felt pretty bad, but he also felt rather confused too. He didn’t know what he was supposed to do about all of this information when he had near to no clue what he was supposed to feel right now. “Uhhh, I-I’m sorry for fruit juice…” he spoke, his eyes soon turning to Shu who seemed to be running his mouth. He didn’t understand why the Spirit would had popped out of him, but it must had been bad if it did, “Ohh uhh, what? It did?” he questioned, feeling pretty worried. If that happened then it must had been bad enough for the Spirit to doubt his survival as a vessel, but all it managed to do was worry him that he hurt the Spirit too, “Uhhh, l-let’s just get to my room. I can’t risk anything else happening because I can’t concentrate”, he spoke, still feeling pretty terrible after whatever happened, “Why do I feel so much fear right now…? This is awful, my head…”
Despite it being his idea, Viral was already feeling trapped in his room even with his attempts to relax. He couldn’t sit still or lay on the same spot for more than a few minutes, getting fidgety very quickly. Whether Yumi was noticing wasn’t a concern to him, he would rather she didn’t take notice of anything that was bothering him. Letting out a groan as she spoke he lowered his head a little, ending on a sigh, “I can only question how when I can barely keep up with my opponents”, he spoke lowly, his eyes going to the wall as he looked up it, “I’m going to have to train myself to breaking point or go back to Earth…if I survive”. Feeling fairly uneasy he decided to move again, this time going to the corner of his room and pressing himself against the wall, sitting against it with a sigh. It didn’t make him feel all that much better but he wasn’t panicking so much, “I may had been stronger then, but look at me now! If I was able to control myself I would fight him right now, but…hmph, the King is beyond my capabilities. You know what it feels like to be reduced to this? Even in the King’s army I had a better time…”

T’charrl looked between the three of them with a confused stare, trying to figure out what had happened to him. He didn’t know what ‘bony’ meant, but it couldn’t be good if it hadn’t been used to describe him before. He really wanted to know, already feeling like he missed something. He could vaguely remember starting his metamorphosis, but everything after that was a big black hole. He was scared and terribly self-conscious now, knowing they were scared of the way he looked and continued to appear as. It certainly managed to give him some good panic attacks and right now he was getting answers which could only sparking some. Looking between Haku and Takeshi he found neither of the things they said to be too encouraging, especially when Takeshi was willing to resort to violence to get him to change his story. “Slipped…? Uhh, I-I see. I’m sorry you slipped, but I’ll be okay!” He wasn’t given much of an option as Takeshi soon took hold of him rather awkwardly but still managed to pick him up, his head spinning for a moment before he too tried to stabilise himself, his claws going to the floor.

He could feel Takeshi react to touching him, certainly not on purpose but it still made him feel pretty bad when that was always his and everybody else’s reaction to touching him. He did wonder why they would want to touch him in the first place considering what he was. He did want to know what happened to him, but if they weren’t going to give much details other than big and having other questionable afflictions then maybe it was best he didn’t know. Looking back to Shu he smiled as he took his fruit quite happily, finding him to be the only one who was not giving him much curiosity over how he was feeling, “My room…yes, thank you”, he spoke quietly before sighing, “I’m sorry I left so fast…I-I mean, I didn’t mean to do what I did. I took way too much energy to be safe…”
Viral felt he had little self-control when it came to thinking for himself and what decisions he should make while in this form, his thought process feeling awfully narrow with all these wants and desires. He wanted to eat but he knew he shouldn’t yet still suggested he should, but of course Yumi was proving to be that little bit of self-control he needed to keep it together. He shouldn’t go out of his room and if Vegeta found him as he was currently then he’d have to make up an excuse, maybe something relating to food if Yumi didn’t speak up before him. He wasn’t too into the whole flattery thing that Yumi was trying when he had these thoughts in mind, feeling like he was unable to justify his strength in battle when he lost control not long after that. Looking to Yumi when she decided to change her thought pattern a bit he frowned at first, slowly sitting up and facing her properly, “You wish. Vegeta thinks I’ll be weaker than everyone because of how little I’ve actually battled”, he spoke, eventually sighing and looking away, “Hmph, I don’t even know if it was Saiyans genes I was given…that was merely an assumption. I wouldn’t go beyond basic Human anatomy. Wouldn’t it be too easy to assume I’ll come out stronger after this? All I’ve done is sit around like a useless stick most of the time”.

Takeshi was being a little controlling over Shu and Shu didn’t like it, even if it was his brother. He wasn’t one for being told what to do nevermind controlled and losing control of his feet certainly managed to send him flailing. He didn’t like it and Takeshi knew he didn’t like it, but he still continued to treat him like anybody else. Getting all anxious and annoyed didn’t last very long at least, not until he found that his friend was getting up and a little different. It was a shame, he didn’t seem to take to being normal for very long unless he only got normal when he was asleep, but then again that sounded anything but ordinary even for something like this. Maybe he could turn back somehow after all but he just didn’t know it, especially considering he was giving no actual reaction to possibly having changed back. “Ooh! Friend feeling okay, though…? It was lots of strangeness before, all nasty funny things…but you okay now, right?”

T’charrl felt confused to what they were meaning or talking about, feeling that he was just not catching all of it. So he did change, but how they found him and why wasn’t entirely known to him. Grabbing the bag with his tongue he brought it closer to his face, taking it with his claws once it was close enough before he looked up at Takeshi, frowning a little, “I’m, uhh…sorry. I should know better”, he spoke, feeling a little guilty when he knew Takeshi was scared of him and probably didn’t like him being a typical hungry Kaesstrian, “I changed…umm, really big, right? I should remember that, ohh…” He was worried now, his memory not exactly the best after changing like that. He was worried that he might lose his mind again if that was the case. Pulling open the bag and munching on the fruit as he thought about it his eyes soon went to Haku, frowning, “Bony? What does-…uhh, I-I should see myself later. I don’t know what I am. I-I didn’t scare you, did I…? Am I scary now? Please tell me…”
Viral just didn’t want to be given any sort of comforting, especially when the kind Yumi seemed set on giving him was something a cat might like. He didn’t want to be treated that way, especially when she might just find out how to change him back and hold the solution over his head for the rest of his days. Vegeta was a lot better at keeping the solution secretive and knowing when he couldn’t do that it was probably possible to use that device, even if he hated it himself. Letting out a groan as he looked away, lowering his head a little he looked to Yumi as she sat herself down, deciding to lay down on the floor with his head on his paws. “You’re right. Maybe that’s best”, he spoke, trying to get his head in a comfortable position, stretching his legs out behind him, “I don’t want to eat…but I do want to eat…hmph, it’s so damn confusing”. Even if she was just trying to help him he was in a bit of a mood over how he was feeling, but maybe that was just cat-like personality trying to take over again. Looking to her when she yawned he soon yawned too, opting to lay on his side instead. Giving her a little glance at her compliment Viral instead frowned, “Maybe it’s because the pain is unseen. I can’t make it go away without medicine and even that isn’t good for me. Sometimes my head bleeds, but that’s to be expected. I may not be well, but I’m still a warrior! I just don’t…win often enough…”

Shu did help out and didn’t want to be made out to be the one who stood around and did virtually nothing. It was a case of getting frustrated with him to the point where he’d just be trying to make a point over it sounding as if he just stood around and did nothing. Hissing when Haku stuck a finger in his face he stamped around again, not happy with him trying to justify what happened, “I don’t have that much control yet!” Getting all angry was one thing when he was supposed to watch that, but when Takeshi grabbed him by the shirt and lifted him up he immediately flipped out, wriggling around and throwing out his fists and feet as if trying to claw the unknown force before realising it was Takeshi. Staring at him he frowned, holding onto his clothes before he was dropped again. Squeaking a little he moved closer to Takeshi, giving Haku a moody look before something took his attention too, his eyes going to the shadow before he turned around. Unfortunately for them it seemed T’charrl changed back, but this form was even different from the other one he had taken for a while now. He was a lot fluffier but also spiky and muscular, looking fairly tall yet large around his soldiers. For some reason he felt like jumping on T’charrl and riding him as he walked, but that wouldn’t be very polite of him either.

T’charrl felt pretty terrible and sore, his body in all sorts of pain. He felt pretty low on energy and heavy for just waking up, but despite how he was feeling he was more concerned with why he was even on the floor and in a brightly lit room, his tired eyes going up to Takeshi, “Huh…? What happened…?” he spoke up, moving his claws to his head he soon removed them, giving them a staring at before feeling the horns around his face. Nobody in his family had horns so he wasn’t sure why he had them, but of course that was his tired mind not thinking through what happened to him to get them, “I changed…? But when…? Ughhhh…tkh-tkh…” Trying to get up he found that it was a lot more difficult than he thought, his weight now completely shifted compared to his last transformation. Feeling low on energy he quickly spotted the bag of fruit from just the scent of it, his tongue reaching out and grabbing it from where Shu previously dropped it.
Krom did have ideas to what could be done and how they might be possible to accomplish, but he was sure the King would disagree if only because it wasn’t according to his plan. He wanted to get his kids back but there were more important matters to attend to, namely those creatures, “Sir, we should be either training soldiers to use weapons suitable to take these creatures down or find aliens who are trained warriors in the arts of swordplay, even if it does take time”, he spoke, looking away, “Ever since losing the Beastman we’ve lost a primary weapon master so we’re low on those who can use a sword”. Even if they could grab the Beastman again without the children it would certainly help them a lot to curb the tides of battle, but as of right now the use of weapons had become limited. Looking back to the King he stared at him calmly, lowering his gaze a little before giving a short bow, “As you wish, Your Highness”, he spoke lowly, hardly pleased with how he had been spoken to. Turning away from the King he started to head back the way he came, his first thought to prepare his soldiers once more for battle.
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