Mogtaki

The War for Baji (open)

Gin didn’t know how to handle this many people in such a small place, feeling pretty uncomfortable upon seeing the numbers. He wasn’t too sure how he was supposed to approach these people if one of them did have an instrument just so he could see if this was the person they were supposed to be looking for. With all these people he couldn’t really remember clearly what their objective to finding this person was, his nerves getting the better of him fairly quickly. People didn’t like his kind which definitely limited his ability to socialise properly. As much as he liked friendly company he couldn’t handle this many people.

How pathetic of him; he was a half-Oni, he should act like one and show he was in control. There was no reason for him to show cowardice just because of some people sitting around and enjoying themselves. Trying to calm himself down he patted down his cloak, taking in a deep breath as he continued to survey the inn for anybody with a strange instrument. Looking around for just a moment it wasn’t long before he spotted something in the corner of the inn, tilting his head as he analysed the odd person. They were definitely holding an instrument and he really didn’t recognise it not to mention they had strange glowing things on their head which meant they were probably a foreigner.

Gasping lightly he bounced on his toes at first, his eyes going straight to Metou as he pointed silently at the woman. He was sure it was her but he didn’t know fully, his only reasonable action being to point her out before immediately trotting towards her for closer inspection. She was rather strange looking indeed, but now that he got there he didn’t know what he was supposed to say to her. Stuttering a few noises as he tried to speak to her he just ended up stopping his silliness and looking at her up and down, finding her more unusual than anything, his finger pointing at her strange box. ”What is that…? Are you a foreigner?”

Dragon Ball: Legacy (Mogtaki and Vena Sera)

Viral really hated his weak spots being taken advantage of like this, finding it all to be too irritating to him. He couldn’t retaliate and was just left embarrassed that it could even happen, all because it was completely beyond his control and impossible to get them away. If somebody did this during a battle when he was in his feline form he would probably end up in an even worse mental condition than he is now. He would be traumatised and probably unable to fight again. Hearing Aito talk like his problem was something so simple and completely trivial made him lose just a little but more faith in his ability to keep healthy. Hormonal imbalances sounded like something a human would go through naturally and come out of it completely fine, not turn into a twisted monster like he was now. What a pathetic illness to have, if it can even be called an illness at all. “I don’t…understand how this can be linked to hormones…” he groaned, finding it hard to argue, “I can’t see how…how Vegeta even missed something like that…”

He felt rather discouraged in his own ability to keep healthy if it was something as simple as that. If normal people went through it then he didn’t know what to think of himself for collapsing under such a simple problem. He was feeling rather depressed now and if this was what an illness was to him then he never wanted to get ill again. He knew humans went through a whole bunch of illnesses but this one made him wonder if he was going to survive or remain the same way he was always. Hearing him admit he was only around for two out of five years of his life just made him even more depressed. So much for him apparently caring for both him and Vegeta, but it definitely gave him all the more reason to not trust him as much as he could. He greatly doubted his abilities now but he saw no point on saying when he was forced into submission like just now. “Hmph, if you say so…but two years is nothing. No wonder I don’t trust you…”

Feeling rather annoyed that he was still being subdued like this he started to groan, slowly shifting his head to the side as he tried to look to Aito in annoyance at his idea to keep it in mind if he was to use it again. He wasn’t going to let the guy anywhere near him if he was going to abuse this. Once Aito had finally removed his hand he let out a growl and scratched his ear quickly, not finding that to be pleasant at all when it meant complete submission on his part. Feeling more annoyed than relaxed at this point he sat up again, still scratching his ear as he was brought into even more confusion. “Changed back? Wait idly?? I’ve been like this for weeks…” he grumbled, not believing he could manage such a challenge just by assuming he could, “What was preventing me from doing so before??”

The War for Baji (open)

Oh well okay then lol

It'll be a little bit in that case, busy last few weeks of college for me.

The War for Baji (open)

Oh, I was just going in an order since it seemed fairer and predictable.

Eyyyy we should've said something earlier lol

Do you still want to go? Shall I? Who would be the most rational upon seeing the woman is probably the question.

The War for Baji (open)

I posted last out of the pair so I was waiting for Xartarin to post lol

Just thought I'd give a chance rather than rushing on.

Dragon Ball: Legacy (Mogtaki and Vena Sera)

Viral really couldn’t place his trust in someone who was going to give no information on how these treatments he was apparently going to undergo would work or whether they would have a massive success rate in the first place, his biggest worry being placed on the possibility he may end up being cut open anyway. He didn’t want to be cut open or lose his mind so everything was making him nervous. It didn’t matter what this man said, what mattered was if what he said was the truth and if he could trust his health in his care. Groaning at his further attempt to earn his trust he just wasn’t convinced, keeping his eyes off him even when he started telling him if his treatment plans. With his tail swinging in annoyance as he spoke, not liking the sound of all the medicines he was going to have to go under to stop these changes. “And whatabout my damaged genes? Vegeta said my genes are gradually disintegrating…and better yet, what’s going to happen to me regarding the medicine? I’m well aware of side effects, you know…”

Viral didn’t know a lot about himself when for most of his life he was just looking after Vegeta and Yumi until Yumi left and Vegeta decided he was independent enough without him. He didn’t know how old he was and felt dwarfed compared to everyone else in terms of life experiences. He had been told it only took a few weeks for him to go from child-sized to a fully grown adult so he didn’t have any of the childhood experiences either. He couldn’t imagine himself as a child or what they could’ve done with him in that short experience, but then again he didn’t know what they made him for in the first place. Everything about him was a mystery but he didn’t think he had the chance to ask about something like that right now. He had bigger concerns and finding out the secret to his past just now didn’t make him feel confident he would remember it later when he had to be constantly reminded what his own name was just now. “That doesn’t make me confident, especially since technically that means you’ve only known me for two years! You already said you never watched over me when you were dead, so what would you know…”

Feeling it was best to ignore Aito at this point he turned away with embarrassment and gave him no attention. It was stupid asking someone like him to find something relaxing when it was already impossible to even begin to imagine what that might be. He hadn’t found anything relaxing in a long time and being tense all the time made him feel pretty annoyed and angry he couldn’t do such a thing. Huffing as he lay over the edge of the couch he only felt the need to keep to himself for now, his frustrations that he didn’t know what might calm him making him moody. Growling lowly to himself over the embarrassment he didn’t take notice of Aito until he was right over him, immediately looking up but instead of finding the ability to get up he was stopped as his ear was assaulted by the man. “W-What are you doing??” he gasped, his paw trying to reach back to him but was rather pathetically held back as if by a solid force, not really getting anywhere apart from weak swipes, “Y-You’re playing a dangerous game here! Y-You…filthy human…!” Slowly his resistance was broken, his movement dwindling until it was near nothing. Groaning through a purr he found no way to fight against Aito but he was very embarrassed, already hating how easy it was for them to take advantage of his animal instincts during his illness.

The War for Baji (open)

Dragon Ball: Legacy (Mogtaki and Vena Sera)

Viral couldn’t think of a good reason to grant Aito his trust and as he spoke he couldn’t help but feel as if he was being told he was stupid for not trusting him. He didn’t know if he was actually being mocked or if he was just being paranoid about it, but either way he was not happy with how he spoke to him. “That’s them, not me! I’m the patient here! My opinion matters!” he snapped at him before letting out a growl as he sat back again, trying to cross his legs but giving up in frustration when he couldn’t get his leg over his knee properly, folding his arms in an angry huff. June was someone else he didn’t know whether to trust, mainly because he hadn’t seen her much if at all properly. There was very little reason to trust them at a time like this and all it managed to do was make him feel insecure about his position. “You won’t tell me what you’re going to do to me so how can I trust that?”

Even with Aito trying to give him his reassurances that he had tried all these things before he still couldn’t find the desire to feel comfortable with the treatments. Maybe he was being paranoid beyond everything, unreasonably so, but he still felt it was right to question if he could trust him and his methods. “Other patients…but I’m not like other patients! I don’t know if you even practiced on me in the past…I don’t even know how many years you had me for before I killed you, nevermind what you did with me…” He was worried that things would go wrong and knew he should have faith in Aito, but he couldn’t find it.

Viral couldn’t find a way to settle himself with all of this going on, finding it hard to accept the help even though he was desperately needing some. It was the same as getting opened up in his mind, getting forced to change to suit someone else; however, this change was supposed to be for the better. He shouldn’t be thinking like this but he was unable to put this feeling aside and trust the man. With no idea to how he was supposed to feel he was completely stressed, not even finding it possible to relax. Not really finding Aito’s suggestions particularly helpful he sighed, holding his arms together as he looked away. Feeling at the point of giving up thinking about it his ear twitched at the command to do something he finds relaxing before he raised his paws to his ears, his face going red before he let out a growl. “I said I don’t know! Actually listen to me, maybe??” he snapped before rolling to face the side of the couch, folding his arms over the edge and resting his head as best as he could.

Dragon Ball: Legacy (Mogtaki and Vena Sera)

Viral wasn’t feeling too convinced, even if it was coming from Aito. He just didn’t trust the man as much as he probably did before, however much that was previously. The man was not showing as much heart as he could probably show concerning him which made him feel like he was an issue just waiting to be sorted, but maybe that was just him thinking that and him having a hard time seeing through all the previous hate he had for people. He didn’t really know what the problem was but he knew it was going to be a problem working with the man he barely knew anyway, whether he trusted him before or not. He didn’t know if he was telling him the truth about his personality, even if he was the expert. “How do I know if you’re telling the truth? How can I trust you? These are all the questions I wish I could answer myself, but I just-…how would you know if you’ve never done this before? I don’t understand how you can have such confidence in this treatment…”

This was all too stressful, especially when it was his health that was at risk. He knew he was going to get treated but now talking about it just made him incredibly nervous and he was willingly showing it through anger. He didn’t want to have to have all these worries and the way Aito was talking was making him feel very worried for his own well-being when he had no clue how he was supposed to be treated in the first place. The guy wasn’t exactly giving him many clues other than needing a large area to work in. Letting out a groan he slowly rubbed at his face, not exactly happy that he wasn’t going to give him any treatment for his mental problems quite yet when those were the most painful for him to experience. He wanted to be able to eat and sleep, to not have to worry about what might give him a painful memory and not have to have panic attacks and aggression stemming from that. He hated it but there was nothing he could do about it, it seems, not when his genes were damaged. “I don’t know what relaxes me anymore. I’ve not been relaxed for over a year! Why don’t you try and figure it out if you know me so well…”

Dragon Ball: Legacy (Mogtaki and Vena Sera)

Viral was a little more than anxious as Aito continued to talk about his treatment, shifting on his seat to try and distract himself from the thought of it. He didn’t know what was going to happen to him during the treatment or how he was going to come out of it, feeling as though his fate wasn’t going to be completely up to chance and how he might react to the treatment. “Nice to hear…and what exactly is going to happen to me? You’ve yet to tell me”, he spoke before sighing, “What is going to happen to me after this whole thing too? I don’t know if I’ll ever be the same person of if I’ll change completely and that concerns me”. Everything about him had been because of what happened after he was frozen, but if he was to believe Aito then he would regain the memories he had before and would be able to remember everything that happened to him. He would probably change completely or lose who he is.

Everything was making Viral feel unwilling to go through with the treatment when everything could change for him. He had become used to certain aspects, even the pain he was going through he had gotten used to it. He didn’t know how he might adjust even if it was going to be back to his normal form, but his problem was he had been living like this for a very long time with his mentality completely destroyed already. To finally get it back to normal was stressful for him but Aito and Yumi would probably never understand why he would possibly feel that way.

Staring at Aito as he tried to suss out what his problem was with the room he frowned at his conclusions, letting out a groan as he tried to come up with some ways to substitute it. “And you don’t think experiences might help make it incredibly painful to be there? Just smell? Hmph…” He didn’t think candles would help when it was not only the smell but the feeling of being in the room. Finding it to be rather awkward to talk about he soon had to watch Aito start moving everything around him, shifting the chairs and moving the table to create a rather large area. Feeling rather embarrassed he looked away from him, giving his head a rub. “Isn’t this place just completely unsuitable for any sort of comfort…?” he sighed before giving his arms a scratch, “Whatabout my room? I never use it, anyway…”